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[orimuraa]

hi nishipumas! just a small update that i probably won’t be active at all tmrw >< i’m finally seeing my husband ni-ki again 🥰 but i’ll be back the day after hehe

[orimuraa]

• You left me feeling like an option - 심재윤 ↳ ┊: glhf<3 - mico

꒰ 𝔖𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 ꒱┆you thought maybe he could be the one—but it was all just a bet ⨾

۶ৎ popular!jake x fem!reader┆angst┆petnames, kisses, crying, jake’s friends are assholes, cursing┆wc 1.4k

⤷ 𝐲𝐞𝐣𝐢’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬: ok!!! thank you to @chrrific, for helping me with this idea!! basically, this is a writing event for my moots and anyone who wants to join!

here are the rules:

create your own ending to this fic! it can be angst, fluff, smau, whatever you want!

keep it sfw please!

once you write and post it, please tag me in it so i can read it!!

i will be linking each ending variation to this fic so others can read ><

have fun!!!

tagging a few moots (no pressure at all though!): @yintual, @chrrific, @manariee, @yuuuraaa, @melodiessvy, @cielinas, @fleuryns, @amatariki, @callikari, @chuhees, @saeivra

endings:

callikari — linyki — yuuuraaa — yeyushi — saeivra

꒰ঌ ℬℴℴ𝓀𝓈𝒽ℯ𝓁𝒻 ໒꒱

in the dictionary, the definition of “perfect” was: having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be.

but in your school, the definition was: sim jaeyun—the cute aussie boy who spoke with a strong accent in his korean. he was everything guys and girls wanted—athletic, extremely good looking, natural sense of humor, and charismatic.

but for some reason, all you saw was bullshit. you never spared him a glance, never fell for him, but you never scoffed at him either. you were just…silent—observant even.

you watched as girls threw themselves at him, wanting so desperately to be the one he took home. you watched as he confidently laughed with his friends, his cologne invading your senses as you walked past.

yes, he was very handsome, but you didn’t wanna be one of the girls he toyed with, only to leave them hanging after one night. you wanted your first love to be loyal and real. and jake sim was anything but loyal and real.

and of course he noticed. he noticed how you were the only one who didn’t throw yourself at him as he walked down the hallways, the only one who wouldn’t squeal when he looked at them, you just kept your head down, turning the corner when you saw him. he wasn’t used to that, and it intrigued him.

his friends saw it too, smirking and plotting something all together. and when his friends actually used their brains to think—it was never good.

“okay, we have a bet for you, jakey,” heeseung proposed one lunch, sliding his lunch to the side.

jake didn’t answer, just quirked his eyebrow at his friends as he continued to chew his lunch.

“100 bucks if you can get that quiet chick to fall for you,” jay snickered, nodding his head in your direction.

jake glanced over to where jay was looking, seeing you sitting with your small group of friends, smiling softly as the sun light hit you perfectly, making your skin look like a sunshine dream.

jake’s stomach dropped slightly though, not sure if this was a good idea. and it was almost as if his friends noticed his doubt.

“oh come on, don’t tell me you’re gonna turn it down,” sunghoon smirks, testing jake’s patience.

“who said i wouldn’t do it,” jake bites back, almost immediately regretting his words right after he said them. he knew this was a bad idea, you seemed so sweet and pure, and this would surely break you. but a bet is a bet, isn’t it?

—

so the next time he saw you lingering around the library, he decided to make a move.

“hey, what’s a pretty girl doing here alone?” he says smoothly, strolling up to you. you look back at him like he’s some ordinary person—like he’s not worth your time. because in your eyes, he’s not. he’s most likely here to sleep with you and then leave you in the morning, like every other girl he brings home.

“i was getting ready to walk home,” you reply dryly, going back to packing up your bag. your tone stuns jake, but he quickly recovers.

“can i at least get your number?” jake winces at how awkward that sounded. you pause, then slowly turn to look at him again. you scan him up and down with your hazel eyes, and then look away again.

to be honest, you were tempted to just hand your phone over to the boy, but given his reputation, it made you pause.

“i don’t know, are you gonna fuck and run? because if you are, i’m not interested,” you deadpan, sipping up your bag and throwing it over your shoulder.

“wha- no! jesus, i just want your number, no bad intentions behind it,” lies. fucking lies. jake’s throat burns as the lie slips through his lips.

you eye him suspiciously before handing your phone over with a sigh. you watch as jake types something in, humming when he hands it back to you.

“i’ll see you around,” he winks, turning and walking off.

you just got sim fucking jake’s number, and you weren’t even looking for it.

—

somehow, jake made it work. he treated you right, taking you out to dinner with flowers and other small gifts. he made sure to always walk you to your door, to text if you got home safely, and even walk you from class to class.

people talked. people whispered around you that he was probably gonna leave after another week or so. but jake always managed to surprise them as each week, he still showed up to your classes to walk you to your next.

and for jake, this was all real. he got to know you, how sweet you actually were, how much you wanted to fall in love and how you were scared to mess it all up. hell—he even kissed you!

it was after your sixth date, and jake had driven you home, and everything just felt right at that moment. so, he leaned in, pressing his soft lips to yours, and god—he was addicted. you tasted like honey and he wanted more. but deep down, he knew this wasn’t fair for you, and he was gonna have to tell you soon.

he was gonna tell you how much he fucking loved you, how he didn’t think he would ever fall this hard for someone, but how real it was. he regretted ever accepting to this bet and he wanted nothing more than to run to you and tell you the whole truth and all his feelings. jake hoped you would accept him, and maybe even tell him you loved him back.

“you’re fucking down bad aren’t you?” sunghoon laughs, pointing at jake with his fork.

“huh?” jake grumbles, not feeling in the mood to discuss about this with his friends.

“oh, you know, y/n? the one you’ve been swooning over lately?” jay smirks.

“don’t tell me you’re actually in love with her?” heeseung chuckles bitterly. jake bites his lip to stop the real answer from coming out.

“c’mon, she thinks it’s all real, so just give me the money and we can end this bet,” jake rolls his eyes, sticking his hand out for the money.

jay grumbles something before handing jake the 100 bucks.

“so you gonna end things with her now? i mean, she doesn’t even let you hit, that must be torture,” heeseung asks, eyeing jake.

“yeah, there’s mo point in staying with her, you won the bet so just end things,” sunghoon shrugs, like it’s the easiest thing ever.

but before jake can respond, he hears a clatter behind him. his head whips around to the sound, only to see you standing there, tears brimming your pretty eyes as your plate lays on the floor, spilled and forgotten.

jake’s eyes widen, and he opens his mouth to stutter out an explanation, but nothing comes out.

“uh oh, princess heard,” jay snickers and jake swears, he could strangle him right then and there.

“baby wait,” but you’re gone, rushing out the cafeteria doors before jake can explain.

he runs after you, but not before spitting out a harsh “fuck you” to the guys.

he finds you crouched against the wall outside, your chest heaving as sobs escape you.

“baby…” his heart breaks when you flinch away from his touch, but it’s deserved. he deserves this.

“you lied. you fucking lied to me, about this, about all of this?!” you hiss, and if eyes could kill, jake would be 6 feet in the ground by now.

“well- no- but yes..but i swear it was real! i was gonna tell you- but fuck- i just got too lost in this fantasy and i got selfish, thinking that if i never told you, everything would be perfect and alright,” he confesses, his heart breaking into smaller pieces as your hand covers you mouth to suppress your sobs.

tears roll down you cheeks and drip onto the concrete, your eyes showing nothing but hurt and betrayal.

“you were never just a bet to me..” jake says in a softer tone, his heart pulling even more as you shake you head.

“you knew! you knew how much i wanted to find real love! and you just broke that trust like it was nothing!” you cry, your chest heaving as your breaths shortened. “i fucking hate you jake sim! i trusted you,” your voice breaks. you wipe your tears and look at him one last time before brushing past him, walking away from what you thought was your future.

˗ˏˋ ꒰ ✉︎ ꒱ ˎˊ˗ 𝐉𝐢𝐣𝐢’𝐬 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭: @vmpivory, @yuvany, @seozii, @pinknjm, @greentulip, @jomisu, @nxzz-skz, @ancnymcnzjy, @hyukabean, @annybah, @ijustwannareadstuff20, @chaeneu, @17ericas, @firstclassjaylee, @riribelle, @right-person-wrong-time, @cheruphic, @woniefication, @melodiessvy, @soona-huh, @kiwicup, @yuuuraaa, @manariee, @ryuunaaa, @biradoobee, @haniipie, @sojumimi

[orimuraa]

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can you reblog it?

hi thank you for sharing this! here’s the link if people need it

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yeah so all those jobless mfs hating on u need to touch some fucking grass and hop off a cliff

stop im crying- thank you honey :( i let out a cackle send help-

[orimuraa]

its almost my bedtime (11pm)

Good Night

ahh so sorry this is late 😓 i hope you have a good sleep !

[orimuraa]

ynnie was a queen in this 🗣️🗣️🗣️

"just move on, Y/N"

a.n: okay so this is my attempt/ending to @orimuraa 's jake fic!! i hope you enjoy! >< (also ty jiji again for help w the color fade♡)

wrn: VERY angsty.

it was three months since you and jake's breakup. you made it final by sending him a lengthy message about how you hated him, never wanted to see him again, and how he was nothing more than a waste of time. that message hit jake hard. he wasn't expecting you to turn so cold. sure, he deserved it, but it still hurt--if he had told you, would you have cared? would you still be together till this day? it was too much for him to think about. yet he longed for you. he missed your smile, how shy you got after he hugged you, and how much of a happy person you were. he missed you, and yearned for you. but after that, everything changed.

after jake took his anger out on his selfish friends, they dropped him. they pretend like they never knew him, making jake's social status drop--his friends found it embarassing to be around someone who fell in love with who you were at the time. the shy, quiet girl who excelled academically. but you were no longer than girl. once you dumped jake for good, you found friends who lifted you up, and encouraged you to take care of yourself. they made your social status bump up--everyone knew who you were, and they loved you for it. jake was no longer the popular boy with all the girls. he was a sad loner boy who missed you. looking his way still hurt. but you managed to do it. ignore him, and pretend he never mattered to you. up until recently.

~♡~

you sat at the library, chatting with your two best friends.

"ugh im so tiredd" yunjin groaned, leaning her head on your shoulder.

you rolled your eyes "stop sleeping at 4am, then you'll stop being so tired"

"yeah, jinie its not healthy" ningning repeated patting yunjin's face softly.

"i was dancing ALL night. can you believe our company makes us do a-"

she got cut off by a phone buzz.

it was yours.

"rude" yunjin mumbled

you picked it up with a smile, expecting it to be one of your friends. but it wasn't. it was jake.

"hey Y/N, i was wondering if i could talk to you for a minute?" his message read.

your smile dropped so quickly, causing ningning to grab your phone.

"EW IS THIS MAN SERIOUS?" ningning practically shouted. you tapped her to remind her of her surroundings. the librarian glared at you three.

"sorry" ningning whispered, sinking into her seat.

"you aren't seriously going to meet him, right?" yunjin asked, grabbing the phone from ningning.

"i don't know. i don't think i should, but i do deserve closure--he shouldn't have done that to me, yes, but, i still think he had a good heart. i think i just fretted and said all that rude shit to him." you tilted your head as you spoke. there was one thing on your mind: did he mean it when he said he loved you? did he really?

"fair point. you do deserve closure, but he was still an idiot for hurting you. but that doen't mean you need to go. i don't think you should, but its honestly up to you." ningning reasoned. yunjin nodded in agreement while sipping her coffee.

"ill go."

~♡~

you sat at a nearby boba shop, awaiting jake's arrival, typing to your friends.

you smiled at the cute gif yunjin sent

"it's nice to see you smile, Y/N"

your eyes shot up to jake, analyzing him. he looked different--sadder. his smile lines faded, and he seemed to have an unhappy demeanor. he took his bag off and sat down infront of you, sipping his drink slowly.

"so...how are you" he asked, considerably gentle.

"im fine, sim" you replied quickly, hinting for him to cut to the chase.

"nice sw"-"cut to it sim. why did you want to see me?" you cut him off, eager to leave. seeing him at such a low point made you, without wanting to admit it, sad. even if he hurt you, he still treated you with care. like a package that was filled with glass. loving.

" i meant to tell you sooner, but i never did because i was scared of loosing you. i didn't want you hate me. but it was wrong, and i know, and im sorry" he looked at you with pure sadness. "i still love you" he whispered softly, hoping you would catch it.

"sim-"

"i should have told you sooner. but you were living this life without me. you were excelling when you left me. you found ningning and yunjin after me. you found yourself, Y/N. all on your own. im happy for you, but i wish i was there with you. " he spoke sadly now, expressing emotion through his voice. " you mattered to me, and i shouldn't have treated you like that. but please, even if you don't need me, don't hate me. " he finished with a sigh, feeling like he said all he needed to.

"sim it wasn't like that. " "i loved you but it was too much. you can't just bet on someone, break their heart, and come to tell me you loved me? you cared? really, sim? that low?"

"Y/N please i- jake just stop. i shouldn't have come. i should have just left you in the past. if your goal was to fix this. you didn't. you made it even worse. never speak to me again." you grabbed your bag and turned around. not looking back.

how dare he make this about him? why? you were the one who was hurt. he hurted you.

and he just couldn't realize that. it wasn't meant to be, just move on, Y/N.

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[orimuraa]

cleansing my baby’s inbox.. hate anons, GET A LIFE!

MWAH my savior lili chased em all away !!! ilysb i just wanna smother you in kisses

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js ignore the hate anons....they anons for a reason....I think creation is a really, really special talent-I love doing art and digital design and i think it's 100% valid if someone choses to NOT want others report/replicate their work and it's okkk :)

eheheheh i love your layouts though

i try :(( it’s just hard sometimes but i understand that it’ll happen…i just know that some people don’t have the respect for creativity and so in their eyes, it’s stupid and just symbols, but from my perspective, it’s something i made and it’s being stolen :C tysm for understanding tho love :( this is what i want my anon setting to be used for, sweet people like you l, not the hate anons :( but ty! mwah!

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I hope you’re only replying to the hate annons cus when I read ur blog abt u getting literally plagiarized I was fully on ur side 🥹 like js bc it’s a fanfic doesn’t mean you put any less work into it, I make edits and when ppl use inspo from mine without creds I get mad. It’s not easy to try being your own creatives person but yk what’s easy GIVING CRREDS LIKE HELLO?? Yall not that hard yall bffr. Your feelings are hella valid don’t apologize for shit when they did it to themselves

anon i can’t express how much i appreciate you :( this is why i was torn between turning off anon or not :( i really love my sweet anons that come in and i’m sorry there are people who abuse it to the point i have to turn it off. i don’t know how to express this in any other way bc ppl won’t listen 😭 ty my sweetheart <3

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people maybe need to realize something might be a big deal for someone even if they don't consider it as such. if they didn't write the fic they have no right telling you you're delusional when it's literally your feelings

this!!! i don’t understand what’s so hard about this to understand 😭

[orimuraa]

daily reminder that you are doing so well and im so proud of you<3

daily reminder that i lahb you more than you will ever know 🥺 world’s best sister right here :c

[orimuraa]

HEYYY ! just going to say that I loved your writing, Don't care what people say , keep writing Please!! I will support you always ❤️❤️

tysm 🥺 i really appreciate it :( it’s just crazy how these anons are so obsessed with hating on me 💀 but ty ml :( you’re so sweet! mwah!

[orimuraa]

Fic layout? Bro, it's an arrow and some icons before writing. I have seen so many people using that type of layout that you use way before you used it. I understand being annoyed about the writing style part and whatever cause that's your actual work. But a fic layout. Grow up

i don’t know if you read my post with the pictures of proof but if you need those, lmk 🤗 i’m happy to show you again that it’s actually copying. if it’s just arrows and icons before writing, why are you so pressed on writing these paragraphs to me 😭 just let it go 😭 you have your options and i have mine! and i am in fact growing up 🥰 i’m turning 16 soon!!

[orimuraa]

You are acting delusional. It’s not that serious. It’s the internet and tumblr is a creative space of course people are going to be inspired by other people, it happens. it would be different and justified for you to be upset if someone completely copied and plagiarized your writing and your fics then yes, it would warrant a post. but you’re hoping on a hate train like let’s be serious here. You’re doing too much. It’s such a non issue that someone used the same symbols as you. hope this helps!

look, i really don’t want any more arguments rn, and i’m really trying to understand everyone’s perspectives. but when people are calling me delusional for thinking people are stealing my stuff, yeah, i think i have a right to be pissed. and another thing i did write about was people were in fact asking to write using my writing style. and i have actually had a fic plagiarized before but when i spoke to @/okwonyo, she told me it was nothing. so i’m sorry for being paranoid but i’m really trying my best to explain that it’s not just symbols, it’s the way they copied the way i used them. they can use the same symbols for all i care and just rearrange them differently and whatever! but when they straight up copy it, no credits given, and now i have people hiding behind a fucking anon setting hating on me for being delusional. so if you have more to say, hop of anon and stop being a coward.

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