ririkato

[ririkato]

Books are a escape from the realty that keeps on chasing me back and forth

Bookstores always remind me that there are good things in this world.

— Vincent van Gogh

[ririkato]

Was “i love you” only a phrase that we said

Or was it a promise you were afraid to make?

For i miss the times when we used to say

“I love you” to each other every other day

Was it only a word?

Or did u really did mean it

For its been months since we've broken up

As if we never dated

Why is it that you like another women now

And you're dating her

Loving her the same way

You said you loved me that time

Do you mean it now when you say

“ i love you “ to her the same way

You did to me everyday

~Ri

[ririkato]

Lies have types: one that make us blind of the truth and one that destroys us. Equally enough both are harmful. The white lies are bittersweet they make us feel better, keep us blind from the truth but eventually there's a time it fades away and the pain gets agonising, but that's life as they said. Lies that are small doesn't seem that bad, do they? And all of us lie here and there in life so it can't be that bad right? But the impact aren't always, lies break trust the main thing important in love, Some lies destroy us from inside even the smallest lies, even though people don't agree and use the word sensitive for certain people, it's true and just like the same human nature as they said.

~Ri

[ririkato]

hate how i waste all my potential

Dry it out, let it wash away

Like i always did to every good thing

I'm a nobody who ruins it everytime

I'm a self destroyer

I just wanna ruin myself

To fire burnt ashes

Numb like soaked in ice water

Why do i ruin myself why why

I never knew and i never would

Why i let myself die everytime

Every single time

Yeah i love wrenching my soul

Tight fist grip on the throat like i way i love

The way I've always wanted.

~Ri

[ririkato]

It looked as though my heart's been caught in an icy vice as i looked into your eyes and realized that it's been too late for the break for you have found someone new as well. You liked them better i knew it all i was hesitant to admit the truth since i knew i couldn't really get over you. It was really agonizing maybe hard but i knew there was nothing that could be done, i was disappointed perhaps in despair that i couldn't get your love ever. It was sad but maybe for the good for i already knew it was time that we step apart. Apart? We never were one anyways it was always me and you in the empty ways. Of life i never thought we'd last though for i had seen the emptiness in your eyes a long ago. It was hopeless, pathetic of me to even think it might thrive but maybe it was because i was a lovesick guide?

~Ri

[ririkato]

I tried so hard to perfect the only thing i loved oh so dearly that i stopped doing it wholeheartedly. I didn't realize when it happened but the magic seemed to slip away from the corner of my fingers like sand so wet. Like ocean water through gaps of my toes so delicately hiving its bye in the abyss of despair.

~Ri

[ririkato]

My love for you is eternal

Everytime i look in my eyes on the mirror i see your picture floating above..looking as ethereal as ever like you always did…i find myself lost in your thoughts, you're little gestures of love and care. How foolish of me to ignore it all until you left me behind leaving me with all the agony. I won't blame you though for the fault was truly mine. I was blinded by my decline and anger,the unknown feelings that haunted me and that's how i tainted your white soul unknowingly. My love for you is eternal for its been decades since you left me yet everytime i look at this building that you turned into a "home" i see your shadows in every corners..hiding from me as if i was a wicked soul and somewhere in the dark indeed it was true for how i hurted you. My for you will be eternal till the day i take my last breath forgive me my dear love for hurting you unknowingly. I know my apologies won't change a single deed but My love for you will be eternal as it always has been.

…….From love

~Ri

[ririkato]

You're like the scent of Roses,

So soft,yet so strong...

—Ri~

[ririkato]

Hoii hoomans. This is my first time in this app. I'm gonna share my songs and poems here so hope y'all like it and also i love to draw so a little sneak peak here and there

~Ri