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[nathan-steelman]

He’s going to be arrested for his crimes against me. There is justice.

[nathan-steelman]

Owed To My Ex

Hey cum-dump slut, I just thought I’d tell you that I hope you’re doing really well and enjoying life right now because it’s about to get really shitty. I wouldn’t be surprised if your school dispels you upon your return. You’ve fucked me up and over for the last time. You disrespected me and betrayed me, stabbed me in the back, hurt me repeatedly physically, mentally, and emotionally. You think that you can get fucked by a druggie/meth injecting, prostitute and willingly take his cum and diseases inside of you and pass them onto innocent unsuspecting poor me and get away with it? You went a second time, knowing and willing that you were subjecting yourself to dangerous, dirty, kinky, risky sex with a degenerate and even texted me you didn’t care. That makes you guilty of reckless endangerment. Then you knowingly misled me to believe your gonorrhea of the throat could only be strep but knew you could have been exposed to STI’s because you had just had sex with trashy toothless meth head two nights before you came to sleep with me. You even said in text that it could be an STD and that’s why I found out you got fucked and bred and intended to keep it a secret from me in the first place. That makes it assault and the fact you gave me two STI’s at all is battery. You misled me to believe you were clean for anilingus and transferred the shigella virus to me that you picked up somewhere being a promiscuous cum-dump and getting fucked by degenerate drug abusers. You even admitted you got gonorrhea of the throat from the felon that you spent April 2nd, and the following two Fridays doing GHB and smoking meth with. Then you got it again from the guy you hooked up with on Oct 20th 2023 when you said you only had the one lover (the 56 year old pedophile you been screwing around with since you were 18/19 y.o.) You said you were done with the dating apps because they always lead to trouble and you end up with gonorrhea. You said you broke it off with the two dudes you matched with on Hinge and deleted it and Grindr not to be used again. Then you used Grindr to hookup with a meth dealer and get gonorrhea again. Then you say you’re going to delete it and never use it again because of the demise it brought you AGAIN by getting fucked and getting diseases and almost killing me with shigellosis. But then you downloaded it AGAIN when you deceived me and cheated on Oct. 11th to sleep with another stranger hookup dude and lied to my face with a fresh load of cum in your ass, covered in fresh sex sweat and degraded me by calling me a “horny sex obsessed dog” for wanting to have an intimate sexting relationship with you my “lover.” You constantly say you’re going to do something and then change your mind about it without telling anyone. Just like how on the 10th of Oct we agreed we were lovers and would only be with each other unless we met someone and got to know them and then decided to sleep with them and gently introduce the situation to the other person. Then change the terms the next day.

Because you intentionally shut me out and turned away from me I’m going to get justice. Because you cannot control your impulses, your desire for risky dangerous kinky sex, your “cum-in-me” fetish, and your disregard for the law and rules, I’m going to ruin your life the way you’ve ruined mine and my health. Everything you have dreamed and worked for is going to be taken away from you very soon. Because you have no empathy, remorse, or regret, and you disregard people’s emotions, values, and rules, I’m going to take your joy and security away. Because you are manipulative, impulsive, aggressive, dishonest, irresponsible, insensitive, and uncaring I’m going to force you to live with the consequences you’ve evaded for so long from sheer luck and avoidance. You’re going to have to think about the stupid choices you made when you said, “I don’t care. I’m going to do whatever I want to do” and recklessly endangered my health and stole my right to consent. I’m going to take away your freedom because you cannot be responsible and held accountable. I told you not to do certain things and be with certain people in order to protect you from ruining your future and diminishing and ruining your reputation. But you turned it into me trying to control you. You have twisted and manipulated my attempts to nurture and maintain our relationship into me being too needy. You said you were finally free of not feeling like you had to text me every day but that was all on you. You were the one who couldn’t go more than two days without contacting me. You were the one that was obsessed with me when I didn’t pay you constant attention when I was focused on Matt and I. You feeling like you had to text was simply that: you feeling like you had to. I never freaked out about not getting a text and you neglected me constantly from May until July when I almost died and I never said anything about it or pushed you. From Oct ‘23 until May ‘24 I never said or did anything about you being a cum-dump slut and fucking degenerates and old men or getting gonorrhea frequently. It wasn’t until you led me to believe we were only going to be with each other for the summer, so as not to get jealous or diseases, and you went behind my back is when I freaked out. I had a legitimately damn good reason to freak too. You took my trust and security away when you intentionally chose to defile them by fulfilling your selfish needs and wants by means of deception and getting fucked by that toothless, diseased, meth injecting, prostitute, scum bag. You took my good intentions and twisted them into negative actions to suit your narrative. Because I see and remind you of the terrible things you do that make you a terrible person you have to reject me and act like I have done you wrong to the point that you cannot see me or talk to me. You act like a wholesome, good person but your actions are depraved, self serving, and evil. It’s your actions, not your words and intentions, that make you who you are and you’re a bad person. If a good person does bad things intentionally then that makes them a bad person. You didn’t accidentally sleep with degenerate scum and take their seed into you. You willingly and eagerly take it into you with no concern. You’ve had gonorrhea 2 times more in a 6 month period than I’ve ever had in my 20+ years of sexual activity. 6 times since October 2023, that I know of. You’ve slept with more men in a year than I have in a decade. You are a walking toxic hazard to all around you because of your actions and mental illness. You’re a ticking time bomb of disastrous decisions. So I’m going to stop you and take you out of the equation. You are so delusional that you think you’re going to walk away from all that you’ve done to me and just carry on being beautiful, free to fuck whom ever you choose, and focus on obtaining your dreams.

But I’ve got to tell you that you fucked over the wrong Bitch, Bitch! You’re going to get everything you finally deserve and it’s not going to be all at once. It’s going to be years of torment to match the hurt, pain, suffering, anguish, disappointment, loss, damages, and torture you’ve forced me to endure for the rest of my life. You’re gonna pay bitch! With every little drip… I’m going to see you cry for real. Real tears will be pouring out of your pretty green eyes or you are truly a psychopath. You’re not BPD, or at least not only. You are a sick fuck. You need to get serious mental help because you are seriously a sociopath, narcissist, nymphomaniac, egomaniac, and delusional person. You don’t need to be free in society with an antisocial personality disorder because you are just reckless endangerment walking around like an idiot waving a loaded gun with the safety off around a crowded room of innocent unsuspecting people or a person on Valium and alcohol behind the wheel of a car in 5 o’clock traffic. You are done. I’m taking you down.