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My mind is always full of unpleasant thoughts...

I don't know how to stop it...

One time I can have positive thoughts...

But only for a decent amount of time...

Then I'm back being a hopeless human being thinking that I'm a nuisance to everyone...

I'm lost....

What should I do? I don't know....

I feel empty....

I don't know where to start....

I don't know how to start....

I don't know what I should start with....

I don't know anymore.....

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Wish I could mute my mind and feelings.

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Nadhira - Tear Us Apart Feat. Ron E Jones (with Lyrics)

The first thing I shared on my first social media (birdie) around 10, 11 years ago. And I remember she responded to the post 🥰 Sadly I've already deleted the account 😂

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Kina - Get You The Moon (Official Video) ft. Snøw

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That's why I excuse myself before that happens....

You're scared of losing people but no one is scared of losing you.

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I'm lost....

What should I do? I don't know....

I feel empty....

I don't know where to start....

I don't know how to start....

I don't know what I should start with....

I don't know anymore.....

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“I over-analyze situations because I’m scared of what will happen if I’m not prepared for it.”

— Turcois Ominek

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Im such a I want your attention but don't want to annoy you person.

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Does everyone feel afraid to start or try something new..?

Feeling afraid till leads to imagining the possible scenarios could happen especially the bad one..

Is that too much of thinking or paranoid or "lazy" excuses..?

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Still struggling (to the max) to love myself 🥲

I hate myself 🥲

I feel invisible 🫥

I feel unneeded 🥲

But I don't know what to do to reverse all this feelings 😢

Not to the part I want to end my life... ❌

Is what I feel valid(?), reasonable(?)..?

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It's my 4 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

4th year already 🙀😂

I'm surely not spending much time here. Tau² je dah 4 years account ni. Not posting much because I'm not really an expressive person. Wait! I'm kinda an expressive person but plus with overthinking there. So I ended up not expressing much 😂 Proved by the number of posts here.

Kinda complicated there. Still struggling to love myself 🥲

Random much 😂

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Agnez Mo - Matahariku

A compulsory song everytime went to karaoke. Take a chance to have a good "scream" I would say 😂 I don't care if it's the 1st or the last song, I have to sing it......

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Watch "ONE OK ROCK: We Are [OFFICIAL VIDEO]" on YouTube

Where have I been..? They have been out there since 2005... and this song was released 6 yrs ago... but anyhow, they'll be on my playlist.. 😁

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24. BTOB TIME This is US - Finale (Our Concert) Live Stage [ENG/SUB]

First time I listened to this song, I felt mixed emotion. For the note, I didn’t understand the lyrics at that time.

When I heard the intro, it excites me, like the energy flows inside me. The melodies, it really soothes me. The chorus part, is the best part. The emotions, the connections, the sound of the lyrics (although i don’t understand), somehow make me happy-sad(?), I can feel the sincerity of the boys. Like let’s move forward together, living a happy life together sort of feeling. 

Loving, supporting, humble, cute BTOB <3

ps: I know this is way back 2018 but who cares. Their songs are timeless(?). I still excited listening to Insane

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Kyaa >_<

I feel like want to make gifs on bl anime 😚 Watched short bl scenes on yt, made me go kyaa >_< And I found new series to watch although had been release few years back. My first bl series, junjou romantica 😍 And I love the characters, the moment misaki blushed, usagi blushed 😚 >o< Well, I'm more interested in BL anime/manga 😉😋 instead of GL anime/manga (maybe I don't find the right series I guess)

Aww, these stuff make me miss my girl so much 😚 We'll meet soon baby 💕

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Clear your mind here

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You did it!!! 🎉 You defeated this week! Hopefully you had some good things to remember from it, but it’s okay if you didn’t- there’s always next week!

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