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All my respect for myself and my morals leave my body when I’m on my ovulation week, like the minute a man starts smirking I’m ready to risk it all.
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Guys I think I’m shadowbanned, I’m reposting this again just to see if it gets spread around
Fuck me like you hate me
• Rafe Cameron x reader
Warnings: nsfw 18+, Rafe x fem!reader, smut, unprotected sex, rough, Reader getting her shit rocked, degrading, gagging, semi-public sex, swearing, slapping, chocking, crying
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Rafe was the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for, always supporting you in your decisions, making up plans for Dates that you could’ve never imagined before and treating you like a princess. Everywhere you went, he did everything he could to make you feel special, at parties, at dinners and even in bed, especially in bed.
And you didn’t complain, that was all you ever wished for, a dream come true, the problem, if you could even could call it that, was that he was almost too sweet in bed. Just imagine Vanilla sex in your head , it was even sweeter than that, it wasn’t necessary to ask if you‘re okay every few minutes.
Everytime you would talk to your friends about boyfriends, they would tell you the most out of pocket stories you could ever imagine, and frankly you were jealous. You didn’t want to hurt his feelings because maybe, that’s just the way he enjoys sex, nice and slow. But all you could ever think of was Rafe ripping the clothes off of you and fucking the shit out you. After much consideration you decided, after many talks with your best friend, that you would talk to him about it, so that is what you did.
You two were at a Party Topper threw for halloween, you decided to do matching outfits and go as Sidney and Ghostface, well better said you decided, he just agreed like he always does. You thought it would be a good costume for what you hoped was going to happen tonight. You were left alone to think as he got up to get two Jelloshots for the both of you, watching him as he picked the alcoholic drinks of the cocktail bar displayed in the living room, you were imagining his reaction, hoping he wouldn’t take it as an insult.
When Rafe finally came back he placed the shots on the table and took his mask off before taking a hold of your jaw to kiss your lips, you were embraced it, opting on brushing your hands through his hair and inserting your tongue in his mouth, feeling a small smirk forming on his lips and returning the favour to get into a more heated kiss, when he finally parted from you, you closed your eyes one more time and took a big breath
,,Rafe, i need to talk to you” You said before he could pick up the jelloshots, he turned back to you a lot faster than you imagined, not leaving you much time to think about your next words, his mouth leaving a small questioning ,,hm” ,,I was meaning to talk to you about something, but i need you to be understanding”
,,What is it Baby?” He asked concerned and took a hold of your hand, his fingers brushing yours
,,Its actually kind of stupid” small pause ,,its about our sex life” you said while looking across the room, worrying about someone listening ,,What about it?” You could see a small frown forming on his face and knew you had to respond quick before he imagined the worst
,,Its good dont worry hahah, but- uhm i actually would like to say uhm-“ ,,Just say it already, you’re making me worried” ,,Rafe, i-i dont know how to say this, but, oh nothing forget about it”
He let out a small huff ,,You can’t just leave me hanging like that, if somethings bothering you just tell me”
,,I want you to fuck me like you hate me” You said as quickly as you could, leaving both of you shocked, his eyebrow raising in that moment and his hand going to scratch his head. ,,You want me to fuck you like i hate you?”he asked confused
,,Yes, please” ,,I love everything about how you do it, but i just wish you could be rougher sometim-“ Before you could finish the sentence, he took your wrist and dragged you upstairs, opening door to door before finally finding a free one all but pushing you inside ,,Take of your clothes” you just looked at him shocked ,,Did you not hear what i just said?” Rafe said in a demanding tone, you didn’t know what got into you but you just froze
,,Are you fucking stupid, get your clothes off before i come do it for you” Immediately your brain was working for you, taking your clothes off one by one until you were left in your underwear. He sat down on the bed and pushed his things open just looking at your body unimpressed, calling you over
,,Get on your knees” you complied throwing yourself at his feet your knees paying the prize ,,take of my pants and boxers, slowly” after a few seconds his legs were left naked and you just waited eagerly for the okay to touch him, after the nod you put your lips around him, his dick already being hard, and started sucking in a teasing, the hard tug of your hair told you he didn’t like that, so you picked up your speed, licking and kissing his shaft.
You heard him quietly grunt, the hand on your hair now used to guide your head up and down on him, low sounds of gagging were heard from, you could never properly fit him all, but he didn’t care, not tonight.
,,That’s enough, stand up“ when you went to wipe your mouth he slapped your hand away and pushed you on the bed, moving over you right after
,,please Rafe“ he looked at you with a raised eyebrow ,,What are you begging for“ you responded only with a whine, receiving a slap for it
,,If you don’t talk properly I’ll leave you like this“ His loud tone scared and turned you at the same time
,,Please fuck me, please Rafe“ A gasp left your glossy lips when he finally entered you without second notice, causing you to moan louder than intended
You wondered if he waited for you to say something about the sex before showing you how he really liked it
,,You‘re so fucking wet for me, who knew you were such a slut“ Rafe chuckled rudely and started trusting into you at a fast pace, his hands gripping onto your legs, probably leaving marks for the rest of the week. You couldn’t help but cry out, tears kissing at your face, he closed the distance between you to kiss where the tears were, but the sweet gesture was short lived because right after his big hand landed on your throat and grasping hard, his expansive rings adding to the pain
,,What do you say?” You knew what he referred too, instantly thanking him ,,Thank you so much baby” he raised his eyebrow ,,Thank you for fucking me” instead of responding to your pathetic ,,thank yous” he lowered his head, his lips latching onto yours, sticking his tongue into your mouth and kissed you roughly, not the way he usually does.
You made a move to roll your hips against him, adding up to the pleasure for the both of you, he allowed it for a few seconds before gripping your hips to stop you ,,You’ll take what I give you” you nod your head in approval
He continued thrusting into you, you felt your high coming slowly in your belly, butterflies taking charge of your body, and the sounds coming from your mouth were loud and raspy from all the crying
,,Can I please come?” He nodded in approval, a sign that he was close too, following a few more pushes into your core, you felt your legs shaking fast, moaning again as Rafe fucked you through your high, when you finally felt his cock pulsating inside of you, you knew he reached his too
He fell on the bed next to you, moving the sticky hair from his forehead, he leaned closer to you to give you a reassuring kiss on the cheek. You turned on your side, your hands under your face, smiling deeply at him
,,You look fucked up right” He chuckled loudly, being awarded with a slap on his bicep, but you couldn’t help but smile too ,,Well who did that to me, hmm?” You responded before dramatically rolling your eyes, Rafe only raised his eyebrow and kissed you again
,,Don’t roll your eyes at me again, I might take it wrongly and fuck the attitude out of you again” He responded ,,You asked for it” you could only hope that it was always going to be like this every time.
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almost argued then i saw ur boobs, youre always right
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Hi guys, I want to thank everyone who has followed and liked my posts along the years, I’ve been pretty in and out of posting, but I want to get back into it! I hope you’ll welcome me back :))
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Fuck me like you hate me
• Rafe Cameron x reader
Warnings: nsfw 18+, Rafe x fem!reader, smut, unprotected sex, rough, Reader getting her shit rocked, degrading, gagging, semi-public sex, swearing, slapping, chocking, crying
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Rafe was the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for, always supporting you in your decisions, making up plans for Dates that you could’ve never imagined before and treating you like a princess. Everywhere you went, he did everything he could to make you feel special, at parties, at dinners and even in bed, especially in bed.
And you didn’t complain, that was all you ever wished for, a dream come true, the problem, if you could even could call it that, was that he was almost too sweet in bed. Just imagine Vanilla sex in your head , it was even sweeter than that, it wasn’t necessary to ask if you‘re okay every few minutes.
Everytime you would talk to your friends about boyfriends, they would tell you the most out of pocket stories you could ever imagine, and frankly you were jealous. You didn’t want to hurt his feelings because maybe, that’s just the way he enjoys sex, nice and slow. But all you could ever think of was Rafe ripping the clothes off of you and fucking the shit out you. After much consideration you decided, after many talks with your best friend, that you would talk to him about it, so that is what you did.
You two were at a Party Topper threw for halloween, you decided to do matching outfits and go as Sidney and Ghostface, well better said you decided, he just agreed like he always does. You thought it would be a good costume for what you hoped was going to happen tonight. You were left alone to think as he got up to get two Jelloshots for the both of you, watching him as he picked the alcoholic drinks of the cocktail bar displayed in the living room, you were imagining his reaction, hoping he wouldn’t take it as an insult.
When Rafe finally came back he placed the shots on the table and took his mask off before taking a hold of your jaw to kiss your lips, you were embraced it, opting on brushing your hands through his hair and inserting your tongue in his mouth, feeling a small smirk forming on his lips and returning the favour to get into a more heated kiss, when he finally parted from you, you closed your eyes one more time and took a big breath
,,Rafe, i need to talk to you” You said before he could pick up the jelloshots, he turned back to you a lot faster than you imagined, not leaving you much time to think about your next words, his mouth leaving a small questioning ,,hm” ,,I was meaning to talk to you about something, but i need you to be understanding”
,,What is it Baby?” He asked concerned and took a hold of your hand, his fingers brushing yours
,,Its actually kind of stupid” small pause ,,its about our sex life” you said while looking across the room, worrying about someone listening ,,What about it?” You could see a small frown forming on his face and knew you had to respond quick before he imagined the worst
,,Its good dont worry hahah, but- uhm i actually would like to say uhm-“ ,,Just say it already, you’re making me worried” ,,Rafe, i-i dont know how to say this, but, oh nothing forget about it”
He let out a small huff ,,You can’t just leave me hanging like that, if somethings bothering you just tell me”
,,I want you to fuck me like you hate me” You said as quickly as you could, leaving both of you shocked, his eyebrow raising in that moment and his hand going to scratch his head. ,,You want me to fuck you like i hate you?”he asked confused
,,Yes, please” ,,I love everything about how you do it, but i just wish you could be rougher sometim-“ Before you could finish the sentence, he took your wrist and dragged you upstairs, opening door to door before finally finding a free one all but pushing you inside ,,Take of your clothes” you just looked at him shocked ,,Did you not hear what i just said?” Rafe said in a demanding tone, you didn’t know what got into you but you just froze
,,Are you fucking stupid, get your clothes off before i come do it for you” Immediately your brain was working for you, taking your clothes off one by one until you were left in your underwear. He sat down on the bed and pushed his things open just looking at your body unimpressed, calling you over
,,Get on your knees” you complied throwing yourself at his feet your knees paying the prize ,,take of my pants and boxers, slowly” after a few seconds his legs were left naked and you just waited eagerly for the okay to touch him, after the nod you put your lips around him, his dick already being hard, and started sucking in a teasing, the hard tug of your hair told you he didn’t like that, so you picked up your speed, licking and kissing his shaft.
You heard him quietly grunt, the hand on your hair now used to guide your head up and down on him, low sounds of gagging were heard from, you could never properly fit him all, but he didn’t care, not tonight.
,,That’s enough, stand up“ when you went to wipe your mouth he slapped your hand away and pushed you on the bed, moving over you right after
,,please Rafe“ he looked at you with a raised eyebrow ,,What are you begging for“ you responded only with a whine, receiving a slap for it
,,If you don’t talk properly I’ll leave you like this“ His loud tone scared and turned you at the same time
,,Please fuck me, please Rafe“ A gasp left your glossy lips when he finally entered you without second notice, causing you to moan louder than intended
You wondered if he waited for you to say something about the sex before showing you how he really liked it
,,You‘re so fucking wet for me, who knew you were such a slut“ Rafe chuckled rudely and started trusting into you at a fast pace, his hands gripping onto your legs, probably leaving marks for the rest of the week. You couldn’t help but cry out, tears kissing at your face, he closed the distance between you to kiss where the tears were, but the sweet gesture was short lived because right after his big hand landed on your throat and grasping hard, his expansive rings adding to the pain
,,What do you say?” You knew what he referred too, instantly thanking him ,,Thank you so much baby” he raised his eyebrow ,,Thank you for fucking me” instead of responding to your pathetic ,,thank yous” he lowered his head, his lips latching onto yours, sticking his tongue into your mouth and kissed you roughly, not the way he usually does.
You made a move to roll your hips against him, adding up to the pleasure for the both of you, he allowed it for a few seconds before gripping your hips to stop you ,,You’ll take what I give you” you nod your head in approval
He continued thrusting into you, you felt your high coming slowly in your belly, butterflies taking charge of your body, and the sounds coming from your mouth were loud and raspy from all the crying
,,Can I please come?” He nodded in approval, a sign that he was close too, following a few more pushes into your core, you felt your legs shaking fast, moaning again as Rafe fucked you through your high, when you finally felt his cock pulsating inside of you, you knew he reached his too
He fell on the bed next to you, moving the sticky hair from his forehead, he leaned closer to you to give you a reassuring kiss on the cheek. You turned on your side, your hands under your face, smiling deeply at him
,,You look fucked up right” He chuckled loudly, being awarded with a slap on his bicep, but you couldn’t help but smile too ,,Well who did that to me, hmm?” You responded before dramatically rolling your eyes, Rafe only raised his eyebrow and kissed you again
,,Don’t roll your eyes at me again, I might take it wrongly and fuck the attitude out of you again” He responded ,,You asked for it” you could only hope that it was always going to be like this every time.
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Fuck me like you hate me
• Rafe Cameron x reader
Warnings: nsfw 18+, Rafe x fem!reader, smut, unprotected sex, rough, Reader getting her shit rocked, degrading, gagging, semi-public sex, swearing, slapping, chocking, crying
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Rafe was the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for, always supporting you in your decisions, making up plans for Dates that you could’ve never imagined before and treating you like a princess. Everywhere you went, he did everything he could to make you feel special, at parties, at dinners and even in bed, especially in bed.
And you didn’t complain, that was all you ever wished for, a dream come true, the problem, if you could even could call it that, was that he was almost too sweet in bed. Just imagine Vanilla sex in your head , it was even sweeter than that, it wasn’t necessary to ask if you‘re okay every few minutes.
Everytime you would talk to your friends about boyfriends, they would tell you the most out of pocket stories you could ever imagine, and frankly you were jealous. You didn’t want to hurt his feelings because maybe, that’s just the way he enjoys sex, nice and slow. But all you could ever think of was Rafe ripping the clothes off of you and fucking the shit out you. After much consideration you decided, after many talks with your best friend, that you would talk to him about it, so that is what you did.
You two were at a Party Topper threw for halloween, you decided to do matching outfits and go as Sidney and Ghostface, well better said you decided, he just agreed like he always does. You thought it would be a good costume for what you hoped was going to happen tonight. You were left alone to think as he got up to get two Jelloshots for the both of you, watching him as he picked the alcoholic drinks of the cocktail bar displayed in the living room, you were imagining his reaction, hoping he wouldn’t take it as an insult.
When Rafe finally came back he placed the shots on the table and took his mask off before taking a hold of your jaw to kiss your lips, you were embraced it, opting on brushing your hands through his hair and inserting your tongue in his mouth, feeling a small smirk forming on his lips and returning the favour to get into a more heated kiss, when he finally parted from you, you closed your eyes one more time and took a big breath
,,Rafe, i need to talk to you” You said before he could pick up the jelloshots, he turned back to you a lot faster than you imagined, not leaving you much time to think about your next words, his mouth leaving a small questioning ,,hm” ,,I was meaning to talk to you about something, but i need you to be understanding”
,,What is it Baby?” He asked concerned and took a hold of your hand, his fingers brushing yours
,,Its actually kind of stupid” small pause ,,its about our sex life” you said while looking across the room, worrying about someone listening ,,What about it?” You could see a small frown forming on his face and knew you had to respond quick before he imagined the worst
,,Its good dont worry hahah, but- uhm i actually would like to say uhm-“ ,,Just say it already, you’re making me worried” ,,Rafe, i-i dont know how to say this, but, oh nothing forget about it”
He let out a small huff ,,You can’t just leave me hanging like that, if somethings bothering you just tell me”
,,I want you to fuck me like you hate me” You said as quickly as you could, leaving both of you shocked, his eyebrow raising in that moment and his hand going to scratch his head. ,,You want me to fuck you like i hate you?”he asked confused
,,Yes, please” ,,I love everything about how you do it, but i just wish you could be rougher sometim-“ Before you could finish the sentence, he took your wrist and dragged you upstairs, opening door to door before finally finding a free one all but pushing you inside ,,Take of your clothes” you just looked at him shocked ,,Did you not hear what i just said?” Rafe said in a demanding tone, you didn’t know what got into you but you just froze
,,Are you fucking stupid, get your clothes off before i come do it for you” Immediately your brain was working for you, taking your clothes off one by one until you were left in your underwear. He sat down on the bed and pushed his things open just looking at your body unimpressed, calling you over
,,Get on your knees” you complied throwing yourself at his feet your knees paying the prize ,,take of my pants and boxers, slowly” after a few seconds his legs were left naked and you just waited eagerly for the okay to touch him, after the nod you put your lips around him, his dick already being hard, and started sucking in a teasing, the hard tug of your hair told you he didn’t like that, so you picked up your speed, licking and kissing his shaft.
You heard him quietly grunt, the hand on your hair now used to guide your head up and down on him, low sounds of gagging were heard from, you could never properly fit him all, but he didn’t care, not tonight.
,,That’s enough, stand up“ when you went to wipe your mouth he slapped your hand away and pushed you on the bed, moving over you right after
,,please Rafe“ he looked at you with a raised eyebrow ,,What are you begging for“ you responded only with a whine, receiving a slap for it
,,If you don’t talk properly I’ll leave you like this“ His loud tone scared and turned you at the same time
,,Please fuck me, please Rafe“ A gasp left your glossy lips when he finally entered you without second notice, causing you to moan louder than intended
You wondered if he waited for you to say something about the sex before showing you how he really liked it
,,You‘re so fucking wet for me, who knew you were such a slut“ Rafe chuckled rudely and started trusting into you at a fast pace, his hands gripping onto your legs, probably leaving marks for the rest of the week. You couldn’t help but cry out, tears kissing at your face, he closed the distance between you to kiss where the tears were, but the sweet gesture was short lived because right after his big hand landed on your throat and grasping hard, his expansive rings adding to the pain
,,What do you say?” You knew what he referred too, instantly thanking him ,,Thank you so much baby” he raised his eyebrow ,,Thank you for fucking me” instead of responding to your pathetic ,,thank yous” he lowered his head, his lips latching onto yours, sticking his tongue into your mouth and kissed you roughly, not the way he usually does.
You made a move to roll your hips against him, adding up to the pleasure for the both of you, he allowed it for a few seconds before gripping your hips to stop you ,,You’ll take what I give you” you nod your head in approval
He continued thrusting into you, you felt your high coming slowly in your belly, butterflies taking charge of your body, and the sounds coming from your mouth were loud and raspy from all the crying
,,Can I please come?” He nodded in approval, a sign that he was close too, following a few more pushes into your core, you felt your legs shaking fast, moaning again as Rafe fucked you through your high, when you finally felt his cock pulsating inside of you, you knew he reached his too
He fell on the bed next to you, moving the sticky hair from his forehead, he leaned closer to you to give you a reassuring kiss on the cheek. You turned on your side, your hands under your face, smiling deeply at him
,,You look fucked up right” He chuckled loudly, being awarded with a slap on his bicep, but you couldn’t help but smile too ,,Well who did that to me, hmm?” You responded before dramatically rolling your eyes, Rafe only raised his eyebrow and kissed you again
,,Don’t roll your eyes at me again, I might take it wrongly and fuck the attitude out of you again” He responded ,,You asked for it” you could only hope that it was always going to be like this every time.
#outer banks#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron#obx x reader#smut#x reader#obx fic#the pogues#the kooks
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Praying for a part 2 🙏🙏
Old Grudges Die Hard


dark!Bully!Rafe Cameron x Reader
Rafe Cameron had made your life hell ever since you first met him in elementary school. When you moved away for college, you thought you were finally done with your bully, but your life changes when you come face to face with him at his party a year later.
Warnings: noncon (rape), smut, unprotected sex, dacryphilia (crying & tear kink), rough sex, slapping, choking, sexual harassment, harassment, degradation, bullying, drinking, drugs
A/N: this fic begins when Reader and Rafe are in elementary school, but nothing sexual happens between them until they are 19 years old
When you were in elementary school, your parents explained to you that part of being a Pogue meant that people would hate you for absolutely no reason other than the fact that you’re poor.
Grasping your scrapped knee in pain as fat tears rolled down your cheeks, you were quick to tell your parents about the altercation at school as soon as they picked you up.
When you asked them what a ‘Pogue’ was, they exchanged a concerned look before gingerly explaining why the rude boy in your class had shoved you really hard at recess.
“B-but why would he do that?” You sobbed. ��It’s so hard to make new friends here!”
“I know sweetheart,” your mother looked down at you sadly. “Is this the first time something like this has happened?”
“No! He made fun of my clothes on my first day. He said I look poor and he would know since he’s rich.” You cried louder, remembering how upset his words had made you. “A-and then all of the girls wouldn’t stop grabbing my skirt or pinching me because he told them to.”
“Have you told the teacher about this?” Your mother asked. You had reached the car now and she helped you into your seat and buckled you in.
“They just ignored me! Rafe gets away with everything,” you grumbled.
“Maybe he’s got a crush on you, Y/N,” your dad jokingly teased from the front of the car and you gagged loudly.
“Ew! No! I hate him! I would never like him in a million years!” You angrily exclaimed.
“Well, I’ll call the school and let them know he’s causing problems. He shouldn’t be able to get away with this without punishment.”
What your parents had a much harder job explaining to you was how powerful money is, and how unfair the world is.
Three parent-teacher meetings with your parents and Rafe’s accomplished little to nothing. If anything, the attention that you had brought to his behavior only made it worse.
It was remarkable how sneaky he could be in his torment of you, always waiting for the teacher’s back to turn before pinching your arm hard enough to make you scream, and bringing the teacher’s attention back to you only for you to be chastised for interrupting class.
He would accuse you of looking at his quizzes, all the while he was cheating off of you.
Any craft or art project that you worked on would mysteriously turn up damaged or missing, getting you in more trouble with the teacher for not completing work.
By the last day of 5th grade, you were thrilled to be heading off to a different middle school than Rafe.
And for three blissful years, you were safe from his cruelty. In fact, Rafe Cameron had become all but a distant memory by the time you reached high school.
Excited by your high grades in middle school and how fast you were learning the material, your parents saved up their money to put you into the best high school in Outer Banks, one that was populated mostly by rich Kooks.
You were so excited to start high school at such a nice school! It was very obvious to you that you were in Kook territory given how well funded it was, and you hoped that despite your Pogue status, you would be able to make friends.
When you realized one of your closest elementary school friends who had switched schools in the 7th grade was at the same school, you were over the moon.
Linking arms with Olivia, she gave you a quick tour of the school before leading you over to your locker. After several attempts, you opened it and loaded your things inside.
“I’ve already made so many friends and we haven’t even started classes yet!” Olivia giggled.
“Really??” You asked. If Olivia was making friends this quickly, maybe it would be okay for you.
“Yeah! And there’s sooo many cute guys here! Like Brady, Joey, Daevon, Rafe, Aaron L, Aaron R, although Aaron D is straight up fugly.”
“Wait hold on, did you say Rafe? As in Rafe Cameron?” Your stomach dropped at the thought of running into him.
Even though it had been three years and you hoped that he had changed, you couldn’t help but feel apprehension at his name.
“Oh yeah, he’s sooo cute!” Olivia gushed, looking around the hall quickly before meeting your eyes again. “Why? What’s up? Do you have a crush on him too?”
“Well, I haven’t seen him in so long, but the last time I did, he was basically my bully in elementary school,” you joked, trying to make light of the situation.
“Wait, what?? That was Rafe?!”
“What did I do?” A familiar voice from behind you made the hair on the back of your neck stand up and you swiveled around to come face to face with the last person you wanted to see right now.
His face had changed and he was obviously much taller than he had been when you last saw him (you both were), but there was no mistaking his face.
He took you in for a moment, eyes widening when he recognized you.
“No way, Y/N Y/L/N, is that really you?” His voice was incredulous and you had never wished more that you would just evaporate.
“In the flesh,” you nervously joked.
“Hi Rafe!” Olivia excitedly greeted him, but he ignored her, much to her dismay.
“Y/N um, you know…” he paused, looking a bit pained. “I uh, I feel kinda bad about how I treated you back then, that was so long ago now though.”
He laughed and you reluctantly joined in.
“But anyways, I uh- wanna make it up to you, you should come sit with my friends at lunch today.”
His offer shocked you and you couldn’t help but stare at him for a few moments with raised eyebrows.
“Is this a joke?”
“No,” he quickly responded, looking to the ground with embarrassment burning across his cheeks. “I’m just trying to be nice.”
You glanced over at Olivia who gave you an encouraging grin, looking a little jealous herself.
“Um, I guess! Thanks Rafe!” You smiled at him and he mumbled a goodbye before running off to class.
Olivia squealed with excitement before pulling you into a tight hug, “OMG!!! Y/N!! He is so into you!”
“No way! He’s probably just trying to put the past behind us,” you rolled your eyes at Olivia’s enthusiasm.
However, as lunch approached, you found butterflies growing in your stomach. Were you scared or nervous? Why?? It was just lunch. Rafe did look very different, and you couldn’t deny that he was a little cute, but you still felt anxious to see what lunch would bring.
The bell rang out, releasing you from your last class before lunch. Your stomach was in knots as you walked to the cafeteria. You grabbed your food slowly, letting people filter into the seats and trying to spot Rafe.
He confidently walked in with his friends in tow, all of them laughing loudly as they made their way to a table near the back of the cafeteria.
You swallowed your nerves, clutching your lunch tray tightly before approaching their table.
Rafe stood up, grinning at you before wrapping an arm around your shoulders and leading you to a seat before pushing you down onto it, “here, sit next to me.”
He sat beside you introducing you to all of his friends at the table, “that’s Topper, Kelce, Byce, and Joey.”
“Hi,” you nervously told the boys your name.
After meeting them, the conversation moved on to discussing all of the cool things they had done this summer. You even chimed in yourself and they all seemed interested in what you had to say.
Rafe opened his lunchbox before sighing in disappointment and chuckling, “my dumbass parents forgot the silverware again.”
He looked down at his leftover spaghetti, seemingly with no fork or spoon in sight.
Feeling like you wanted to repay Rafe for inviting you to sit with him and his friends, you told him you could grab it.
When you stood and turned to walk away, you heard the entire table break out into loud laughter.
You whipped around, nervously meeting Rafe’s eye.
“What’s so funny?” You demanded, raising your voice to cut through their snickers.
Your panic caught the attention of the students around you, who also began laughing.
“Looks like Aunt Flo is in town, Y/L/N.” Rafe cackled, and your cheeks flushed with embarrassment as you realized what was going on.
On the seat that you had just been in, beside Rafe, you could see red paint drying to the seat.
Without thinking, you reached behind and your heart clenched when you felt wetness on your bottom, and you looked down to see the same red paint now smeared on your hand.
Rafe and his friends burst into laughter, along with the other tables that had been nearby when you stood up.
The cacophony caught the attention of the other students seated further away, who noticed your seemingly blood stained shorts and started laughing along at you.
You had never felt so publicly shamed in your life, and you realized that you were dead wrong to assume that Rafe had changed at all.
You didn’t think he could ever turn over a new leaf now.
Hot tears sprang to your eyes as you ran out of the cafeteria, sprinting to a bathroom stall to lock yourself in as you cried.
After 5 minutes of ugly sobbing, you finally collected yourself and decided to go to the front office to see if they could help you.
Not wanting to mention the fact that you had been pranked, you tied your sweater around your waist and asked them if they had shorts you could borrow.
Luckily enough for you, they did and you were able to get changed as everyone in the lunch period filtered out to their next classes.
You grabbed a note from the office before rushing to your class, 3 minutes after the final bell had rung.
Entering the classroom, you tried to ignore the soft chuckled and looks of recognition you got, but your stomach clenched when you realized there was only one seat left.
Right in front of Rafe.
He sneered at you as you sat down, and you did your best to ignore him.
Halfway through class, his hot breath at your ear nearly made you jump out of your skin.
“Why were you so late to class, huh? Already running to mommy and daddy to tattle?” His whispered voice gave you chills and you ignored him, with great difficulty.
After whispering to you several more times and trying to get a rise out of you, he seemingly gave up.
Until you felt his finger hook underneath your bra strap at your back, pulling it back before snapping it against your skin.
You let out a gasp before spinning around in your chair to glare at him, “what’s your problem?!”
Rafe’s lips curled into a small smirk before responding, “what? I didn’t do anything.”
At this point your English teacher had noticed your outburst, walking over to you and Rafe with a stern look.
“Why are you disrupting my lesson? This better be good.”
You parted your lips, ready to respond, but Rafe beat you to it.
“I don’t know what’s going on with her, she just snapped at me,” he laid the charm on thick and you rolled your eyes.
“He’s lying!”
“Quiet, both of you! I don’t want to hear a word from either of you the rest of this class.” She chastised you, and you felt your cheeks burn with shame.
It just reminded you of him getting you in trouble years ago and you couldn’t believe that history was repeating itself.
The rest of your freshman year was no easier, with Rafe continuing to torture you and try to get you in trouble at school.
He never missed an opportunity to call you a ‘dirty Pogue,’ or shove you against the hard lockers whenever he spotted you in the hall.
Of course, no matter how many times you reported this to the school, often with witnesses, they always had their hands tied behind their back and deep in the pockets of Ward Cameron, who used his money and influence to shield his golden child of any and all consequences for his actions.
Sophomore year, his preferred method of torture was having his buddies pick on you in gym class. They would pummel you with dodgeballs as you huddled in the corner, the gym teacher laughing too hard to stop them.
Junior year, he broke into your locker, stealing all of your textbooks and breaking the locker door. Conveniently, the cameras were down that day and because you couldn’t prove that Rafe had done it, you and your parents had to pay for new textbooks and a new locker door.
Senior year, he and all of his friends on the football team took immense sadistic pleasure from whistling at and catcalling you whenever they saw you, albeit in or out of school.
You never assumed that he had suddenly had a change of heart about you and was now interested in you. No, you knew that this was just Rafe trying to get under your skin and make you as uncomfortable as possible.
To him, harassing you had clearly become a game, one that you were growing extremely weary of as it went ignored by school staff for longer and longer.
The sick grin that would spread across his face as you squirmed in front of him proved how much he enjoyed toying with you.
Despite Rafe literally chasing you down the hallway while repeatedly calling you a ‘slut’ at full volume because you had worn a shorter skirt to school than usual one time, none of the teacher or administrators ever took your side.
For four years, Rafe Cameron made your life a living hell, and you still just couldn’t understand why.
Yes, he hated Pogues, that much was clear to you after seeing his treatment of your friends, but he seemed to harbor a deeper resentment towards you than he did towards anyone else.
No one else was ever on the receiving end of such hateful and calculated behavior, and your friends all agreed that he seemed to have it out for you specifically.
When graduation rolled around, you were less excited about graduating high school than you were to finally be done with Rafe.
Considering the fact that you were off to college while he was going to community college in Outer Banks also gave you a sense of pride. Despite his wealthy background and many privileges, you were still starting your future on a better foot, looking forward to attending Duke University on a full ride scholarship.
Your first year there was a dream come true, a whirlwind of meeting new friends, working hard in your classes, and going out to parties for the first time.
Without Pogue vs Kook bullshit poisoning the air, you found that you were finally able to be yourself and find your real identity.
Dating was still somewhat new to you, but you had at the very least lost your virginity first semester of college on a hookup with a cute guy.
It wasn’t anything special, but it could have been worse, and you were just excited to get more experience as college went on.
After the second semester ended, you packed up your dorm room to move back to Outer Banks for the summer, excited to reconnect with old friends.
Which is how you found yourself in the front seat of your friend’s car, parked in the driveway outside of a huge house party as you quickly fixed your make up last minute.
“Let’s go, Y/N! My pregame buzz is already starting to wear off!” Olivia complained from the backseat and you quickly put away your makeup before giving yourself a once over in the car mirror.
“Are you really trying that hard to impress Outer Banks boys when the Duke hotties are just a summer away??” Jade asked beside you.
“I just want to be ready for whatever the night brings,” you giggled. “I’m keeping my options open for now.”
The girls laughed along with you.
“Well you look hot as fuck already, let’s gooo!” Jade opened her car door and stepped out before you could get another word in.
“Okay, fine!”
You stepped out of the car, feeling very confident in your short party dress and heels.
Walking up to the large, imposing house, you could already hear the music pulsing loudly from inside. There were people standing outside to talk and you recognized one or two of them, saying “hi!�� on your way in.
Everything was much louder inside the luxurious house, which was absolutely packed with people. The deep bass of the music rumbled throughout the house, rattling around in your ribcage.
Since Olivia and Jade had gone to parties here before, you let them lead you into the kitchen where the drinks were.
A large variety of beers, hard liquor, seltzers, and jungle juice greeted you inside, but you headed straight for the jungle juice.
“Ooh it’s blue tonight!” Olivia noticed, “I bet it’s gonna be super sour.”
You poured yourself a glass before taking a sip to try it. It tasted like blue raspberry, and the alcohol level made you gag in surprise at first, but on the second try you found that you liked it a lot.
“It’s good! Wait should we all do a shot together too?” You locked eyes with your friends, a mischievous grin spreading across your face.
“Fuck yes,” Olivia cheered.
“I’m in!” Jade added and you poured out 3 shots.
Grabbing your shot glass, you raised it up, along with the other girls.
“Cheers!” You clinked them together, then tapped it down onto the table once before throwing it back.
“Okay, can we find the hot guys now?” Olivia joked and you nodded in agreement, reaching to pick up your drink.
Your hand slipped as you grabbed the plastic glass however, and it fell off the counter, spilling it’s contents all over the floor.
“Shit!” You cursed, looking around for some paper towels.
Your friends grabbed a roll off the fridge and handed it to you.
“Ugh I’m sorry!” You apologized as you got onto your hands and knees to clean up the mess. “Hey, you guys should scope out the people in the next room.”
“Ooh that’s a good idea! Let’s go Liv!” Jade grabbed Olivia by the arm and pulled her out of the kitchen, leaving you alone to mop up the sticky drink with paper towels.
“Y/N Y/L/N,” Rafe’s easily recognizable drawl made goosebumps erupt across your skin, and you froze in place. “Didn’t expect to see you here tonight.”
All of the sounds of the party seemed to zone out as you quickly stood up, turning to face him.
When you looked up at the man who now towered far above you, you could tell that he had changed in the year since you last saw him.
Rafe had never been a skinny guy, especially when he had played football throughout high school, but now he seemed more ripped than you had ever seen him. Clearly he had been using a lot of his time away from school to build up his physique.
You also noticed that he seemed to have grown into his face more, looking more lean and handsome than he did in high school.
The smirk that was plastered on his face was all too familiar to you though. It was the look he always had when he was playing games with you.
“Hi, Rafe,” you nervously answered. “I could say the same.”
He paused, his gaze flitting down before slowly working its way up your body. His blue eyes narrowed as they met yours and you repressed a full body shiver.
“It’s my house,” he took a step closer to you and you instinctively took one back. He chuckled at that. “That’s why I’m so surprised to see you, ‘specifically looking so dolled up.”
His words surprised you and you mentally kicked yourself for not pressing the girls for more details about whose party you were going to.
Honestly you were just surprised and a little hurt that Olivia and Jade would choose to bring you here knowing your history with Rafe.
“I- I had no clue this was your house,” you stammered, taking another step back to create more space between you and the taller man.
Despite the muffled sounds of the party around you, and the knowledge that your friends were just down the hall, you felt so incredibly alone in the now all too cramped kitchen.
“How’s Duke been treating you?” His face was even, but his nasally tone betrayed a hint of disdain.
“It’s been…” you paused, unsure what the best thing to say would be. “It’s been really good. My first year was easier than I expected, but still interesting.”
He was silent, just studying your face for a moment. Rafe’s nose twitched before he let out a flat, “that’s good.”
Already feeling a heightened anxiety from being around him, and feeling distrustful about his questions, you were ready to exit this conversation.
With your drink clutched in your hand, you made a weak excuse about needing to catch up with Olivia and Jade before trying to walk around him.
You were shocked however when he suddenly moved as you walked by, his fingers wrapping around your arm just above your elbow and stopping you in your tracks.
“What are you doing? Let go of me,” You demanded, looking up at him in confusion and trying to tug your arm out of his grasp.
He moved in front of you, blocking your exit path with his grip still firm on your arm.
“C’mon, wait a second, I- I feel like we got off on the wrong foot. I know I was really an asshole to you when we were younger, but that was so long ago, y’know? Could you just let me apologize to you?”
His words came out somewhat stammered, but still confident, and due to the forced proximity you could probably deduce why.
Rafe’s pupils were blown wide, his free hand gesturing in a jittery manner that could only point to one conclusion.
He was high as fuck.
“Please just- let go of me!” You begged with him again.
His eyes darkened, jaw tightening in annoyance as he looked down his nose at you. Rafe huffed, his lips parting to say something else but he was interrupted.
“Hey, what the fuck is going on here?”
You had never felt happier to hear Olivia’s voice. Glancing over Rafe’s shoulder, you could see her and Jade standing in the doorway glaring at Rafe.
Rafe immediately released you and you quickly rushed over to your friends.
“We were just catching up,” Rafe spoke with a casual ease as he turned to face you, like he hadn’t just corned you all alone at his party. It reminded you of all of the times you had tried to report him to teachers, only for him to sweet talk his way out of punishment.
“See ya around, Y/N.”
You shot him a dirty look before rushing out of the kitchen with Olivia and Jade in tow.
“What was that??” Jade asked as soon as the three of you were in the crowded living room.
“Better question, did you guys know this was Rafe Cameron’s house?” You angrily asked them.
You were still feeling shaken by the interaction. Maybe you should have anticipated that he would at the very least be at this party, but you had never expected he would be the one hosting it.
Olivia’s face dropped and she anxiously apologized, “Oh shit, I’m sorry. I honestly figured we wouldn’t run into him since there’s always just so many people here.”
“It’s okay,” you sighed. “He’s just being his normal, weird and creepy self. We probably won’t even see him again the rest of the night.”
You took a large swig of your drink to calm your nerves.
What this night needed was a distraction from Rafe Cameron, and you, Jade, and Olivia were still determined to have a good time tonight.
The three of you walked through the large house, coming across many familiar faces from high school.
Even while catching up with old friends though, you felt incredibly uneasy.
The feeling that there was a pair of eyes trained on you was burning at the back of your neck, and you weren’t surprised when you peeked behind yourself at one point to spot Rafe standing about 10 feet away among a group of guys.
Even when you met his gaze, his eyes didn’t flick away, and you shivered as he took a long drink from his solo cup, eyes never leaving yours.
Turning away from him and tuning your attention back into your friends, you couldn’t help but question yourself.
Were you crazy or was he looking at you differently?
The only times that he had even shown any interest in talking with you was before he was about to publicly humiliate you in some horrible way, but this time felt different.
There was something more behind his eyes that you couldn’t identify that raised alarms in your head.
No matter where you, Jade, and Olivia went, it seemed like Rafe wasn’t far behind. Despite joining the different groups nestled just out of view, you would catch a glimpse of him that would spike your pulse.
Your paranoia didn’t want you to get another drink. You felt almost unreasonably nervous about what might happen if Rafe trapped you alone, but you felt reassured by Jade and Olivia’s presence, emboldening you to serve yourself one more cup of the jungle juice.
That confidence quickly fizzled however, when halfway through finishing your drink, Jade found a cute guy to hook up with and split off from you and Olivia.
Olivia was quick to leave as well, despite your pleas that she stay with you, “there’s plenty of people you know here, Y/N! Just lighten up a bit, you’ll be fine!”
With neither of your friends beside you, you suddenly felt very alone and you looked around the room, hoping to find any high school acquaintances you could catch up with to avoid the awkward nervousness you felt right now.
Unluckily, you didn’t recognize anyone, so you threw back the rest of your drink and started making the rounds.
Downstairs yielded no results, so you made your way upstairs, hoping to find either Olivia and Jade or other friends to talk to.
You checked several rooms only to be unsuccessful in finding anyone that you knew.
Jade and Olivia hadn’t been responding to your texts and you were starting to get annoyed.
Upon finding another empty bedroom, you frustratedly sat down, pulling your phone out of your pocket to call one of them.
The sound of the door closing caught your attention, and you raised your head to see Rafe Cameron standing in front of the now closed bedroom door.
“Rafe?” Confusion tinged your shaky voice as you sat up, staring at him in the dimly lit room.
He got closer to the bed, never taking his eyes off of you. “D’you have any clue how crazy you drove me all through high school?”
A pit began to form in your stomach at his words and your throat felt tight as you looked up at the imposing blond.
His hair was disheveled, words slurring together as his angry blue eyes cut through you.
“What the hell are you talking about? If I remember correctly, you were the one torturing me!” You snipped back at him.
“You have no idea-” he sniffed, rubbing a shaky finger under his nose. “You think you’re so much better than me, hm?”
Rafe took another step closer and you shrunk in on yourself nervously, eyes darting to the door behind his looming figure. He seemed much more drunk and high now, a fact that made you even more uncomfortable.
“I- I don’t think that Rafe,” you stammered. “I never said that-”
“You didn’t have to, Y/N,” he bitterly sneered. “Y’moved out of Outer Banks for a year and now you think that makes you feel so high and mighty around the rest of us.”
“Rafe-”
“What makes you so special, hm?” He spat out, moving closer, now inches away from where you sat on the bed.
Your body was buzzing with anxious energy, but you felt frozen to the spot, completely caught off guard by this outburst from Rafe. There was nothing you could do to get yourself to move.
You had encountered Rafe when he had been drunk or high several times before, he was no stranger to coming to high school intoxicated. But you had never been trapped alone with him and completely at his mercy before and you couldn’t push down the nagging feeling that something awful was about to happen if you didn’t leave the room.
“You’re just Pogue trash, and let’s be real, it won’t be long till you fail out of college and you’re walking the streets of Outer Banks like the slut you are,” he growled and your cheeks heated up in anger.
You brought one arm up to push him back from you, but he snatched your wrist, fingers tightening around you painfully.
You let out a cry when he twisted your arm behind your back and he chuckled at the tears kissing your waterline.
“Still just the same uptight bitch you’ve always been, huh?” His eyes flitted down to your lips for a moment. He was so close you could clearly smell the alcohol on his hot breath.
“Let go of me, Rafe,” you whispered, voice shaking with fear. Sure, Rafe had been a nightmare before, but you never even imagined he would take it this far.
The taller man let out a short chuckle that sent a chill up your spine.
“Or what?” He smirked down at you, clearly enjoying your dismay at the situation he had forced you into. “Gonna tattle to a teacher?”
Your chest and throat felt tight, panic beginning to build inside you as you tried to deny what you were sure couldn’t be true.
“This isn’t fucking funny, Rafe.” You weakly tried, desperately hoping that this was just another one of his twisted pranks that he was taking too far to watch you squirm.
“You still think this is a joke, sweetheart?” He sneered, Figure Eight cockiness dripping from his nasally voice.
Time seemed to slow as Rafe leaned down, his lips covering yours as he released your wrist and locked his arm around the small of your back.
For a moment you were too shocked to react, but you quickly reached one arm up to push at his chest. Instead of pushing him away from you however, your force made you fall back against the bed, bringing him down with you.
He shamelessly grabbed at your waist, before trailing up, hands reaching past the neckline of your dress and traveling up to grope your tits as his lips found yours again.
You could barely process what was happening, your head still spinning from the alcohol. Rafe’s lips moved against yours, trailing across your cheek when your turned your head away from him to gasp for air.
One of his hands roughly grabbed your chin, pulling your jaw back towards him, and your stomach flipped at the feeling of him pushing his tongue into your mouth and groaning into the kiss.
When he shifted on top of you, grabbing your legs and spreading them apart, you struggled against him. Squirming on the bed, you managed to crawl away from him a bit, but his large hands grabbed your legs, pulling you back underneath him.
You froze when his fingers wrapped around your throat and you looked up at him with wide, nervous eyes.
“Stop fucking moving,” he huffed, forcing his free hand between your legs. He roughly pushed your dress up, pausing when he drank in your pink, lacy panties underneath.
Rafe licked his lips, a cruel smirk spreading across his face, “guess you’re not so innocent anymore, huh?”
Tears filled your eyes as you squirmed beneath him and the hand at your throat pressed down harder, pinning you in place.
His fingers ghosted over your core and you tilted your hips away from him, squeezing your thighs shut against his wandering hand.
Rafe’s eyebrows furrowed in annoyance, his blue eyes darkening as he scowled down at you.
“Y’know, I was almost gonna be nice to you…” His scowl disappeared as he trailed off, his pink lips curving into a sick grin. “But if you want to make this difficult, I can make it difficult too.”
You watched with fearful eyes as he reared one hand back, unable to flinch away due to his iron grip on your throat.
The cacophony of the party muffled your cry of pain when he slapped you hard. His golden rings made your cheek sting even more and you could stop your tears from spilling over.
Your ears were still ringing when you felt his hand leave your throat, but you were too dazed from the slap to react. Rafe’s impatient fingers dug into the skin of your thighs as he pulled your panties down your legs.
Time slowed as you could hear your heart thundering in your chest and you leaned up on your elbows to watch Rafe push his shorts down before palming his already hard cock. He was bigger than the guy you lost your virginity to, and much thicker.
Tongue thick and heavy in your mouth, you tried to tell him to stop, but the blood was rushing in your ears so loudly you couldn’t hear your own voice.
Rafe heard you though, and you watched him roll his eyes before ignoring your pleas.
He shifted on top of you, roughly parting your legs before placing himself between them. The blond wrapped a hand around the base of his cock, guiding it to your core and you struggled beneath him when he dragged the tip along your already slick lips.
“Fuck-” his low groan made your stomach flip. You reached up one hand to weakly push at his shoulders, but he swatted you away.
There was nothing you could do but watch as he planted one hand on the mattress to brace himself before pushing the tip of his cock between your folds and forcing himself inside your tight cunt.
“Rafe-” Your protest was cut off when his hand slapped over your mouth. Hot tears fell past your lashes as Rafe slowly stretched you out inch by inch.
His piercing eyes never left yours, watching your face with a sick delight as he violated you.
You shifted uncomfortably beneath him as he split you open, and you winced when he grabbed your arm, fingers digging in to your tender flesh.
You whimpered when his tip grazed your cervix. The blond tilted his hips back before pushing himself deep into you again.
Rafe let out a shaky breath, his cock twitching as you squeezed around him.
“Shit, if I knew you felt this good, I would’ve tried you out years ago,” he chuckled darkly, words slurring together.
His hand was removed from your mouth only to be replaced by his lips. You shuddered when he forced his tongue into your mouth, and you could taste the liquor on his lips.
Rafe pulled away from the kiss as he slowly began rocking his hips back and forth, stretching you out around his thick cock again and again.
Your hands came to his shoulders, nails digging in to his tanned skin as you tried to slow his pace.
Unfortunately, your attempts only amused Rafe, who sneered down at you cruelly before picking up his pace, forcing himself deep into your snug walls.
Intoxication clouded your mind, and the room seemed to be spinning even faster now.
“Fuck-” you moaned when he hit a spot that made you see stars. “Mm please-”
You were momentarily broken from the spell however when one of Rafe’s strong hands wrapped around your throat, stealing your breath.
When you tensed in fear, involuntarily squeezing around his cock, Rafe groaned, watching your misty, fearful eyes roll back in your head with each thrust.
“You look so pretty right now, Y/N. All teary eyed and cock drunk,” the blond whispered.
You wanted so badly to be able to escape, to avoid the wicked things he was doing to you, but you were so painfully aware, as every sensation was heightened by your terror.
Hips still snapping against yours, Rafe leaned down, his hungry lips finding yours. With his hand at your throat, you couldn’t turn away, and you clenched around him when he pushed his tongue into your mouth. His lips slid over yours greedily, refusing to stop until you clutched at the hand at your throat.
You took a gasping breath when he finally pulled away, your tears falling more freely now, and Rafe kissed your cheeks, licking up your salty tears.
“Perfect little Y/N is such a mess, huh?” He mocked you, mumbling against your skin before sloppily kissing you again.
You couldn’t deny the overwhelming feeling building between your legs, no matter how much it disgusted you. Shame clutched you when you felt yourself growing slicker with his every thrust.
“Don’t-” you whimpered when he hit a sensitive spot. “Stop-!”
Your assailant snickered at that, relishing your pitiful protests, “do you even know what you want right now? Y’think you’re so smart, till you take some cock and you turn into a stupid slut.”
His degrading words cut deep and your cheeks flushed in humiliation, tears spilling past your lashes.
Rafe’s pace was downright punishing, the sound of his balls slapping against your ass along with the lewd sounds of your wetness filled the room, punctuated by your whimpers and the coerced moans he drew out of you.
Hatred and resentment burned behind his blue eyes as he watched you squirm beneath him, only taking his eyes off of your face to watch his cock push in and out of your tight cunt.
Drawing even closer to the edge, you could feel the dam inside of you ready to burst, and Rafe could too; you were practically pulsing around him now.
“Yeah, that’s it sweetheart.” His low, nasally voice made your stomach flip, and you squeezed your eyes shut as you tried to resist the inevitable. “Just do the one thing stupid sluts like you are good for and make a mess all over my cock.”
With another thrust, the dam burst, and you whined as your orgasm cut through you.
Rafe fucked you through it, cursing when he felt you squeezing around him like a vice. His grip on your throat tightened as his pace reached a crescendo.
“Fuck-” he growled, his hips stuttering before he pushed deep into you one more time, painting your walls with his sticky cum.
You squirmed beneath him, trying to push him off of you, but he easily grabbed your wrists, pining them down as he stayed buried inside you. You felt nauseous when his cock pulsed as you struggled, the reminder that he was still getting off on your distress was sickening.
His lips draped over yours again and you whimpered into the kiss, body still shaking as you tried to wrap your head around what had just happened.
By the time he broke the kiss, your head was spinning, and you somehow felt more drunk than when you had first entered the room.
When Rafe finally pulled out of you, you shuddered because you could feel his cum slowly leaking out of you.
Instead of getting off the bed like you expected, the blond shifted on top of you, lowering himself to get a better view of your sore pussy.
“Shit, Y/N, hope you’re on a good birth control,” he chuckled wickedly, and you squirmed when he used two fingers to push his cum deep inside of your sensitive cunt. “Cause there’s no way in hell I’m paying child support for some Pogue brat.”
Your cheeks burned in anger and shame, fear and disgust sparking in your gut at his words.
Rafe pulled his fingers out and climbed off the bed, quickly pulling his clothes back on before seemingly looking around for something as you slowly sat up.
He found what he was looking for, picking up your pink panties from the ground before locking eyes with you and then stuffing them into his pocket.
You shivered as he triumphantly smirked down at you, “I’m gonna.. get back to the party... You should clean yourself up, you look pathetic right now.”
Embarrassed, you looked down at the bed, not wanting to meet his eyes as he further humiliated you.
“And uh, don’t let me catch you alone again, Y/N,” Rafe sneered, laughing as he closed the door behind him.
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Rafe has been making your life hell ever since you broke up, you wished at times you never met him that night at the country club. The constant spamming your phone wasn’t the biggest problem, but that he has been terrorising your friends life too. You felt bad that they had to pay for your mistakes even though it wasn't entirely your fault. Most guys would try
to get back into your life by being romantic and saying that they changed, not Rafe. All though in some sick way he still loved you, Rafe held you accountable for it being over meaning that love wasn’t the only thing he was feeling, it was also hate.
One day while out with the pogues you all decided to enjoy the bonfire and drink a little, he was there too but instead of being filled by the liquor being passed around he was intoxicated with something else, something that has been the reason of the messy break up, his aggressive outbursts being to much to handle. Some people take drugs to fulfill the emptiness and have some fun, he did it to be able to abuse his power without feeling guilty.
He came up to you that night, you were alone because you wanted to fill up your empty plastic cup. Panicked you opted to leaving the alcoholic drink and run to your friends, but of course he was faster grabbing your wrist, taking it away from his grip wasn’t an option.
,,Let go of me Rafe“
,,Come on y/n you know I was just playing“ He said while rubbing your forearm, it was all a tactic, you knew it
,,It was no playing, I begged you to let me go“ he quickly removed the tear rolling down your face, it felt nice but you knew he was up to no good.
,,None of that crying baby, we’re here to have fun, I mean what kinda fool would let such a pretty girl go“ The corners of his lip ride up, he had a soft look on his face
Snap out of it y/n he’s only messing with your head ,,I-I missed you too“ that’s not the way to go
,,That’s exactly what I wanted to hear“ You feel yourself being dragged through the crowd, you’re trying to keep up but you had a little to much to drink , so the main problem is not throwing up on him, even though he would deserve it. When he finally gets to the Cameron residence , he all but pushes you inside and then on his bed
,,What are we doing Rafe?“ you asked concerned, before he answers his shirt is already of and your hands are bound by his belt
,,Reliving memories“
,,are you high, Rafe?“ His grin deepened, and you could feel your body getting warmer because of the anxiety
,,Remember when we were both high and you asked me to fuck you until you cried, you were so fun back than“ His hands were wondering all over your body making that part of you wish he would just rail you already, you knew it was wrong, but so good.
The way he was looking at you the side of his mouth higher than the other, his polo shirt that hugged his fit body, it all made you want to melt away. You let a little whine out and a ,,p-please“
,,Please what? You have to say more than that“ Your eyes widened up at that, you didn’t wanna say it but you could tell he was getting impatient
,,I asked you a question, you better answer it“ his index finger was pointing at you and the lust in his eyes was evident ,,I-I want you to touch me“ his gaze lowered until your crotch was in sight and his hand was already under your short skirt
,,Where? Here?“ The moment he touched your pussy, your whole body shook and you could only nod your head fast making sure he understood, but he didn’t like that, his hand immediately travelled to your neck taking it in a tight grasp
,,I said talk, don’t be a fucking brat“ he says ,,You know what happens when you don’t listen“ The annoyed sigh he lets out made you much wetter than it should have, you did always like how dominant he is
,,Yes“ ,,Yes, what?“
,,I want you to touch me there, and everywhere you want, just use me“ Your breathing starts getting rougher and you swear you could start crying if he doesn’t do something already
He slaps your cheek gently, letting a small laugh right after ,,now that’s the begging I deserve” His hand is back where it was before and your panties are ripped off of you, causing you to let out a gasp, he slaps you again ,,Did I say you could make a sound? You shake your head
,,Good slut” his two fingers start working at your clit and you wander if you’re even allowed to moan, but the nod of approval is enough for you to let out a loud cry ,,that’s it, cry for me” after a few minutes you can feel your orgasm building up and your whole body shaking and right when you think it’s there, he stops
,,You weren’t gonna come without me inside of you, were you?” He asks with a raised eyebrow, you shake your head again, and he grabs your throat once again
,,If you don’t start speaking when talked to, I’ll leave you like this” ,,M’sorry, I thought you were gonna let me come” you answer sincerely, he smirks again before taking of his boxers and letting his cock out
,,Oh poor girl, you are going to come, but only after I’m satisfied too” He grabs your legs puts them around his waist so he can get a better angle. After jerking himself for a few seconds he finally sticks it in, and you could swear you see stars, you throw your head back and let out another moan
,,That’s all it takes for you to cry out?” He loves every minute of it but he doesn’t let you know
,,Its so big Rafe” that was all that it took for him to start pounding into you shaking the whole bed and you, he then comes closer and kisses your lips roughly the only thing you do is hug his bigger body to get him closer to you
When you are both close to reaching the end, he finally lets out a loud groan ,,can I come?” He only nods, still rutting into you, Rafe fixes his position one last time to be on his knees, your legs just hanging in the air and then you finally come together ,,Fuck, that was amazing” he whispers, your eyes are closed but you can feel his long fingers wiping the sweat of your forehead, you smile up at him and drag him in for another deep kiss before he falls next to you, noticeably exhausted
,,Can’t believe I almost lost all of this”
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dark!Rafe Cameron x reader
Warnings- MDNI, dark content, power imbalance, mean!rafe, slapping
A/N - finally back, enjoy
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You were laying in bed when Rafe came storming through the door with Papers in his hand, you couldn’t tell by his face whether it was good or bad news.
,,here” you looked at the papers which he threw on his bed with a confused look, you would need more Information than that, but fortunately he got the hint before you had to say anything
,,These are enrollement papers, i want you to go to school in Tanneyhill”
You were silent for a while, trying to gather up the right words to use without ticking him off, his face was rather stern but there wasn’t much of any emotion, he just waited for your response with his hands on his hips, which made him look more intimidating than he already was
,,But I already go to school on the other side of town, I have all my friends there and I’m happy with it” Rafe got more serious at that, also gathering his words before exploding too fast
,,You go to a pogue school, with pogues, this is a private school for people who will get something from life”
You frowned at that, feeling yourself get a little bit angry, Rafe not only insulted your friends but your family too
,,Rafe, everyone in my Family went to that school, went off to college and made something of themselves, I can’t believe you would say such things" you took a quick breath ,,I don't wanna switch schools"
A mocking grin appeared on his face at that ,,Im sorry i don't recall asking you, i'm telling you, you're changing schools"
you stood up from the bad wanting to be at the same length as him, knowing it would easier to get to you if you're lying down. He frowned at that before licking his teeth, knowing you were about to challenge him
,,And I’m telling you that I’m not changing schools, and you’re not in the position to deci-“ he grabbed you chin before you got to finish the sentence, taking all bravery out of you ,,Y/n…I don’t think you don’t know what position you’re in in this relationship”
,,Do I need to remind you?” You contemplated if a busted lip was worth the trouble and…,,Oh please, big bad Kook prince, show me what you got, it’s all you’ve ever known” his breath flared at that, his blue eyes now a darker shade an you knew if you didn’t stop it wouldn’t end good for you
,,Y/n” he states ,,you’re just scared that if I don’t switch school I’ll end up fucking a pogue” you weren’t schocked when you found yourself on the ground, with a piercing pain in your cheek
,,You disrespectful slut, I thought of doing you a favour didn’t know you had it in you to actually fuck some pogue” you let out a cry when he grabbed the back of your head ,,stand up” your body was working against you but your brain was trying to help you think straight
,,I said stand up” he shook you up by your ponytail, finally finding the strength to stand up, but too late as he already had other plans when he kicked the back of your legs, making you fall to your knees
,,can’t even follow some orders I see, do I need to remind you of your place?” You shook your head no, trying not to disturb his mood ,,answer when I’m talking to you”
,,No Rafe, I-I think I learned my lesson” he swiped the tears from your cheek, smirking down at you ,,You think?”
,,I know I did, I’m sorry”
,,Good, cause next time I won’t be as nice” he whispers in your ear
,,Why do you need to control everything?“ you ask looking up at him through the hair stuck to your face
,,Because you and I both know who makes the money, who takes care of everything“ he goes on ,,If not for me you wouldn’t even survive this fucked up world“ you were shocked at his words, the only person he should be protecting you from, is himself
,,I don’t need a full time babysitter, I’ve been doing just fine on my own” you let out through gritted teeth , Rafe let’s out a groan at that
,,I would advice you to shut the fuck up before I do something I regret” he shouts at you, taking a hold of your hair again, making you let out a pained sob. You try to find comfort in him, by taking a hold of his thighs, at that he raises an eyebrow
,,I-I’m sorry, let’s just stop fighting” trying to gather your words through the pain in your throat was harder than anticipated, the corner of his lip forms a smirk and he’s picking you up from the ground to put his arms around you
,,Stupid girl, next time I tell you to do something, don’t fix your lips to disagree me,got it?” You nod, stuffing your wet face in his polo shirt. Trying to stand up to Rafe was a mistake, one that shouldn’t be repeated again, but if you ever felt rebellious again he would make sure to remind you where you really stand.
#outer banks#dark!rafe cameron#rafe cameron x reader#the kooks#the pogues#obx fic#dark rafe x reader
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,,cause if she doesn’t come back, I’ve got my replacement” the chills I got, you deserve an award girl 💋💋



》 NO GOOD DEED GOES UNPUNISHED — rafe cameron x reader
word count — 4.6k
warnings — MDNI; dark!rafe, mentions of abusive relationship/domestic violence, NONCON + mentions of, slapping, choking, breaking and entering, victim blaming, manipulation, gaslighting, lmk if i’m missing any!!
summary — you always hear your next door neighbor arguing with his girlfriend. one night, things get loud and are too scary to ignore, so you call the cops. coming from a past abusive relationship yourself, your only intent was to help the girl you were sure was being abused too…but you could never have guessed how much the good deed would backfire…
a/n — had this idea for awhile, glad its finally done and i hope u guys enjoy!! if you like my work, please reblog & comment!!! if you’re feeling generous, consider supporting my ko-fi, if you’d like ofc. times are tough rn but ily guys <3 barely proofread btw
The sounds of raised voices bleeding through the walls of your apartment didn’t serve as a surprise to you. Focusing your eyes in on the oven clock in the nearby kitchen, you nodded to yourself. 6:30pm. That seemed about right - your next door neighbors were always going at it around this time…but not in the way you’d expect a young couple to be going at it.
You didn’t know much about the pair, only ever seen them in passing, but you knew they could never spend a full 24 hours in peace together. It was always the male’s voice sounding over the female’s, and you felt bad as you sat on the other side of the wall, listening to her night get ruined by a guy who seemed to be the epitome of obnoxious and overbearing.
It was particularly triggering for you, as you already had an instilled disdain for abusive men, having been through the wringer with your ex in the past. You couldn’t say for sure what went on on the other side of the wall, but you could pick out lots of similiarities between your neighbor and your ex just based on what arguments bled through the walls.
Things had definitely gotten heated in the next door apartment on many occasions, but tonight was different. The screaming you heard was louder than your TV, even after you turned it up twice. Your concern really started to spark when you heard what sounded like a crash, and then a loud bang directly on the wall separating your living rooms.
The crying that followed, and the way the man’s voice never let up prompted you to do something you hadn’t done before.
The 911 operator was quick to take your call requesting a welfare check. Of course, you didn’t want to be that neighbor, so you made sure the police assured you that you wouldn’t be named as the complainant.
They arrived shortly after, and naturally, the commotion died down when the red and blue lights flooded the parking lot.
Lifting a blind with your finger, you watched through your window as the police spoke to the couple separately, offering you a much better look at each of them.
The girl displayed every sign of an abuse victim…every sign of the girl you used to be yourself, years ago.
Arms folded, hugging herself in consolation for the night she’d had; head hung low, no direct eye contact with the officer…
Compared to her boyfriend who stood tall, hands on his hips and even a smile on his face as he spoke to the other officer. The two almost appeared to be having more of a casual conversation than an interrogation.
The girl seemed to be clutching her shoulder a lot, rubbing over it, and you briefly wondered if the loud noise you heard crashing into the wall was actually her…
You felt uneasy watching everything unfold, especially seeing how uncomfortable the girl looked standing outside, likely every eye in the neighborhood on her.
The cop eventually led her further away from her boyfriend, isolating her on the other side of a car where she was no longer in his line of view. He didn’t seem to like that, based on the look on his face, and the way his voice raised as he tried to peer around the officer, questioning where she was going, why she needed to move farther away. When your eyes darted back to the girl, it was apparent she’d started breaking down. Her sobs rang through your window, and you could only assume the added distance gave her the courage to finally tell the truth, to tell the cops what happened on the other side of the wall that led to you calling them in the first place.
Your heart broke for the girl; you’d been in that exact position before. Your neighbors called the cops on your ex on multiple occasions, and you remembered the pain in your chest as you tried to hold it together until you could get away from him long enough to explain your side of the story.
The officer led her back into the house, which only pissed her boyfriend off even more. He looked frustrated, panicked almost - especially when she came back out with a bag around her shoulder and some loose items in her arms.
“Where the hell’s she going?” He questioned aggressively, again trying to step past the officer who stopped him with a hand on his chest.
“The hell are you doing?!”
You watched the girl avoid eye contact, heading straight for one of the police cruisers instead.
You heard the officer explain to the angry man that in lieu of pressing charges against him, his girlfriend opted to just go stay with a family member for the night.
He cursed at that, annoyance evident as he ran both hands through his hair.
They came to rest on the back of his head, interlocking together as he looked up in frustration.
He’d craned his neck just enough for his eyes to latch onto yours through your window. The moment both gazes met, the man cocked his head to the side.
You scurried back from the window, heart racing as you sat with the fact that you’d clearly been caught spying on your neighbor.
At the same time though, your brain tried to convince you that he somehow hadn’t seen you, and you waited a good minute before daring to peek back through the blind again.
You froze when you looked down to find the stranger’s gaze still casted up at your window, and you saw his eyes linger on you for longer than you were comfortable with. But you didn’t back down this time…that’s what guys like him wanted, it’s what they counted on.
The uncomfortableness loitered around, even after the police lights faded out and the tall stranger eventually sauntered back into his own apartment, now presumably alone for the night.
…Just like you next door.
Sleep found you before your apartment was infiltrated later on that night, so you were completely oblivious to the sound of your front door opening and clicking shut. The footsteps traveling up the stairs and into your bedroom were missed by you too.
A series of soft breaths filled the air, growing louder the closer Rafe crept to your bed.
With a narrowed gaze, he stopped just short of you. He loomed over you, and thoughts darker than your pitch black room swirled around his mind as he eyed you down, studying your sleeping frame and your face.
Rafe had seen you a handful of times heading to your car, checking your mailbox; but never really got much of a good look at you.
Now, he thought you looked rather peaceful as you slept; a total contrast to the shit starter he could only assume you to be.
He’d noted that you never seemed to have much company over; never seemed to go anywhere besides work, given the fact that you came and went at the same time each day. Clearly, your life was uneventful. No wonder you felt the need to pry into the business of someone you didn’t even know.
So intrusive��so what was wrong with intruding on you now?
His resentment continued to fester the longer he stared at you, until Rafe finally found himself lifting a hand to your nose. He pinched the cartilage, effectively cutting off your airway. His eyes never left you, clocking the first time your chest eventually couldn’t rise again, and you slowly started to stir awake, surely alarmed at the sudden inability to cycle air through your nose.
Your lips parted, chest rising again as you blinked your eyes open. It took you a second to make out the dark figure at your bedside, towering over you with a hand on your face.
As the moonlight bled through your blinds, you made out enough slivers of his face to recognize the man you’d basically called the cops on earlier that night.
The realization had you sucking in a deep breath through your mouth, ready to scream in hopes of someone hearing you and trying to help, the same way you’d tried to help your neighbor.
Now the source of the screams from the girl you’d pitied listening to night after night, had his hands on you.
The reprieve of inhaling through your nose again was short lived as his palm curled over your lips, muffling the hoarse screams you tried to let out.
“Don’t…don’t make a sound.” He pointedly hissed.
It had to be the calmest you’d ever heard the stranger sound, which chilled you.
Every last muscle was tense as the man leaned closer, his face now crowding your own.
Your heart sank, racing in your chest as anxiety and dread began to consume you.
Rafe could sense your fear building as he lowered himself down, a smirk materializing on his face when he felt you start to tremble slightly.
His eyes darted across your face now, revelling in the sight of your watery, wide eyes on him. His dick twitched in his pants, and he only removed his hand from your mouth when he started to speak again. It lingered around your neck, fingers dancing along the skin as if he was just waiting to clamp around it.
“Hi, neighbor,” his voice was low as he elongated the label; and eerily calm given the circumstances, “…don’t think we’re properly met yet…I’m Rafe. What’s your name?”
The way he posed the question so casually scared you. You breathing was picking up as you blinked up at him.
When you didn’t answer, Rafe dipped his fingers into the sides of your neck, applying a bit of pressure as a warning.
You breathlessly forced your name past your lips, and he repeated your name with a slow nod.
He hummed, “pretty. You moved in here…what, couple months ago?” He spoke tauntingly.
“How are you liking the place? Cause, we love it,” he stiffled an ingenuine chuckle before continuing, “not too close to downtown, but close enough to everything you need, y’know?”
You shook your head at the way he carried on such a normal conversation during such a heinous situation.
“How do you like it so far?” His hand still danced around your neck, and you swallowed hard at the looming threat.
“…It’s a little loud,” you finally said, insinuating that you’d heard his outbursts with his girlfriend already, so his friendly neighbor charade was unnecessary.
His laugh was louder this time, and you couldn’t help but flinch.
“Right…right. Yeah uh, sorry about the noise. My girlfriend gets pretty loud. Can’t say I blame her though…” his hips pressed down further into you for a second, “I make it hard to keep quiet.”
Feeling the stranger stiffen against your stomach had you cringing; his sick intentions were only getting harder to deny.
“S’funny, I never hear anything from your apartment, though…you gotta boyfriend?”
No, because you worried every guy you encountered would just be a watered down version of your ex, just waiting to show his true colors…like your neighbor.
You didn’t want to feed into his game.
“What are you doing in my house?” You tried to keep your voice firm, but it still wavered as you posed the question.
“Ooh,” he whistled, “sore subject, I guess. Newly single, I take it…makes sense.”
You didn’t want to go back and forth with him, but you couldn’t help but press, “…what’s that supposed to mean?”
Tears were sliding down your face as the man above you carried on as if he were doing anything besides restraining you to your bed, after breaking into your home in the middle of the night.
“Makes sense why you’re sticking your nose in my business.”
You still weren’t following, but there was no time to linger on the confusion, because with that, the pleasant demeanor he feigned dropped. The man’s tone was more bitter when he spoke again.
“…Cause maybe if you were getting some regular dicking down, you wouldn’t be so concerned with somebody else’s fucking relationship.”
He spat the words at you, emphasis on the profanity as he seethed in your face.
You shook your head, feeling more desperate now as you started to piece things together.
“I’m not-,”
“Don’t shake your head,” he muttered, suddenly adding more pressure around your throat. “I know it was you who called the cops, alright?” He drawled.
He stared down at you expectantly, waiting on an answer.
Again, more pressure from his hand at your throat.
“Right?”
You brought both hands to his wrist now, feeling increasingly anxious the more he restricted your airway.
“I’m glad I did,” you managed to get out, struggle reinsued as the man smirked down at you, “because I know guys like you.”
The man raised an eyebrow, a smirk dancing across his lips again.
“Oh really?” He asked sarcastically, grip loosening just slightly on your throat as he chose to entertain your little spiel.
You struggled to nod in the firm hold.
“My ex was just like you; could only feel strong when he prayed on something weak.” He seemed to pout at your words.
“But he had no idea how strong I really was. And he ended up exactly where you’re gonna be one day: in jail.”
You felt accomplished in having gotten the risky words out, but you refused to go down without a fight like you used to.
Rafe only laughed though, amused by your boldness.
“…Yeah? We’ll see about that.”
You strugged against him as he ripped your duvet back and climbed onto the bed, positioning a knee on either side of your frame. You tried to shove at his chest and his face, to flail your legs around; anything to deter the stranger from overpowering you in your own bed…but it was inevitable.
Your struggle only amused Rafe, who eventually did finally pull his hand back from your face.
But he flipped it around, and the backhand that immediately followed dizzied you beyond belief. You were too out of it to put up much of a fight when he almost immediately wrangled your wrists together with a single hand and pinned them above your head.
At the same time, Rafe was also fumbling with his belt, frantically trying to tear it off while you writhed around beneath him.
He was able to secure the leather around your wrists, teathering them to the headboard above your head.
With a frustrated groan, you unsuccessfully tried to tug your arms free.
Though defeat seemed clear, you squeezed your eyes shut, still trying to deny the sick reality you were faced with.
“God,” Rafe left out a sigh as he examined his arms, clocking a scratch you’d managed to land on one of them.
“My girl learned a long time ago to just lie down and take it…and don’t get me wrong,” he threw his hands up at his sides with a shrug, finally able to use them with your arms restrained above your head and your lower body pinned beneath him, “I love it…”
He was sick. You were sure of it.
“…but something about the way you’re trying to fight back,”
Rafe’s eyes fell shut for a moment as he let out a low groan, cocking his head to the side.
“…You have me forgetting all about that dumb bitch.”
Rafe moved quickly, tearing your blouse down with such intent, it was hard to believe he’d never done this before. Though you now pitied yourself, you also felt even worse for the girl next door. If this man felt entitled enough to do something so vile to someone he didn’t even know, you couldn’t imagine what his possessiveness for his own girlfriend would lead him to do…
But you could definitely guess. Rafe clearly wasn’t too far off from your ex; you were sure he probably treated his girlfriend no better than you’d been treated in the past.
The thought had your chest tightening; you felt that same tinge of helplessness and defeat sinking in that you thought you’d long escaped from.
Slipping back into the familiar submissive state you used to live in with your ex, was inevitable.
Your eyes fell shut, all of your emotions suddenly becoming too much to bare.
Rafe grabbed your face roughly, hand tight on your jaw as he forced your attention back on him.
“Nosey ass bitch,” he spat, and you tried to sink further down into the mattress, wishing you could somehow just fall all the way through and escape the stranger’s wrath.
“Guess I’m gonna have to teach you to mind your own business, yeah?” As Rafe said this, he pressed the entirety of his body weight down onto you, and you winced at the added strain to your breathing.
You thrashed and kicked around, but your neighbor was relentless.
Rafe’s anger only made him seem stronger, and he easily overpowered you, forcing you to lay there while he wrestled a hand around the waistband of your pajamas.
You couldn’t do much when Rafe ripped your shorts and panties down your legs in one swift motion. You couldn’t stop him from bringing his fingers to his mouth and wetting them to make it easier when he plunged two thick digits inside of you.
You immediately let out a pained cry at the intrusion, hips lifting from the bed as you squirmed around beneath him.
“Stop fucking moving,” he spat, gripping your inner thigh in a way you were sure would bruise as his two fingers curled and pulled down in your hole, forcing your hips back down, and your legs to spread for him.
Your struggle didn’t stop, despite the pain.
And neither did Rafe’s pursuit.
“I said hold still!”
A strong hand was suddenly at your throat, suppressing your airway and quieting your cries.
When you seemed to be scared into submission, Rafe released his grip on your throat in favor of your hip again.
“Calm down…I’m just bein’ fair,” he started, “you stuck your nose in my business, yeah?”
Readjusting so he was eye level with your glistening core now, Rafe’s pupils dialated as he stared down his target.
“Only fair I get to stick mine in yours, right?”
That was the only warning you got before Rafe’s tongue fully dipped into you, lapping away at your clit like a man starved as his fingers continued working inside of you.
You couldn’t help but buck your hips at the abrupt overstimulation and discomfort.
Rafe’s hand snaked up to your stomach, pressing down and mounting you further into the mattress.
He drew his face back slightly, and you sighed in relief at the momentary retreat of his tongue.
“Did that boyfriend of yours ever go down on you?”
Icy blue eyes peered up at you from between your legs. His fingers didn’t stop, now scissoring inside of you as you squirmed and whimpered.
“I might smack my bitch around…but she takes it everytime.”
More tears spilled over, but Rafe’s rant seemed to empower him. He even sat up a little taller, ego being fed.
“She knows she’ll never have anyone better than me. No one can make her come like Ican.”
The cruel words set your mental healing back years, reminding you of the same harsh insults you ex used to taunt you with.
“…and what about you, huh?”
As he said this, Rafe curled the pads of his fingers up into your sweet spot, smirking when your legs began to shake.
“Bet I can make you come so hard, you’ll let me smack you around too.”
Your back arched against your will as his tongue found your clit again, relentless with its lashings as he hummed into your core.
Rafe continued this until your moans couldn’t be suppressed, and you were teetering on the edge of your release.
“Don’t fight it,” he murmured against your clit, eyes trained on you as his tongue moved more hastily now.
You let out a strangled cry as your high washed over you, unable to stop your legs from shaking and hips from bucking up.
Rafe finished you off, leaving you no choice but to let the band snap, your release dripping down right into the unfamiliar mouth.
The man licked you clean, pulling his fingers out and swiping around what arousal was leftover, coating your pulsating core.
His balls were heavy long before Rafe finished eating you out; dick rock hard when he finally sat up and repositioned himself in front of you.
The new position gave him better access to his pants, which he unfastened and dropped without a second though.
You watched as his cock sprang to life, slapping against his toned stomach, already leaking from the tip.
The sight had you squirming again; he was huge, and it only elicited more fear within you.
You were positive there was no way you could take such a large dick, no way the stranger could make himself inside of you.
Rafe propped himself up on his hands at your sides and lined his length up with your entrance in a haste.
He couldn’t hold off any longer, only rubbing his tip up and down your wet folds a couple of times before sliding into you abruptly.
His hard cock forced your walls to part for him, despite the way they tightened and screamed in protest.
You couldn’t help but let out your own scream, flares of pain shooting through you as your legs shook even more now.
Rafe’s hand was quick to slap over your mouth, muffling your sounds of distress and forcing your tears to roll around his palm.
The man quickly set a brutal pace, hips ramming down into yours unforgivingly.
The newfound pain between your legs was all you could focus on now; it rendered you unable to put up much of a fight anymore, feeling like you were literally being split in half.
“God you’re squeezing the fuck outta my cock already.” He sounded breathless, voice strained as he rutted into you, eyes rolling back and forth in his head.
“So…tell me,” Rafe eventually spoke up, words choppy as he lifted himself up onto just his knees, still fucking into you, “…your ex ever hit you while you were fucking?”
There was a different look in his eyes when he posed the question; they looked darker now, from what you could tell.
The question appalled you, and you’d just parted your lips to speak when your head suddenly whipped to the side in a violent manner.
The impact stunned you so much, it took you an embarassingly long time to register that you’d been slapped across the face.
Letting out a sob at the realization, you shrunk in on yourself as Rafe’s hips stalled for a second.
“Fuck…” He drawled out, eyes rolling back as the slap had you involuntarily clenching around him, “you like it, don’t you?”
His weight was transferred to his opposite hand and he struck the other side of your face next, shuddering when you clenched around him again.
“Squeezing my cock everytime I hit you.” He let out a chilling laugh, nodding to himself as embarassment washed over you.
“And here I almost bought your little ‘good samaritan’ act. But I see it now…”
Rafe scoffed, and you cried out at a particularly harsh thrust.
His lip curled inward as he drank in your reaction, “You like being roughed up, don’t you? You jealous of my girl? S’that what it is?”
He was taunting you, and you cursed yourself for your body’s response.
All you could do was whine and whimper and cry, pinned beneath your neighbor with no way of fighting back as he continued brutalizing your core.
“You wanna be my new girlfriend? Want it to be you with the fucked up shoulder next?” He grunted inbetween his words, “think that shit’s dislocated, yeah? I mean, you saw, right?”
His calm tone was menacing. You felt the hard length twitch inside of you as he spoke, almost as if he was getting off on thinking of such violent acts…
And he was.
Sneaking into your room with the intention of fucking you was moreso to level the playing field after you practically tried to get him arrested. You tried to take his girl away from him, to separate them, just like every other bad person in his life tried to do…
But there was pleasure in revenge, and Rafe was chasing it.
The more he thought about it, the more strength he exerted with each thrust, and the closer he got to his high that was building.
He had total control of you now, something Rafe craved in every aspect of his life. And the powerful feeling robbed him of any ability or desire to control himself…
A strong hand found its way to your throat again, clammy digits curling around the column and using the hold to drag your limp frame up and down his hard shaft on the mattress. Rafe couldn’t care less that you now struggled to breath under this new grip; he was simply focused on the way your perky tits bounced so beautifully beneath him.
The enticing sight had Rafe eagerly guiding his other hand to your chest, squeezing and fondling your tits.
When your nipples finally stood at attention, Rafe groaned, leaning down so his warm mouth could suction your sensitive bud. His tongue swirled around your nipple, and he rotated his hand and mouth between each one, the pace of his hips never faltering in the slightest.
The assault seemed neverending, until the man’s momentum finally slowed briefly, and you thought, you hoped Rafe might be close to finishing.
But to your dismay, it seemed Rafe only stalled so he could slide an arm under your waist, lifting your body from the mattress and therefore allowing his cock to dig into you at increased depths.
“God…so fuckin’ tight, so wet…thought you didn’t want this though, hmm?”
You knew he was just trying to get to you; it was a routine you’d pushed to the back of your mind, but could never completely wipe from your memory.
You couldn’t say anything back as your whimpers and whines of protest filled the air.
After what felt like a lifetime, you started to register the way Rafe’s thrusts grew sloppier and less pointed, his grunts and groans getting louder as he assumably reached his peak.
It was confirmed when you heard him practically whimper himself, followed by the feeling of warm ropes of liquid shooting up into you. You could do nothing to stop him from spilling his seed inside of you, coating your walls with the unwanted sticky substance.
By the time Rafe unsheathed his length, you couldn’t help but feel totally and utterly disgusted with yourself.
Though you were doomed from the start, never really standing a chance agajnst the bigger, stronger man; you couldn’t fend off the feelings of disappointment in yourself. Your body felt exhausted, and used. The ache between your legs only seemed to grow as you adjusted to the emptiness, quickly pressing your thighs together, trying to stop the unwanted pulsing of your clit.
You watched through tears as Rafe sat up straight, hovering over you as he fetched his belt from your headboard.
Your wrists were on fire when he tugged on the leather, freeing them from the painful constraints. You let your arms fall down at your sides, rubbing over the now irritated skin with your hands.
You cringed at the sight of your shirt, now torn and in tatters as it hung loosely off your shoulders, ripped right down the middle.
The agressor was still straddling you, keeping you pinned beneath him as your body shook and your lip quivered.
The man acted like nothing out of the ordinary just happened as he manuevered his belt back around his waist, metal clanging together as he secured it in the front.
You couldn’t take your glossy eyes off of him, just staring up at the man who’d just violated you, digust and anguish evident on your face.
You flinched when Rafe cleared his throat, sinking further into the mattress when his gaze landed on you again.
“Better hope you didn’t fuck things up for me and my girl now,”
You could hear the animosity in his tone as Rafe spoke of the uncertain outcome.
A strong hand found your jaw, and yours immediately found the arm attached to it, nails threatening to dig into the flesh if he tried to take the action any further.
Rafe simply held your face firmly in place, pushing your head down into the mattress while his blue eyes darted all across your face.
“…cause if she doesn’t come back, I’ve got my replacement.”
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Heyyy pls do mean!rafe x bratty!reader where rafe is rlly mean and degrading an idea is rafe shoving readers panties into her mouth to keep her quiet and her just being obedient
okay idk if it's just me but i'm really not into that (nothing against you sweetheart - it's just not something i'm into) so i twisted it a bit :)
you're a babbling mess, tears streaking warm cheeks while you tug with sore wrists against the bindings that keep you tethered to the headboard. you sniff, the sound drowned out by the following whine that yanks at your vocal cords. "i'll be good. i'll... i'll be good - promise!"
now, rafe has a pretty high tolerance level when it comes to your belligerent whining - most often, he'll even indulge in your petty tears and concede with what you're asking of him. but the whining hasn't stopped, even as he's got himself buried up to the hilt, cock pulsating inside your aching cunt. "do you ever shut up?" he gripes, teeth grinding.
he slows his thrust, dragging out each movement so that each calculated movement has his happy trail brushing delicately against your throbbing clit, his hands occupied with your breasts as they sheen with sweat.
your bottom lip pushes out in a pouty frown, crocodile tears shimmering in your sad eyes - the action juxtaposing the desperate gyrations of your hips in a desperate plea for an increase in pleasure. "you're an asshole," you still sneer, nearly yelping when his fingers pinch around an unsuspecting nipple in a near-bruising vice grip.
he doesn't admonish you - for once - instead settling for silence and furthermore drawing out the movement of his pistoning hips, free hand curling up and over your jaw so he can push two fingers passed your scowling lips.
the gag that rips through you is surprising enough after months of proper throat training, and your throat spasms when the fingertips of the long fingers kiss at your back of your throat. "there we go, huh?" he grunts, pushing in deep enough that you're able to feel him just below your navel, the bulge visibly evident. "that got you to shut up, didn't it? and you like it too, you filthy girl."
drool is dripping down the precipice of your jaw, saliva coating the digits with each wiggle of them in your open mouth. "i like you quiet. no more of your fucking whining."
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Red Dress part 2
Warnings: toxic relationships, swearing, slapping, cheating
A/N: Reader is not really able to leave Rafe but she can attempt to
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After that day you couldn’t help but see Rafe in different, more disturbing light, one that scared you so much you couldn‘t sleep properly and even though a long time has passed and he’s tried to apologise, sleeping in the same bed as him knowing what he’s capable of, was not a pleasant experience.
He tried to initiate sex quite a few times after what happened, but every time he did, you told him you just weren’t in the mood. Even when he started getting really frustrated, he only left your shared bedroom with a huff, opting on sleeping on the couch.
Truth is you were starting to feel bad, but your body just didn’t react the same to him, you were terrified of him ticking of and repeating what he’s done to you, so you did what any person would do, you listened and did everything he wanted you to do but better. Always standing up when he told you, letting him pick your outfits, nodding at every request, staying close to him whenever you two went partying with his friends and letting him hold your hair while you snorted whatever him and topper had to offer . But at some point you were just to tired.
Tired of always walking on egg shells, shrinking into yourself when he looked down at you with his intimidating stare, you didn’t wish to live like that anymore. You wanted to be free, to be with someone who gave you freedom, who you could yourself give freedom too, who was happy when you were happy, and eventually after breaking it of with Rafe, you got it.
JJ was everything Rafe wished he was and more, he was caring and sweet and so so confident, he was handsome and that smirk of his was enough to make a woman faint on spot. JJ was your dream man and you actually thanked the universe for giving you this experience after everything you’ve been through.
Unfortunately, Rafe wasn’t as thrilled about you dating his sworn enemy. At first he left you messages trying to win you back by acting all cute, after a while he realised that won’t work so he started to become really aggressive, threatening you and JJ and promising to get you back one way or another. Eventually he stopped trying to get a response out of you but that didn’t make you feel safer, you were even more terrified.
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You were at a Party with JJ, hanging on to him where ever he went, and if he noticed you acting weird, he didn’t mention only giving you a soft smile, always holding your hand, trying to give you the feeling of closure and hoping you felt just a little safer.
That did help a little and you kissed his rosey cheek as a sign of thank you. He looked down to you before kissing your forehead and excusing himself to the bathroom. You wished you could ask to go with him, but you did understand that at some point you had to let go of him and have some fun and until now, the danger hasn’t showed himself.
“Please be quick J, I don’t know anyone here” You said
“I’ll be right back don’t worry” You smiled up at him and nodded
After he left, you picked your drink up from the table next to you and gave it a try, the taste of alcohol making you gag, you overdid it with the vodka this time. You put your drink down and looked around the room scanning everyone there, trying to find someone you knew and unfortunately you found him…
He was looking right at you probably hoping to burn a hole through you head with his icy glare. Your breathing stopped for a second and the adrenaline in your body was unbearable, you looked left and right trying to find somewhere to run to, but it took too long as he started to come your way and it was as if your legs weren’t working, cause instead of leaving , you just stood there looking at him.
“Look who decided to show themselves again, didn’t think you would, considering you went ghost on me”
“Normally when people break up, they don’t text each other anymore” you said with a glare on your face
„What, you forgot about me that easily?”
“There is nothing to remember, I’m with JJ and he is everything you wished you were and more” You stated confidently, noticing those dark blue eyes come back, the way they always would before Rafe lost it.
“You want a real man, I’ll show you a real man” Rafe responded before taking a hold of your arm and dragging you across the room and into the parking lot, your attempt at escaping doing nothing but firing him on , when he finally got to his truck, he pushed you inside and locked the door making sure you couldn’t get out.
“Please just let me be Rafe, JJ is waiting for-“ You heard the ringing sound before you felt it, your face moving to the side at a fast pace, a cry escaped your mouth and before you got to soothe your aching cheek he grabbed it aggressively
“If I hear that name coming out of your mouth again, I’ll glue it shut” “you’re mine and you and the rest of outerbanks knows it, I’m taking you home and we’ll have a talk about what happens to disrespectful bitches”
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Heya, could you write a smut where Rafe takes the readers virginity and is really soft and gentle at the beginning but then gets rough and the reader loves it?
warnings: loss of virginity, swearing, kinda Dark!Rafe
,,you’re doing amazing” Rafe groans while slowly pounding into you, your face distorting because of the pain and pleasure, quiet moans fill the room and Rafe smirks down at you
,,Rafe” You close your eyes after moaning his name, nails gripping at his bicep and your legs shaking already
,,Fuck, say that again” He growls, moving one hand from your waist to your throat holding carefully ,,R-rafe’’
You whimpered after he started pounding into you more quickly than before, loud groans coming from his pink lips, his soft face turning into one of lust
,,I’m going to ruin you’’ Rafe promised before tightening his grip on your throat and moving his hips at a fast pace, your moans were louder than ever enjoying the pain and his harsh words
,,You like that, huh?’’ Your pussy tightening at his change of attitude, finding pleasure in his rough treatment ,,Answer me you slut, have I fucked you stupid already’’
,,It’s so good Rafe” ,,please don’t stop” He smirked at your answer, snapping into you faster than before. The sounds coming from your mouth were so pathetic but the feeling was so good you couldn’t care enough to feel ashamed
The clapping was loud and you almost felt bad for your neighbours ,,I’m glad I found this side of you, I’m about to fuck you so hard you can’t stand straight tomorrow”
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That Dress
Warnings: Toxic Relationships, DUBCON, slapping, jealousy
Summary: A dress your friend picked out for you leads to Rafe reminding you of what happens when you don’t listen
A/n: haven’t been around for almost a year I’m sorry I left y’all just needed a break. Hope you like this!
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It wasn't easy to be with Rafe, but you tried to see the good in him, and when it was good, it was good, but when it was bad...
,,You’re not wearing that shit”
,,Why not, I look hot" you argued, you didn't understand why he was so possessive, a relationship should always be based on trust and you never gave him any reason to worry.
,,You look cheap, I don't even know why you thought it was a good idea to buy that dress," his tone began to rise, signalling that this was not going to end well, "It makes you look cheap” immediately standing up after putting on his white polo
You knew it was best to just give up, but you didn't want to, "Cleo picked it up for me, it makes me look good, stop being so insecure about everything," that last sentence sealed your faith as he rushed over and grabbed your throat hard, making you gasp.
,,What did I say about making smart comments, huh?” At that he tightened his grip and drew his eyebrows together in an angry matter, making sure he got his point across ,,You don’t talk back y/n, I thought that was clear to you after what happened last time”
You remember what happened, even though you try to forget it, it's always there in the back of your mind, taunting you. He slapped you across the face and you stumbled to the floor, the disgust on his face so clear and the harsh words coming out of his mouth making you too scared to even breath , screaming at you for hugging your friend Berry, who you hadn't seen in so long. He grabbed your arm in a bruising grip and carried you to his car, the drive was silent but his harsh breathing was so loud.
When you finally got home, Rafe pushed you into the house and started hurling insults at you, you were too scared to say anything, you just looked at him through your tears as he slapped you hard. After that, he didn't even give you a chance to get up as he pulled you up by your ponytail and dragged you into his room.
,,I like this dress Rafe” Tears forming in your eyes as you looked at his angry face, he chuckled at that feeling his cock growing in his pants, he always liked you more when you were crying
,,I don't care if you like it, you will take it off or I will, and you won't like what happens when I do," he looked at you with an evil grin as he said it, you both knew what it meant.
,,Fuck you," his smile fell as his hand left your throat and used it to slap you across the face so hard it left a ringing in your ear, you were crying now and trying to get away, "You fucking bitch, you wanna fuck me? "You will."
He grabbed your you by the hair his fist holding so tight you were scared you will loose hairs, Rafe led you to his room and even though it was on the first floor it seemed like he was dragging you a lot longer than he was, the pain was unbearable
When he finally got to his room he threw you on the bed, you’ve never seen him like this
,,Fucking bitch, by the end of this you'll wish you'd shut your disgusting mouth and gone and changed" Rafe's words were so cruel they made you cry even more, you knew you were just egging him on but you couldn't stop yourself.
,,P-please, I'm so sorry," he grabbed your leg and pulled you towards him, you tried to get away by kicking your legs against him but realised it wasn't a good idea when he slapped you again, you squeezed your eyes shut in pain and made a pathetic sound as you tried to speak while sobbing.
,,I swear to God, y/n", "if the next words out of that mouth aren't you begging me to let you cum, you're going to be licking your wounds for the next week".
You whimpered at that, and although Rafe could be cruel at times, you'd never seen him like this. You couldn't understand how a dress could lead to this.
He took off your panties before unbuckling his belt and throwing it on the floor. He then took off his jeans, looking at you with lust as he did so.
Normally you would be turned on by that look but right know you were just so scared
,,I'm going to fuck you now, I'm going to fuck you until the only words you can muster are my name, you understand?" You nodded, too scared to say anything.
,,Don’t make me any more angry, use your words”
,,Yes Rafe," he nodded, pleased at how quickly you break for him, he took his hard cock out of his boxers, no matter how many times you see it, it's always so big and intimidating, so much like him actually, you guess they suit eachother.
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casual domination with yandere Sakusa
• So we all know that Sakusa is practically a clean freak so he would expect you to be clean at all times, of course he will do it his way, the way i see it he will force you into the bathroom the moment you two get home, roughly cleaning your body of all the "dirt" from outside, being especially rough if you came in contact with any male, throwing cruel words your way for letting them touch whats his
• As of what he is like when he does allow you to go outside, he would keep a tight hold on your hand so "you dont wonder around" of course its more a way to control you, he would lecture you on your posture because you have to be perfect in order to be his, not like hes going to let you go anyway
• Going out to eat with Sakusa would be hell. He will order for you, not only because he doesnt want you having a conversation with another men but also because at that point of your relationship you dont have a say in anything anymore not like you ever had
• He would chose your clothes for you, and if you ever so much as put on a sad face he will get in your face for complaining and accuse you of wanting to entertain other men.
#sakusa x reader#sakusa kiyoomi#yandere haikyuu#yandere x reader#yandere sakusa#haikyuu!!#haikyuu x reader#sub reader
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Do you take requests
I do, what would you want me to write about?
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