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Hi! Ola is asking for our help to feed her and her family. The cost of living the past month has increased exponentially, and they cannot afford to buy vegetables or even flour. Please check out her GoFundMe if you can!

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!!! YES. YES. SO TRUE. What's funny is lately i've been working on revamping those ocs so this is some fantastic fuel thank youu 🫶🫶 i'm glad it reminded you of them <3

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Every time i cook something my one thought is "what if i put some cheese in this" and most of the time i am just so correct

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listen here,

they are two apples tall

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Arm workout! (braiding my hair)

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They put Yorick in the bag after this

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they are two apples tall

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they are two apples tall

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I noticed recently that the reason I really struggle with explaining my chronic pain is because it's literally just something i'm used to. Especially since from a young age my pain was dismissed and brushed off, so I learned to navigate and live with it. I thought that that's simply how things are supposed to be. Until I describe what I thought was something everyone experiences and am instead met with concern. Or until my friends see me limping and gritting my teeth in pain and they worriedly ask "shouldn't you see a doctor about that?". And that idea never really struck me I think. That maybe this is not right and maybe I should get help.

And it took me not being able to stand and walk properly to realize that hey, i don't think this is right. But when I finally have to explain to someone what I'm feeling — I don't know. I literally have to sit and think about it. I don't know if something is a regular thing people do or if it's something I've learned to do to simply get around. It's hard to condense over a decade of my life and what I thought were normal habits into coherent symptoms. All I vaguely know is that I am in pain and discomfort.

Meanwhile if I get sick for example it's easy for me to explain because it's not something I deal with on a regular basis. I know something is not right. I know that it's is not how it is supposed to be. But with chronic pain I don't really know that. Like this all seems so obvious to me now lmao but it took me this long to figure out. yeah

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Hiii, I have a question. Do you speak Spanish or am I getting confused with someone else? I remember an artist who speaks Spanish and also makes odyssey, greek mythology and TMA art soo

Nope, I absolutely do not speak even a bit of Spanish hahaha. The only one that comes to mind and checks out all those boxes is @iroissleepdeprived (even if it's not you should check out his art anywayyyy)

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,,, my join ts. Ow

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Everyone I know in Gaza is messaging me saying they can't find internet anymore and are barely able to connect using esims that are running out. Please don't stop donating esims.

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Every TAD song be like:

Joey songs: My anxiety is literally killing me but I'll feel a little better screaming at God about it

Madeleine songs: RIP TEAR REND KILL I'LL DIG MY NAILS INTO THE DIRT AFTER I SCRATCH YOUR HEART OUT OF YOUR CHEST

Joey and Madeleine songs: the most tender, heart-wrenching love story you've ever heard OR this party fucking sucks and I want to go home

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Wait do you speak German?

i'd say so, yeah! I've been studying it for years now and I can understand most things i come across that are in german. My speaking skills are okay enough, but a conversation WILL die on me lmfao

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When you accidentally speak/text in German sentence order instead of English sentence order

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i have already found a place to talk about the iliad in a way that is meaningful and adds to the quality of the assignment. You can take me out of the epic cycle but you can't take the epic cycle out of me

So i need to write this paper for class and it looks like i'll have to read the bible for that which is. fun.

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it’s honestly crazy that like. in theory literary icon jean valjean would do crazy numbers on tumblr, fanfics, etc. he’s a dad. he’s canonically hot and ripped. he has a tragic backstory and self esteem issues. he’s got nuclear levels of catholic guilt. he’s even unmarried so you can old man yaoify him to your heart’s content. man was built in the blorbo factory. but the book he’s in happens to have 20 college age twinks and the musical film based on the book came out in 2012, creating the perfect storm of oncelerfication that defines the fandom at large to this very day. anyway they could never make me shut the fuck up about you jean valjean