reliand

[reliand]

get to know me meme: [14/15] pairings » Spike and Buffy

When I say I love you, it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you and I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You’re one hell of a woman. You’re the one, Buffy.

[reliand]

Rules of DIY:

if it's a skill, there's rules you can learn

if it's an art, rules are not your concern

make it fucked up or you won't make it

if it's already broken, you can't break it

anything can be fixed with gorilla glue

except for pleather, and also you

[reliand]

spike in s5 is soooo horny and desperate to kill buffy but as soon as shes threatened he's like hey nobody gets to kill her except me!!!! 😡

[reliand]

He’s got those big wet eyes and you DONT wanna see him on his knees crying??

[reliand]

Watched the pilot of Supernatural - ooooooh no I'm gonna be obsessed

[reliand]

absolutely hate it when the pleasurable activity procrastination hits. i’m going to do something fun that brings me joy but not yet. yeah, not yet. not yet. maybe i shouldn’t do it at all, it’s not that fun

[reliand]

i would not complain if in the buffy reboot the Angel puppet is just there. not doing anything. not talking. not moving. no explanation.

just there

[reliand]

Spike: that's it im done im killing her now I dont care about the chip anymore im killing her

Also spike, the moment he sees buffy crying: what's wrong? Is there anything I can do? Murder canceled, need to Help

[reliand]

absolutely hate it when the pleasurable activity procrastination hits. i’m going to do something fun that brings me joy but not yet. yeah, not yet. not yet. maybe i shouldn’t do it at all, it’s not that fun

[reliand]

do you ever start writing a comment on the internet and then think “oh what the fuck am i going on about” and delete it

[reliand]

"you don't trust me🥺" faith says, being totally untrustworthy

[reliand]

saying “LEAVE IT!!” to my intrusive thoughts like a dog that has something it shouldn’t have in it’s mouth

[reliand]

"you taste like ashes" one of my favorite lines in this insane series ever. this moment will be carved into my gravestone. drusilla tells spike he tastes like ashes before he even knows he's in love with buffy, and one could say that it's in regards to buffy being some equivalent to sunlight, so appealing and warm but undoubtedly damage-inflicting on spike. of course she'll burn him to ash. but spike tells buffy "im drowning in you," which isn't burning, it's the floods. she was going to be a fireman when the floods rolled back. spike is drowning. and then he gets a soul, and THAT burns, and she's burning him up from the inside, and he dies, swallowed in light. his love for buffy does, eventually, turn him to ash.

[reliand]

Thaumaturge of the orange grove

[reliand]

Superman (2025) + tweets

[reliand]

Look, pal, when I say "fanfiction does not have the cultural reach to be able to change social perceptions of controversial topics"

what I mean is "if Game of Thrones could not manage to normalize incest, a handful of shipcest fics on AO3 with 50 kudos each sure aren't going to manage to normalize it!"

And you know that. In your heart you know it.