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We met with our eyes closed to the world, with innocence in our souls and love in our hearts. We played the strings of our heart and made a symphony. We orchestrated our heart made a song, song out of our love. We found peace in world's chaos, we found belongingness within our broken hearts.we happened so fast that no one could witness it, us; that the mere universe is the witness of it, us; that every atom around us is the witness of it, us.

That the non living would live in our moment, that you were the autumn and I,the leaves. He was the sun and I,the morning. He was the moon and I,the orb. He was the pool of beauty and I,the admirer. He was the sky and I,the cloud. He was the love and I,the infatuation.

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The killings of frown faces, and dis mended hearts.

I hereby summon the dark forces to carry the weight of your belonging from us mortals, and make us free from upside down smile, and salty eyes water.

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and old classic movies

the inherent romanticism of handwritten letters.

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It hurts to lose someone, someone you love. That your heart aches, every corner of your heart pinches, every single drop of tear burns against your skin reminding you of your loss, replicating the pain of heart.

I love words but I find

labyrinth /ˈlab(ə)rɪnθ/ to be one of my favorite.

It means" a complicated irregular network of passages or paths in which it is difficult to find one's way; a maze."

You get stuck in a labyrinth, trying to figure out how to deal with the pain,the suffering

You ask yourself "how do you get out the labyrinth of suffering".

I do too.

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I belong to the night

To the fluoresce stars

I belong to the aesthetics of

Oscar Wilde

I belong to my life

As "To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all"

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It's you that reside in my heart and it's you, who owns it. you whose rhythm makes my heart beat . you are the sky and i the land ; we meet at the endless horizon thinking that Aphrodite might smile and grant us a forever, that Venus might blush while seeing us, that Mars will dust off it's red as love dirt, that ocean will give it's infamous pearls as a sign of forever.you make my blood channel and flow. with you , I feel like the breeze in the air ,the sun at the winter , the water in an ocean. I feel just you and me.

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Happy endings?

What are they ?

A start of something beautiful or an end of it

Are they the silver lining, I so devoted long for

Or ate they just a thought that caress through my mind

Or are they just something that only happens in movies.

Or are they just those endings that haven't come to an end yet ?

Why is it that happy ending, and happily ever after are same

I would love to have a happily after instead of an

ending, but still the thought of having a happy

and fruitful ending give me chills like all the

things I fancy of will be with me at the end but what if that's the end nothing ahead of it.

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That crooked smile is what I see in my dreams.

For the love of God, I let me dream as I long to see him

Love is kind but people are not

They split our love , but we fought

the war that hasn't been seen before

Now that the war has ended

Now that the love is still there ,

But the distance keeps us aware

Of the war that hasn't been won yet ,

Aware of the love that hasn't ended yet

I dream, still dream

Of the night that we both spent

Under the naked sky.

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To live it all

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You can never hate someone you once loved you can only love them less