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☽ Auspice

As you lay in bed next to me

I only wish you could see,

How much it’s been tearing me

Knowing that we’ll never be

We’re together and you’re next to me

But not the way I want it to be

Must I need to make it clearer for you to see?

I want you to fall in love with me

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A little piece,

♤   I can’t say that you helped me change

But I didn’t mean to bring you pain

Holding onto the left over desperation

You helped me to see the dire realizations 

I’m sorry that I couldn’t stay true

Recently, only been able to think about you

I made you feel like I needed you too

All those old conversations...

I realize how I played you like a fool

You told me you still loved me

Don’t know why I used it against you

Giving you a false hope- you even dropped her too-

In the hope that I’d get back with you

You never deserved the pain I put you through

You told me thanks, but to be frank,

I barely did much for you

You’d even go to offer me your bank

To see if you could persuade me to stay

As much as I wish I could appreciate,

Don’t think you thought that one through

All you wanted was for me to love you too

I’m sorry that I couldn’t see it through

I didn’t mean to toy with you

I could never be the one for you   ♤

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♡ Spring break is finally over!! ♡

I had spring break this previous week and it’s finally over, and I’m so excited to get back into school and talk with all my friends again, I did nothing this spring break but I did have time to rest (: