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Everyone says, that the moon yearns to be like the sun, to not be hidden in the shadows and alone and small. But I truly think it’s the opposite. I think the sun wants to be the moon. The sun is always being complained about, ‘Too hot’ ‘too much!’ Where people hide in the darkness to shield themselves from the suns rays. Where the only thing you can see in the sky is the sole sun. It’s big, unlimited, and always there every day and every morning at dawn to rise up. The sun is seen as bold, arrogant and proud, too much for anyone to handle. But I believe that the bright sun just wants to be in the solitude of the stars and the quiet twinkling in the sky. The sun wants to be recognized as the calm, collected and soothing for once. The sun wants to be wanted, to be explored like the moon, where people can come and dip themselves in craters and where sun can’t hurt anyone. As the sun is too dangerous to be around, and a hazard. The sun wants to be adored, by millions, who pray at night and see the moon. Or not to be alone when lighting up the sky, to have identity that people can look at, but not as the sun, where people are blinded to stare at simply its rays. As the delicate and gentle moon. And sometimes it’s ok to all want something we can’t have, the dying star can have a final wish. And one day, their won’t be an earth to shine on, or a time where the sun will have to illuminate. We, as the planets, and everything else will stop.

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love.

I got asked what I thought the meaning of romantic love meant..

I feel like love is a syrup over the heart and mind, Love is not necessarily one thing, it’s all different for everyone. Love is expressed through the ache in your heart, the exhilarating feeling of someone you love walking into the room or barely glancing in your direction. It’s an obsession that people turn into lust without the control over the mind and heart. It’s an infatuation. It’s overwhelming and it’s not surprising. It echos long before you notice but the heart knows. The mind knows better, to ignore and to push down, the heart bleeds into your skin, coating it a sickly urching feeling in the stomach, the tightening in your stomach when the subject of your attention gives you a sense that you belong next to them. It’s not a feeling, it’s an illusion. And if said person keep feeding into it, the heart grows and bursts in a wild flame. It does irrational things when it wants and wants and wants. It’s unrelenting, like tides crashing down, dragging you and suffocating your mind with the worst flaws being overlooked and until your brain convinced that they’re the only person that makes you feel this way. It could happen over a lifetime, or the next, nobody ever knows, but when the heart bleeds it’s a sharp thorned rose that sprouts from the inside of the dead bones. If all goes according to plan and another heart beats in sync, burning and consuming the mind as equally as the other, souls feel inseparable, it’s the hardest feeling to forget and the hardest one to remember. Love is unabtainable, because if there is any doubt where the heart crumples even the slightest bit, you can try and smooth it out, but it’ll always leave marks of damage. The heart doesn’t heal itself. It can’t. So it yearns to heal another. If the love isn’t shared it’s a retched feeling, it makes your throat clog up like a stuffed sink and your heart trembles. Alone and exploding with the same urching feeling in the stomach, except this time around it makes your stomach cave in on itself, leaves your knees feeling weak and the very nails and feet to curl, to submit to the sinking feeling. Thorns poke through your pours, leaving you itching and bleeding, begging for a soul to wipe your agony from your eyes and blow at your ears, clearing the memories of the dying heart. It’s not broken, it’s a dying heart. It stops producing blood and your body tries to save it, but if it no longer bleeds, the body can no longer stand. The brain is the last one to go, as it searches endlessly in the race of time for anyone, anything that can heal and to soften the fall of the soft earth underneath the skin. It’s the inevitable, it’s gone, and love never ends, it just stops bleeding. The only way to re-fill a wound of a dead heart is to cut yourself open, and to bleed for the dead, to let the same thorns curl up into your skin and share the pain of the fallen loved, to fall into the darkness and submit your rationality to the ache. Let the heart be covered in the slow dripping syrup of the warm, nearly steaming, infuse with the blood of the heart.

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I have thee biggest fuckin crush on this guy 😭 omfg he doesn’t even know. And when we played like squid game on Roblox (we both bond over it cause it was our childhood game) and it was the intermission and I got like on one of the top bunks and he just said OUT OF ABSOLUTELY NO WHERE “let’s get on the same bed together” AHHHHG YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I ACTUALLY WANT YOU TO BE IN MY BED OML

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Kuroko basketball, (imagining that the team didn’t split and or made it back together) and reader doesn’t know anything about them as they play on her legally owned basketball court and instead of getting mad at them for using it (even if it says restricted access) she challenges them to a basketball game where she nearly beats them in a one on one. But nearly fainting cause she took all team members and almost collapses on the benches from over exhaustion. So (oh no!) they have to take you home and take care of you because what kind of men would they be if they didn’t?

😝 TAKE ME HOMEEEE

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You make an offhand comment to ur friend Johnny abt how hot that guy hes always hanging out with is. Yknow, the behemoth of a man who makes hilariously dark jokes and wears a mask? Yeah that one.

Its said in passing, and ur pretty sure Johnny forgets abt it entirely, until late one night he sends u a link to a dildo??? And its like, big, right? Much bigger than anything u go for. Johnny knows this, bc who doesnt discuss their sex life with their bestie? So u reply back "Johnny wtf u know thats not my thing, its huge lol."

His response? "Well I'd start practicin' if you wanna take on my 'hot friend'. Its to scale ;)"

...you add the dildo to ur cart.

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task force (individual or together

having a little sweet bird reader. Like it’s not something that has to be small and cutesy. She could be like a macaw or a hawk. And she just needs her sweet little mate, for life.

Price is the most protective of you out of the three. He’s always making sure you feel safe and ok after every mission. Even when you hesitate a bit he catches on just as quickly. You don’t like his cigar smell and start sneezing frantically once? He never does it in front of you again. Some recruits try and take photos of you, or your wings but Price is instantly here to help and with his authority rank he nearly breaks all their phones for you. His own chest puffs up just a bit when you send him small smiles from underneath your helmet and little scoffs of laughter from his sarcastic humor. Eye contact is big for this man, he always wants to be staring directly at your eyes, if not they travel a little down but that’s ok and you are flustered by it. He just chuckles and sends you on your way. Forehead kisses. All the damn time. When your alone w him, he loves the heat of your wings, he will use you as a weighted blanket on his chest to sleep on.

Gaz Soap Ghost

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task force (individual or together

having a little sweet bird reader. Like it’s not something that has to be small and cutesy. She could be like a macaw or a hawk. And she just needs her sweet little mate, for life.

Gaz is calm, grounding, even a little more open compared to the three. You are always taken care of by him whenever he’s around. He sees you coming around the kitchen smelling the tea? He’ll serve you one too, no questions asked. It’s all meaningful conversations with him, about favorite books, colors, memories, anything really. Can totally see him trying to cook or bake to impress a “pretty bird” like you. You let out small chirps when he’s around or when something surprises you, and he nods like he understands them. You and him both have a reading club and alternate watching football with the team and reading on the days where there is nothing. Massages. He will give you 100% full on best massage you’ve ever had in your life. Then you (totally accidentally) fall asleep on top of him once he’s done.

Price Soap Ghost

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having a little sweet bird reader. Like it’s not something that has to be small and cutesy. She could be like a macaw or a hawk. And she just needs her sweet little mate, for life.

Soap will mostly be a little overbearing, a little aggressive with his love. Can’t blame him though, he’s never seen a “wee bonnie lass” like you. He can tell when you need your space and you feel overwhelmed. So whenever that happens he grabs you by your wrist and into the training rooms. Where you two fight, blow punches and learn how to understand each other not through words, but skin on skin. You like these times with him, you can’t help but enjoy your rare time with him like these. He’s touchy and curious. He likes to spend time around you being productive, obviously. Like rubbing against your soft wings, picking up the feathers you accidentally let go in the middle of the hallway and he collects them and makes cool art pieces with your feathers.

ghost gaz price

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task force (individual or together

having a little sweet bird reader. Like it’s not something that has to be small and cutesy. You could be like a macaw or a hawk. And you just need your sweet little mate, for life.

ghost would ignore you at first, w just a tinnyyy bit of curiosity. You wouldn’t try and get close either by any means. But there’s one day in a mission where you is caught and compromised by your fragile wings (not really but they are sensitive) and it distresses and bothers you greatly. He and the team save you, but you is still uncomfortable afterwards. Ghost being the man that he is, looks up how to make birds feel better/happier. And he starts feeding you, putting on music he hears you play in the gym and preening. But when he goes to touch and (after many YouTube videos) finds which feathers need to be taken you genuinely enjoy it. You try and tell him that this is for couples and very intimate, but you think he doesn’t know that?? 😏 he’s always showing you that he cares with his actions, hands in your hair, getting you sit next to him, speaking a little more than in gruffs, horrible dad jokes with one another. He likes simplicity after so much chaos in his life, (he just likes you)

Soap Gaz Price

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kyle being a chill guy until you make him lose his cool and tease him too much. He takes you up from the mess hall and drags you down to his barracks and there you don’t get to tease… it’s his turn now (you love making him so crazy)

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COD WRITING IDEA..again

task force 141 as..bulls. Hybrids. Like they all have the horns of a bull, and their little skinny tails with a ball of fur at the ends and thick beefy muscles to go with their large figures.

reader comes in after grandfather dies or something traumatic and starts to take care of the animals the best she can, making sure the chickens are feed and happy, the cows are milked and that she spends time brushing the horses and taking long rides with each one. But it’s a hard adjustment for poor reader who came from a city or busy town. Hard adjustment for the animals too knowing that their original owner won’t be back. They ignore her efforts but slowly and surely they all like her after a WHILE (not fuckin 3 days) THEN these behemoths of men/bulls come in and obviously don’t know who reader is (they were gone on vacation or hunting Idfk) and reader has absolutely no idea what to do with these four. it’s chaos and I love it :D

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honestly this is just gonna be my brain dump for all the ideas I have abt cod and other things lmao

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Yk.. just a lil somethin somethin

Task force 141 having a southern accent?? Like deep from the south and reader being a little deprived of attention ON THEIR KNEES PRAYING that they do good in training today or on a mission just to hear "well, we 'ought to celebrate this lil' sweet thing for doin' so good." And usually it's like a couple shots later on in the night and a couple laughs or price (on very good mission success) who lets you have his smallest cigars while he smokes the big ones next to you. BUT LIKE maybe on your birthday where they just go HAM on reader because "Such a good fuckin' girl for us huh?" And YOU JUST NOD AND LET THEM DO WHATEVER CAUSE YOUVE LITERALLY BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT SINCE YOU LEFT THE WOMB

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Hi everyone :) my name is Victoria and I’m 19 years old. My birthday is July 28 (coming up) and my hobbies are reading, listening to music, sleeping and playing w my cat (pretty little white bengal kitty) I’ve been on tumblr before in the past too and just recently got back into it again.

fandoms I know or like are

Call of duty 1/2/3

How to train your dragon

F1 racing

Marvel

Harry Potter

Cookie run kingdom

And a bunch of silly animes/mangas

one piece, bnha (even tho i haven’t watched it in years), Kny, inuyasha, fire force, Naruto, haikyuu, Kuroko’s basketball <3, hunter x hunter, bleach, sailor moon, solo leveling, one punch man, seven deadly sins, dragon ball, SAIKI K, promised neverland and ofc my day one, Pokémon

Im probably going to add a masterlist on to this later

if people have any questions just let me know <33 alright bye bye

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thinking about a handsome military men dressed in nothing but ropes <33

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just comin back after my old account was deleted 😝 hey yall