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⚡️FOURTH WING⚡ I did an exclusive set of bookmarks that it will be available on my store the 18th of August!

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Because y'all love selective reading...

Nesta doesn't care about anyone but herself.

refusing to leave Cassian as he dies in ACOWAR

"What I care about is making sure no children-fae or human-are harmed."

Staying by Cassian's side as he dies in ACOSF

Staying behind so that her friends could survive the rite.

"She would save him, save them, even if it took everything."

Nesta needs to acknowledge what Feyre did for her/how she treated her!

"But beneath the wall, I witnessed children-entire families-starve to death. Were it not for my sister...I would be among them."

"It consumed me so much that...that I let Feyre go into that forest and told myself I didn't care."

"Wished someone would smother the voice that whispered every horrible thing she'd ever done, every awful thought she'd had, every person she'd failed."

"You loved me when no one else would. You never stopped. Even when I didn't deserve it, you loved me, and fought for me."

"I swallowed my shout of pain as Nesta's arms went around my neck, and she embraced me so hard it snatched my breath away." "Her body shook, shook as she sobbed, and said over and over and over, thank you."

Nesta didn't experience enough trauma to act the way she did!

girl, bye be so fr

comparing trauma is gross, and if you think you have any right to do so, you won't fit in on my page :)

Nesta thinks she is superior to everyone around her. 

"I am worthless and I am nothing. I hate everything I am, and I am so, so tired. I am tired of wanting to be anywhere but in my own head."

"You're right to hide your children from me, I am the monster you fear."

"She had been suffering, and he'd had no idea how much it consumed every facet of her life. He'd seen her self-loathing and anger-but hadn't realized how much she'd been away of it. How much it had eaten her up."

Nesta can never allow anyone to love her.

"Nesta leaned forward until their brows touched. And despite all that brimmed in her heart, all that flowed through her body, sure and true, she merely whispered, thank you."

"I love you, too, Feyre whispered to her sister, and smiled. Nesta didn't stop her sob as she launched herself onto Feyre and embraced her."

"I didn't know how long my sisters and I lay there together, just like we had once shared that carved bed in that dilapidated cottage. Then-back then, we had kicked and twisted and fought for any bit of space, any breathing room. But that morning, as the sun rose over the world, we held tight. And we did not let go."

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Nesta's trauma

Saw a comment saying "Feyre died, Rhys was raped, Az was set on fire, Amren was in a prison, Mor was beaten and used like a pin board and Nesta became poor in her youth lol"

Let's review the things Nesta went through for the illiterate ones who jump at any chance to dismiss a woman's trauma, shall we?

had her palms beaten raw by her grandmother at the age of seven for missteps in her dancing lessons

groomed by her mother as a child to seduce elder men and was led to believe she was only as worthy as the title she married

was almost raped by Tomas Mandray and physically assaulted when she attempted to fight back.

neglected by her father, the man who was supposed to take care of them and bring food to the table

was put in a position where she wanted to starve to death just so her father would get up and provide for them

was shoved into the cauldron against her will (which she described as having molten ore poured into her veins and her human blood boiling) had her bodily autonomy stripped from her, and died as a human

watched her father's neck being snapped right after he told her he loved her

she became depressed and reclusive, "feeling nothing" after the war ended

she couldn't take baths from her trauma of the cauldron, she had to wash herself using buckets

she couldn't endure small spaces due to the cauldron

had to endure the cold in her apartment because the sound of cracking logs reminded her of her father's neck being snapped

was locked up in the HoW because men once again think they know what's best for women against her will

was SAed by the kelpie, monsters known for raping women before they eat them

Hope this helps! Read carefully next time :)

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Starborn, Fireheart & Lady Death - CC, TOG & ACOTAR

Artist: renata_watsonn

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hot artists don't gatekeep

I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard

Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.

Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.

Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.

Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.

SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.

SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.

Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.

Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.

Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.

Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.

Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.

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Poly+ ACOTAR Week - Day 2 Comfort (Gwyn/Nesta/Emerie) @polyacotarweek

Best part of acosf is Nesta getting her own friends that aren't part of Rhysand's friend group and I think it'd be neat if she got to kiss both of them.

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𝔖𝔩𝔢𝔢𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔅𝔢𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔶 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘣𝘺 𝘌𝘺𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘌𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘮'𝘴 65𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘳𝘺

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Hello Feyre darling ✨

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❤︎ LAGOONA BLUE BAG DESIGNS ❤︎

VOTE FOR YOUR FAVOURITE!!!

❤︎ Monster High inspired bags

I made some designs based on the original design + the poll results. I would love to know which one is your fav to do the final version.

To make this project a reality, I would love to hear your thoughts! Here is the interest check: https://forms.gle/HvD2YFxgH7pJYqAq9

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❤︎ MONSTER BAGS ❤︎

interest check

A Monster High inspired collection.

Finally!! I've been working on this designs for a long time and finally I can show them!! To make this project a reality, I would love to hear your thoughts!

Here is the interest check: https://forms.gle/eEdsMAcv64xcPJSV9

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Alright please vote who's your favorite Ever After High character for devil purposes a bunch of fanarts. I skipped Apple, Raven, Darling and Maddie cause they will be for sure.

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“𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓶 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓽 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓼 𝓾𝓼 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓴.” Me? Obsessed with Darklina? Yes I am.

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🍂 WANGXIAN BERETS 🍂

Wangxian berets are unlocked!!! Here is a closer look of how Wei Wuxian & Lan Zhan berets will look uwu

Get yours along with other designs on my kickstarter campaign! Click HERE (http://kck.st/48yVwrt)

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Shi Qingxuan from my witch AU 🍃!!

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🍂 HUALIAN BERETS 🍂 Hualian berets are unlocked!!! Here is a closer look of how Hua Cheng & Xie Lian berets will look. I love the autumn vibes of hc's beret 🥹

Get yours along with other designs on my kickstarter campaign! Click HERE (http://kck.st/48yVwrt)

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✦ MOSHANG BERETS ✦

Moshang berets are unlocked! Here is a closer look of how Mobei jun & Shang Qinghua berets will look.

Get yours along with other designs on my kickstarter campaign! Click HERE (http://kck.st/48yVwrt)

Friendly reminder that you can pledge in advance to reach faster the design you want!

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✦ YUNMENG SIBLINGS BERETS ✦

Yunmeng sect berets are unlocked! Here is a closer look of how Jiang Cheng & Jiang Yanli berets will look.

Get yours along with other designs on my kickstarter campaign! Click HERE (http://kck.st/48yVwrt)

Friendly reminder that you can pledge in advance to reach faster the design you want!