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Bsd Beast except Odasaku and Dazai have the same bond they have in canon.

Odasaku survives the attempt on his life. Dazai was able to get to him in time. He tells Odasaku to use this as an opportunity to leave the Port Mafia.

They can fake his death, he can go underground while they erase any part of his existence, his crimes.

Odasaku declines it the moment he realised Dazai means him and not both of them. Because he doesn't want to leave Dazai.

Dazai smiles.

And says "you're not leaving me. You have looked out for me, cared for me when no one else has. This is my gift too you, go be on the side that saves people. Write your novel, and don't look back.

You aren't leaving me, you are still one of my most treasured companions. For once in your life, live for yourself."

Dazai knows Odasaku would stay here with him if he asked. But he won't, he knows Odasaku has tried to wipe the red from his ledger.

He's a good person, he deserves to be set free.

Dazai still becomes the boss of the Port Mafia, he watches Odasaku bloom in the light and he smiles.

They visit each other regularly at Bar Lupin, talking about everything and nothing.

Odasaku tells Dazai he's proud of who he's become, and Dazai says right back at you.

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dishwashing duty

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Consider

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would it be ok if i printed your art out, put ketchup and mayonnaise on the paper, put it in a hotdog bun and then ate it?

only if you serve it on a comically tiny plate

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Fight Coven (3/?)

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I'm going to write a book about lesbians trapped in a time loop

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Big bro Diluc

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you actually don't have to go on dating apps to find girlfriends. many beautiful women are waiting for you on rocks out at sea

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February started with false hopes of a ceasefire.

It is now February 15 and the largest medical facility in South Gaza, which sheltered ~2,500 people and had been under siege for two weeks, has been attacked. It is now completely out of function.

We are 21 days away from marking 5 months of ongoing genocide.

Here are several posts with numerous donation links & other ways to help. I’ll also include the tag I use for those posts, where you’ll find individual gofundme’s listed as well. There is also Operation Olive Branch, which has an excel sheet of numerous families in Gaza & how to donate to them + how to contact them. If you can afford it, please consider donating and please, please remember to scroll down to donate to families at the bottom of the list. If you cannot give, please simply share as many resources as you find.

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the best thing you can do as an author is write a story that's entirely SFW and needs no content warnings and most readers don't think it's sexual or even romantic at all and within a couple days you see it reblogged by a NSFW blog, tagged "this is the hottest thing I've ever read"

it's a tricky note to hit, but it's worth it.

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putting this as a seperate post cuz the og one is already too long

i fully agree! though with how much his mental health detoriated and went unseen over the YEARS, it's likely a talk with parents won't fix anything... however, i can imagine the siblings sitting down and talk about their boundaries and how this thing affects them... but yeah therapy session for these two would be a perfect place for that :P

thx @tobisiksi! ...also...

DID SOMEONE MENTION ENGLAND AND MAKOKUU?!? (throws this proof screenshot and runs away)

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just out of curiosity bc some people I know with glasses can just go a few hours or a day without them and be chill but I need them on all the time or I’ll go crazy

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I work as a programmer for $35 an hour.

They once forgot to pay me for 8 extra hours that they needed me to work on Thanksgiving weekend. They simply needed me to be present for 8 hours in order to quickly fix any problems that happened during their busiest weekend, and no such problems ended up happening.

When they saw the mistake and paid me for it, the gross pay for that day was $420 (base of $35 x 8 hours x 1.5 for overtime).

The first thing I noticed was how that compared to what I got paid at my warehouse job before I became a programmer. When I started the job at the warehouse, I got paid $10 an hour. For a full time week, I got paid $400.

I got paid more for that one day of doing practically nothing as a programmer than I did busting my ass at the warehouse for a whole week.

So enough about this "I work harder than them so I deserve more pay" bullshit. You're all the working class. In our fucked up system, hard work does not equal more pay. If you want more pay, you need to fight back against the rich assholes who profit off your labor and pay you jack shit, not fight with other people who are underpaid about who deserves to be more underpaid.

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Hey do you write fanfic perchance?

Yes.

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When I’m reading smut and the author breaks the flow of the story so that the characters can tell us that they have enthusiastic consent it feels exactly like when Dora the Explorer looks directly into the camera and says ‘Seat belts so we can be safe!’ anytime she gets into a motorized vehicle.