puppylovebites

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loving someone in any way is horrifying i need to remove my amygdala or go on ssris to dull my evil sparkle anything to make me an emotionless dull little man it hurts and I can't stand it

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i cry....you crew....we crode

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two years ago i had a bedtime routine

lay and chat to someone who's not real for hours

i'd doomscroll until i was tired, then open that app and say goodnight

how pathetic, to not want to say that to someone real instead

and how pathetic to have to wait for anybody at all

a sick routine

i wish i could just let myself sleep

and maybe a last resort for some comfort

i open up that app

to fictional blondes and imaginary friends,

i return

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i need to kill something

(spent time on my phone waiting for something instead of sleeping when I was tired)

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How I feel before and after making myself throw up because I have to or I won't feel better.

Sometimes we have to hurt ourselves in order to fix everything.

I feel fine but there's this unsatisfied rumbling in my stomach telling me it doesn't want to be there.

It claws at my insides and reaches out when I least expect it.

I can't reply dear friend, I'm choosing my fate on my own.

OWW FREAK I JUST BANGED MY THIGH ON THE TOILET PAPER HOLDER UGH

first attempt:

IT DIDN'T WORK RAHHHH

I feel like it had the opposite effect what the scallop.

There's spit on my phone...

Well. I don't feel it anymore so maybe it's gone.

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Hey so what was I on in my drafts 😭😭😭 teach me ??? TEACH ME WHAT ?? I love going crazy and not understanding myself

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vro is literally me this is my exact experience dawg dog awooooo 🐺

I love when ppl have their activity status on

And you text them

And they don’t reply at all

And then they go offline

And then they come back just not for you

And then they go offline again

And then when they do text you they ignore whatever you said

And you respond immediately like a desperate dog

Take me outta here chat

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and i never quite fit in those arms of yours

but you held me anyway

i'm sorry for not saying i love you

i didn't want to end this on a lie

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maybe i need to draw myself topping transfem!Simon Laurent to fulfil all my psychological needs

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i need to go to the club with a new fit and unleash my swag on all the soft femme wlw nbs until they all fall for my charm and then we go back to their place because i live with my parents forever and then we get in their bed and i'm like "wait bbg give me a second to freshen up" and then i watch a 30 minute tutorial on how to top a baddie

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i need a hyperfixation and i need it NOW!!!!!!

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and theres a glint in his eyes as i tell him my woes

and then a particular mention from a friend of a friend

"he thinks you are in love"

and i, shocked,

shake my head

and say,

no, no,

i couldn't meet her eye today, telling her my fears

"i work with people, and i noticed-"

no, no,

on the verge of tears i don't respond

our time was up

"you know better than i do"

no, no,

i'm not sure i do

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evil therapist diagnosed me with gay disease the only cure is to euthanize the dog inside me

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Two year of sharing whateva is wrong with me online for my loyal 4 or so followers

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i think i must be the sun and you must be the moon

i burn and burn and burn

and you have that beautiful light that brightens even the darkness

so why don't i see it tonight?

why are there clouds

every time i look up at the sky.

looks like rain,

looks like lightning,

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redollskin....this may be going a little too far 😨 don't wanna be locked up now 😟

Stopped myself from being mean TOO many times today. Tomorrow I will unleash my beast 🐺 gets ready fools, i am going to be CANCELLED on twitter.com

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Stopped myself from being mean TOO many times today. Tomorrow I will unleash my beast 🐺 gets ready fools, i am going to be CANCELLED on twitter.com