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lost the plot diy'ing myself mouth and eye trackers for vr

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Enacoral yuri goals

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Ermmmm… RETARD ALERT! *slathers you in butter and rolls you down a half-pipe*

noooo don't slide me down an hotel hallway fully naked

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i misspell genus pernis a lot

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inbox cleanse

GAGGLE

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I. HATE. YOU. (trips over and falls flat on my face) (my pants tear right at the ass revealing my heart patterned underwear beneath) FUCK!!!!!!!!

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Uh uhm… k-k-k-k… s-sorry it’s my first time sending anon hate I’m nervous… uh… your… your mom uh… I don’t like y… k-kill y… kill yourself (voice cracking while saying this) (starts crying from nerves)… please

you can do it i believe in you anon

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I think I'll be deleting every response I've ever given to a keller/hate ask;

As much as I do enjoy seeing people embarrass themselves in my ask box, it is a strange feeling looking at these messages....

Like I'm looking at a parallel mirror of myself in 2022 where I never went outside, made friends and stayed terminally online steadily getting worse as time goes on.

I hope these people get help because I do not miss being in that position haha, at least I can confidently say I got myself out that hole.

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tumblr ads getting a bit wilder than usual

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another saint john's where the sky is lit up with lanterns and fireworks <3

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i love the feeling of nice incense and a recently cleaned room

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uhm anyways look at my cat

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i feel myself abstracting a lot lately

i don't really feel i have a self

my identity is everywhere all the time

i don't feel i can fulfill myself because it would take a thousand lifetimes

my being is spreading through the web at infinite lengths

i don't really see myself as anything anymore

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hey so I work as a museum receptionist and let me tell you... the amount of UGLY glares i get from my desk when i close the glass doors 10 minutes earlier specifically to avoid people like this is hilarious.

I stare back silently just to make them understand that i do not give a fuck

i WILL enjoy my stupid tuna sandwich ALONE

i keep seeing reviews like this:

And I do wonder how are people not ashamed of themselves and even let the world know 😭

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