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omg it’s been a while

i honestly just thought ‘wow why not log into my old tumblr account?’ lol i had no idea i’m at 700 followers! i’m so sorry i no longer am on this account but i have other socials if you want to keep in touch with me <3

instagram: missyindii

wattpad, tiktok and twitter: missygotlost

love you all, hope you have a great day ! x

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hey! i know i’m not active on this account anymore but i was wondering if i should like make a side blog about the dream team ( sapnap, dream + georgenotfound ) because i’ve been simping so hard for them lately lmao.

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yes pls do this 💌

cute nickname asks!!!!

angel - what’s one character trait you like about yourself?

doll - what’s your favourite outfit? 

pumpkin - what’s your favourite weather and why?

baby - what makes you feel better when you’re down?

sugarpie - what’s your favourite sweet treat?

kitten - are you a dog person or a cat person?

princess - if you could live in any other time period, which would it be?

peach - what’s your ideal aesthetic?

darling -  what romantic gesture makes you feel the most loved?

button - do you have a type? what is it like?

sweet pea - what’s your favourite flower?

petal - what’s your favourite smell or perfume?

sunshine - what’s the nicest compliment you’ve ever gotten?

baby girl - how do you like to be held?

lover - how do you show someone you like them?

buttercup - what does/would your online dating bio say?

boo - what’s your dream date?

cupcake - if you’re treating yourself, what do you do?

wild thing - what’s something about you that surprises people?

bubba - tell me a funny story from your childhood. 

honey - what’s your favourite hot drink?

love bug - what song would you love to have sung to you?

cutie - what’s your favourite fairytale?

dumpling - what’s your favourite movie right now?

my love - what would your dream home be like?

dear - pick whatever question you’d most like to answer!

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700!!!

omg 700 followers wHAAAAAAT

thank you so so much

forever grateful 💖💖💖💖

so sorry i'm not active here anymore, but i am on my other account @sleepymissy so pls pls go follow and check it out x

thank you againnnn xxx

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her.

there's no background to this one-shot, jus something i wrote years ago and still love. maybe try imagining this is your crush talking about you 💌

also make sure to follow my other tumblr account @sleepymissy please x

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It's quite beautiful; this memory that I have of her.

It's always that memory that rolled in my head, those special days her and I shared at our high school that somehow clashed into one memory altogether. Oh, those cheesy days.

I remember it so vividly, so clearly and yet, it seems to always go so fast. Like, when I finally get the memory pieced together, it vanishes away in mist air and all I have left with me is wonders. It's quite weird how my brain sets this memory out: it never likes to begin with the very first scene, like it wants to immediately get to the best part of the story. I mean, isn't that what every person desires in a story? Brush off the build-up chapters and rush to the drama, where everything seems to just get a bit more intense; our breathing hitches like that air of unsustainability intoxicates our already dry lungs from the couple of short written sentences that we saw before that big paragraph crashes onto us.

And all we're left with is the aftermath.

See? That didn't go for long either.

But it was effective enough to make us believe it went on for ages.

That's exactly how I feel each time I'm overpowered with the familiar image of her.

Her. Oh, I wish so much that I could see her again, everything would have been perfect. But, here I am, messing everything up. I would do anything just to see her again. Or have my arms cage around her from all the bad that tried to get to her in this world, or...or even hear the faint ghost-like echo of her voice calm me when her plump, rosy lips were pressed up against my ear. Telling me nothing except the most gentle, delicate words. Almost sweet like candy to be exact. But, that was what she always smelt like.

There was always this heavy scent of cherries, vanilla and candies that swayed in the air wherever she walked, it was the first thing I could smell when she took a step towards me. It was always there, she was always there. And I knew it was always her. Who else could possess you ever so innocently with just a delicate pump of a perfume bottle?

I think about it every day, never once do I stop replaying it in my mind. The memory is planted there forever like thorns and roses and it gets harder everyday to even just thinking about letting it go. But, although it's such a sickeningly sweet memory of my life, it's something I need to get rid of. To forget.

But...I can't.

It's as if my subconscious is begging to stop me from forgetting it, maybe there's a meaning behind it all that I've missed out on and can't quite place my own damn finger on it. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. What possibly could be so important about such a small memory?

Maybe...maybe it's just trying to tell me that I love her.

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new tumblr account!

hi pls follow my new dbd blog account @sleepymissy xxxx i'll be more active over there from now on but i'll still try to write here 💌💌💌

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SORRY BUT JUST THOUGHT I'D LET YOU KNOW

michael myers!!!

yes T H E michael myers!

his birthday is a DAY after M I N E.

which b a s i c a l l y means that we were destined for each other 🥺🥺🥺

we may as well just celebrate our birthdays together. if someone could actually do a headcanon about that i would cry 🥺.

thank you for listening to my special news 🥺

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—I know i’ve posted quite a bit about what’s happening at the moment over here in Australia with the bushfires and everything but it’s absolutely heartbreaking and cannot be ignored. I posted about these fires about a week ago and that post received a few thousand likes and reblogs from people, much like myself, who are deeply heart broken by these fires and seeing that many people comment, like and reblog has proven to me just how powerful social media can be as a positive force to instigate change and share a message to bring about a movement where we can band together as one society to make a difference. And because of that, I felt the urge to post about these fires again, to hopefully bring more awareness to the issue with the hope of motivating others to speak up, donate and support the brave firefighters and those who have lost everything.

Just read the facts above. Half a BILLION animals have died, record numbers of CO2 has been released into the environment with it predicted to take over a CENTURY to reverse. The fires are spreading down the coast with more and more people being forced to evacuate and leave behind their homes and belongings. 20 people have died with even more missing and unaccounted for.

You can show your support by donating food, toiletries, clothing and other supplies to those stuck in evac centres across NSW and Vic or by donating to any of the organisations in my previous post (reblogged from @starsthatshines) or to Celeste Barbers facebook campaign which has raised over 18 million dollars (!!) in less than 48 hours.

Again, my heart goes out to everyone affected and you are all in my prayers or thoughts.

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Drabbles for Donations

Australia is known as the sunburnt country, a country of beautiful weather and things that can kill you. Right now, it’s literally all those things. So, I’ve mentioned it a few times but things are really bad in Australia. The bushfires are still burning and as of today:

over 4 million hectares have burnt

1,365 properties lost 

17 people have died 

130 fires are burning in NSW alone 

half a billion animals lost 

I’m trying to raise money to help because I can’t watch my country suffer without doing something. 

Here’s what I’m offering:

Drabbles (not smutty or triggering for my own mental health) 

Lockscreens 

Moodboards 

Icons 

Obviously I’m in the Sebstan fandom so those are the characters you’ll be able to ask me. 

In exchange, I ask that you donate to help Australia. Each donor will get a choice of one of the options above. Just message me/send me an ask of your receipt and what you’d like! 

I don’t care about the amount, every cent counts. 

Here’s where you can donate: 

NSW Rural Fire Service - supporting the men and women fighting on the front lines of the fires.

The Australian Red Cross - aiding victims of the bushfires

St Vincent de Paul Society - aiding those effected

Donate to the young families of Geoffrey Keaton and Andrew O’Dwyer, who were killed during the Green Wattle Creek fire, and Samuel McPaul, who was killed at the Green Valley fireground

Victorian firefighters, you can donate to the state’s Country Fire Association 

Paypal disaster appeal 

Help Thirsty Kolas Devastated by the recent fires / The Rescue Collective / Koalas in care *graphic images of animals*

If you search ‘bush fires nsw’ on GoFundMe there’s also a lot on there. or ‘bush fires Queensland’ ‘bush fires QLD’ ‘bush fires Victoria’

WIRES - all wildlife 

RSPCA bush fire appeal - Animal help 

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please help out as much as you can, seriously i'm so worried for my country :( 💌

since people are asking, here’s a list of places you can donate to help the australian bushfires. donating literally $1 means you have done more than our prime minister. (* = can donate internationally; for the other ones you might have to google it) 

cfa (VIC firefighters) 

rfs (NSW firefighters) 

rfbaq (QLD firefighters) 

cfs (SA firefighters) 

red cross*

WWF NSW bushfire crisis 

WWF koala crisis 

St Vincents NSW (partnership with channel 9)

St Vincents SA 

RSPCA NSW 

i’ll keep it updated as i find more

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Anybody wanna be friends please???

So I really need some fellow movie slasher friends! I am still pretty new to some movies but I really love movie slashers xD I’ve been around this horror fandom for awhile and it seems really nice and friendly! So I hope to find some friends here! So yeah please hit me up! I’m really lonely xD

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oc ask blog ?

hey guys! i was thinking about whether or not i should do a dbd ask blog for my oc. obviously i’ll keep this account but i’ll make another one for my oc ask blog. i just wanted your thoughts and opinions on it and whether people may put in asks or not 💌💌💌

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THEY’RE ALL TALLER THAN ME OMG CUTE

i mean feng min and i are the same height bUT STILL 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Personal height headcanons (survivor edition!)-

Dwight Fairfield - 5′10

Meg Thomas - 5′5

Claudette Morel - 5′6

Jake Park - 6′2

Nea Karlsson - 5′7

Bill Overbeck - 6′1

David King - 6′0

Jeff Johansen - 6′2

Laurie Strode - 5′7*

Ace Visconti - 6′0

Feng Min - 5′4

Quentin Smith - 5′9*

David Tapp - 6′4*

Kate Denson - 5′8

Adam Francis - 5′11

*Since these characters came from DLCs from already existing movies, I used the heights of their actors for this (Jamie Lee Curtis for Laurie, Kyle Gallner for Quentin, and Danny Glover for Tapp)

also i’m tagging @shutdownexe because i know they wanted this!!

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dead by daylight!

hiiii! i’m doing dead by daylight imagines and headcanons! it will only be either survivor x survivor or survivor x reader because i feel uncomfortable writing up killers x survivor/reader lmfaoo.

i’m very used to only writing reader imagines but i’m giving some survivor x survivor ships a go only because i’m obsessed with dead by daylight, so i’m sorry if my writing is a little bad at the start.

i think i’ll be okay for all kinds of dead by daylight ships between each survivor, though i’ll probably mainly write up quentin x reader and steve x reader or...quentin x steve if i’m up for it because i love them so much 🥺🥺🥺

but i think you guys know the drill, no nsfw, no weird shit, if i’m not comfortable with a request then it’s more than likely not to be written sowwy. but yeah! leave some requests in the ask box. I’ll try and catch up with some other asks as well 💖💞💓💝💕💘

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so i’m either dumb or a clown but maybe they’re like all about finding you’re real/true identity? little bit of redemption in there too?

because the peanut butter solution is about michael trying to get back his hair; his real self again???

and then the fisher king is about jack lucas regaining himself from nearly going to rock bottom when he meets a homeless man?

also bill and ted’s bogus journey is two guys escaping death and returning to the land of living when their bodies a duplicated. they’re trying to get back their real selves and real identity

you’ve got mail literally is about secret and hidden identity. kathleen and joe are online buddies but never show what their actual selves look. so when joe sees kathleen’s real identity, there’s a low key bit of chaos i think that happens. but like...it’s still about kind of regaining and finding that true identity.

and then in ordinary people a family try to recover and regain and reunite as one after the loss of a death in the family. they’ve all kind of changed as humans but they try to reconnect to one another and find their true selves once again.

sO MAYBE IN STRANGER THINGS BILLY TRIES TO CONNECT TO THE REAL WORLD AND KIND HIS REAL AND TRUE SELF/IDENTITY AGAIN

ISTG IF THE ST WRITERS ARE GONNA MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A CLOWN AFTER RESEARCHING ALL OF THIS I WONT FORGIVE THEM

imma need one of y’all to watch every single one of these movies and come up with a theory of billy being alive

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happy bday!! aww💞💞

thank you booo xxxx

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yayyy

anyways, happy birthday to me <3