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It looks a bunch of bots are going to be following probably because I started posting makeup

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by Burçin Esin

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And sometimes I question the onset catalog

of dialect that crawls through my ears like the

scales on a piano

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🌺 • Beauty and sensuality potion • 🌺

You’ll need:

- Hibiscus / Beauty, love (can be fresh, dried, or tea!)

- Ginger / Lust, sexuality

- Cinnamon / Love

- Milk / Softness (any kind)

-Basil / Love

Instructions :

- Boil half a glass of water, and pour it over all your ingredients (except milk!)

- Wait 10 minutes and fill the rest of the glass with milk

- Stir clockwise while focusing on your intentions! You can say out loud « I am beautiful », « I am hot », « I am sensual »…

-Drink! You can also keep a bit of the potion to make an offering, Aphrodite is a good choice if you work with her

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Hey all ~ I am now offering SPECIAL New Year Tarot readings until Jan 21, 2021 ❤️ There will be a video ($35) and PDF ($30) option, and your prediction may be narrowed down to Career or Love if you select the specific style of reading to order.  These 12-card readings will have a glimpse into your upcoming year, and if you especially want to be prepared, I will provide you with some advice from the cards. With each tip, you will be able to receive extra Oracle cards: 10% tip = 2 cards 15% tip = 3 cards 20% tip = 4 cards *They will go towards donations* + more info will be provided on Lenora.ca If you are unable to purchase a reading at this time, please feel free to reblog this post or share it with your friends ~ Hope you’ll all have a warm holiday and plenty of love and light coming into the new year! 🌟✨

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im sick of people turning schizophrenia and psychotic disorders into an aesthetic. it's not pretty skinny girls making art of their hallucinations.

it's waiting for your husband to come home. he walks in the door. then he walks in again. and again and again and again. by the time he's actually come home, you don't know if he's actually there. it's counting the people in a room, making sure nobody has appeared. is that man in the corner real? is he? he looks strange. nobody else is talking to him. don't talk to him just in case he's not real and you look like a weirdo. it's being suspicious of your cat, because he's changed personality recently, and you're sure the government has stolen your cat and replaced him with a spy. by the time you've come out of this delusion, your cat doesn't act the same around you because you were so distant from him. it's covering mirrors because they whisper to you and there's people in there for crying out loud. anytime you look into a mirror there's a world waiting for you. it's showering with your underwear on so they can't see you. you can't shower naked. it's smashing up your favourite ornaments because you need to find that bloody microphone that's spying on you. it's red raw skin because you scratch and scrub to try and get the bugs out of your skin!!!!!! or maybe you see wires under your skin and you need to get them OUT. it's not recognising faces because they don't look like people anymore. your best friends face melts before your eyes. it's waking up in the middle of the night because a voice screams in your ear. it's the constant, constant noise and chatter. it's knowing you have special powers, you know you were put here for a higher purpose, but you don't remember why. maybe your mother goes into hospital and you should have seen this, you should have stopped it, the voices said something bad would happen if you didn't tap the light switch 5 times. something bad happened because you didn't hurt yourself when you were told to. you could have stopped this. youre evil. you put your mother into hospital. maybe if you didn't medicate yourself you would have noticed the signs. its coming out of a delusion after months and having to face the reality youre not special. you're just a very sick person. it's checking all holes and nooks and crannies and covering them up with stickers so they can't spy on you. it's trying to talk and it makes perfect sense to you so you cant understand why you're being looked at weirdly and asked to repeat yourself. turns out you'd been talking nonsense, just a word salad. it's doubting your own religion because maybe that spell worked, maybe your deities did speak to you, or maybe its just your brain making things up again. its being unable to talk at all. or repeating the same word over and over and over. complete divorce from reality.

you still like the idea of being a romantic schizophrenic?

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Melanated Female Inventors. Ten inventions that happened because of Black Women.

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In the twilight zone , I can’t say no

Only in the twilight zone, we can’t let go

From all I see and hear

But the words I hear and the otherworlds

In the twilight zone , we are connected

I’m haunted

And I look up as I sow myself together again

I’m in the twilight zone , I’m really doing alright

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This might turn into a diet blog too . So I’m

gaining weight . I’m in the 200s again . And this is partly because I have been eating like crap . Last night I was left with a box of pizza and I ate the whole thing. I feel sick now

I used to be 150 a long time ago but over time I went up . And I was like man I eat like crap

And I’ve accepted and bla bla

I don’t think I’m ugly

And I don’t think being fat is bad

But like I don’t want to be sick when I get older

I think I’m going to aim for my original weight if I fail to do this because I couldn’t become obsessed with dieting and food again then I’ll probably just aim for 170 which is healthy for my height . Although WEIGHT IS JUST A NUMBER AND I KNOW IDGAF It’s just how I measure my weight loss. I set goals and that’s how I know I’m losing fat atleast

Not sure if it will be keto or anything.

This is all 16 carbs. This is what i used: onions (2carbs),2 keto tortillas(6 carbs),guac (4carbs), 10 smokies (4 carbs) and pepperjack cheese and eggs(0 carbs) and zero carbs for the bread,sparkling water, coffee and beef stick. It was really gud. https://bit.ly/2Z5B6Eq

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Sure sounds like a good idea! Hopefully we replace it with something new and better . Not old and proven to fail like communism . I’m also failure at being an artist too

Feel free to spread it around

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In the lambynth , I coexist

In the pit ,

they saw a lion

Out of context

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And sometimes I question the onset catalog

of dialect that crawls through my ears like the

scales on a piano

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Katharine Hepburn by Clarence Sinclair Bull, 1941.