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I’ve made this mood board mainly to reflect on my ex-artist memories as a Klaus Hargreeves fictionkin.

A bit of a Fictionkin vent/rant???

sorry gng gulp feeling kinda depressed lately due to alterhuman shit 🫩

(cw: mention of substances, talking about abuse, mention of manipulation, mentions of vomit)

No one can deny that in my life as Klaus Hargreeves I had it rough as a kid. The abuse, my powers.. it was all so overwhelming. Dad would lock me in the mausoleums for an extended period of amount of time until I was covered in my own sweat and vomit and pronounced dead, the frequent tests, the manipulative behavior, it was all just a horrible childhood. No one asked to be in that house and forced to be so-called ‘superheroes.’ Our childhood was taken away from us and we were forced to grow up at a very young age. We all wanted out of that house.

This trauma had caused me to rely on substances such as alcohol and drugs to cope. I relied on them to numb the pain and make me fully forget about everything. It was a terrible habit, yes, but substances were there for me when I was at my lowest. They made me feel better, even if it meant I was never fully sober all the time and if every memory is vague.

Another hobby I had to cope was drawing/painting. I wasn’t the best artist, but it did help me. Sir Reginald discouraged it and would tell me things such as “it’s a waste of time” or “this will solve nothing” and would often throw my art away. But drawing and painting helped me forget about everything for a split second. Putting my thoughts and feelings onto a piece of paper or a canvas helped me to express my emotions correctly. But soon, being an artist wasn’t just about coping, it had turned into a competition. I remember frequently asking myself “who’s a better artist?” “Why can’t I be more like them?” “I wish I could draw as good as them.”.

I would snap at any mistake I had made on my art. I’d constantly criticize myself and I would often find myself frustrated. This wasn’t about coping anymore, this was about who was better.

I then just quit and fully relied on drugs and alcohol. I had just fully gave up. I threw away all my art supplies and art in a fit of rage. It was useless. “What’s the point of doing something if you’re not even good at it?” I would often think to myself. “It’s pointless. What’s the point of trying if I’m just shit compared to everyone else.”

I sometimes wonder that if I would’ve kept that hobby, would I have turned out the way I did? who am I kidding. Of course I would’ve.

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WAVE WAVE WAVE WA-

-a local adam (HH)

WAVE WAVE HIHII

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Don’t u js hate when u find out you’re a Fictionkin to another character like haha just kill me already. 💔💔💔🫩

like, my dysphoria is already so bad and now the universe wants to add on top of that and show me memories from a past life that I didn’t even KNOW I had? GUH 🤕

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INTRODUCTION 🪖💐

guh I accidentally deleted my original introduction so here’s a new and improved one!!!

hello! I’m Trinket/Aaron!! (Or any of my kins names!)

My pronouns are He/them/it 🏳️‍⚧️!! (+ neopronouns, which you can find the link in my WIP carrd that will be posted soon)

sexual orientation: Bisexual/biromantic, nebularomantic !!

some hobbies of mine: drawing, painting, making crafts, making Kandi, making therian/furry masks, being a furry, being a cosplayer, eating, listening to music, watching my favorite shows, and more !! :3

I’m a Fictionkin, otherkin, and therian!!

Kintypes include: kyle from SouthPark, Nathan from Misfits, Klaus from Umbrella Academy, Creek from trolls, and Lute from Hazbin hotel

theriotypes include: grey wolf, silver fox, and a calico cat

otherkintype includes: a siren

DNI: the basic Dni criteria (Proshippers/variants, homophobes, transphobes, racists, haters, abelists, lolis, zoophiles, pedophiles, terfs, sexist, trump supporters, etc)

OKAY well that’s kinda it!! Bai !! ^_^

(this was very hard to edit cuz im on browser so pls spare me 🫩🫩)

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Song: Haunt me (x3) by Teen Suicide

Nathan + his ghosts.

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Hi! I was wondering if you could do a moodboard with the character Nathan from Misfits!! I want the aesthetic to be “grunge” and “loser core” please!!! (If that makes sense.). Colors I’d like for you to incorporate is a dark brown, dark greys/black, an off-dark white, and other colors you think would match. Add pictures of the character and add pictures of things that would fit the aesthetic. If this isn’t too specific, I’ll let you add your own spin on it and freeball it.

Thanks! :3

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here you go, I hope you enjoy! hope the colour palette works well, I tried to stick to it as much as possible

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WHO WAS GONNA TELL ME THAT THREE CHEERS FOR SWEET REVENGE MY MCR CAME OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY GUHHHHH (not in the same year but still)

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that better not be five blushing

gulp. …

(I DONT SHIP FIVE X LILA 💔🕊️)

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Doing commissions! *uses Lila as an example XD*

hi (with intention of showing you what a 10 dollar art commission looks like)

COMISSION PRICES:

headshot - 5$

full body - 10$

Anything more complex - 15$

PRICE *MAY* RANGE IF THE DESIGN OF THE CHARACTER IS COMPLEX ^_^

dm me for any questions/ to commission!!!

(Pls be specific on wgat u want.. I’m autistic and need every. single. detail)

note: I only use cash app!

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Careful man…The 16 and a half year olds might come after you…

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HELP KMFAO 💔💔

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Canon call!

hey I’m new to this tumbler thing so idk how to really work this LOL!

but hey!! I’m a Klaus Hargreeves Fictionkin and I’m looking for any sourcemates from Umbrella academy. I would reallyyy like to speak to any of yall ^_^ (specifically Ben, Five, Diego, Allison, or Claire).

please reach out to me!!

(I’m 15 so anyone between 13-16 can reach out to me)

Love, Klaus 🖤