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Girl go be evil, who cares just do it

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― Elena Ferrante, The Story of the Lost Child

[text ID: To write, you have to want something to survive you.]

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Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

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hmmm………. gay girl…………………. with sword…. much to think about

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date idea: i lay down on ur lap and you pet my head and tell me im not too much

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if i was a cat would you pspspss at me be honest

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—and although I’m very tired, I’m writing to you,

17 July 1926 Letters to Véra by Vladimir Nabokov

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you know how people say you can always start over? bitter teenage me used to think that was bullshit, then I grew up and I've started over so many times since. they were right

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nothing sexier than sitting by the water and having the waves crash into the dock below you and hit your legs

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All you really need in life is a walkable city and tumblr

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*Through gritted teeth* The universe is shifting and it’s all for me.

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Friendly reminder to drink more water and let go of more bullshit

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girls will be like i know a spot then swirl you into all of their poems

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Courtney Marie Andrews, from Old Monarch: Poems; “Watercolor”

[Text ID: “If I were a paint, I’d be a watercolor. / Indecisive and hard to control, / no one wants to handle watercolors / unless they are brave, patient, or mad.”]

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