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I have so many questions and sometimes I can’t even start searching for an answer before I’ve asked another question. #amwriting #writersofinstagram #sentimental #blackandwhite #smiles #kindness #peace #love #rambling #why #questions #words #wordporn #sober #confsed #anxietyawareness #anxious #mentalhealthawareness #identity https://www.instagram.com/p/B7xU5JyDNPL/?igshid=6qvgqooem5r1

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Sometimes I think too much, sometimes not enough. I still feel like an anxious child, who is eager to learn and discover, full of wonder, but fearful of hurting and disappointing others. #amwriting #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetry #catharsis #silence #hope #summer #summerafternoons #blackandwhite #prose #unedited #proofreadplease #sacredland #anxiety #socialanxiety #whyamihere #breathe (at South Australian Coast) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7xRPKJD8Mg/?igshid=1rrln3wsgdj3v

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So hard upon waking as the fog of dreams dissipates to remember loved ones who are gone. I’ve got to learn not to preemptively push people away, not to hide in a book, in an empty house. As much as I miss her I cherish the time I got to spend with her. #writersofinstagram #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poem #summer #youth #grandma #family #grandparents #love #loss #dreams #laughter #simplethings #thepast #memories #faded #classicalmusic #bach #vivaldi #afl #suburbanlife #memories https://www.instagram.com/p/B7c1YmuD1EA/?igshid=18yac63uvit7s

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Can’t sleep for thinking... Prolly could do with a proofread and some polish... #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poetry #hope #despair #poem #transitorylife #beauty #dreams #love https://www.instagram.com/p/B7YISMKDpsL/?igshid=1us5c2bgr8lvl

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Crappy poetry circa now and earlier this month... 😅 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6ud3pwDtkY/?igshid=12xm4qlabghrc

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It’s an uncertain future for us all, but that’s just more opportunities for it to be amazing! Happy New Years! 🤗💛 ✌️ (at Adelaide, South Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6uQypIjtVc/?igshid=b9vuevtu3afj

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Got this in the mail from Abbe May. Someone I look up to, love and respect (whom also happens to rock my socks) really made my week/ year. If you by some chance don’t know her, do yourself a favour and listen to her amazing music. Much love and peace to all. 💛🤗✌️🤘🎵🎸@abbemazing #abbemay #rock #music #idol #legend #rock #tshirt #musicismagic #magic #life #anxiety #rockstar #tuxedo #bandshirt #lifecanbeamazingsometimes https://www.instagram.com/p/B2gufLsjixe/?igshid=121jm0yzopp17

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Burning and fading shies from the light, Yearns to be heard but struck dumb by fright, Visions are swimming behind fevered brow, Questions unanswered, no who what or how.... Quick word doodle I did during a break in class about a month ago as I didn’t need to actually take notes and had space free and was feeling to sick to go outside on break (start of a bad sinus infection) almost like a first draft of some song lyrics. Found out yesterday that I cannot pass any of my courses this semester. Due to missing too many workshops/tutorials due to illness then anxiety. I can’t currently in good conscience take a job right now as my anxiety isn’t any better but feel like I could make make some video clips for local bands/artist if anyone is interested. I would love to promote the sharing of the magic that musicians can create. I’d do this free of charge and would only ask for feedback and if you liked it, the chance to make more in the future. People I’d love to make a music video for include @alanajagt @keeskea @bdanielsofficial @pink.wasabi.music @arrowsagainstlightning and one day big acts like @cog101 @abbemayzing @grinspoon_band and @thebutterflyeffectband #micropoetry #poetry #poetsofinstagram #amwriting #musicvideo #free #anxiety #sharingmagic #adelaide #adelaidepoetry (at The University of Adelaide) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2Vw2vdjmup/?igshid=wijalaeefiq0

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If you chance upon someone working a holiday, treat them kind, they are giving up time with loved ones. Our world is filled with selfless people, let’s all try to be a bit kinder to one another. Nurses, doctors, police officers, service station attendants, small business owners and others.... #holidays #respect #love #nurse #doctors #police #smallbusiness #happyholidays (at City of Onkaparinga) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bry-KZbj_hJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16kglx0elyqk9

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Started running the other week, find it hard getting out as I’m so unfit and have body and self esteem issues, but it’s so beautiful outside as the sun sets over the sea... one day I’ll try to take a camera with me. Peace and love to all. ✌️ #jogging #beach #slow #selfesteem #slow #moobs #sweaty #outside #5km #run #peace #love #tranquility (at Christies Beach parkrun) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrPrHUWj5-N/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sbwv4p4upky8

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So hard to vote each year, still think they shouldn’t have a list to choose from. So many great omissions including two from my list. Having said that I still had to whittle down from 50 to 10... but please check out the songs on my list, not just the 10 I went with but all of them, this would be a different list if I did it tomorrow or even this evening, so hard to choose. Sorry I’ve not posted in a while, depression and anxiety issues... #hottest100 #vote #triplej @abbemayzing @westthebarton @phantasticferniture @megmacmusic @becstevensmusic @johnbutlertrio @good_doogs @cog101 @becsandridge @childishgambino @triple_j @doublejradio @triple_j_unearthed (at City of Onkaparinga) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrPDRkwDHTx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15hircrx3vvhm

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Jogged Thursday for the first time in weeks, legs so sore, went to my first class of the semester yesterday, haven’t really left the house since uni went on break. Wrote my first poem in ages on the train in to class, borrowed a camera to photograph blood moon. Spoiler alert it’s tiny, pics to come when i get them off the camera. Translation of my scribble to come once I’ve slept properly... #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poem #amwriting #handwriting #needsleep #hermit #purple #nofilter #bloodmoon #eclipse #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #mindfulness #siky #love #hope #sorelegs #samemoon #inarticulate (at Seaford Train Line) https://www.instagram.com/p/BlwEmcInYBV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15jvg8sfaw3yu

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To follow your own heart and hold on to that beauty you once created together or to respect theirs and let them go, if that is truely what they wish. Life is never black and white, it’s hard to know which choice is the right one sometimes. Just always try to make people’s lives better even if it’s just a little, it’s easy to hurt, harder to love. Be happy with yourself and others around you will catch your joy. #positivethinking #lettinggo #love #hard #thursday #come #tonight #or #not #at #all #siky #amwriting #poetsofinstagram #poetry #micropoetry #hope #nothing #redandgreen #messages #writersofinstagram #blackdog #mentalhealth #depression #alone #bestfriend #yesterday #words #inarticulate

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To follow your own heart and hold on to that beauty you once created together or to respect theirs and let them go, if that is truely what they wish. Life is never black and white, it’s hard to know which choice is the right one sometimes. Just always try to make people’s lives better even if it’s just a little, it’s easy to hurt, harder to love. Be happy with yourself and others around you will catch your joy. #positivethinking #lettinggo #love #hard #thursday #come #tonight #or #not #at #all #siky #amwriting #poetsofinstagram #poetry #micropoetry #hope #nothing #redandgreen #messages #writersofinstagram #blackdog #mentalhealth #depression #alone #bestfriend #yesterday #words #inarticulate

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To follow your own heart and hold on to that beauty you once created together or to respect theirs and let them go, if that is truely what they wish. Life is never black and white, it’s hard to know which choice is the right one sometimes. Just always try to make people’s lives better even if it’s just a little, it’s easy to hurt, harder to love. Be happy with yourself and others around you will catch your joy. #positivethinking #lettinggo #love #hard #thursday #come #tonight #or #not #at #all #siky #amwriting #poetsofinstagram #poetry #micropoetry #hope #nothing #redandgreen #messages #writersofinstagram #blackdog #mentalhealth #depression #alone #bestfriend #yesterday #words #inarticulate

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Catch me dreaming, Waves breaking, I still breathe, I still love, Full moon, Something burrows sodden earth, Howling pain, lust, entombed Amore, Lay in the damp grass, Artefacts of loss litter the deck, Nocturnal solitude, Astral wanderer... #poetsofinstagram #poem #poetry #dreamcatcher #shadows #amwriting #writersofinstagram #love #hope #siky #surf #night #nocturnal #foreveralone (at O'Sullivan Beach)

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Last week after my first hot shower in over a year, on the way to do my last interview for my course at radio adelaide. #simplepleasures #sofreshandsoclean #bliss #peace #contemplation #nofilter #selfcuthair #scruffy #nobrush (at The University of Adelaide)