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on Neurodivergence in the modern era

having a lot of feelings about this but I feel like i can only explain them in two pictures? number one, in the past (pre-industrial era):

and now, it's more like

like do you see my vision. do you see what is making me frustrated. in the past, so much of our lives was spent in private and only with trusted loved ones, and now we are expected to spend a ton of time around strangers, near-strangers, and acquaintences, not to mention being Visible and Available for the internet, and when so much of us is visible and judged at all times, even the sheen of it being "acceptable to be neurodivergent" still means you get judged, labeled, and held to different standards.

it's not that i don't want to be called ND, i certainly AM. but part of the reason i NEED to be accommodated in everyday life is because there are a lot of things about MODERN life specifically that I'm unable to do without accommodation.

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best moments in gaming journalism

journalist gets real yakuza members to play yakuza 3 and asks for their opinions on its authenticity

that’s it

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recently reread book 3 and its amazing how early on marco and tobias are foils for eachother while also lowkey hating eachothers guts

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my uncle killed my father and married with my mother and now i must *remembers that suicide jokes do nothing for my mental health and wellbeing* put on a play

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realism in video games

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i fear a lot of ppl confuse “was this character’s death well written and good for the story” with “did i like it, personally”

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These are so fun to make

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god forbid 5000 year old girls do anything

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You will get farther in one week paying close, nonjudgmental attention to the unmet needs underlying your "bad" behavior than you will in a year of punishing yourself and demanding you become a different person. I'm right shut up.

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I don't want a Career I want to Fuck Around

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my singing voice is good for showers and mornings in the kitchen and drunken nights and lullabies for babies who need sleep and im okay with this

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Your children's show unfortunately has the absolute wrong take on tackling fascism. Yeah the power of friendship angle is showing a dismal lack of understanding of Marxist theory or even intro-level Leninism. Yeah my only two interests are children's media and online leftist discourse so this is gonna be a problem.

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WHAT WAS THIS NOTIF

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this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen

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opened my mobile kindle app for the first time in a while and it immediately started harassing me about le morte d'arthur

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I don't know what this is from, but I thought it was Sam and Frodo.