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favorite pjsk song?

Aun no beats

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HI HI HI

can i request niigo x reader who looks/acts opposite of them. although their mental health with niigo is like the same but externally, they tend to stick like sore thumb in other's pov.

reader doesn't talk unless spoken, expressionless and her tone is always flat when talking BUT mizuki isn't like that, ena isn't like that, kanade isn't like that; mafuyu is like that but in her good girl facade, she's doesn't act similarly to reader.

CAN YOU UNDERSTAND THIS? I DON'T HOW TO EXPLAIN OMG... anyways...

hope you're in good health!!

I AM VERY CONFUSED BUT I WILL TRY TO DELIVER WHAT I CAN INFER FROM THIS GRAHHH

THANK YOU I HOPE YOU ARE ALSO IN GOOD HEALTH

IM SO SO SO SO SORRY THAT THIS WAS LATE IM NOT ONLINE ON TUMBLR MUCH

"BRILLIANT UNBRILLIANT LIGHT"

ENA

(ENA MARRY ME PLS)

ENA

Sitting at a cafe, you waited for Ena, courtesy of her inviting you out to talk about something. Perhaps she wanted to talk to you about her new ideas...

You continued waiting for a few minutes before you finally heard someone call your name.

"(name)!" Ena walked over to your table and sat at the opposite side with a small smile.

In bright contrast, you wore normal and plain clothing. While Ena on the other hand, she clearly dressed up, though not as much but it was still quite there.

"Oh... Ena." You said her name in a flat voice, you looked... chronically exhausted but that doesn't really matter since you always were like that.

Different, always silent, plain, in stark contrast to the 4 at Nightcord at 25:00 you were an odd one, almost like you were trying to be invisible.

"Seriously? Slippers with socks on?" Ena made a chuckle, tilting her head to gaze at your footwear.

"Sorry, I didn't think the conversation would be that important."

"It really isn't important, but even if I said that you would still dress like this right?"

"Oh..."

"You're so easy to read, but yet so hard at the same time." Ena made a sigh while resting her head at her palm.

"But perhaps that's because why I am drawn to you..." Ena whispered along her breath.

"Sorry... can you repeat that?"

"Nothing~!"

MIZUKI

"Hey hey!" Mizuki walked beside you and poked you with her finger on the arm.

"Yes...?" You asked flatly, looking at her while you and her were walking around the mall.

"Let's go visit the clothing store there! I'm sure there's tons that would fit you."

"..." You only replied with a painfully plain nod. Causing Mizuki to sigh.

"Be a bit more energetic, will you?" Mizuki playfully commented before intertwining her warm hands with your cold ones.

"... Wonderhoy."

"I don't think that helps..." Mizuki scratches her head after your comment, you tilted your head.

"You get plus five for effort though."

"Another plus five for being so cute..." Mizuki whispered before walking away.

"What?" You heard what she said, however you soon got dragged by Mizuki's surprisingly rough tug.

"Let's go! I'll get clothes that would look cute on you." Mizuki laughed, forcing you to forget what she said and changing the subject.

MAFUYU

Meeting her for the first time, felt odd. No you felt odd just by being around her, gladly you were perceptive of others despite being dull yourself.

Those eyes, when she introduced herself, you got the feeling... that she was distant, despite her warm words.

It was just a gut feeling though, so you barely paid attention to it.

But in all seriousness, you didn't expected that it would be eventually true. Those instinctive feelings about her you got back then, was actually true.

You can't fake kindness, you also can't fake for too long.

And Mafuyu herself didn't know why she would approach you whenever she got the chance. Mafuyu herself couldn't find an answer, as to why she was drawn to you.

And Mafuyu sat beside you on a bench right now.

"You don't do packed lunch often..." Mafuyu stared at your lunch.

"... I'm lazy." Your reply was fairly delayed.

"That's hard to believe... you always lie like that." Mafuyu sighed heavily.

"You do the same to everyone don't you?"

... Mafuyu's eyes shot wide opened in complete shock. "Huh?" She could only muster that out.

You gave no further explanation and remained silent. Mafuyu didn't reply...

Though however after a few moments, she eventually spoke.

Mafuyu's eyes dulled, it's a good thing no one was around, but now, she knew why she was drawn to you.

"You caught me."

(MARRY ME PLS)

KANADE

Being invited over to her house accidentally was weird. Well, it was because the rain outside was too harsh, and the closest house was Kanade's.

Though at first you refused the idea, Kanade was a bit persistent.

"Come in..." Kanade softly invited you to go inside, in which you did, but not before taking off your shoes first.

You remained silent, while Kanade flipped the light switch, the light opened around the living room.

"The rain... is getting worse isn't it? It's better if you stay here." Kanade said, inviting you to sit at the couch.

"You're kind." You complimented her with a flat voice, but despite that Kanade could tell that it was genuine.

Kanade's cheeks faintly blushed, but she made a small gentle smile.

"Thank you..."

You remained silent after that, the only sound audible was the muffled raindrops colliding with the ground outside of Kanade's house.

"I should compose any soon now..." Kanade whispered to herself, causing you to look at her.

"Compose...? You did mention you wanted to compose music that can save others right?'

"Well I did." Kanade scratched her cheek while tilting her head.

"Can that music save you?"

"..."

Kanade went into silence after what you asked. "Then will you save me if I can't save myself?" Kanade didn't know what pushed her to ask that, but she did.

"I will."

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I like your writing style so much

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I LOVE YOUR REQUEST AND THANK YOU SO MUCHHH

"A CRY OF HELP ONLY YOU CAN HEAR"

AKITO

"What are you doing?" Akito suddenly asked gruffly, staring down at you while you sat in loneliness at an abandoned shady alleyway.

"..." No response, Akito expected that, he sighed heavily before walking down the stairs and sitting beside you.

"Are you in a bad mood?" Once more, Akito asked another question, this time he expected you to reply.

"No." Your voice was monotonous, particularly unexpressive. However, soon, that stoic and unexpressive facial expression you had, cracked slowly into a warm smile.

Akito's eyes widened slightly, his lips parted a bit.

"I'm glad that you were looking for me..."

Akito got flashed. That smile, paired with your ocean-like eyes, the gruff boy couldn't muster a reply as he could only stare in wonder, despite the blinding light you radiated.

"Tch..." Akito clicked his tongue and looked away, not because of the rampant emotions inside his heart, rather... you're too bright for him.

A moth drawn to a flame he was.

"This is one of your spots right? I just guessed that you were going to go here."

"Your intuition's sharp." Akito commented.

"Akito... is much more clingy than he thinks he is."

"I'M NOT CLINGY!"

TOYA

"Do your fingers hurt?" You asked Toya, he tilted his head, confused... and yet a sense of warmth washed over him when you noticed that fact.

"N-... Yes." Toya pondered about lying, but ultimately, he couldn't lie under your deep gaze.

Unexpressive, yet warm, distant yet so close... Toya couldn't describe the aura you emanated. He wants to understand it, to understand how exactly do you do this to him?

"I see." You gently grabbed his hands, placing your soft and delicate fingers on his and started rubbing Toya's fingers, massaging them with slow movements.

Toya didn't respond. "You don't have to-"

"No, this isn't entirely selfless... You seem so bothered sometimes, I wanted to understand you." You replied back, halting what Toya would say and he made a heavy sigh.

"Bothered...?" Toya wanted you to clarify, and so you did.

"You... seem so bothered, as if something's burdening you."

Toya's eyes widened when he saw your unexpressive face crack into a small smile. "Oh..."

"You don't have to say what it is to me, but... I want to understand you... Open up more to me will you? I don't want you to betray yourself anymore."

... Toya's blood froze and he could only stare in shock, those words. Were... He couldn't describe it, but he felt happy, he felt euphoric even.

Toya couldn't croak out a reply, just a small hmm... And looking away with a red hue on his cheeks.

KANADE

(marry me pls)

"This isn't it, none of this is it..." Kanade softly said while glaring at her monitor with a determined yet fragile expression.

It earned a frown from you.

"... I can't save others with thi-" Kanade suddenly felt a tug on her hand, her left arm was raised up involuntary as from the shadows of her room, you sprang out and had a frown on your face.

"What are you doing?"

A few seconds of silence, gazing at the ground, Kanade finally calmed down. "I..."

"Music that can save people, isn't composed by having frustration in the heart." You added on, and Kanade continued to stare at the ground with pursed lips.

Your grip on her left arm loosened up causing the smaller girl to place her arms on her lap.

You sighed before patting her head, warmth infiltrated Kanade's body, her heartbeat hastened, her hand crept up to hold her chest, trying to calm down her rampaging heart.

"Come on, let's try again, this time I'll help you." You sat beside her, and stared at the monitor.

Perhaps composing a love song... isn't bad for now? Especially when right now, there's a light so bright beside her, she can see where the path is now...

MAFUYU

Silence, silence... Perhaps some crow noises would fit between the two of them.

"So what are your interests? What do you want to do?" Wearing a fake smile, Mafuyu gazed towards you, who was silently gazing at the mall, a bit overwhelmed.

"..." No response from you.

Mafuyu scratched her cheek a bit awkwardly. "You're overwhelmed?... You don't go outside often?"

You suddenly frowned. "You're bad at lying."

"Huh?" Surprised, Mafuyu tilted her head, she started sweating a bit. "Wh-what?"

"You're bad at lying."

"... I... What do you mean..?"

"You're bad at lying."

"I heard you the third time."

"Yes, literally what I mean, what are you hiding? I'd rather have someone say their true feelings, rather than mask a fake smile... and talk to me with fake positivity."

"... I found you."

Mafuyu's eyes widened and she suddenly felt tears welling up on her eyes. You found her? Found... her?

"At least now, your game of hide and seek is over, Mafuyu."

Mafuyu didn't know, how relieving it was for someone to notice, for someone to find her, despite her continuous descend to madness.

"..." That smile, that smile you have right now, Mafuyu could only stare in shock and silence. Fuzzy, she feels so... happy right now.

"You can tell me everything... But if you can't then..." You finally reached for her head and started patting her. "I'll always wait."

... Mafuyu slammed her head on to your chest, and let her tears stain your clothes, causing you to sigh but still have that warm smile.

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hello hi, welcome to my writing blog

I SIMP FOR MOSTIMA BTW

I will write for anything as long as I know the series/game

I can't write nsfw.

(i am so bad at writing those stuff they look so cringy when i do it wahhhh)

Whenever you do send a request, expect for an update to be a bit more slower. I am not online a lot in Tumblr.

What I WRITE

I write a lot of fics. Short stories and more.

yandere, angst, strange things, or what type of fantasies you have in your head really.

What I DONT WRITE

nsfw, incest, pedophilia

MORE ABOUT ME

Mostima is my favorite

Unfortunately, I only use Tumblr as a way to pass time and never a way to really do stuff you know? What I mean is, despite me writing in this blog, I do not take Tumblr as serious, it's not my priority, so do expect me not being that active in Tumblr.

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APRIL FOOLS -

sorry kanade - reader

Kanade x gn!reader

APRIL FOOLS

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"i sent you a package open it"

Kanade was once more, staring at the monitor robotically, composing songs. But her trance was soon broken by her phone vibrating next to her in the table.

Her hand jolted a bit. Gazing at the side and picking up her phone.

A message...

Kanade tilted her head while reading the message, it was oddly direct... As if on cue, she heard the doorbell ring making her startled as her body straightened up.

...

Opening the door, above the rug right outside of her doorway was a box. A suspicious-looking box... Pondering for a bit she eventually grabbed it.

...

As she gazed at the box with narrowed eyes, she eventually sighed and ripped off the tape with her hands.

As she gazed at the gap of the box and opening the cover fully...

QUACK!

"Ahh!" Kanade staggered, as she was startled by the toy duck from the box. A duck, with a coil beneath the duck, springing out to scare her. Kanade took a deep breath and made a frown.

Once more, she felt her phone vibrate and she opened it.

"happy april fools, Kanade." all she could do was make a sigh...

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“Bitter Reminisce.” 

JINGLIU X S/O that’s dead.  (I'm not going to explain further.)

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Jingliu was no stranger to pain and darkness, she’s suffered for more than a century dwelling in the past after all. Refusing to accept the past, denying reality and locking herself away from the world. It was a tragic notion. But she’s well aware of it. Well aware of the consequences of the actions she made.

But… How can she ever move on? 

There’s no choice but to lament. What’s done is done, the only next thing to do is to regret as you have no other choice.

“Hey…! Jingliu.” Her mind immediately flashed back to the fuzzy and happy memories you two shared together, the memories you both shared before you finally faded away like dust swept away by the wind.

You met her at a field of flowers, likewise, she met you at a field of flowers. May it be by chance, coincidence, or fate itself, that day was the most important and happiest day of her life. It was the miracle, and the start of other miracles in Jingliu’s life.

And also the very same bitter curse that she will forever shackle herself upon.

And right now, the former swordmaster of Luofu stood above the field of flowers that you two met. But what remained of the field was simply, crusty rock, and wilted petals, lying on the ground, darkened and corrupted like her mind.

The former swordmaster took a step forward, with each step she made, she reminisced of a better time with you, with the High-cloud Quintet. “...” She only let out a soft yet bitter sigh as she fought back the urge to simply wail and mourn.

Eventually her body started trembling as she tried to fight back the swirling emotions in her heart. As if her stomach was getting squeezed, and as if her heart was pierced by a cursed spear. She felt herself slowly losing the war in her head.

The more she reminisced of the time you two spent together, the more her heart wilted like the flowers that once covered these fields. “Kh…!” She once more, fought back the urge to cry. With each memory that flashed in her head, with each smile that she remembered, and with each word that you spoke to her… 

The more the pain got worse. And the more that she realized, that the past can never return.

As she simply shook her head, her legs gave up as she kneeled on the ground, helpless and in despair. Eventually the most important memory in ehr life, played again, like the chorus of a sad song about a tragic love story. Replaying in her head like a ghost that haunted her till the end of time.

“Jingliu, what type of flower do you like?” You asked while looking towards her, a small smile on your face. Jingliu’s ears perked up as she looked at you, her scarlet eyes brightening when you called her name. 

“I don’t know much about flowers.” Jingliu monotonously replied, though her tone didn’t hold emotion, her heart was filled with fuzzy and blooming happiness whenever she was with you.

“I see… But, if I had to choose what flower would suit you… then it would be a Scilla Forbesii. I always admired its nickname, Glory-Of-The-Snow.” You spoke while gently holding up a flower in your arms, you made a small ethereal smile.

Jingliu was stunned, however, she managed to make a coherent reply with a softer voice than yours. “... I see.” She simply replied, not finding the words to say to you, or not having the courage to say the true feelings she wanted to say.

“Jingliu… Are you spacing out again?” You suddenly asked her with a cheeky smirk. “At that rate, no man would ever want you!” 

“But I want you.” Is what she would like to say, but eventually she once more, chickened out and never had the chance to say those words. 

“You see, guys like girls who listen to them.” You said while gently slouching in a tree, letting a butterfly fly over towards your nose. The butterfly sat on your nose,while you paid no attention to the butterfly. 

“I see. I was simply thinking about the past.” Jingliu replied while you opened your eyes, the butterfly flew away while you gazed towards her. 

“Hm? Honestly, you shouldn’t let the past affect your future.” You suddenly said while having a nonchalant smirk on your face. 

“What do you mean?” Jingliu asked for clarification, while a bit surprised and confused by what you said.

“The past shouldn’t define you, humans are strong because they can change after all.” 

That sentence was the sentence she held deep within her heart, however. As she found herself awake from the reminisce of a century ago, she stared at the wilted flowers that she was kneeling on. A few teardrops fell from her face while she felt her heart clenching once more.

“Then answer me… now that you’re gone… what should I do?” She desperately asked while mourning, sobbing and wailing for a person that never existed anymore. She found herself staring at the ground, devoid of emotions, only the bitter void in her heart that she can’t fill up anymore.