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have you ever felt? 🔭

it feels like I'm an astrologist and my emotions are stars.

some bright

some dim

some far away and some that float within.

one a little angry, one a little blue.

oh, emotions, when do i know you're true?

sometimes I'll wonder to myself if I ever truly feel, or if my mind is making up an illusion of what I'm supposed to be feeling.

ever so often, I know that what I'm feeling is true because of how and how much I feel it.

if I only ever feel when my body carries my emotions along with my limbs then am I destined for numbness or for a life made of feelings so intense my eyes get weak or my lungs are incapable of breathing deep due to the intensity of my happiness?

and even when true emotions arise they do so at such odd times.

why am I so happy at midnight just because?

why do I feel barely anything other than sadness on a random wednseday morning?

why do I feel like I do?

why why why

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Welp, it seems like I'm back into being depressed but at the same time not???

I'm still living just as usual, I'm studying properly and I'm doing well at socializing at uni

There isn't even anything to vent about other than my bio family being shitty at 50% of the time

It's just this constant bad feeling whenever I'm home

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Anyway here's the comic. I hope it's kinda funny.

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Morning

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Just have to go through some growing pains first. c:

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What does it mean to be "human?"

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Mama uzi and papa N

This is well on the future btw

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Late night convos <3 Dialog from a convo with @skrunglebeasts on Uzi being the solver host

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Angel Fangs chapter 1: meet you PART 4

Thanks everyone so much for all your patience and support!!! This is my first time making an actual comic like this, so sorry for some mistakes, I’ll try to do it better for the next time! ❤️

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"I know it's not really her."

"But if I close my eyes, I can at least pretend."

Not really shipping. I just really like J and Tessa angst ✌️😛 prob gonna be drawing a lot of md stuff for a bit bc I rewatched it yesterday 😓

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i knew you,

once.

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VROOOOOOM--

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Turns out that thinking before speaking is actually useful

Unfortunately I'm often a slow thinker and externally I'm just staring at people for a few seconds too long

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V with her Glasses

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I wish I was drawing rn </3

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Swap au content is back! Now with a little more quality

Small bonus: sketch of Z in her old clothes

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is this anything?