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whose sins am I atoning for?

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16 April, 1939 Letters to Véra by Vladimir Nabokov

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‎Oh, what an unlovable thing I have become. For once in my life I want to be seen, heard, held. For once I want people to see me for who I really am, not this act that I have put on. For once I want to take break from this performance and be myself, truly. but would I ever be loveable if people could see me for who i really am?

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every single raindrop that has ever touched you, was meant for you.

every gush of wind that you felt in your face, was meant for you.

every sunset that you saw, admiring it's beauty, was meant for your eyes.

everything that is meant for you will find it's way to you.

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I abandoned my true self somewhere in my childhood; while I was growing up. My life is a theater and I am constantly performing for an audience that is not there.

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I abandoned my true self somewhere in my childhood; while I was growing up. My life is a theater and I am constantly performing for an audience that is not there.

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The nonchalant behavior is probably the worst thing ever that happened to this generation. Nobody wants to double text someone because they don't want to seem "too eager". Nobody wants to receive double texts because then the other person is being a "pushover". Nobody wants to yearn, yearn for their love, yearn for someone. Nobody wants to write letters. Nobody wants to be desperately in love. This is all insane.

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The Atchison Weekly Globe, Kansas, April 18, 1912

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— Marguerite Duras, "The Ravishing of Lol Stein," pub. c. 1964 (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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If you look hard enough, you'll realize that love is everywhere. Love is hidden behind small acts of kindness from your friends, family members, neighbors. Love isn't always loud and extravagant; sometimes it's quiet and gentle.

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If they were blind, how would you have impressed them?

A beautiful face isn't everything. It doesn't matter when you're in love.

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"Grief is the price we pay for love"

Grief is the proof that you loved and loved them so dearly that now you're mourning their absence. Grief is the proof that you're capable of loving; it's the proof that because of you someone felt loved and cared for. You showed them how it feels to be wanted, you became their entire world. Grief is a price worth paying for love.

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Unknown // Suzanne Scanlon

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I'm so much more than just a pretty face

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in the process of trying to avoid the angry man in my house,

i became the angry man myself

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unconditional love is a paradox. you can not be in an adult relationship and expect to be loved unconditionally. love does and should come with conditions; you should have boundaries. No one is obligated to put up with you especially when you keep messing up. expecting to be loved unconditionally makes people ignorant of the issues they have. you can not ask people love you unconditionally when you're jeopardizing their mental peace.

love should have conditions; you do not have to put up people if you don't want to. love is calm; love is peaceful. it's like the feeling of coming home; your home. love is when you grow individually as partners. love is when you're gently reminded of your flaws and showed how to fix them. love has conditions and it's okay.

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It always finds me, sadness, not matter how fast i run from it. It always finds me in the middle of the day, when I'm watching the birds sing their songs. It always finds me, no matter where I hide.