28 pansexual gender fluid. they/them pronouns. Jean is my name, don’t wear it out lol. Professional chef and major nerd this blog is mainly Sanders sides with a few other fandoms thrown in. Also some original writings, also mainly Sanders Sides or Thomas Sanders Related writings and photo edits but will take other requests al well.
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My husband and I are struggling a bit, if anyone could help it would be extremely appreciated!
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Treasure planet AU
So I have no idea how I would write this, I just like the concept. So if anyone does write it, PLEASE tag me!!
-Logan as Captain Amelia
•huge vocabulary that most people don’t understand
•always very well put together
•extremely clever
•always trying to look for logical ways out of bad situations
•doesn’t want to show others their weakness
•office is covered with maps, and scales, and anything/everything science or math related
-Virgil as Jim Hawkins
•anxious all the time
•feels they have something to prove
•misunderstood by everyone
•is actually really clever
•self deprecating
•pretends he doesn’t but cares greatly about others and what they think of him
•has a lot of nervous ticks
•holds back, until fight or flight kicks in at the most opportune times to save the day
-Patton as B.E.N. the Robot
•sweet, and kind to everyone, even the bad guys
•easily confused
•a bit eccentric, but very caring
•corny jokes
•loves hugs, cry’s when others show him affection
•is always trying to hug everyone
•covers fear and confusion with humor and dad jokes
•even after a century of being alone, he is still ready to host guests with food and drink
-Roman as Doctor Delbert Doppler
•doubts himself even when he shouldn’t
•really smart, argues with Amelia all the time
•extremely over animated in most situations
•has at least 3 costume changes
•always over packs
• loves putting on a show
•has a cheer about himself with his own name as the main theme when he does something awesome
•comes up with crazy ideas on the fly, reckless or not cus they will be a fun new adventure
•overly animated all the time
-Deceit as John Silver the Cyborg
•lies to protect himself
•lies to get what he wants
•sarcastic all the time
•lies and pretends he doesn’t care about the others when he really does
•theatrical
•good at using his silver tongue to get what he wants
•secretly a big fluff ball with a heart of gold
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Anyways those are my random thoughts of the day, the kids have been watching Treasure planet a lot and I couldn’t help but notice the similarities!!! That and I love the underlying Anxeit friendship and the underlying Logince love story!!!
If you have anything to add, or any ideas on other characters l, or if you think they would fit better as different characters, feel free to add onto this!! 💙💜💙💜
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Glad to have you back Jean ! And I'm so glad your doing better 💙
Awe thanks friend! Going to try to be more active but health still not the best. Plus I have been putting a lot of time into my new job and my twitch channel lol. Missed y’all!
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Thomas Sanders singing 6/10 (aka what actually killed me)
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It was a fantastic addition and I love it, thank you!

Yes, yes it is.
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XD @genderqueer-painintherear this is perfect!!

Yes, yes it is.
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AAAAHHHHHH!!!!! THIS IS SO FLIPPING CUTE OMG I CANT EVEN DEAL RIGHT NOW!!!!! 💙💜❤️💙
Color by Numbers
Guess what! Another LAMP Soulmate au! This is a cool tattoo one, the idea given to me by @rptheturk! I loooove this whole concept so much! Thank you again!
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Everyone had a soulmate. Everyone had a tattoo somewhere on their body, one that was just a simple black outline. When they met their soulmate, their tattoo would come to life in beautiful bright color, the color that matched their soulmate’s spirit. Everyone… Except for Logan. His tattoo, a stack of thick books on his left forearm where he couldn’t easily ignore it, was completely filled in with black. He’d never seen, or even heard of, anyone else with a tattoo like his. Anyone he’d ever seen had a black outline, either filled with color or empty and waiting for their soulmate’s vibrant shade. But where could the color go if his tattoo was filled?
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My friend, THIS IS AMAZING!!! EVERYONE NEEDS TOO READ!!!
“I can’t believe no one has spiked the eggnog yet”
Word count: 1,260
Prompt from @toloveawarlord‘s Christmas prompt list. this is for Day 2!
Pairing: Analogical
Warning: Alcohol mention.Self Doubt, and standard Virgil Self deprecation.
Special Thanks to my Beta! @bitchwannatryme
Authors notes: This is the longest fic I’ve written yet and I’m just so proud of it!!! Thank you to all who inspire me every day. Thank you to everyone who reads it!
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Virgil sat on the stairs watching the family get together that Patton just had to have. Music was playing. There were Christmas lights everywhere of varying shades of greens and reds; and some blues and purples for good measure. The tree stood tall, decorated meticulously. There was even mistletoe by the front door.
All of which was giving Virgil one hell of a headache. He eyed one of their friends as they got close to the punch bowl filled with eggnog. Waiting to see, perhaps. If maybe they would spike it.
They didn’t. He let out an exasperated sigh, right as Logan sat down beside him.
"Hey Virgil .What’s up? Are you enjoying the party?“ Logan asked, raking elegant fingers through his hair.
"Yes and No. Its nice seeing our friends. Its even nicer seeing them merry. But I just can’t believe no one has spiked the eggnog yet. It’s been a family tradition since we became legal. And yet, no one’s done it. I don’t even remember whose year it is,” Virgil grumbled, moving to stand up and lean against the railing.
"Yeah…um…Virgil. It’s your year,“ Logan stated calmly.
"Wait, what?!” Virgil gasped in shock. “Oh fuck!”
Logan couldn’t keep from snickering. “Yeah Virgil…so how you gonna fix this?”
Virgil was already grabbing his coat. “Logan grab the car keys. We’re gonna go find an open liquor store.”
"Oh alright. I guess ill come with you.“ Logan smirked pretending it to be a burden.Grabbing the keys to the van, Logan followed Virgil out to the van. He went to the driver’s side and got in.
"Now why do you get to drive?” Virgil asked, staring at Logan as he started the van.
"Because you’re in no state of mind to drive, Virgil. You’re on the edge of a panic attack already. I suppose I’m to blame really. I should’ve reminded you, but I wanted to see if you’d remember.“ Logan commented as he backed out of the drive way.
30 minutes later they arrived into town, Patton’s house being out in the country side. Virgil was Googling in a frenzied state.
"Well I found a list of every Liquor shop in town, but none of them say online if they’re open or not today.” Virgil said quickly, the words practically falling from his mouth with how fast he spoke.
"Well Virgil. We are going to have to check each and every one until we find one thatss open.“ Logan said taking a deep breath of his own. "Which may or may not happen.”
Virgil frowned. “Here’s hoping for a Christmas miracle. A Christmas Miracle of brandy."
"My Goodness Gracious, Virgil. Give me the closest address.” Logan sighed, looking about ready to bang his head into the steering wheel.
“Mm, 1428 Oak Ave.” Virgil recited off of his phone, just a small quiver in his voice indicating how anxious he was. “Seems to be 2 blocks to the south”
"Okay.“ Logan responded, keeping his eyes on the road, he turned the car down an east bound road.
Within moments they were arriving at a quaint little liquor shop, with ‘Little Roses Liquor’ written on the door.
Virgil groaned. "Closed for Christmas Eve and Christmas.”
"Hey, Virgil it’ll be okay. Whats the next address?“ Logan offered a small reassuring smile. This would all be okay. He knew it would be.
"1567 Maple st. Why are all these streets named after trees, my goodness!” Virgil answered starting to become impatient with everything. Shaking in his seat, and dreading the worse.
"Wait…how do you know its gonna be okay?! What if I’m the one that fucks up Christmas. They’ll hate me!“ Virgil almost shouted but held back from doing so.
"Sometimes I just know.” Logan smiled, pulling up to the next place. “And this one seems to be closed too.”
"Well isn’t that cryptic….damn it that one too?“ Virgil groaned. "This sucks.”
“Oh well surely I make it better?” Logan asked, looking over to Virgil, before starting back off down the road as Virgil gave him a new address.
"Well, yes of course you do!“ Virgil defended himself, looking over the remaining 4 places in town.
All of which ended up being closed. Every single one. Virgil’s heart hurt. He had single handedly ruined a Christmas tradition, letting all his friends and family down. He slumped down in his seat. Settling in to just staring wistfully out the window at all the snow covered scenery.
Logan, who had already turned the car around back towards Patton’s house, looked at his very sad friend. "Oh Virgil I promise. It’ll be okay, I promise. No one is gonna hate you.”
“You cant know that, Logan. There’s no way you can know that for sure. There’s just no way.” Virgil murmured, his breath fogging the glass.
"Virgil, dear. Just trust me. You know I’m right.“ Logan almost purred to him, trying to keep the other calm.
"You’re right. You’re always right. And I do trust you. I just don’t see how everything is to be alright when I’ve single handedly dismantled a tradition!” Virgil sighed, keeping his eyes trained on the passing scenery of the country side.
Logan hid a smile, as Virgil continued to circumvent his gaze. Which he was glad for, or the other very much would have figured out Logan had something up his sleeve.
It wasn’t to much longer until they were arriving back at Patton’s house, which was abuzz with Christmas cheer.
Logan smiled to himself and got out of the van and then helped his friend out of the van. Though if Logan was honest he saw Virgil as something so much more than just his friend.
Logan led Virgil inside and over to the massive Christmas tree in front of the massive bay windows. He leaned down and plucked up one of the presents he had gotten Virgil. He handed it to him with a smile on his face.
Virgil frowned. “Why give me a gift now when I so thoroughly don’t deserve it.”
Logan visibly shook his head, shaking away Virgil’s self deprecating tendencies. “Please just open it Virgil."
Virgil nodded with a deep breath. Slowly unwrapping the present. When his eyes fell upon the dark glass bottle his eyes blew wide. "Logan…"
"This is how I knew everything was going to be alright.” Logan grinned very much proud of himself.
Virgil let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding and slowly snuck over to the punch bowl full of eggnog. He opened the bottle and slowly poured some of the brandy into the eggnog.
The room erupted into cheers of “Yay Virgil!!!” and general shouts of happiness around him. Roman even giving him a clap on the back. Virgil felt himself flushing red, with his family and friends moving to get some eggnog and give him hugs.
Logan watched happily for a while, letting the cheers die back down, before grabbing his own glass, and escorting a certain purple haired beauty to a particular spot in the room, just below the hanging mistletoe.
"Logan I wan–“ Virgil started, but then he noticed Logan pointing upwards to the mistletoe, and his expression asking for permission.
Virgil nodded with a blush, and then Logan’s lips were on his. Soft and gentle at first, exploratory, Logan’s arms finding their way around Virgil’s shoulders.
Then after a few fleeting seconds Virgil increased the intensity, kissing back with passion, wrapping his arms around Logan’s waist.
Pulling away for air, looking each other in the eyes. Both flushed red from the kiss. They admitted it then, something years in the making. "I love you”
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I have no idea about grammar mistakes in that comics, guys, please, correct if you find some.
Owerwatch fans, no offence, it’s just french skirmish =)
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@noctisvale I always ALWAYS Reblog this. Makes me cry every time.
Stark Tower has literally got the best wifi in the whole of New York and Tony makes it free as well so sometimes he’ll walk out of the ground floor and just see like a dozen or so people, usually kids, just sat on the doorstep on their phones or laptops and like it’s such a little thing to do but yknow. He’s Ironman. Give the kids some damn fast wifi.
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Why I disappeared and why I am finally back.
Alright, I feel I owe an explanation to everyone for my sudden meltdown two months ago and why I just disappeared.
So now it’s story time. I was born with a bad heart. 3 holes in the ventricles of my heart as well as it was half the size of my chest. I almost died right after birth. Fast forward 28 years to a person who wasn’t informed my health was ever this bad. Was in and out of hospitals with severe chest pains, constant pneumonia, shortness of breath. I could t even go a week without ending up in the ER. Found out from my parents about the severe health issues, found a heart specialist. Turns out, my heart is permanently enlarged, and I have low diastolic function. These paired together put me at high risk for sudden heart failure. This my friends means if I get to stressed, it could literally KILL me. My heart rate should be between 60-100 in one minute but it is actually 95-110 in only 20 seconds.
Now with all that being said....I have to give up my career if I want to live. I have always wanted to be a chef, wanted to own a restaurant. Been studying and working in the field for 15 years now, since high school! Well obviously it’s way to high stress of a job. I can’t handle it and stay healthy. So after 15 years of chasing my dream I have to give it up.
So I need a much less physical job. I applied for several different locations 2-3 weeks ago. Had my second interview on Tuesday, thought it went absolutely horrid! Well I got a call this morning (Wednesday) very first thing. It was for the job!! They said I was by far the best candidate for the position and if I wanted it, the job was mine!! I start on the 26th. And while I am still very depressed that I have to give up my lifelong dream, it’s not really a life if I am dead. I will be part of a marketing team, making amazing money, full benefits, travel, fantastic perks like a free iPad. As well as an option for adoption or fertility treatments WITHIN the companies healthcare plan! Meaning not only am I going to be able to finally start getting healthier but my husband and I might finally be able to start a family!!! I am so happy I want to cry!! This job has given me hope that even though life has been completely turned on it’s head, I still have a chance to come out on top!!!
#jeansrambles#jeans confused#new beggining#healthy life happy life#time for change#cant cook#i will be okay#i will survive#changing is good#heart problems
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*cough* REBLOG THE FLUFF *cough cough*
~Campfires And Coco~
This is a story I was motivated to write after looking through old pictures of family camping trips. If you are tagged you are either on my master taglist or I thought this was something you might like to read. If you don’t want to be tagged anymore pls msg me and let me know, I promise I won’t be offended!!!
THIS FIC IS FULL OF FLUFFY FLUFFNESS!!!
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As the last bit of the amber sunset danced down below the peak of the mountains, and the brisk air blew his bangs off his face, Virgil sighed, holding his cup of coco tighter and staring up at the stars now filling the darkened sky.
“Virg sweetie, are you ok?” Patton said as he walked back from their tent with a thick blanket. He sat on the ground next to his boyfriend in front of the campfire, wrapping his big blue blanket around both of them, kissing his boyfriend on the cheek as he sat.
“Yeah Pat, I am fine. Great actually. Being out here is so calming. And being out here with the love of my life and my two best friends makes it even better.” He said gesturing towards Logan, who was sitting on the other side of the fire, with Roman asleep in his lap. Logan had on a thick black leather jacket, and in true Roman fashion, he was wrapped up in a full length red cloak.
Logan smiled at his friends from across the fire, as he ran his fingers through his sleeping boyfriends hair. Roman had been singing the sound of music all day long. I mean how could he pass up that opportunity? Belting out the hills are alive with the sound of music on the side of a mountain was definitely checked off his bucket list now, even if he has worn himself out.
“Well that’s good Virg, that was why we came up here.” He smiled and looked up as Virgil passed him back his mug of coco, overflowing with marshmallows. “Look at all these stars….they are so beautifully breathtaking….” he looked back at Virgil “just like you my love.”
Virgil blushed and kissed Patton. He didn’t want to ruin this moment. He wanted to stay this way forever. Wrapped in the warmth of Patton’s embrace, in front of a crackling fire as the warmth hits his face. Surrounded by evergreens and oaks, listening to the crickets chirp in the Forrest surrounding them, and counting the stars in the never ending canvased sky above.
About an hour later, the fire started to die, The embers flickering, and the temperature started to drop. “Well I should probably get this one into the tent before he freezes. I told him that cloak wasn’t a practical garment, it retains no heat.” Logan said as he slowly shifted the sleeping Roman off of his lap, picking him up bridal style off the cold ground. “Come my sweet prince, let’s go to bed.” Logan whispered.
Still half asleep Roman wrapped his arms around Logan’s neck, kissed his neck and laid his head on his shoulder “love you Lo…” and he started to lightly snore, already back to sleep.
After Virgil and Patton told Logan goodnight they sat there in silence for a moment or two more, Virgil’s head on patrons shoulder, and Patton’s arm wrapped around Virgil’s shoulder holding up the blanket and just watched the last few embers die down to ash.
“I suppose we should go to bed as well, it’s getting very cold.” Patton said, shifting slightly to make it easier to stand up. He stood in front of Virgil and extended his hand to help Virgil off the ground.
Virgil took Pats hand, and grabbed the blanket as he stood up, dusting dried leafs off his pants “sounds good to me. But I better warn you, I plan on snuggling you so much you will have no choice but to snuggle back.” He said with a playful grin.
Patton smiled and let out a chuckle “ awe Virgil, don’t you know? That’s all I ever want from you, I never want to be apart from you. You are my star filled sky, and I want to spend the rest of our life’s mapping the stars in your eyes. I love you……Virgil, will you marry me??”
Virgil began to well up with tears of joy, a huge smile crept onto his face. For the first time in his life, he felt no stress about the future, just pure love and joy. He pulled Patton close, kissing his lips that had been made cold from the wind, wrapping his arms around Patton’s waist. A moment later He pulled away, and put his forehead against Patton’s.
“Of course I will. I will love you until the last star leaves the night sky.”
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Wait, how did I forget abou this one?! And people are still interested in it?! Thank y’all for the support!
~Patton’s family wish~
~Chapter one~
Writers disclaimer
So I had this idea to write a story where Patton is F2M but wants to have biological children with Roman. I did talk to a friend back home who is F2M and on hormone therapy, and looked up what I could online. Please let it be known this is not meant to hurt anyone, make fun of anyone, or to poke fun at body Dysphoria (I sometimes deal with that myself so I would never try to invalidate someone’s identity) this is just a sweet fluff with a touch of angst I wanted to write to try and push myself as a writer. I am very open to corrections or suggestions, just pm me and I will fix it!! Thanks-Jean
Warning
-slight angst/relationship insecurities
-mention of divorce
-mention of surgery
-mention of body dysphoria
-mention of therapy
Patton paced nervously across the apartment floor, picking his nails and scuffing his feet. Roman would be home from rehearsals any minute and Patton had to talk to him, though he was terrified to do so. The couple had been together since Patton was Alice. Roman has helped him through so much, helped him come out to his family, bought him his first Binder, and even took time off work to be there when Patton had his Top surgery done. He had shared Patton’s fear when it was time to start Hormone therapy, and shared in his joy when his voice started to drop. He had shown him how to shave without cutting himself when he started to get too much facial hair.
After three years of uphill battles, and talking to his husband about there future, he wanted a family. Him and Ro had talked about adopting many times, and while Patton loved the idea of being a Foster home, he wanted more than that.
As the keys rattled in the lock, Patton stopped, took in a sharp breath, and waited for his Husband to come inside.
“He sweetheart I am home, sorry I am late, I stopped to get stuff for us to make spaghetti tonight…….are you ok?” Roman said as he closed the door and noticed Patton standing in the arch, rigid, and clammy. He put the bags down on the ground and rushed over to Patton. “Pat love, what’s wrong? Are you ok?” Slight panic in his voice.
“Yes Ro, I am ok. But I want to talk to you about something…..can you come sit down please?” Patton took Roman’s hand, leading him to the living room sofa.
Romans heart sunk in his chest. He was afraid of what Patton had to say. He was afraid this was the end, Patton was almost never this serious unless something was upsetting him.
As the sat, Patton took in a deep breath “ok so I have been thinking a lot lately…” he said putting his hands on Romans knees, holding his hands.
Roman cut him off with tears in his eyes “please, just say it, don’t drag this out. My heart can’t handle it. I’ll leave tonight if that’s what you want, I know I haven’t been here much with the play, and I am so sorry. But I guess….”
Patton put a finger up to Romans mouth, shushing him mid rant. “I am not leaving you my love, take a breath.”
Roman took in a breath of relief, and wiped away his tears. “Well then what’s wrong? I can tell when something is wrong love.”
Patton sighed. “I promise I am ok, I am just nervous, but I am also hopeful. I have been giving a lot of thought to the talks we have had lately, and I too, want children. I want a family with you.”
Romans jaw dropped, tears welled up in his eyes. “oh my….ok!” He said excitedly “I have a few adoption agencies in mind, we also need to decide how far we can travel to adopt if need be, and we should….”
“No my love, I want US to start a family, you and I.” Patton said “I love you, and you have supported me through so much. You also only see Patton, your Husband, and for that I love you. But if you remember….I still have yet to have my bottom surgery yet.”
Realization came across Romans face. This was not at all what he was expecting.
“I have already talked with my Doctor, he says if I stop my hormone therapy now, we should be able to start trying in a few months time. And even if not, we can at that point find an egg donor…..”
He looked at Roman, nervously waiting for a response. Roman just sat there, jaw still ajar for a moment.
“Patton my love, are you sure? I don’t want you to do anything you aren’t comfortable with. And this is a BIG deal. Your body will change drastically yet again, and you will more than likely suffer severe body dysphoria and depression as a pregnancy changes you in many ways. And there are also many people in the world who will not be ok with this, they may be harmful….”
Patton just smiled “my love, I know. But this is what I want. We have made it through so much already, we can get through this together. But I want our child to be half of both of us, and this is the best way to ensure that happens. Plus I don’t care what anyone else thinks, the only thing that matters to me is us, and having a family.”
Roman smiled a huge smile, hugged Patton tightly, and said “well, then I guess we are going to start a family.”
Patton giggled “oh my, Picani is going to LOVE this.”
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~Patton’s family wish~
~Chapter one~
Writers disclaimer
So I had this idea to write a story where Patton is F2M but wants to have biological children with Roman. I did talk to a friend back home who is F2M and on hormone therapy, and looked up what I could online. Please let it be known this is not meant to hurt anyone, make fun of anyone, or to poke fun at body Dysphoria (I sometimes deal with that myself so I would never try to invalidate someone’s identity) this is just a sweet fluff with a touch of angst I wanted to write to try and push myself as a writer. I am very open to corrections or suggestions, just pm me and I will fix it!! Thanks-Jean
Warning
-slight angst/relationship insecurities
-mention of divorce
-mention of surgery
-mention of body dysphoria
-mention of therapy
Patton paced nervously across the apartment floor, picking his nails and scuffing his feet. Roman would be home from rehearsals any minute and Patton had to talk to him, though he was terrified to do so. The couple had been together since Patton was Alice. Roman has helped him through so much, helped him come out to his family, bought him his first Binder, and even took time off work to be there when Patton had his Top surgery done. He had shared Patton’s fear when it was time to start Hormone therapy, and shared in his joy when his voice started to drop. He had shown him how to shave without cutting himself when he started to get too much facial hair.
After three years of uphill battles, and talking to his husband about there future, he wanted a family. Him and Ro had talked about adopting many times, and while Patton loved the idea of being a Foster home, he wanted more than that.
As the keys rattled in the lock, Patton stopped, took in a sharp breath, and waited for his Husband to come inside.
“He sweetheart I am home, sorry I am late, I stopped to get stuff for us to make spaghetti tonight…….are you ok?” Roman said as he closed the door and noticed Patton standing in the arch, rigid, and clammy. He put the bags down on the ground and rushed over to Patton. “Pat love, what’s wrong? Are you ok?” Slight panic in his voice.
“Yes Ro, I am ok. But I want to talk to you about something…..can you come sit down please?” Patton took Roman’s hand, leading him to the living room sofa.
Romans heart sunk in his chest. He was afraid of what Patton had to say. He was afraid this was the end, Patton was almost never this serious unless something was upsetting him.
As the sat, Patton took in a deep breath “ok so I have been thinking a lot lately…” he said putting his hands on Romans knees, holding his hands.
Roman cut him off with tears in his eyes “please, just say it, don’t drag this out. My heart can’t handle it. I’ll leave tonight if that’s what you want, I know I haven’t been here much with the play, and I am so sorry. But I guess….”
Patton put a finger up to Romans mouth, shushing him mid rant. “I am not leaving you my love, take a breath.”
Roman took in a breath of relief, and wiped away his tears. “Well then what’s wrong? I can tell when something is wrong love.”
Patton sighed. “I promise I am ok, I am just nervous, but I am also hopeful. I have been giving a lot of thought to the talks we have had lately, and I too, want children. I want a family with you.”
Romans jaw dropped, tears welled up in his eyes. “oh my….ok!” He said excitedly “I have a few adoption agencies in mind, we also need to decide how far we can travel to adopt if need be, and we should….”
“No my love, I want US to start a family, you and I.” Patton said “I love you, and you have supported me through so much. You also only see Patton, your Husband, and for that I love you. But if you remember….I still have yet to have my bottom surgery yet.”
Realization came across Romans face. This was not at all what he was expecting.
“I have already talked with my Doctor, he says if I stop my hormone therapy now, we should be able to start trying in a few months time. And even if not, we can at that point find an egg donor…..”
He looked at Roman, nervously waiting for a response. Roman just sat there, jaw still ajar for a moment.
“Patton my love, are you sure? I don’t want you to do anything you aren’t comfortable with. And this is a BIG deal. Your body will change drastically yet again, and you will more than likely suffer severe body dysphoria and depression as a pregnancy changes you in many ways. And there are also many people in the world who will not be ok with this, they may be harmful….”
Patton just smiled “my love, I know. But this is what I want. We have made it through so much already, we can get through this together. But I want our child to be half of both of us, and this is the best way to ensure that happens. Plus I don’t care what anyone else thinks, the only thing that matters to me is us, and having a family.”
Roman smiled a huge smile, hugged Patton tightly, and said “well, then I guess we are going to start a family.”
Patton giggled “oh my, Picani is going to LOVE this.”
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~Campfires And Coco~
This is a story I was motivated to write after looking through old pictures of family camping trips. If you are tagged you are either on my master taglist or I thought this was something you might like to read. If you don’t want to be tagged anymore pls msg me and let me know, I promise I won’t be offended!!!
THIS FIC IS FULL OF FLUFFY FLUFFNESS!!!
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As the last bit of the amber sunset danced down below the peak of the mountains, and the brisk air blew his bangs off his face, Virgil sighed, holding his cup of coco tighter and staring up at the stars now filling the darkened sky.
“Virg sweetie, are you ok?” Patton said as he walked back from their tent with a thick blanket. He sat on the ground next to his boyfriend in front of the campfire, wrapping his big blue blanket around both of them, kissing his boyfriend on the cheek as he sat.
“Yeah Pat, I am fine. Great actually. Being out here is so calming. And being out here with the love of my life and my two best friends makes it even better.” He said gesturing towards Logan, who was sitting on the other side of the fire, with Roman asleep in his lap. Logan had on a thick black leather jacket, and in true Roman fashion, he was wrapped up in a full length red cloak.
Logan smiled at his friends from across the fire, as he ran his fingers through his sleeping boyfriends hair. Roman had been singing the sound of music all day long. I mean how could he pass up that opportunity? Belting out the hills are alive with the sound of music on the side of a mountain was definitely checked off his bucket list now, even if he has worn himself out.
“Well that’s good Virg, that was why we came up here.” He smiled and looked up as Virgil passed him back his mug of coco, overflowing with marshmallows. “Look at all these stars….they are so beautifully breathtaking….” he looked back at Virgil “just like you my love.”
Virgil blushed and kissed Patton. He didn’t want to ruin this moment. He wanted to stay this way forever. Wrapped in the warmth of Patton’s embrace, in front of a crackling fire as the warmth hits his face. Surrounded by evergreens and oaks, listening to the crickets chirp in the Forrest surrounding them, and counting the stars in the never ending canvased sky above.
About an hour later, the fire started to die, The embers flickering, and the temperature started to drop. “Well I should probably get this one into the tent before he freezes. I told him that cloak wasn’t a practical garment, it retains no heat.” Logan said as he slowly shifted the sleeping Roman off of his lap, picking him up bridal style off the cold ground. “Come my sweet prince, let’s go to bed.” Logan whispered.
Still half asleep Roman wrapped his arms around Logan’s neck, kissed his neck and laid his head on his shoulder “love you Lo…” and he started to lightly snore, already back to sleep.
After Virgil and Patton told Logan goodnight they sat there in silence for a moment or two more, Virgil’s head on patrons shoulder, and Patton’s arm wrapped around Virgil’s shoulder holding up the blanket and just watched the last few embers die down to ash.
“I suppose we should go to bed as well, it’s getting very cold.” Patton said, shifting slightly to make it easier to stand up. He stood in front of Virgil and extended his hand to help Virgil off the ground.
Virgil took Pats hand, and grabbed the blanket as he stood up, dusting dried leafs off his pants “sounds good to me. But I better warn you, I plan on snuggling you so much you will have no choice but to snuggle back.” He said with a playful grin.
Patton smiled and let out a chuckle “ awe Virgil, don’t you know? That’s all I ever want from you, I never want to be apart from you. You are my star filled sky, and I want to spend the rest of our life’s mapping the stars in your eyes. I love you……Virgil, will you marry me??”
Virgil began to well up with tears of joy, a huge smile crept onto his face. For the first time in his life, he felt no stress about the future, just pure love and joy. He pulled Patton close, kissing his lips that had been made cold from the wind, wrapping his arms around Patton’s waist. A moment later He pulled away, and put his forehead against Patton’s.
“Of course I will. I will love you until the last star leaves the night sky.”
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Treasure planet AU
So I have no idea how I would write this, I just like the concept. So if anyone does write it, PLEASE tag me!!
-Logan as Captain Amelia
•huge vocabulary that most people don’t understand
•always very well put together
•extremely clever
•always trying to look for logical ways out of bad situations
•doesn’t want to show others their weakness
•office is covered with maps, and scales, and anything/everything science or math related
-Virgil as Jim Hawkins
•anxious all the time
•feels they have something to prove
•misunderstood by everyone
•is actually really clever
•self deprecating
•pretends he doesn’t but cares greatly about others and what they think of him
•has a lot of nervous ticks
•holds back, until fight or flight kicks in at the most opportune times to save the day
-Patton as B.E.N. the Robot
•sweet, and kind to everyone, even the bad guys
•easily confused
•a bit eccentric, but very caring
•corny jokes
•loves hugs, cry’s when others show him affection
•is always trying to hug everyone
•covers fear and confusion with humor and dad jokes
•even after a century of being alone, he is still ready to host guests with food and drink
-Roman as Doctor Delbert Doppler
•doubts himself even when he shouldn’t
•really smart, argues with Amelia all the time
•extremely over animated in most situations
•has at least 3 costume changes
•always over packs
• loves putting on a show
•has a cheer about himself with his own name as the main theme when he does something awesome
•comes up with crazy ideas on the fly, reckless or not cus they will be a fun new adventure
•overly animated all the time
-Deceit as John Silver the Cyborg
•lies to protect himself
•lies to get what he wants
•sarcastic all the time
•lies and pretends he doesn’t care about the others when he really does
•theatrical
•good at using his silver tongue to get what he wants
•secretly a big fluff ball with a heart of gold
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Anyways those are my random thoughts of the day, the kids have been watching Treasure planet a lot and I couldn’t help but notice the similarities!!! That and I love the underlying Anxeit friendship and the underlying Logince love story!!!
If you have anything to add, or any ideas on other characters l, or if you think they would fit better as different characters, feel free to add onto this!! 💙💜💙💜
MASTER TAGLIST:
@the-incedible-sulk @thecrimsoncodex @phlying-squirrel @sleepyssnail @anuninspiredpoet @bibbidi-bobbity-booyah
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