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MY LIFE AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR

English has been my favorite subject since high school; I am always delighted when the discussion revolves around stories, grammar, and essays. It intellectually satisfies me and fulfills the knowledge I need, not until I entered senior high school. I was enrolled in a science environment (STEM), and I felt frustrated because most of the subjects focused on math and science, sidelining my passion for English. Then, the pandemic struck, face-to-face operations were prohibited, and education was disrupted. Students, including myself, were allowed to study in a modular setup, which impeded my capability and worsened my English proficiency. Fast forward to college life amid the ongoing pandemic, I welcomed a new chapter in my academic journey, bringing English with me despite the challenges faced during senior high school and the pandemic. I felt ashamed as a first-year English student unable to construct a proper English sentence, but I pushed through the course.

English is not solely about learning grammar; while significant, it serves as the foundation for being well-versed in the language. As an English major in the field of education, I realized the need to acquaint myself with various English matters. Committed to this pursuit, I discovered that starting to love books, literature, grammar, and language is crucial when learning English. Books became my greatest possession, helping me overcome my initial struggles and instilling confidence in my journey. Learning literature opened my eyes and heart to the world, fostering empathy for the lives of different people and guiding me towards a good life. Books and literature familiarized me with the right use of grammar, leading to correct usage of the English language—a satisfaction found in my chosen career.

Every day, facing the pressures of becoming an "English Educator," I make sure not to end a day without reading my textbooks on literature and grammar. The journey is more challenging than I imagined, but I push myself to excel. These experiences made me realize that the risks I took are worth fighting for. Lastly, being an English major is more than just reading books and writing essays; it is a journey that demands dedication, hard work, and passion.