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Beautiful art by @barleebread (Voltron Storyboard Artist)

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Therapy wolf: curing depression one lap at a time

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wip sketch of shiro. idk when (or if) i’ll ever finish it

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astralupine:

@piloteblanc, continued from here.

❝ SO, i make the great takashi shirogane speechless for once – ❞ snorts keith, falling silent as shiro traces his scar–the scar the shiro he thought he knew imprinted on him. not his shiro, not the shiro he’s known. 

it’s only around shiro would he ever put on his silly switch, because he’s the only one he trusts enough to be as light as he is at the moment. with shiro back in his life, his shiro, he feels whole again–like he can finally rest easier knowing that he’s here and that he’s safe.

❝ this wasn’t you, shiro, ❞ the marmorite reminds the other, leaning into his hand. he misses this–misses how at peace he feels from the other’s gentle touch. he can feel it again now. ❝ this isn’t your fault. ❞

        His heart sank all the way down to his stomach. Shiro couldn’t even hear Keith’s words. He was slipping too far into those awful memories. Memories of when the clone snapped and tried to kill his team. His Keith. Shiro’s heart began racing, thudding loudly in his ears. It drowned out every sound beside his own heavy breathing.

                                       It’s all your fault. You did this. You scarred Keith.

                                                        No, no it was HIM. Not me.

        This had been his internal monologue for a while now. Ever since he finally regained all of the clone’s memories. And he hated himself the more and more he remembered.

        ❝ It’s all my fault Keith. I hurt the team. I hurt YOU.. I wasn’t able--to save any of you. ❞

        Shiro watched the way Keith’s lips moved around certain words. The way his eyes crinkled when his mouth stretched a certain way. Anything he could do to reground himself. Pull him out of this waking nightmare. Studying the features of Keith’s face was always one of his favorite things to do. Now it helped calm him down, except when he focused just a little too long on that SCAR..

                                                       The one he caused. 

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‘ i’m not really scared to die. i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone. ’

D A R K -- closed

        Why did Lotor’s words truly hit HOME with him? Honestly, he couldn’t think of a response at first. All Shiro could think about was the fact he felt the exact same way as the prince. Shiro had already accepted and embraced death. All the way back in the time of the arena... Shiro knew there was a strong possibility he would DIE. But that’s not what scared him.

        What scared him was the idea that the people he left behind on Earth, his crew members of that fateful Kerberos mission... wouldn’t miss him. Wouldn’t even think of him ever again. Would even his fellow VOLTRON teammates even miss him?

                                      ❛  Hey, you remember Takashi Shirogane, right? ❜

                                                                   ❛  Who? ❜

                                                   ❛  Some space dude I think. ❜

        Lotor’s words hit deep inside. Much DEEPER than he ever thought it could. Shiro uncomfortably cleared his throat, his expression blank.

        ❝ Of course you would be missed, Lotor. You’re an ally of VOLTRON and an Emperor to your people. You will be mourned. ❞

        Was there any truth behind his words? Every fiber of his being stood to TRUST Lotor, but could he? Lotor was proving to be quite the ally after all.

Yeah, he’d miss him. At least a little.

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This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-”  etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction.

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A couple and a pet, the perfect combination.

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‘ maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on. ’

L I G H T -- accepting

        These were not words he was expecting from Keith. They were touching, and just the right amount of RAW emotion he needed to hear from him. His hand went to his chest, clutched over his heart. He could hear how hard it was beating, echoing in his ears. Please heart, calm down so he could hear more of what Keith had to say.

        ❝ I’m... right to assume that’s a GOOD thing. Correct?  ❞ 

        He gave Keith a half hearted smile. It wasn’t that he was trying to make the situation less serious, but he... just didn’t know what to say. So many emotions flooded through him at once. 

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‘ i am still so weak when it comes to you. ’

L I G H T -- accepting

        Keith seemed to have a way with words lately. Shiro thought he was the much more articulated one of the pair, but he was being proven WRONG.. Shiro was much older than an average high school student, but here he was with knobbly knees and butterflies in his stomach. Those little words from Keith managed to make him weak and his heart race. All Shiro could do was have his mouth gaping open like a nervous school girl.

        Sure, he smiled at Keith. It was a smile he reserved for only Keith. A warm smile that touched the stars in his eyes and truly was SPECIAL. But could Shiro figure out what to respond to a line like that? He was the ex leader of VOLTRON after all, but words... failed him. He should be much better at speaking than he was, but unfortunately... he was a flustered mess.

        Shiro rubbed the back of his neck with his only hand, cheeks a bright red. Damn you Keith, damn you for taking his breath away. And his ability to function normally. 

        ❝ Y-You’re the weak one? Keith, you don’t even know what you do to me. ❞

        He reached out to cup the other’s cheek in his hand. His thumb ran over the SCAR now etched into his once flawless skin. The memory of it stung, the clone’s memories all too real and painful. Shiro sucked in his cheeks, trying to push that haunting thought aside. And focus on Keith in front of him.

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ooc // i return on a munday ayyeeee. whats up im idol. im a guy from new york and i have a sheith tattoo. so take a selfie and a shiro selfie because i cosplay so many versions of shiro lmao

he/hIm only please!!!!!

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really want a boy to have a crush on me ya know

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‘ i’d like to stay like this for awhile. ’

L I G H T -- accepting

        Honestly? So would Shiro. This was the first time in months, even YEARS, that he had felt this safe. With the Castle of Lions gone, Shiro having no place with the Garrison, and no family... his home was in Keith’s loving embrace. Keith would always be his HOME. 

        And Shiro planned on staying in Keith’s arms for a long, long, time. He wasn’t sure he’d ever get used to being the little spoon, but given his... lack of arm... it was just easier for Keith to be the big spoon. Shiro did question why they never switched it up sooner. He felt so comfortable, so natural curled up in his arms. They were warm, and much larger than they used to be. SAFETY and LOVE was all he felt in this position. 

        ❝ Me too Keith. We’re back on Earth. We don’t have to do anything for a while. Just... never let me go. ❞

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this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

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ooc ;; ayo its ya boi idol coming at you live with my shiro blog REVAMPED! my url was pilotenoir, but given the events of season six, i decided to change everything about this blog! that being said, im gonna need some new active mutuals!

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reblog/like if you wish to interact with a POST SEASON SIX TAKASHI SHIROGANE of VOLTRON. this blog is DISCOURSE and ANTI FREE. note, i have other verses but the main verse follows the canon events of voltron as of season six! im OC/CROSSOVER FRIENDLY!

im a super friendly mun so feel free to hit me up ooc!! and yes i sure did edit all of my old shiro icons to have white hair :,) yes im tired :,) plz appreciate them and dont steal i spent HOURS ON THEM.