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Open when... you need a smile If you're reading this letter is because something is going on, and I know that sometimes (most of the times) you may not want to talk about it, but even not knowing what the problem is, I hope somehow this letter can make you feel better, and can make you smile a little bit. A smile is something that you should wear all the time, and I know I tell you this like every single day, but is true and no matter if I tell you this a billion of times, it will never be enough, some things need to be said... like beautiful things are made to be be shown off, like your smile. I know sometimes is hard to, sometimes nothing makes us smile, even tho we know we have a lot of reasons to, we just can't, and it's okay. Here, you can borrow mine. Whenever I think of you, whenever I talk to you, whenever I do something for you, I do it smiling, so I have an endless supply for whenever you need some of mine. Whatever is happening I just want to tell you that is going to pass, and yes, I'm sure of this, maybe this won't change how you're feeling, maybe you won't believe me now but eventually you will, I do promise you this, it will pass, it will get better, whatever it is, it will be fixed, it will be okay. This is a law, everything changes, everything is in motion, and who's to say that tomorrow won't be the best day of your life? It is worth to wait and see it, we might be suprised and happiness will hit us when we last expect. And you should wait for it, because the happiness we deserve and that we get is three times bigger than the happiness we give to people around us and to people that loves us, I don't have to say anything else, do I? Speaking only to myself, in first place, you make me the happiest person of all, really, you know what you mean to me, you know how happy you make me, you know how important you are to me. And I'm just one person. Just and simply by that you already deserve all the happiness in the world. And I'm not the only one to say this... there's Kate and your other friends and your family and each one of us can replace you, not even with a clone identical of you, there's a song that says (and yes is rap so don't search it you wont like it '-' lol) ''if you had a twin I'd still chose you'', and this quote I think is perfect to express what I'm trying to say now. You're so unique, not in a way like ''everyone is special'', cus people say that, and is true tho, but you're special in a special way, in a way extra special, while everyone else are just special, you're like... I don't know, you're just, different, and more, and radiant and enchanting in a way that other people can't be, and is a power that only you have. And if this ain't something to smile about... I don't know what is. I love you I am here for you I am always here for you I will always be here for you

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Open when... you're feeling insecure.

I will start writting this by saying that you don't have a reason to open this letter. You don't have to feel insecure about anything. But if you are I want you to focus and read this and more than maybe smile at the words, I want you to know them, more than to believe in them, I want you to know them. When you believe in something, it's because you have faith in it, but when you know something, is because it's a fact, and a fact can't be something else, it is what it is and there's no way to change it. It's a fact that you don't have to feel insecure about anything. And I say this because of everything I have seen in you through all these years. Everything I have seen has made clear to me that your second name is secure and independent and unafraid. If you are insecure about your looks, then read the ''Open when... You need to know how beautiful you are'' letter again. Or call me in dms so I can write a brand new one and remind you that every single inch of you is flawless, breath taking and perfect. It is. You know you don't have to feel insecure about it. You know you are the most beautiful woman in this world, even when you say you don't agree with it, I choose to trust that deep inside there's a voice echoing in your head saying, ''she's right'', even if you never admit it, by not admiting it just makes it even more true, because beautiful things never ask to be admired, they simply are, and you are, by all eyes around you, by everything around you. If you're feeling insecure about going somewhere or doing something serious or any situation that you're not sure if you're going work like you want it or if you're feeling anxious about it, let me tell you a secret... *moves in closer to whisper* YOU GOT THIS! You do. You'll slay. It'll be fine. It will be just fine. Don't worry about it. You're safe, you're protected, you are good at it, no one can stops you, nothing about it can bring you down or hurt you. You are strong for this, I trust you, I believe in you, I'm sure you're ready for this whatever it is that is bugging you and making you hesitate, if makes your heart skip a beat, if makes your stomach grow butterflies, if makes the dimples on your cheeks show up, do it. If it is someone that is making you feel insecure about sometihng and putting worms thoughts in your head that shouldn't be there, then don't be insecure about kicking them out. Don't let anyone, Amie, anyone make you feel like you'r eless than what you really are, friends are supposed to make you feel good, people around you are supposed to make you feel good, people who don't then don't deserve to be near you. Pull closer to you those that makes you feel like the warrior you are, and you miss, are a champion. You are smart, the smartest person I know, really, you are, nothing can stop Amiepedia, nothing can stop the wonder woman, nothing can stop the dragon, nothing can be against the queen, nothing can handle the princess smile, nothing can resist the bear. Go for it, and tell me about it later, I'm dying to know and I need to say ''I told you'' when you come to tell me everything when okay and then I want to tell you all of this again but in the moment.

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Open when... we didn't talk for a few days. Well, this letter is being written in a perfect time because... we didn't talk for a few days. '-' 5 to be exact and you can imagine how bad I'm freaking out, I know you have an slight idea. I am, a lot, I'm missing you and I'm worried. If you're reading this before sending me a hi on twitter then please pause here to send something because I haven't slept well and my heart is like screaming to be realived and in peace again. I don't like when this happens, I know I said this a million times before, but I'll talk about how I hate not being able to talk to you again, I hate it. It feels wrong and it feels empty. I know we need time to live and do our things and all but I miss talking to you all day long, every single day and this is why I'm always avaible for you, because in the very first chance that we have to do this, this is what I wanna do, and this is why I get so mad with the universe and with myself as well when you send something and I don't see it, because of the connection or something like this (which is the case of this week); because even after all this time, which btw for me doesn't feel long at all, not even a life time would feel too long, because there's no amount of time with you that could ever feel enough for me; but continuing, even after this time I can still tell you the same thing, that there's nothing I enjoy more than talking to you, and I'm going to list some of the things I most love to do, fangirling over Jennifer Morrison, praying, study about religions, going to temples, and witchcraft and eating palm pie, you know that this is how I fill my hours with now, you know how this all is important to me, and even then, I would swap it all to talk to you, because I prefer to fangirl with you about pottawires than watching Jennifer Morrison, and I don't want you to think that I'm thinking less of her, but the fact that we're doing something together and sharing things we like in comum (by that I don't mean the pottawire but everything we talk about) gives butterflies in me more than getting a tweet from her, it makes me smile harder, it makes me happier. And I would rather be talkig to you than praying because most of the times my prays are that you're here and that you're good and well, a lot of other things, I talk to God about you quite a lot, and I bet he's like ''kiddo, I know, I made her'', but I ignore this and I keep on talking and talking anyway '-' and people say and I really do believe in this a lot, that the best prayers aren't the ones you say beautiful words and in a so noble way to speak, but are the ones that you simply feel the energy and the moments when you connect to something celestial; and I feel like this when we're talking, because it's when I'm connected to the very one thing that are the biggest prove I have that the unvierse is just perfect and amazing and that there's a guy up there looking for us and taking care of us and he's so good that he send us angels in form of people, and he sent me you, they made us meet and I think about it a lot while we're talking and it's when my heart it's filled with happiness and when I feel I'm part of something celestial because I can use this word to describe our friendship, celestial and it's when I feel the most grateful and luckiest and I know that these moments are the ones when I'm praying the harderst, simply feeling it. And I would rather talk to you than going to the temples and studying for the very same reason. About the palm pie... well, that's for sure the hardest one, you know it has my heart fully '-' I'm kidding kkkkk. I also would rather be talking to you than eatig palm pie, because it taste so much better when we eat in our own world and sharing with Mr Carrots. I miss you. I miss you everyday and all the time. I'm always thinking of you, I talk about you to everyone, everything makes me remember you, everything I can link to you. I check to see if you're online all the time, and there's nothing Amie, nothing that can replace you, nothing, I have promise you this before and I'm always going to promise you this. Remember when sometimes you would say that this would happen? I always told you it wouldn't, and I'm here, I'm still here and I'll always be here telling you the same thing. That you are the best thing in my life, that you are the one I love most, that no one can replace you, that you are the best thing I could ever wish for, that you are the one thing I can never lose, that you are what I'm most greatful for in my life, that I love you, I love you so much, and I love you in a way that it doesn't fit in my heart, is bigger than my heart, is bigger than myself, is bigger than my spirit, is bigger than this world, what I feel for you expands to the whole universe and it's simply unbreakable and that's it, and will never be different, no matter what, I'm here, I'm always here, I'm never leaving you, you're never losing me, and that you're the most beautiful dream, and you're my soul sister, and still the only one and the very one thing that I wish for and that I want in my life is to hold you and hug you and be with you, near or far away, but with you, anywhere, but together for always. Please come back soon, I'm waiting you, please be warm, please be safe, my dragon <3

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Open when... I'm mad at you.

I doubt you will ever need to open this letter because I mean puftttttt, right? lol You know. But well, if this ever happens, which I hope it doesn't because I never want to do anything for you to ever think that I'm mad at you, but if you're really reading this then... I am not mad at you. I'll even put in capital I AM NOT MAD AT YOU. I'm never mad at you, ever, never. You know when people say like ''nothing is impossible'', well, this is, this really is, God knows how this is impossible, it is impossible even for God, and he's God so... nothing is impossible for God '-' so you see how impossible this is? Impossibly impossible. I'm never mad at you, not even when we fight, not even when we used to fight, not even in the middle of the fights, I was never mad at you, I am never mad at you and I'll never be able to be mad at you. Sometimes I may be upset when we talk about distance and seeing each other and stuff like that, because I wish I was near you but even then, I'm not mad at you. I could never, I will never. And with this I mean that I can never hurt you, I can't even imagine that, if I ever did this then I'm sorry, I'm deeply sorry and I beg for you to forgive me a billion times, but if I ever did something to hurt you I'll never forgive myself even if you do. I feel bad for even leaving you waiting for 5 min when I need to drink water or answer the phone or something like this, I feel bad when you send something and I don't see it, I could never do something on purpose. It doesn't matter what happened for you to think I'm mad at you, I'm not, and right now I'm probably worried and wanting to talk to you, so please, now or as soon as you stop reasing this, send me something, because the only thing you'll get in return is a ''I love you, thank you for showing up, I was freaking out''; doesn't matter what I said, it wasn't said in anger, I am not mad at you. I love you and I'm not mad at you. I love you and I'll never be mad at you. I might be mad at myself and I might sound or feel mad but is not at you, it is not at you, never at you. The only feeling I have for you, and the very one that is on the on mode all the time is the ''I wish I was hugging her right now'' feeling and wish, this is the first thing that comes to my mind when I think of you, and I think of you all the time, you never leave my mind, so this is what is in my head every single minute of every single day, among the day, among the problems, among life, but always there and always on the top of all this and everything that matters to me and what happens to me. I love you and please don't be mad at me either, because nothing scares much than this. I love you. Did I say I love you enough in this? I love you Amie Isabella Winters, queen of all the universe.