penelepole

[penelepole]

"No one can make a plant grow. But if someone provides the right conditions - soil, nutrients, light, water - it will become the best plant it can be. No one can alter the genetic material of the plant, so no amount of effort will change a rose into a poppy. All you can do is surround it by what it needs and watch it bloom"

~ person centred theorists

[penelepole]

When everything you do is for that person, you know that you'll never find that same feeling anywhere else. That feeling of being lost without them. Wanting to go everywhere with them and nowhere without them. That's your person. When everything you do, every move, every step, every choice is associated with them, you know you've fallen. Fight for it. Fight through it. Never give that up for anything or anyone.

-Tee

[penelepole]

"Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word"

- George R.R. Martin

[penelepole]

As I sit here listening to music and thinking back to my outburst this morning. I can't help but think about your smile and all the things you do to make me smile. Your character and your silly behaviour, like all the times you will sing a song in a silly voice it's the little things that attract me to you more and more.

You are my lifeline, no matter what I say or how many breakdowns I go through. My genuine feelings at heart are that I love you and you are my world, my everything.

[penelepole]

Shattered

04:43 am (24.04.21)

~ Tee

In actual pieces rn, feel really heavy about what I might say or do tomorrow 😓

[penelepole]

You don't realise how happy you make me

Just hearing you right now playing online with the boys, laughing carelessly

I get so lost and have this sudden urge to give you the world

🥺🥰🥺🥰🥺🥰🥺

~ Tee

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Sun, 21 Mar, 2021 (04:35am)

[penelepole]

When silence feels like punishment

The company only hurts

-Sunday 21 March (03:30am)

[penelepole]

Ever love someone so much it hurts?.. That it's physically painful. All you can do is cry and cry and that is what satisfies you...

Yeah that's how I feel about you

~Tee

30.12.20 (DuoW.U)

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Our pillow fights and tickle fights is something I get lost in. In that moment, everything seems to slow down where we just let go of every worry, every doubt and every pain. I'd do anything just to make those 5 minutes last a little longer.

~Tee

03/10/20

[penelepole]

"I never thought it would affect you like this, that it would rattle you, thought it wouldn't phase you"

This is what hurts, you never realise how much loving somebody can take a toll on you, how it impacts you, shapes you. Only when love is that deep, that every little thing, causes so much pain and heartache.

How can you say that, it pains me that you never really knew how deep my love was and is, how much it kills me inside, more and more each day. You were part of my everyday, every moment of every day, how can it not affect me?

Regardless of how I am with everybody else, you are the one I love, surely I'd be the most bothered.

[penelepole]

It hurts when you look at all those pictures, comment, somehow I feel disrespected, unworthy, not good enough. The fact that those very eyes scan others but also me.

When you love someone, you expect them to only have eyes for you, it hurts to see that your eyes roam everywhere..

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[penelepole]

“Some nights I wish I could go back in life. Not to change shit, just to feel a couple things twice.”

— 6pm in New York- Drake (via bl-ossomed)

[penelepole]

We've all been broken at least once, played with twice and torn apart several times.

- Tee