Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
Text
How I waste time
Video Essays About Anime/Video games
Channel Criswell
Super Eyepatch Wolf
DigiBro
Skill Up
Mathwiz97
Writing on Games
Clemps (Mostly game reviews/Analysis)
Mother’s Basement
Creepy Stories/Pasta/Documentries
Rob Dyke
CreepsMcPasta
Be.Busta
Creepy Ghost Stories
CreepyPastaJr
Doctor Horror
KingSpook
Mr. Nightmare
Unit #522
urmaker
Will Update occasionally I guess. (070217)
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
062817
lately i’ve been pretty anxious and depressed about a lot of things. mostly in regards of what happens after i graduate i guess. i know i wanna get a masters degree but in all honesty i wouldn’t know what i’d do with something like that. hell i’m even doubting if i should’ve done science at all. maybe i should’ve kept doing my engineering degree. maybe i should’ve done an accounting or business degree with my friends...
i dunno i guess i’m just jealous at this point. everyone just seems to have some direction in life while i’m just constantly disappointed in myself and everything i do. i’m just doubting myself hardcore i wish... I WISH that i could stop making mistakes, i could stop making stupid decisions or maybe just stop existing all together. welll... maybe not to srs on that last part but i honestly do feel like that a lot.
and hell this insomnia thing is really kicking my ass.
idk what brought any of this on i guess its because i’ve started to question where i would want to end up in life and no matter how hard i rationalize there’s this part of me that always imagines myself ending up in video game development or something art related. it’s never anything science related and this wishful thinking is probably what’s killing me. i know that the possibility of me ending up anywhere near game development or art in the future is actually next to impossible because science as a major is pretty damn demanding attention-wise. i might be able to draw now but once the semester starts I’ll have to go back to studying and trying to bring up my abysmal GPA.
i just wish i had a walkthrough rn.
0 notes