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i'm gonna rip my heart out ok.

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kevjean but it's that scene from jennifers body

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MY BABIES AHH

NEW ANDRIEL COMIC PAGE! ✨

I just read a incredible fanfic this days that makes me feel so cozy and warm omg I almost wished to die (jk haha) hope u enjoy

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i love this man so much

Somethin about Andrew Minyard who shoves himself face first into danger no matter what risk it poses to himself

Being 5 feet even and still taking on four grown men who try to beat up Nicky outside of Edens.

Knowing his twin brother for less than a few months and willingly killing Tilda, even planning on himself dying in the process if need be.

Andrew willingly putting himself in direct harms way if it means protecting those he loves, while unwilling to put those same people in a even slightly potentially dangerous position.

Andrew who deals with Aarons withdrawals on his own, sat outside a locked bathroom door to intermittently slide his brother new food, water, and clothes. Unwilling to risk sending his brother to a place where he knows people in high positions would be willing to abuse their power, willing to hurt Aaron.

Andrew who despite knowing all of this and making sure Aaron never had to witness it, goes through his own withdrawls at easthaven, knowing what kind of abuse could and would happen to him.

Andrew who promises to protect Kevin and Neil. He knows theyre lying to him and he knows he doesnt know the full truth of who they are and what (who) exactly he is protecting them from.

But he also knows it helps Kevin to have a buddy system to lean on, to have someone who can shove his way through a crowd of exy fans all trying to get at Kevin, both fans and haters of him following his Ravens departure.

The way Neil describes Andrew as being a wall he can lean on and know he wont tilt under the weight of Neil’s past and current issues.

Somethin somethin about Neil looking at Andrew and seeing Andrew in a way no one else can. A way no one else has.

Neil looks at Andrew and sees how his carefully created stony exterior is a way to protect his family, by taking on the brunt of the negative attention from others. Both the other foxes, exy fans, his own classmates.

The rest of the foxes cant hate Aaron or Nicky the most if Andrew is always the one acting out to take all of their feelings of hatred on himself.

And no one recognizes this until Neil.

Neil who sees the way Andrew loves his family so much that hes willing to let them hate him as long as theyre safe.

Neil who knows Aaron thinks Andrew hates him and goes to Katelyn directly to tell her she needs to push to get Aaron into group sessions with Bee to fix his and Andrews relationship, because if Andrew or Neil were the one to suggest it Aaron would be against it.

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rip neil josten you would love to make "im going back to my father's basement" jokes at minor inconveniences 😔

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woooww who would’ve guessed!!

i made a quiz that tells you which aftg character you are based on random questions that give me a vibe!

possible results:

Allison, Andrew, Nicky, Neil, Aaron, Seth, Matt, Dan, Renee, or Kevin

some of the answers are blunt

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fav part of aftg is that neil is, in fact, the crazier one in the relationship

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renee walker

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dare i say andreil?

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does nora rlly expect me to believe that andrew minyard is a misogynist his only friends are:

neil "some of the strongest people i've known are women" josten

renee walker, a born-again lesbian woman who can kick his ass

kevin "queen of exy" day

betsy dobson, a woman and his mother figure and his psychiatrist

david wymack who broke fox tradition by recruiting three women into his team and made dan captain in the face of all the criticism

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i’m sick to my stomach they make me so sad i love them

by the way nora said that when aaron and andrew went their separate ways from south carolina aaron hugged andrew and andrew was the last one to let go. if you even care

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Neil with tatts send post

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oh please aftg gods give me a jean and andrew interaction in the upcoming books IM BEGGING

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TSC 2 AND TSC 3????

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oh i’m gonna die

Will I ever stop drawing the Twinyards as kids? Probably not, but it will hurt every time! Anyways here’s some more angst, since I know it’s been a while since I drew anything, but this has been stuck in my brain for so long and I needed to practice action lines!

Yes they have matching black eyes, yes that’s Aaron’s letter Andrew is holding, no I’m not sorry.

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say whatever tf you want about aftg’s writing or its plot but the switch from neil to nathaniel in tkm???? unmatched. that shit turned my veins to ICE when i read that for the first time. shit had me jumping all around my house. nora sakavic knew exactly what tf she was doing literally nobody is doing it like her. that was PEAK.

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IM GONNA CRY

andrew's first pro game in the city aaron lives. he doesn't send tickets or ask aaron to come and he doesn't even tell aaron his team is coming to town. if aaron wants to come he will. andrew can't make him do anything.

between quarters, the jumbo tron is showing a "look-a-like" game on the screen where the camera operators find people in the crowd who look like different celebrities or animated characters. andrew's not paying any attention to it when the crowd goes wild. a teammate nudges him to look up and lo and behold, wearing a Minyard jersey is andrew minyard's look-a-like aaron minyard himself.

he rolls his eyes when the camera focuses back on him for the side-by-side shot and but aaron can see that andrew is actually very pleased.