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update on the summer study guide:

okay. as much as i want to do this and work on this, it's taking me FOREVER to organize just the first set of exercises, both bc i'm really stressed out and feel like i should be working on other things that could hopefully go towards me starting commissions and saving some money to move and because i'm not very good at writing concisely and i'm TRYING to reword info in order to make it fit aesthetically pleasingly for this project.

so, it's feeling more like a chore right now rather than a fun side thing to do and every day that i don't want to do it/want to work on something else ends up being a day that i'm sat in Task Paralysis and i'm doing NOTHING instead of working on ANYTHING. so, i think i will GRADUALLY work on this, it will now end up something that is not going to occupy the entirety of the summer months (apologies) and it will just be a 'i'll put this next part out when i can' thing.

bc i'ma be real honest and real, the State of everything has me extremely stressed and anxious; i live in a home i never wanted to come back to and i would honestly like to be working towards leaving so i can hopefully GET to my partner before even more shit hits the fan this year. i feel like i could manage and process things a lot better if i lived in a more supportive household with someone who i can go to for comfort, rather than living in the home that i'm practically alienated and ignored in.

i apologize for the delay in this. i really wanted to buckle down and do this and push it out as fast as i could but feeling like i HAVE to work on it is making me want to work on it less and less every day (not to mention, with me working on this, *i* actually cannot do the practice exercises myself at this time bc i'm putting so much time towards organizing this guide). hopefully i'll have it out as quickly as i possibly can but i need a Me art reset bc i'm really eh about this study project as of right now.

(i will most likely delete this post as i finish more arts to post here bc i mostly wanted this page to be solely an art portfolio-type blog)

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i wanted to put together a little study outline for some locked in summer art studying for, not only myself, but others who struggle with finding a direction for their art studies who'd like to study along with me. unfortunately, i'm a bit behind the schedule that i had wanted to be at due to irl Things going on, so these might come out a bit delayed than originally intended. i hope they're able to assist others in improving their art skills and practicing some study habits! happy learning + drawing ~ (pls let me know in replies if there are some other popular tags i could add to reach more budding or practicing artists ~ )

i intended for the first two weeks practice prompt to release today but i still have some things to touch up and i've got a lot going on today so it might have to be pushed back to releasing tomorrow; apologies.