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diary | 32

I'm turning 32. no husband. no kids. no house. nothing set in stone. some days it feels like I'm behind, like i missed my stop on the life train everyone else seems to be riding.

then there’s this man who I'm with now. I care about him—more than i say. but I've learned not to grip too tightly. because i don’t do well when things don’t follow through. and I've loved people who never really chose me.

so I'm trying. trying to stay present. trying to love without losing myself. trying to trust that I'm not late— I'm just starting again, softer this time.

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"Love isn't found in the elegance of promises made. It lives in the simplicity of promises kept."

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“Traveling-It leaves you speechless, then turns you into a storyteller.”

— Ibn Batutta

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“Until you get comfortable with being alone, you’ll never know if you are choosing someone out of love or loneliness.”

— Mandy Hale

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It's not like I'm still not over you It's so strange This, I never do Not that I miss you, I don't Sometimes I just can't believe You happened

-twilight zone

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You can’t make yourself happy bringing misery to other people.

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We often stay focused on the pain and the person who caused it.

But healing truly begins when we ask ourselves: “Why did I allow myself to stay in a place that kept hurting me?”

It’s not about blaming ourselves— it’s about understanding our patterns, our silence, our hope, our denial. It takes strength to forgive someone. But it takes another kind of strength to admit, “I played a part in my own heartbreak.”

That’s where peace begins. And that’s how we promise ourselves: Never again.

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“How beautiful to find a heart that loves you, without asking you for anything but to be okay.”

— Khalil Gibran

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“Self-care is how you take your power back.”

— Unknown

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why were you in my dreams?

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“One of the hardest things in life is letting go of what you thought was real.”

— Unknown