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Billy is a good fuck. Steve loves it, at first. It's the reason why they keep on doing it. No strings attached, a very skilled tongue, if Billy manages to shut him up, and a beautiful body - all for Steve. It's just so easy.

But it's changing. Because what started with sloppy blowjobs and messy fucks at parties has become more. Billy is showing up on his doorstep at odd hours, sometimes drunk, sometimes miserably sober. He leaves, when Steve's asleep, but he always returns.

When it's like this, Steve can't hurry. Can't just go for a quick orgasm and forget about this. Because then? Steve can tear Billy apart. He's so responsive to his touch, shuddering when Steve strokes his skin, when he kisses him. Billy is looking for Steve and he doesn't even see it.

Just like tonight. Billy has gasped and whined and had grown so pliant under Steve's hands. Steve doesn't want him to leave. Steve wants to keep him. He doesn't want anybody else to see Billy likes this.

Billy sits on his bed, smoking a cigarette. A thin line of smoke fading into the dark of the night. The moon shines through the window, turning his face softer, the bruises Steve left on his neck darker.

"Stay," Steve says.

Billy scoffs at him. Like Steve expected.

"Harrington, you know what this is," he drawls, putting the cigarette out in one of Steve's most hated swimming trophy.

Yeah. Steve knows. But does Billy?

"Oh, I know." He presses a kiss on Billy's upper lip. Soft and careful. "Do you?"

"It's just..." Billy stops, like he took too big of a bite and can't swallow. "It's..."

His eyes are a summer's sky, realization shining bright in them. He stares at Steve. He's scared. So scared Steve can almost feel it. The tension in his back, the way he tries to close himself off.

Steve kisses him again. Their noses brush against each other. He puts his fingers under Billy's chin.

"You don't want this. I'm not..." He chokes on the word. "Good."

It feels like porcelain cup falls to the ground and shatters into pieces.

Steve cups his cheeks. "Of course you are. You're so good, Billy."

Billy melts in his arms.

"No." He moves closer, until his lips are nearly on Steve's. "Don't fucking lie to me."

"I don't," Steve says. The warmth of Billy's mouth is so close to his own. "Stay," he repeats.

Billy's lips press on his. It's an answer, spoken in the best way and the only way Billy can say it. Steve hears him anyway.

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Yeehaw cowboy billy

Full colour of this

“Cooling off Mr.Hargrove?”

“Steve?”

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Cowboys kissing. you agree. reblog

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Poor tommys just in need of a firm hand from his good ‘friend’ Steve (insp from a lovely conversation in the stranger thing chub club involving puppy!tommy and boot worship 👀)

Uncropped on twitter!

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“Cooling off Mister Hargrove?”

“Steve?”

Images from my cowboy au,,

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Dude, I just gotta say, you leaving all of those nice things in the tags on my chubby Billy posts has kind of really made my day

I check my notifs sometimes at work and seeing your comments has instantly brightened my mood

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Billy tries to be as quiet and inconspicuous as possible when he enters the living room, easing down into a seat on the sofa with a plate packed full of finger food in his hands.

He's been steadily picking at the spread in the kitchen all afternoon — he isn't even really hungry anymore, but it's at least something to keep him occupied. He tries not to think about how he's eating out of boredom as he pops a mini quiche in his mouth.

As if having a sixth sense, Eddie turns around in his seat on the floor. Spreads a smile and crawls toward the sofa, leaning his elbows in Billy’s lap as he gazes up at him like he’s some ethereal being.

“Hey, blondie,” he lilts. “Aren’t you a sight for sore eyes.”

Billy snorts.

“Aren’t you supposed to be playing your game?”

“We’re having an intermission,” Eddie huffs. Leans further into Billy’s lap and wraps his arms around his waist. “Besides, I miss you.”

“Miss me? Munson, we sleep in the same bed every night.”

“And?”

“And you’re a fuckin’ dork,” Billy chuckles.

Eddie pouts. Hides his face in the front of Billy’s hoodie, and the blond has to fight every urge he has to suck his stomach in, lest Eddie pout even harder.

It’s taken some getting used to, the changes in his body. Especially after he quit smoking.

Had he known he would develop a permanent case of the munchies, he might’ve just stayed his course. Maybe he’d still have abs.

Maybe he’d still feel sexy.

Regardless, here Eddie is, smushing his face into his stomach like he’s a pillow. Billy takes a bite out of a chocolate-covered strawberry and sets his plate on the brunet’s back. Eddie doesn’t seem to notice.

“Yeah, well, you’re gorgeous,” Eddie says like it’s an insult. “And smart, and sweet, and funny, and—“

“Jesus, I get it, you like me. You can stop now.”

Eddie shakes his head. Presses a kiss to Billy’s stomach, which has the blond’s face blossoming red, and rubs up and down at his sides.

“I adore you. Wanna snuggle with you all day everyday and never do anything else.”

“Not even play D&D?”

“Nope.”

From behind him, Grant and Jeff both scoff, and Billy spreads a smile. Cards his hand through Eddie’s hair.

“I don’t think the guys like that idea.”

“Tough shit. How am I expected to function when you come in here looking all pretty ‘n stuff?”

Billy chuckles. Eddie grins at the sound.

“I’m wearing pajamas,” Billy points out. “And my hair’s not even done.”

“I know,” Eddie sighs dreamily.

“Mm, well, if you’re cuddling me all the time, when does my other boyfriend get a chance? Doesn’t sound very fair to me.”

“I don’t see this other boyfriend that you speak of. Plus, I’m calling dibs for the rest of time, so he’s outta luck.”

“You’re telling me you’re never gonna cuddle with Stevie again? Just me, forever?”

Eddie ponders the question for a long moment, and Billy chuckles again.

“Damn,” he muses. “You really do like me that much, huh?”

“I do,” Eddie admits. “I would miss being Stevie’s little spoon, though.”

Gareth snorts, clapping his hand on the coffee table.

“Wait, you’re the little spoon? Big bad Munson is Steve Harrington’s little spoon,” he cackles. “That’s the best fucking thing I’ve ever heard.”

Billy grabs his plate again just in time for Eddie to sit up and swivel around enough to cast a glare at his friend. It makes Gareth laugh even harder.

“Dude, you’ve literally heard me call him my princess and shit before, but you’re choosing to make fun of me over this?”

“I always thought that was you poking fun at his masculinity or something.”

Eddie shakes his head and clicks his tongue.

“Stevie is my pretty princess,” he lilts. Glances up at Billy and chews his lip. “And Billy bear is my little babycakes. He’s the baby, actually.”

Billy’s face flushes red all the way down his neck.

“I am not,” he huffs.

“Yes huh, you’re baby girl, baby doll— you love that shit. We wouldn’t say any of it if you didn’t.”

There’s a polite chuckle from around the room and Billy scoffs.

Eddie notably softens. He rubs at Billy’s thighs, leaning forward to press another kiss to his stomach and humming pleasantly when his lips make contact.

“The nicknames just mean that we love you,” he coos.

“Guess I just think you both have weird taste,” Billy murmurs, then huffs a laugh to himself. “If I nicknamed myself, it’d probably be something like lardass.”

Eddie makes a shocked noise of offense and furrows his brows.

“Hey, no one talks about my boyfriend like that.”

“No? What’re you gonna do about it?”

“I’m gonna tell on you.” Billy’s smirk falters and Eddie hums triumphantly. “I’m gonna tell Steve. He’ll baby you about it and pull out some old family recipe he’s got locked away just to make you eat your words.”

Billy presses his lips together. Thinks about the last time he made a self-deprecating comment in front of Steve. Thinks about how it was definitely a handful of pounds ago.

“I’d rather you didn’t.”

He pushes his fingers into Eddie’s hair. The brunet leans into his touch, but spreads this sickening little grin. All teeth and no remorse.

“Then I guess you better take it back,” he lilts. Billy locks his jaw shut. Eddie clicks his tongue and pokes teasingly at his side. “There’s no downside for me, I like a little extra fluff. Nobody likes thin pancakes.”

“Pancakes?”

“Mhmm,” Eddie hums. “You’re like a stack of ‘em.”

Billy quirks a brow.

“How so?”

“I fuckin’ love pancakes.” Eddie flattens his palm against Billy’s side and rubs gently back and forth. “Plus, y’know, they’re soft and warm. Pillow-like.”

A little smile quirks at the corners of Billy’s mouth. Some part of him wants to take offense, but he can’t. Not when big brown eyes are gazing up at him so fondly. He scratches softly at Eddie’s scalp and has him all but purring, eyes slipping shut as he melts under the touch.

“You’ve never had crêpes?” Billy asks.

Eddie’s eyes crack open.

“What?”

“Crêpes,” Billy repeats. Chuckles when Eddie looks at him like he’s growing a second head. “Thin pancakes? They’re Stevie’s favorite, I’m surprised you didn’t notice. He always orders them when we go to the diner downtown.”

Eddie sits up straighter. Thinks hard for a moment, like his whole world is crashing down.

“Is that what those things are?”

“What did you think they were?”

“I dunno— not pancakes.” Eddie pouts when he’s laughed at, but still fixes Billy with a serious look. “Brushing past the fact that you just ruined my whole analogy, I maintain that you’re perfect just the way you are.” That little grin comes back full-fledged in a matter of seconds. “Besides, crêpes always have filling, don’t they?”

It’s Billy’s turn to pout while Eddie snickers at him.

“Whatever. Just don’t tell Steve.”

“Why, you scared he’s gonna put pounds on you?” Eddie pinches his side and earns a huff. “You still haven’t taken back what you said.”

“‘Cause I don’t want to. Don’t see why you’re so hung up on it.”

This time, Eddie looks… disappointed. It hurts Billy deep in his chest, like he swallowed a shard of tortilla chip that refuses to go down smoothly.

“If someone was talking shit about Steve right in front of you, what would you do?” Eddie asks.

“I’d rock their shit.”

“Why?”

Billy shrugs.

“I dunno, it’d piss me off.”

“And why’s that?”

“Because it’s Steve,” Billy huffs. “I don’t— I don’t like the idea of anyone talking shit about him. That’s my boyfriend.”

Eddie nods. Tilts his head to the side and slowly begins to rub up and down at Billy’s waist, similar to how he had been earlier.

“Then why is this any different? I still get to be upset when I hear someone talking shit about you, even if it’s you who’s doing the shit-talking.”

Billy’s mouth opens, but then promptly closes again. Is this the same guy who was comparing him to pancakes a minute ago?

A moment passes. Then another. Eddie just stares up at him expectantly, and Billy says nothing. It’s a stand-off. A battle of will. Billy’s fixing to cave when the front door opens and the tension is suddenly broken, yet somehow doubles at the same time.

“Intermission?” Steve asks.

He hangs his keys up and shrugs out of his coat once the door is shut behind him, already wearing an easy smile.

“Unofficially,” Gareth grumbles.

Eddie shoots him a glare, but is quick to soften when Steve leans over the back of the sofa and drapes his arms around Billy’s shoulders.

“Hey, baby,” Steve greets. Ignores the knowing giggle from around the room in favor of pressing a kiss into Billy’s curls. “Thought you’d still be asleep when I got back.”

More kisses land in his hair as Billy purses his lips.

“It’s almost six.”

“Mhmm,” Steve hums.

In an instant, Eddie gets this look on his face, and Billy’s stomach drops. He opens his mouth, but Steve is too quick.

“Have you just been eating junk?” He asks, gesturing to Billy’s plate.

The blond glances at his little collection of nibbled-at finger food. Tries not to think about how many plates of it he’s had already.

“Yeah, just… snacking,” he says timidly.

Steve tsks. Billy almost flinches at the sound.

“Well, that won’t do.” Steve nabs the plate from Billy’s hand and pops a cube of cheddar in his mouth. “Tell me what you want, bubs, and I’ll make it.”

Billy feels like he’s on fire.

“Lasagna?”

A sheepish smile finds its way onto his face when his chin is tilted up, and Steve plants a kiss directly on his lips.

“Coming right up.”

Then the brunet vanishes from behind the couch, padding into the kitchen to root around for a casserole dish before he’s even taken his shoes off.

On the floor, Eddie bites back on a giggle.

“I didn’t even have to tell him,” he whispers amusedly. Leans completely into Billy’s lap and hugs his torso again, half smothering himself in Billy’s stomach. “Hope you’re hungry, Bill, ‘cause it’s pancake time.”

For emphasis, he gives Billy’s side a squeeze, which has him huffing irritatedly.

“No, we’re having lasagna,” Steve calls. There’s a clatter as he moves about the kitchen. “We can have pancakes tomorrow night.”

Eddie gives in to the giggles, shoulders shaking as he hides his face in the front of Billy’s hoodie.

Finally accepting defeat, Billy sighs. Cards his fingers through Eddie’s hair while he laughs, trying to find it in himself to be upset about what’s to come.

But his mouth is already watering before the oven is even done preheating.

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Billy being gay, a bottom, into being fisted, and liking spitting in his partners mouth/being spit on is all canon like it’s all right there on screen it’s not my fault if people have zero media literacy like sorry I know how to read text??

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Another year another chubby valentines billy, Cow Boy Edition

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That’s when his eyes caught on a shape. A silhouette right on the edge.

Someone had ducked the fence. There was someone sitting on the edge, white-knuckle gripping the ground to stay in place, but close. Too close.

He could see the reflection of lightly colored hair. A denim jacket.

From the heartbreaking fic written by @bottombillyapologist

Again: From the Beginning

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WIP, billy in pretty things w with his belly out is my bread and butter

We have a discord server!! If you’d like to see more wips, see headcanons or fics of the boys being chubby and sexy. Click here to Join today!!

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I’m running a server!! If you’d like to see wips of chubby boys that don’t get posted here, this is the place to see em!!!

Hello!

Do you enjoy seeing chubby content of your favourite stranger things characters? Would you like to talk to like minded individuals in a space dedicated to it? Would you like to easily find chubby content? Look no further than the “Stranger Things Chub Club”! A 16+ dedicated discord server to see your favs chubby!

Please note; While this server is open to any Teen/Adult character and ship, It Is Mainly centred around Harringrove and Billy Hargrove!! No hate will be tolerated.

Click here to join!

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SLUR & ABUSE TW

“”I want you to say that Billy, say ‘I’m a fag and no one likes me’.” Neil was bringing his arm up now, pushing it between his shoulders until the socket started to pop. Billy bit his lip, holding back noise.”

From Abandon by @bottombillyapologist this,, This scene, outhhh my heart breaks for billy in this fic, it’s, such an incredible read i can’t recommend it enough

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“Sid tasted like the menthols he smoked. Billy didn’t feel slimy or nauseous when their lips parted, when Sid’s tongue found its way into his mouth. He felt warm. Real. For once in his damn life. He had his hands hovering at the hem of Sid’s shirt. Ready to tuck his fingers up under it. Get some skin-on-skin contact that he had craved for so long.

But something had to ruin it.

He shouldn’t have gotten lost in the moment. He should’ve remembered who he was, and that Billy Hargrove wasn’t allowed to be happy.”

From Abandon by the Incredible @bottombillyapologist for the stranger things big bang!!,,, y’all are gunna Need Tissues After this fic

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Title: Abandon

Author: Timetravelersunited (AO3), bottombillyapologist (Tumblr)

Artist: Nyxalish (Tumblr/Twitter)

Relationship(s): Billy Hargrove/Sid (Runaway Max), Gen

Rating: NC17

Genres: Angst

Warnings: Child abuse, domestic abuse/violence, non-con/dub-con, sex involving characters below the age of 18, graphic violence, suicide/suicidal ideation/self-harm, underage drug/alcohol use, drug abuse/addiction, major character death.

Spoilers: No spoilers for Stranger Things 4, Runaway Max spoilers

Summary: His mom. Mandy. Marco. Sid. Wayne. Max. Everyone and everything he loved was taken away eventually. He was poisoned. Sick. Because once Neil stopped driving his friends away, he managed to do it himself. Twisted him into something unlovable. Faded. So coked up he didn’t know what was real anymore. Billy was beyond saving. He just couldn’t bring himself to put an end to it.

Wordcount: 13,943

Abandon by Timetravelersunited