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Deer On the Side of the American Highway by Devin Kelly

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from a dream

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what if i get everything i ever asked for and i don’t want it? what if the gentleness terrifies me and i’m numb? what if their kindness just feels so flat and i become sick and awful and turn off and just can’t give it back?

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11.22.19

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dont cry because it happened, smile because its over

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things are heavy heavy heavy and with the boredom&the trauma i’m starting to slip again. yelling at the void is in order. will post more soon

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hi hi all this is me [main blog]. please share/give what you can. sharing helps so much. things got so bad during the pandemic and i couldn’t escape through normal methods [scheduling a really busy life, etc]

hello friends! i left my mother’s house in may fleeing abuse that heightened during the pandemic and have spent a hot sec couch surfing. i’m really thankful to be settling into an apartment but i’m 3500 in debt to my mother and can’t actually afford both my rent and the debt payments. i’m trying to put together some dollars [using my friend’s venmo handle for privacy] to climb out of this debt and be able to stay out of my mom’s longterm.

anything helps, PLEASE reblog!

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“I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break.”

— Marya Hornbacher, Wasted (via wordsnquotes)

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I Will - Mitski

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exfoliator but for my brain so I can scrub out the trauma

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