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[no-one-trying-to-live]

[no-one-trying-to-live]

Hey guys, i leave this account so much time hahaha I'm going to post more now

[no-one-trying-to-live]

Hello people, today I talk about me. ( Photo taken by me, I'm not a photographer xd)

It's complicated.

I am a very strange person, and I can't explain why! I see the other people lives their life and is like, why I can't do that?

I have a list of things "strange" about me.

So here we go...

First, I don't have interest in be the favorite for the society and i think sometimes that punish me, because the people don't interest the person who i am, and is very painful when you think you are not special.

Because you don't have the spark...like others.

Second, I adore be the best, but when I wrong I accept the facts and I continue with my life but I noticed someone people don't like that. Because they believe I am a lazy person... But I am not and that's why I have many conflict with myself, because sometimes I believe I'm not enough! And I think I need to feel horrible with myself when I do a mistake. Is tired!!

Third, I don't have many friends. And my family says that is not good but I can't open myself with people, that's scary for me!

Actually, people is scary for me!

Yes I know, is strange but... it's like that.

I don't know, but I believe the people sometimes uses things about you for destroy you. And I can't permite myself be weak... I can't be destroyed, maybe this is wrong but it's the only way for me now, maybe in the future jesus changes that for me, and one day I will be different.

Fourth, I am very contradict to myself.

Example: I love hugs, but only when I want to, I love to talk but not all the time, I love to be alone but I hate to be alone, I like things but I need things to change constantly. and the worst ... I do not like changes and I don't like that things never changes, because i need New experiences for me.

So yes, I am crazy! :)

I think that's all, so...see you?

Blessed people!!

Oh and my name is Noemí, but you can tell me Noe ;) and if you want, you can follow me on instagram as NOERLV.

Song for today 👇👇👇👇👇 good vibes guys!