-23 years old -on the autism spectrum -also can't concentrate -will forget own existence -Chirps and builds nests (-is a weird bird now because the world doesn't make sense otherwise) I'm sorry for my very bad English please let me cry about weird phantom feelings at my back now as if I really had wings. Everyone says my autism is at fault for and weird feelings like that, so yeah. The only acceptable Nicknames other then Gale for me are Chirp or Chirpy. I used to like Nighty but it's kinda confusing now because I have like five other people with the same Nickname
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I'm going to die
My room needs to be 'normal' for the next two weeks because my father won't tell me when that person that will look at our windows will be there
I need my nest to feel that little bit of comfort that I need to keep functioning.
God I just want to already have my own home. Stupid paperwork thing needs to get done faster, family needs to understand that my problems are real
Why are the only diagnoses, problems and coping mechanisms allowed here their own??
Stupid existence that have me the need to nest like a bird
I'm also doing that stupid sound again that hurts my own ears, isn't a screech and rolls around in my throat. God damit I hate it, it doesn't make me feel better like my other sounds but I can't stop it
It's like crying but it doesn't help like it because it doesn't get rid of the stupid brain chemicals.
Stupid life
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No sounds to the parent and their partner
Don't get hit or anything anymore, the partner is another person entirely but they still trigger my once lifesaving instinct of 'be silent and good, do not look directly into any eyes, yes'
I hate it when I just do something without thinking, stupid chirpy birdbrain knows nobody likes me doing sounds instead of words.
But I really just wanted to know why the partner of my parent was crying.
Need to not care anymore because I'm stupid and can't stop making sounds instead of words
#Birdbrains gets me into trouble so often#chirping is funny and help with my stress....but not when others are around#I want out#My heart is racing and I'm not a fan#Now I'm crying too#Stupid brain doing sounds and not words
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Accidentally Chirping at people is terrifying and I hate it, why is my stupid birdbrain like this.
I'm going to be so happy when I'm finally in my own apartment.
Nests wherever my little birdbrain wants, Nobody that is loud and no stress from others.
No more strange looks about my accidental chirps and coos when I'm especially birdbrained at the moment
#Birdbrains goes 'chirp'#Spreading these phantom wings soon#This Birdy is going to nest everywhere and no one can stop me#Finally some nesting under a table again#Because no one can take away my tables anymore when they are in my own home#This Nightingale is going to be free or die soon#Really. I'm so stressed im randomly fainting again#And the twitches#so much twitching#Death by Stress or Freedom it is
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