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My Prayer...

Mighty I AM Presence, Beloved God, My Heavenly Source, Please make manifest in me now the Sacred Violet Flame of Transmutation. Bring the Violet Flame into every cell, molecule and atom of my body filling me totally and completely.

Blessed Violet Flame blaze into my Heart and expand out and around all of my bodies, physical, emotional, mental and spiritual, surrounding my entire Being with your Divine Grace, Love, Mercy and Forgiveness.

Transmute all karma, negative thoughts, actions, deeds and energy that I have ever created at any time, in all dimensions, on all levels, in all bodies, through all time and space, past, present and future, for all Eternity. Transmute anything and everything that stands in my way of embodying the Ascended Christ Being That I AM.

Beloved Violet Flame turn all that has been transmuted Into the Golden Platinum Light of God, the Christ Consciousness, The Light of God that never fails.

Send this Golden Platinum Light to me now, filling and surrounding my entire body with its Divine Radiance. Raise my vibration and frequency to the highest level possible for me at this time.

So Be It and So It Is. #Amen.

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Mon(9/23/19

6:36am... Been a minute. I've had to use that long minute to rest and heal enough just to get to this point. Still a long way to go, but I feel as though I'm on my way... Here's something I read this morning that I forgot about from years ago. So I want to save it here, and share it with the Universe. It totally sums up me in my peaceful season, and in my warrior season.... "I am perfectly imperfect. I strive for better while loving all that I am today. In loving myself today, I am better equipped to improve myself tomorrow... I am more than my past, my mistakes, my faults, my circumstances, my struggles or my diseases. I am a magnificent totality of imperfect parts only beautified by my choices, bravery, and impact.. -Truth

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DIARY SERIES (Sun-9/15/19)

12:41pm.... Well... I'm back home. Been back since Friday evening... So almost a full 3 day stay at the hospital. I'm in pain... This is no picnic. Just trying to heal the right way. Not rush the process. Continuing to pray that no delayed complications come. Eager to get back to a healthy me. Healthier, more active lifestyle again... But I am so incredibly humbled. Grateful and Thankful for how well cared for I truly am... Thank you ABBA for getting me through this. Praying You continue to heal and mend my body these coming weeks, and keep me safe from any complications during and after my healing process. 🙏🙏🙏💜💜💜 -Truth

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The Message....(Tues-9/10/19)

Ever since Monday, when I received this message, I keep thinking on these words of that message.. #YouAreHealed #YouAreLoved #TrustTheProcess #ChooseLife Thank you ABBA... I know it was You. Message received. -Truth

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DIARY SERIES (TUES-9/10/19)

8:23AM...

So here we are. Last day before I go under the knife... I can only have fluids, popsicles, and Jell-O today. LOL! I tried to have a great meal last night, but two pieces of my chicken were old, and cooked very hard (Thanks a lot Cracker Barrel), but at least one piece was good. Hubby got that bad chicken taken off our bill though #Awesome... But the rest of my meal was delish so all was not lost...

Sitting here listening to my son and his friend watch a show, before I take them to school. They are hilarious! Bringing me a calm kind of joy that I guess I’m needing today.. Praying that all will go well for me tomorrow. 

I’ll be back as soon as I can.. #Blessings

-Truth

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DIARY SERIES (MON-9/9/19)

10:35am...

Starting to get really nervous about Wednesday. This marks a huge change for the future of my health status. I’ve been praying for months for this and for everything to go well. The procedure, as well as my healing afterward. Just anxious, eager to get back to being me. To be able to say “I get to workout today” and actually have the energy to do it. Or get to clean my house without becoming extremely tired or having pain because of it... The only physical activity I can do is cleaning the house. It’s been this way for a long time now. This has been a hard adjustment for me. Simply because of I can’t do what I love. I can’t do what relieves stress for me. And all the other unwanted side effects that come with not being able to be physically active.

Getting things in order for myself and my son for these next few days, has really hit me that this is FINALLY happening. It’s finally here.

I’m just thankful that I have my husband and his support and the support of our family and friends to help us and pray with us through this much needed transition... The only thing I am not looking forward to is tomorrow. I will not be able to eat ANYTHING all day. Just liquids. popsicles, and Jell-O. And some Broth. LOL

-Truth

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DIARY SERIES(Sun-9/8/19)

12:14pm... Just getting things in order for the coming week & changes, while totally procrastinating at the same time😂 Yeah takes a certain skill set to master this. Prayers Up! -Truth

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DIARY SERIES (SAT-9/7/19)

11:33am...

Not really in the mood to talk or think. Just trying to relax and regroup before next Wednesday’s big event. Hubby and Son have just left me and the cat to our own devices (Dad & Son hang out day) Which makes me happy. Father/Son relationships can be so fragile. So profound. It’s important that they be nourished like anything else that needs nourishing...

So I stayed up late with my son last night. Watching scary movies and then Comedies, LOL. This morning though,  it’s laundry, surfing the net, and enjoying this B&Js Peanut Butter Half Baked Non-Dairy “Ice-cream” 

I may read some more of this new book, I also started last night :)

-Truth

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DIARY SERIES (Fri-9/6/19)

1:45pm.... 5 More Days.... I'm so nervous and ready.. Lord please let this all go beyond well. -Truth

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DIARY SERIES (THURS-9/5/19)

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DIARY SERIES (Wed-9/4/19)

10:25am.... Headache. Sick. Overweight. Ready to get back to me... #Pronto Counting down the days. Next Wednesday is the big day. Is it normal to be anxious and ready for something, but still be completely afraid of it??? So had a good drop off this morning with my son. Way better than yesterday...He was himself today... Started the carpool thing today too... I'm just gonna say, I'm starting to see clearly now, why he and his female friend since 1st grade, fall out alot with each other. 😂 As long as they don't kill me or each other in the process, we're good.😁 She can be a bit abrasive. Judgy with her words and mannerisms. That can and most certainly will rub many folks the wrong way. But she's a child. So I'm praying she out grows this. Like now... But she's a good kid. With a good heart. And I can tell she cares alot more than she's comfortable with showing. Kids... Smh. As out of my element I sometimes feel with an 11 yr old boy, I am sooo thankful I did not have a daughter.😁😂😉 -Truth

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DIARY SERIES (TUES-9/3/19)

10:44am...

My heart hurts right now.... I know this is just par for the course when it comes to raising your kids the right way. Moments when they will absolutely hate you for being stern, uncompromising, and real with them when it comes to teaching them to be moral, honest, hardworking human beings with integrity.

Just never thought his reactions to me, because of this, & because of his poor choices that got him here; would hurt me so much.

Just wow... And to think he’s not even a teen yet. I fear we’ve barely scratched the surface here.

-Truth

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DIARY SERIES (Mon-9/2/19)

12:51pm... What better way to Celebrate Labor Day, than to do some labor around the house? So that's what was up early this morning. Cleaning, Laundry, dishes, all before making a quick breakfast of just a mini ambrosia salad. Now, I am kind of paying the price for said labor. But hey, clean house, with sacred energy to burn is a worth it blessing. No cooking for me today though. Did all that and baked too, yesterday. It's Chinese on the menu today, with some ice cream and my homemade Circus Brownies 2.0, for dessert.😋 -Truth

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DIARY SERIES(Sun-9/1/19)

8:35am... Yay! New day, new month. New Blessings.... I'm counting on this as I count down the days that I can begin to live in my new, & healthy reality. Enjoying this awesome 3 day Labor Day weekend with Hubby and our son.... Yesterday, our anniversary, was a bit... Not what I was hoping. It was great, that we got to be together. Go out to eat with just us two, and just hang out. Time got away and we couldn't do the other half of our celebrating though, before picking our son back up. Also, I wasn't feeling well at all. Pain, the whole nine. And I know he knew and could sense it. How could he not? This has been my reality all year. Much longer than this, if I'm being honest. I just hated this aspect of our celebrating cause I know how great and awesome our past celebrations have been regarding our Anniversary. I know I should be thankful we were together at all. Enjoying each other, and I am, but that's still hard when you feel physically awful and it just won't allow you to be 💯 present. I just wanted it to be truly awesome. Epic. For us both😢 But, as always, Hubby did his best to cater to me and just be present. That's what counts. What I am thankful for. 💕 -Truth

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DIARY SERIES (SAT-8/31/19)

7:44AM...

#Happy13thAnniversaryBaby! This was a really big play on the screen that day.  I actually think you stopped breathing in this moment at that fumble on the screen😂 But this moment is one of my top 10 fave moments spent with you.  Your energy, in this space with me, was explosive. I've never felt more at peace, or beautiful than in the moments we are simply able to just be. I Thank ABBA that I get to share such a simple yet sacred space with you. For the Blessing of you. Matthew, Thank You for being THAT guy. The one that loves me to life. Challenges me, encourages and cheers me on. Comforts and spoils me. The awesome Provider, Protector of my heart, our Love, and Father to our son. There is absolutely no one else I'd rather be on this life long ministry with. Thank you for choosing me EVERY SINGLE TIME.   #BlessedGirl #MyNallum #MyHuman #MyManMyHubby #MyBestFriend 👑💍💦👅💕🎉🔐

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DIARY SERIES (Fri-8/30/19)

10:46am... I realized something disturbing yesterday... My bottom lip pouts, are not the kryptonite they use to be for my Husband! Something is rotten in Denmark. And I must remedy this ASAP😂 Other than that, this week has been alright. I 've been feeling pretty good. Well, alot better than usual, but still not 💯 Our son is healthy and doing well in school. Enjoying life. Which is always a great thing... Tomorrow is my 13th Wedding Anniversary. Well, together for 13 yrs, married for 12. I was really hoping that I could enjoy this Anniversary from a healthier outlook or position. It makes it all kind of bittersweet for me. But I am determined to focus on ALL my Blessings with my Hubby. I love him to life. I really do. I guess I'm wishing I could be that woman he made those vows with, today. At least the physical representation of her. You know that healthy vibrant glow of life that's attached to the subdued, soft spoken and Spiritually sound woman currently standing next to him. Guess I just wish he had his TOTAL package with him to celebrate our 13 yrs together. He's certainly still mine. Better, in many ways in fact.. Look, I know that he loves me. I know that he cares. I know that he just wants what is best for me. That's his focus, as he says. Nothing else matters to him right now. 💜 I'm thankful for his stance and feelings on this and I appreciate that. But I still wish it was just ALL around better right now. Especially this weekend. -Truth

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DIARY SERIES

(Thurs-8/29/19)

12:55pm

I've always loved my Ears. I think they are the best physical feature on my body. They don't just allow me to hear, but they allow me to listen. Truly listen to things that are said, and left unsaid. Plus, #Bonus  they're tiny and adorable. They always help me look good no matter what hairstyle I'm wearing😜