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safination · 4 hours ago
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My favorite couple. You and Adam.
AHHHHHHWHWHWHWWWWWW I AM NOT A PART OF FOXDICKER SHE'S A FOX OC SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT MEEEEEEEEEE I'M NOT WITH ADAMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAHHHH
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safination · 5 hours ago
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If you want FoxdDicker, @redvexillum is the master. It is her world, and we are all just NPCs. Just a whole masterlist of Kit and Adam <3
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My favorite couple. You and Adam.
AHHHHHHWHWHWHWWWWWW I AM NOT A PART OF FOXDICKER SHE'S A FOX OC SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT MEEEEEEEEEE I'M NOT WITH ADAMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAHHHH
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safination · 6 hours ago
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What???? You and Adam??
Kit x Adam?
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My favorite couple. You and Adam.
AHHHHHHWHWHWHWWWWWW I AM NOT A PART OF FOXDICKER SHE'S A FOX OC SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT ME SHE'S NOT MEEEEEEEEEE I'M NOT WITH ADAMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAHHHH
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safination · 1 day ago
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how to trick writers into giving you more fanfic to read
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safination · 2 days ago
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A/N: You thought I was going to leave Sunshine and Vox unresolved after that fiasco? Nah, nah, naw. This is a direct sequel to the story Second Place in Hell. As always, @safination this is for you.
Summary: One last date, one chance to decide if your tangled love with Vox can survive the complicated ties that bind him to Valentino. Under the bright lights of the carnival and the hum of tension, passion and loyalty collide in a night that will change everything. Will your hearts find a way forward, or will the shadows pull you apart?
Tags/Warnings: f!reader, established relationship, break up/make up, oral (f!receiving), oral (m!receiving), p in v, fluff, smut
My Sweet Sunshine Masterlist
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You lay upside down on your velvet-soft couch, head dangling over the edge as the seventy-second season of Yeah, I Fucked Your Sister, So What? flickered on the oversized screen. The visuals passed by in a blur, the voices blending into static as your gaze stared through the ceiling.
All this wealth, all this comfort, came from Vox—your former boss, your ex-lover, your mistake. When the two of you got involved, he started showering you with gifts dressed up as company perks, bonuses that made it laughably easy to live in luxury for lifetimes without working another day. Even now, after you told him you were done, after you officially quit, the paychecks kept coming. Regular as ever.
You tried to cut ties. You called accounting. You begged, you demanded, you even threatened to send the checks back. But they always hung up on you, like they were under orders not to speak. So you stopped trying. Let him throw money at a ghost. You told yourself it didn’t matter.
But it did.
Because you still hadn’t thrown away a single thing he gave you. Not even the hundred blue roses he gave you that night. They were arranged in their tall glass vase, perched by your bedroom window like a shrine to something you couldn’t name. One by one, the petals began to curl, to brown, to fall. Every day, the flower got smaller, and you thought, maybe even hoped, that your sadness would fade along with it.
But it didn’t.
The grief stayed as loud and aching as the moment you walked away.
You hadn’t left your apartment in two weeks. The same set of pajamas clung to your body like a second skin. Takeout boxes crowded your kitchen counters. Your hair was a tangled mess. Once, you noticed orange crumbs on your cheek when you looked in the mirror; these were chips you didn't even remember eating. The show had been on a 24-hour loop, reruns rolling one into the next while you barely registered the plot.
Then the logo appeared again, sweeping across the screen in bright, obnoxious colours. Your throat tightened. And just like that, the tears came. 
Again.
You cried the ugly, broken sobs that wracked your body and soaked the couch cushions.
It felt so stupid. You had told yourself a thousand times that you were finished. That he wasn’t good for you. That you had to leave. But none of that made it hurt less. None of that made you miss him any less.
Because when he held you, when he looked at you like he was trying to memorize your soul, it felt real. Even if it was temporary. Even if it was always destined to fall apart.
Yet, a small part of you believed that he meant it in his own way.
You gritted your teeth, dragging your hands over your face to scrub away the tears. No. He was a selfish bastard. He had a choice, and he never picked you. You were done chasing scraps of affection from someone who only knew how to love halfway.
You deserved more. You would find more.
Just… not today.
Today, you would let yourself mourn a little longer. You would eat more junk food, cry over more reruns, and sit among the dying roses like a queen in a crumbling palace of memory. The pain hadn’t left, but neither had your will to survive it.
When the last flower petal fall, you might be ready to stand up again.
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“Vox,” Velvette snapped, her voice sharp like glass against stone.
He barely flinched. His eyes remained glued to the screen of his phone, where a grainy live feed showed the crumpled figure of his sunshine curled up on her apartment couch. She hadn’t moved much in days. The drone hovered in place like a ghost, bearing silent witness to her collapse. She cried during the sitcom’s laugh tracks, the soundless tremble of her lips cutting into him like guilt-laced static.
He could barely breathe watching her. Every cell in his body screamed to go to her, to wrap her up in his arms, to beg her to stay, to come back. He needed her more than he needed his next breath.
“VOX!” Velvette’s voice cracked across the room like a whip as she hurled her phone at his head.
He caught it in one hand without looking, his jaw tightening. His eyes slowly lifted from the screen. “What?”
Velvette was livid. She bent forward slightly, her arms pinned to her hips, her red eyes glowing like coals about to catch fire. “If you're done swimming in your own pathetic pity party, I need you to deal with those pathetic rats trying to take a bite out of my models and my business. They’re making moves, and I don’t trust anyone but you to put them back in their place.”
Vox groaned and rolled his head back. “Why not ask Val? Isn't this the kind of thing he gets off on?”
She gawked at him as if he’d suggested handing the keys of Hell to a toddler. “You want me to ask your pissbaby boyfriend to handle a delicate situation with tact and discretion? The same Val who once blew up a fashion house because they spelled his name wrong in a press release?”
Tired and worn thin, he rubbed his eyes and sighed. “Fine. I’ll handle it. Just… let me pencil it in somewhere. Shit. Where’s my assistant?” His voice turned softer, distracted, as his eyes wandered back to the phone and his precious screen. He tapped into the feed again, searching for her. His babydoll. 
His world.
Velvette dropped her hands and let out a groan of frustration. “You know what? Why don’t you two just fuck it out like you always do?”
That made Vox jolt. His head snapped up, confusion painting his expression. “Who? Val?”
“No, idiot. Your assistant. The one you’ve been fucking for five years.” Her voice was dry, unimpressed.
He let out a nervous wheeze, laughing thinly. “What are you even talking about?”
Velvette raised a perfectly arched brow. “Really? You think Val and I don’t know? You’ve been as subtle as a car crash. Everyone at VoxTek knows.”
A chill raced down his spine. It was one thing to risk Val’s wrath in private. But public knowledge? Headlines? Tabloids? The CEO of VoxTek cheating on the infamous Valentino with his personal assistant? The fallout would be catastrophic.
“Val knows?” His voice pitched into a whine, his shoulders tensing. The idea of dealing with one of Val’s explosive tantrums made his head throb.
Velvette scoffed and waved a hand like it was common knowledge. “Of course he does. He was the first to figure it out. But it worked in his favour. You left him alone when he ran off to screw around with his latest playthings. Honestly, this open relationship shit is ancient in Hell. You two just took forever to catch up.”
Vox blinked slowly. His mind struggled to catch up with the avalanche of emotion pressing into his chest. He cared about you. It wasn't casual. It had never been. When he was near you, the noise stopped. When he held you, he felt like he was something better, someone worth touching. Being without you made his skin itch. His productivity tanked. His temper frayed. Everything went wrong.
“So… Val is okay with me favouring my assistant?” His voice was cautious now, every syllable weighed with fear. The word he almost said—love—caught in his throat and burned.
Velvette groaned, tossing her head back like she couldn’t believe how stupid he was being. “You are so painfully dense sometimes.” She narrowed her eyes and stepped closer, the heat of her irritation rolling off her. “Val bitches constantly about how moody you get when he does what he wants. You were jealous, remember? But you got your own little toy now, so he figured it was only fair. As long as you don’t throw the word, love, around, he doesn’t care.”
That hit him like a slap. Before you, it did bother him. Valentino parading around with his conquests used to make Vox sick. But after you… the jealousy faded, replaced with something else. Something deeper. Something that terrified him.
Because this wasn’t just sex. Not anymore.
And Valentino? If he even suspected that what Vox felt for you went beyond lust, beyond control, beyond fun… he would burn everything down.
Including you.
Vox swallowed hard, his fingers tightening around the phone still playing your feed. You sat motionless on the couch, eyes blank, a single tear slipping down your cheek.
He clenched his jaw.
“But over the past few years, you two became more like business partners than lovers,” Velvette said, lazily inspecting her perfectly manicured nails. “He gets to screw whoever he wants, as long as your assistant keeps you distracted. It works out for him. Less whining from you, more freedom for him. Win-win.”
“Oh,” Vox breathed, barely able to process her words as his mind began to churn. He leaned back in his seat, eyes flicking rapidly as he ran through years' worth of arguments with you. Every painful fight, every time your voice cracked, asking why he wouldn’t choose you. Why he let Valentino come first. Why he never held your hand in public.
He always said it was complicated, that Hell was watching, that it wasn’t safe. But deep down, the truth was uglier. He needed Valentino. Not for love, but for leverage. Vox had power in spades, but Valentino opened doors, forged connections, cemented their dominance. Without him, Vox would’ve had to claw his way to the top alone.
But now… now maybe he didn’t have to choose.
His fingers twitched, itching to reach for his phone, to see you on that damn security feed again. You looked so small on that couch, tucked in a nest of pillows and grief. He hated himself for letting it go this far.
He stood up suddenly, posture straightening with purpose for the first time in weeks. There was a solution. A way to keep you and stay standing beside Valentino, without sacrificing everything he built.
“Velvette,” he said, voice tight with gratitude and simmering annoyance, “thank you for the information. Though, I would've appreciated it, I don’t know, sometime before my assistant started melting into the couch like a discarded ragdoll.”
His head twitched slightly, a small glitch betraying the surge of emotion behind his words.
Velvette shrugged with maddening nonchalance. Her gaze was glued to her Sinstagram feed. “Not my fault, you’re stupidly slow at reading social cues. I figured you'd already worked it out. You always act like you know everything.”
He opened his mouth to argue, but stopped short. She wasn’t wrong. For all his surveillance and obsessive need to stay ten steps ahead, this had been right in front of him the entire time.
“Hey—where the hell are you going?” Velvette called, irritation creeping into her voice as he turned on his heel.
“To get her back,” he said, determination slicing through every syllable.
She scoffed. “And I’m supposed to care? My problem, Vox,” she said, jabbing a finger toward her chest.
He halted, jaw tightening before spinning back toward his desk. “Fine. I’ll deal with your little fashion war first,” he muttered, dropping into his chair and pulling up data. His fingers flew over the keys, hacking into the rival company's system. His mind easily planned how to bring them down: hurt their brand, mess up their PR feeds, and leak damaging footage. It would be simple.
But even as he laid digital ruin to Velvette’s enemies, he opened a side chat window and sent a message.
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He stared at his message, waiting for you to read it, his heart clawing at his ribs. He may not own your soul, but you owned his heart in every devastating, secret way. And even if he could never say it aloud in public, that truth burned hotter than Hell’s fire.
He would get you back if it was the last thing he did.
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You should have locked the door. No. You should have packed a bag, left the apartment, and found some cheap hotel where he couldn’t reach you. Somewhere without mirrors, without memories. Somewhere without him.
But you didn’t.
And now, your heart pounded against your ribs, angry and afraid in equal measure. Weeks had passed in silence. Nothing. Not a word. And then out of nowhere, he had texted you.
He was coming tonight.
Why?
You stared at yourself in the mirror, bile rising in your throat. Your reflection made you flinch. Your eyes were hollow, cheeks dull, hair knotted from too many restless nights. You looked like someone who had lost something vital and had tried to pretend it didn’t matter. And then your gaze shifted to the apartment behind you in the mirror’s reflection, and a loud, bitter curse left your lips.
The place was a disaster. Blankets twisted like wreckage across the floor. Dishes stacked in the sink. Old takeout boxes. Forgotten laundry. It looked exactly like what it was. A den of someone grieving something they weren’t allowed to mourn.
You didn’t think. You didn’t even try to tell him off. You just… started moving. You cleaned like you were possessed, vacuuming and scrubbing as if the act itself would erase your shame. Then a hot shower, too hot, scalding even, as if you could scrape off the weeks he had ignored you. You washed your hair twice. You scrubbed behind your ears. You stood naked in the mirror for a moment and hated the way your skin still remembered his touch.
Then came the chaos of choosing what to wear. You tore through your closet in a frenzy, flinging shirts, skirts, and dresses into messy piles on the bed. Nothing looked right. Everything was too much or too little, too obvious or not enough. You told yourself it didn’t matter, that this wasn’t about him—that you were just going for an effortless look. But every glance in the mirror, every outfit change, said otherwise. You were dressing for him. As if the right look might somehow shield your heart from breaking.
In the end, despite all your claims of indifference, you reached for the sexiest lingerie you owned. The g-string was a whisper of lace, soft and sheer, with a delicate little “V” charm dangling at the front—subtle, but unmistakable. It sat low on your hips, practically teasing, hinting at secrets meant only for him. The push-up bra matched in black lace, framing your curves perfectly and giving you just the right lift to feel both confident and dangerously desirable.
For the dress, you chose something soft and bright, something that made your skin glow. A summer dress, pastel yellow, catching the light like sunlight trapped in fabric. White embroidery curled along the hem in delicate loops, brushing against your thighs with every step. The material hugged your figure just right, cinched at the waist and flowing out gently. The thin spaghetti straps rested lightly on your shoulders, letting your collarbones and neckline breathe in the open air.
Warm, inviting, and sweet with a hint of heat underneath, you looked just like the season. And as you gave yourself one last glance in the mirror, your lips parted in a breath you didn’t know you were holding. By five, the apartment was clean. Your hair was curled. Your lips were tinted with colour again. And worst of all, your door was unlocked.
You didn’t even know when you had done it. Somewhere between folding a blanket and tossing a shirt on the bed, you had decided to let him in.
Why? Why had you let him?
You began pacing the floor, hugging your arms tight around yourself. A storm of thoughts battered your brain. Maybe this was your chance to end things officially. You could tell him to stop sending those damn paychecks. You could cut all ties to VoxTek. You could look him in the eye and say goodbye for real.
Yes. That was what you were going to do.
You would be calm. Professional. Cold.
You told yourself he could take his expensive gifts with him. The jewellery, the designer shoes, the stupid limited edition tech that had once made you laugh. He could give them to someone else. Some new, infatuated little soul who hadn’t yet realized how disposable they were.
Then the doorknob turned.
You stopped breathing. Your face smoothed out. You tried to adopt some neutral expression, but the thud of your heart gave you away before he even walked in.
And then he appeared.
Wearing a soft sweater vest and a pair of worn jeans that made him look almost human. In his arms, he carried a bouquet so large it looked absurd. A hundred blue roses.
Your chest ached.
Why had you thought this was a good idea?
You had walked away for a reason. You had walked away and hadn’t once looked back. Because being near him hurt. Because you were weak where he was concerned. Because some part of you still loved him, even after everything.
You thought a few weeks apart would dull it. Make it manageable. Clean the poison from your system. But instead, the ache had only sharpened and the longing grown louder.
“Doll,” he whispered.
That voice. That smile. Lucifer help you.
You didn’t speak. You didn’t move. But then he stepped forward, dropped the roses like they were unimportant, and wrapped his arms around you.
He held you like he would fall apart without you.
“I want to take you out on a date tonight,” he murmured against your shoulder, his breath warm, his fingers sliding along your spine like he was trying to memorize the shape of you all over again.
You should have pushed him away.
But your hands didn’t listen. Neither did your heart.
“What?” you whispered, blinking like you hadn’t heard him correctly. Your hands were still raised in front of you, suspended midair, like they were waiting for instructions that never came. You didn’t reach for him. You didn’t push him away. You just… froze.
Vox pulled back, just enough to meet your gaze, and grinned with a kind of boyish mischief that made your heart stutter. “Let me take you out on a date,” he said, his voice light, teasing. “How about Voxtek World?”
He waggled his eyebrows, like this was some ordinary moment. Like the two of you hadn’t torn each other apart weeks ago. Like you hadn’t cried into your pillow, gasping out that you were done.
Your mind scrambled for something solid, something real. Everything felt upside down. The sudden shift in him made it hard to find your footing. Instead of the speech you had rehearsed about boundaries and closure, the only thing that came out was, “But that’s… really public.”
You scoffed, arms finally dropping to your sides. “Unless this is just another business dinner in disguise.”
But he didn’t flinch. He didn’t look sheepish or sorry. Instead, he leaned in and kissed you.
And your body betrayed you instantly.
You melted into it without hesitation. His lips were the same. The taste of him, the heat of his electricity, the way he held you like he’d never let go—it all came rushing back like it had never left. You hated how natural it felt. You hated how much you missed it.
“No, sunshine,” he murmured against your lips, brushing them once more with his own, “a real date. Just you and me. Holding hands. Maybe making out under the ferris wheel.”
Then he pulled out his phone and turned it off. A small thing, but one you knew well. He used to do it every time before a proper date, a sign that he was present, that the world could wait. That you were his priority.
Your brows pulled together, the disbelief still refusing to let go. You didn’t understand. None of this made sense. If he was doing this, did that mean he broke things off with Valentino?
No. That would’ve made headlines. The media would’ve exploded.
“I don’t understand,” you said softly, voice barely audible. “What changed?”
He met your gaze without flinching. His eyes, for once, were calm. “I know I can’t give you everything you want, doll,” he said, and his clawed finger traced gently down your cheek, the gesture almost reverent. “But I can give you as much as I’m able. I can try.”
You should have been angry. You should have yelled, demanded more than scraps of affection and broken promises. But instead, you just felt… curious. Suspicious. Hopeful. Everything, all at once.
“What does that even mean?” you asked, voice thin with doubt.
He smiled, slow and soft, and slipped his arms around your waist. “It means our relationship, out in the open. No hiding. No pretending. It’s what you wanted, right?” His voice remained gentle, but there was a flicker of fear behind his eyes. Like he wasn’t sure if it was enough.
You should have shoved him away.
But your heart had been aching without him. The ache was so familiar now, so woven into your daily life, that this—his arms around you, the sound of his voice—felt like coming home. You had missed him. God, you missed him more than you’d ever admit.
Maybe with more time, you could’ve gathered the strength to say no. Maybe. But right now, as he leaned in again, as he searched your eyes for something warm, something forgiving, and whispered, “Please, sunshine?”
Your last wall came crashing down.
The love you thought you’d buried clawed its way to the surface, angry and tender all at once. You hated it. Hated how easily it returned. You wanted to scream, to beg your heart to stop caring.
Instead, you exhaled shakily and said, “One date.”
He froze, clearly unsure if he heard you right.
“You get one date,” you repeated, eyes darting away before he could see the cracks forming again. “To convince me. That you’re willing to take a real risk. To be with me, for real.”
His expression softened with something close to awe. And for just a second, you let yourself believe. Not in forever. But perhaps—just possibly—in tonight.
You didn’t know if he was telling the truth. Part of you wanted to believe that he meant it, that he would finally be open with you in public, finally stop hiding what the two of you had. But doubt crept in, curling tightly in your chest. What if this was just another illusion? Another line? Even so, perhaps it was worth clinging to if he was prepared to make the initial move and if he had the courage to risk everything for a brief moment with you in front of the world's lights and eyes.
“But if you fail, then we’re don—”
You didn’t even get to finish.
His mouth crashed into yours with a force that stole the words from your tongue. His kiss was hot and consuming, lips parting yours with a desperation that bordered on hunger. His tongue swept through the seam of your lips, tasting you, claiming you, stealing every protest you were about to make.
“Yeah, baby,” he whispered between kisses, his breath trembling with want, “one date.”
He kissed you again, slow and deep.
“I’ll make sure you’re the happiest when you’re in my arms.”
He said it like a promise. And even though you’d heard those words before, so many times that they should’ve sounded hollow, your heart still fluttered. You melted, just a little, helpless against the warmth of his voice and the tenderness in his touch.
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VoxTek World was loud, dazzling, and filled to the brim with sinners. Neon lights lit up the crimson Hellsky, carnival music drifted through the air, and the scent of fried food and artificial cotton candy wafted around you. Everywhere you turned, there was laughter, flashing screens, and animatronic mascots welcoming guests. Vox, naturally, was glowing with pride, chatting with anyone who stopped him, boasting that it was quickly becoming the most visited amusement park in the Pride Ring. He even said it was starting to attract Hellborns from other rings.
You should have rolled your eyes. But instead, you found yourself smiling.
Maybe it was the workaholic in you, the part that had spent three exhausting decades climbing your way through the heart of Voxtek. You weren’t on this project—your time had been swallowed by the demands of Vinder, Vwatch, and VPhone—but you remembered the endless meetings on his calendar. You remembered how he spoke about the park like it was his child. A dream he wanted to breathe life into.
You had almost forgotten that the opening ceremony had been last week. You didn’t watch it. You hadn’t even asked how it went. And now, standing here, you felt a faint, unexpected sadness for having missed it. A strange pang in your chest at the thought of not being there, even though you were no longer his employee. No longer… his anything.
“I would’ve loved to have you by my side,” Vox murmured.
His claws gently brushed a loose strand of hair behind your ear, and the tenderness in the gesture froze you.
Your eyes widened. “What?” You stiffened and quickly glanced around. There were people everywhere. Sinners were walking past, some glancing your way, others pretending not to. And Vox… he didn’t seem to care. He wasn’t hiding you. He wasn’t keeping his distance.
He was touching you. Guiding you. Treating you like someone important.
“The opening ceremony,” he continued softly, his palm finding its way to your hip as he steered you through the crowd. “You would’ve been beautiful by my side.”
He sounded wistful, and you weren’t sure what to do with that.
“I had Velvette pick a dress for you,” he added, then hesitated. “But… well, I know you left. I didn’t expect you to come.”
Your heart twisted. You weren’t sure if it was guilt or something more complicated.
“The park’s still a work in progress,” he said, trying to brighten his tone as he looked down at you. His hand never left your hip. “But it’s getting there. Just like us, huh?”
You didn’t answer. You couldn’t. Everyone was looking. His arm around you, his hand resting comfortably on you as if it had always belonged there and making it clear that you weren’t just some guest. You were someone. You were with Vox.
Your cheeks flushed with heat. You weren’t used to this—the attention, the affection, the public acknowledgment. You had spent so long watching other couples walk by, hand in hand, smiling like the world belonged to them. Now, you were one of them. Or at least pretending to be.
And all the fire you had built up inside you, all the anger and hurt you carried to throw in his face, slowly began to quiet.
Not because everything was fixed.
But because for the first time, it felt like he might actually want to try.
You leaned in closer to him, just a little, barely enough to notice. But even that tiny movement made a difference. His warmth radiated into your body, seeping beneath your skin like sunlight in the cold. Your cheeks were burning, the flush of colour high on your face from the sudden affection, from the way his presence overwhelmed your senses.
“Pretty,” Vox murmured, his voice low, affectionate, almost reverent. “My babydoll.”
He came to a stop in front of the mirror house, pausing at the very first mirror—the only one that reflected your image truthfully before the chaos of distortions inside. The glass caught your reflection perfectly. You saw yourself standing there, tucked into him like you belonged.
And then you saw the eyes. The sinners passing by, stealing glances. Some looked on with curiosity, others with a touch of envy, as if they were seeing something rare and precious. But your attention was pulled downward, to his hand still gripping your hip in a possessive manner.
Then your gaze lifted to your expression, and embarrassment struck like a slap. You looked utterly lovestruck. Your face glowed red, your fingers nervously fidgeting, laced together in front of you like some pathetic blushing virgin. You hated how obvious it was. How vulnerable you looked. How affected.
“You’re perfect in my eyes, sunshine,” Vox said, his voice warm and certain.
He leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your cheek.
You jolted. Not from the kiss itself, but from where it happened. Out here. In the open. That was the first kiss he’d ever given you in public, and your heart wasn’t prepared for it. Your emotions tangled into a confused storm, eyes stinging with heat, chest tightening. Just weeks ago, you were ready to walk away. To forget him. To reclaim your life and leave all this behind.
And yet… here you were. Basking in his attention. Letting yourself soak in every second of his affection. And you were happy.
 Genuinely, terrifyingly happy.
“Vox, you don’t have to force yourself—”
“Force myself?” he interrupted with a scoff. His grip on your hip tightened, and his gaze sharpened like a blade drawn in the dark. “Babydoll, I’ve had to force myself not to fuck you in the parking lot. Or bend you over this mirror, so everyone here would know exactly who you belong to.”
The heat slammed into your body, pooling low in your belly. You expected something lewd—it was Vox, after all—but not like this. Not here. Not now. In public.
Your eyes widened in alarm, and you hissed under your breath as you glanced around in a panic. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Your voice was sharp, but the blush on your face betrayed you, deep and furious and alive.
Vox only laughed, rich and amused, like your flustered state was his favourite thing in the world. “Just being honest, sweetcheeks,” he said, voice dripping with mischief.
Then his hand slipped lower, bold and deliberate, giving your ass a firm squeeze before settling back on your hips as though nothing happened. “Now,” he purred, “shall we keep this date going?”
You were too stunned to speak. Your thoughts twisted into anxious knots as you simply nodded, letting him lead you along.
But beneath the surface of your flushed skin and racing heart, worry began to spread like a slow, creeping vine.
What if you were pushing him too far? What if this show of affection, this rebellion against the roles he usually played, had consequences? You had seen what happened when things between Vox and Valentino soured. You had seen the cracks in his screen, the dullness in his eyes after one of their fights. He would keep working like nothing happened, but you had seen the wreckage. The broken furniture. The shattered tech. The bruises that never made it to the surface, but you knew were there all the same.
Overlords didn’t maintain their power through kindness. They ruled through dominance, fear, and destruction. And now, for the first time, you were starting to grasp the weight of that power. The danger of it. The cost.
Would Valentino hurt Vox for this?
And if he did… would that be your fault?
A sudden weight pressed against your chest, heavy, and suffocating like wet wool draped around your lungs. The thrill of the date, the joy in his laughter, all of it dimmed beneath the creeping fog of realization. This entire time, all you ever wanted was for him to choose you. Just you. To turn his back on Valentino, to draw a line and say, “This is mine.” But now, as you looked around, that hope felt naive.
Voxtek World stretched around you in every direction, loud and blinding, made from lights, steel, and money. His name was carved into every corner of it, stamped with pride. This place didn’t exist without power. Without territory. Without calculated ambition.
And you had loved that part of him once.
You still did, didn’t you?
That ambition, the endless hunger for more, had drawn you in from the start. You admired it because you were the same. You had your own goals, your climb to make. You fell in love with a man who never stopped reaching higher, and Vox had always been more than a lover. He was your mirror in that way.
However, none of this could have occurred if he had not been perpetually engaging in battles for control, forging alliances, and eliminating threats. If he let go of that power, even for a second, it would all collapse. You knew that. And so did he.
It was complicated. You and him. Always had been.
And maybe that was the problem. You didn’t want complicated. You wanted the good parts. The soft touches. The late-night laughter. The warm glances that said everything without a word. You didn’t want to bear the weight of the rest. The danger. The deals. The damage.
He had told you, again and again, that it wasn’t that simple. That you couldn’t have one half of him and not the other. You understood that now, more clearly than ever. Vox without ambition wasn’t Vox. And if you carved that part out of him, if you asked him to trade it for a quieter life, would you even still love what was left?
You stopped walking.
The joyful screams of riders, the clatter of games, the scent of fried food and sugar all blurred together in a distant haze. None of it reached you. Your eyes stayed locked on Vox as he paused ahead of you, turning back, his expression still bright as he began to describe another attraction. Then he noticed your stillness, and his smile softened. Real. Gentle. Just for you.
And at that moment, your heart spoke louder than your mind ever could.
You didn’t need this date to confirm anything. You already knew. You had always known. Vox wasn’t just someone who passed through your life—he was woven into it. Threaded through your memories, your routines, your quietest moments. You could scream that you were done, you could walk away, but your heart would always follow him, aching.
“I want that toy,” you said, suddenly, voice light and trembling. You pointed toward a nearby booth, needing a distraction, something simple to tether you. It was one of the classic games, glass bottles stacked in a pyramid and a bucket of balls beside them. The prize was a plush, oversized blue shark with a wide, cartoony grin.
It looked just like Vark—Vox’s beloved, ridiculous pet shark, now apparently one of the park mascots.
He grinned and leaned in to kiss your temple, soft and fleeting. “Anything for you, doll,” he said, with a warmth that made your chest ache.
He guided you both toward the booth, his hand never leaving the small of your back. He would get you that toy, no matter how many tries it took. Because that’s who he was. He always tried for you. Even when it wasn’t perfect. Even when it hurt.
And as you watched him step forward to pay, his screen reflecting the neon light, his smile sharp but sincere, you knew the truth.
You were in love with him. Fully. Hopelessly.
But those were dangerous words in Hell. Words that could get people killed when said to the wrong man. Especially one with enemies. Especially one like Vox.
Still, love didn’t always need to be spoken. It could be shown, hinted at, lived out in quiet gestures and stubborn hope. And if that was the only way you could say it, then you wanted to find those ways with him.
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You clutched the blue Vark plush against your chest, its goofy grin and soft texture already endearing, and you couldn’t stop smiling. Vox watched you with something warm in his eyes, though he’d never admit to how much your delight meant to him. The carnival lights cast a gentle glow over both of you as you walked away from the game booth, funnel cake in one hand, Vark in the other.
“That thing’s bigger than your torso,” Vox remarked, smirking as you adjusted your grip on the oversized plush. “You really going to carry it around all night?”
You stuck your tongue out at him. “I can manage.”
Vox snorted, already pulling out his Vphone. “Or—and hear me out here, dollface—we could send it to your place. Let the VoxTek drone boys handle it. Hands-free experience.” His lips curled around the last words, oozing with sales-pitch charm.
You burst into laughter, half-choking on your joy. “Are you seriously trying to sell me your delivery service like this is a commercial?”
He grinned wider, looking entirely too pleased with himself. “What can I say? I’m always on-brand. Plus, wouldn’t want your arms getting tired before I find something more fun for you to carry.”
You gave him a playful glare and gently smacked his arm with the Vark plush. “You’re impossible.”
“Efficient,” he corrected smugly, tapping a few buttons before you could protest. “Drone’s already on its way. It’ll be at your condo before we’re done with dessert.”
You rolled your eyes but couldn't stop the bubbling laugh that escaped you again. “You’re unbelievable.”
The two of you wandered through the park, riding roller coasters and spinning tea cups. You shared sticky carnival snacks, cheered over rigged games, and held hands under the glow of flickering lights. It felt easy, too easy, and you knew the night was slipping by too fast.
Eventually, you’d have to answer him. You’d have to decide whether you could live with the dynamic between him and Valentino, and whether you could be the one waiting quietly in the wings.
“Sunshine,” Vox called, his hand warm around yours as he pulled you toward the Ferris wheel. At the centre of the towering structure glowed a massive blue VoxTek logo, and each gondola was shaped like a glittering V, rimmed with bright lights that pulsed gently against the darkening sky.
You gave him a look, half teasing. “This might be the most shameless branding I’ve ever seen.”
He grinned. “How about we end the night here?” he said, guiding you into one of the gondolas.
Inside, the seats were cushioned, the atmosphere strangely intimate. You didn’t even wait in line.
“The VIP fast pass really is something else,” you mused, glancing out at the crowd still waiting. It was a clever, if ruthless, system. The more you paid, the faster you moved through the park. The highest tier—the black onyx VIP pass—was reserved for Hell’s elite, and it allowed complete access to the park without ever waiting in lines.
“Naturally,” Vox said with a smirk, settling into the gondola.
When the door clicked shut, your eyes widened. The top portion of the walls had turned transparent, revealing a breathtaking view of the park below. Neon lights blinked in every colour, the noise fading into a distant hum.
“We live in the age of subscription, baby,” he added with a wink.
You snorted at that, shaking your head. “Don’t I know it.” But your attention shifted quickly to the view outside, the lights swirling below like glowing confetti.
“Congratulations,” you said softly, your legs brushing his as you sat across from him, your gaze fixed on the towering symbol of everything he had built.
“Sunshine.” His voice was lower now, heavier. You turned your head and met his eyes as he reached for your hand and gently tugged.
Confused, you let him pull you closer until you found yourself straddling his lap.
His hands slid down your back and gripped your ass, kneading the soft flesh with a low groan. His head tilted forward, resting against your shoulder, and for a moment, the only thing that existed was the heat between you and the quiet hum of the Ferris wheel as it climbed higher into the sky.
The moment your eyes met his, you couldn't stop the smirk from curling at the corners of your lips. You leaned over him, the plush seat of the ferris wheel cabin creaking beneath your shifting weight. Warm air hummed around you, filled with the faint scent of fried sweets and ozone, the glow of neon lights flickering across the glass walls like distant stars.
“Really, Vox?” you murmured, trying to keep your voice steady even as a low ache twisted in your stomach. It had been over eight months since either of you had properly touched each other, truly felt each other—and not one night had gone by where you didn’t feel the absence of his body heat in your bed. Still, you feigned nonchalance, letting your voice lilt with mock disinterest. “Maybe you can stop by my place tonight,” you said, the suggestion hanging heavy in the space between you, thick with implication. “I wouldn’t mind keeping you up all night… you did say, I could scream at you all I want.” 
A slow breath escaped him, and then that damn smirk returned—cocky and hungry. “Yeah?” he rasped, his voice lower now, richer. “How about now and later?” His words melted into the air like warm chocolate, just before his hands slid over your hips and dragged you down, pressing your heated core right against the stiff bulge in his pants.
You gasped and opened your eyes wide as your body felt a jolt of electricity. The contact was sharp and intoxicating, your breath catching in your throat. You darted your gaze to the window, seeing the other carts gently swaying in the distance. Some riders were even peeking into yours, curious and unsuspecting. Heat rose to your cheeks as the cart dipped briefly, revealing a full view of the line below, before slowly climbing again. You had one more cycle left before the ride would end.
“Vox,” you hissed under your breath, shooting him a look, “You can’t seriously think you’ll finish less than thirty—”
Before you could finish, the cabin jerked slightly, and then all motion ceased. A loud static crackled overhead, followed by the distorted voice of an announcer.
“We apologize for the inconvenience. Due to unexpected technical issues, the ride is temporarily paused. We’ll resume as soon as the problem is resolved.”
You sat there, blinking, the world momentarily frozen. Then you looked back at him, suspicion dawning as his lips curled into a guilty grin. You followed his gaze to the top of the cart, where the glittering skyline of the amusement park spread beneath you like a map of coloured lights. You were at the very top. Of course, you were.
“Vox…” you narrowed your eyes.
“What?” he replied, voice dripping with faux innocence as he raised a single finger. A faint spark crackled at the tip before he extinguished it with a wink. “Total coincidence.”
“You’re such a—” The words never made it out. Instead, you let your smile twist into something dangerous and playful, a silent promise, as your fingers slid down and worked open the button of his jeans.
The soft scrape of denim parting, the sound of his quickened breath, the thrum of his pulse—it was all delicious. You fished him out, his cock hot and heavy in your hand, throbbing with need. Your thumb dragged slowly across the slick bead at the tip, and Vox groaned, his head falling back with a soft thump against the glass wall behind him.
“Oh, baby…” he breathed, hips twitching at your teasing touch.
You lowered yourself between his spread legs, the cool air brushing against your thighs as your summer dress rode up. You felt the wet cling of your g-string, soaked and doing nothing to hide just how much you wanted this. Wanted him.
Vox widened his stance slightly, anticipation written in every tense line of his body. His cock pulsed, thick and glistening, his eyes locked onto yours like a man starved. Lust shimmered in the air between you, thick and golden, like honey melting under the sun.
And you had no intention of letting this end quickly.
Your lips parted, warm breath ghosting over the flushed head of his cock. You gave him a slow, teasing lick, the tip of your tongue flicking over the sensitive slit before dragging down the veined shaft. It was shameless, deliberate—like the time you'd joked about sucking on that blue, dick-shaped lollipop last Christmas, but now it was him you were tasting, and this time, it was no joke.
A deep, shaky moan escaped his throat, raw and low. His claws tangled in your hair, not yanking, but anchoring himself to reality as his hips gave a slight, involuntary twitch. He was fighting the urge to thrust into your mouth, trembling from restraint.
“Fuck, baby,” he groaned, his voice rough and breathless, “I missed this. Missed your mouth.”
You responded by taking him deeper, your lips wrapping around the head and sucking with a wet, deliberate pull. Your tongue swirled underneath as you bobbed slowly, creating obscene, sticky sounds that echoed off the walls of the ferris wheel cart. Saliva spilled from the corners of your mouth, coating him, making everything slick.
Your hand slipped down, cradling his heavy balls, rolling them gently in your palm. They were hot and full, tight against your skin. Vox hissed through his teeth, claws tightening in your hair, mussing it as he tried not to fall apart too soon.
With a loud, wet pop, you pulled back and met his eyes. Your lips were red and swollen, cheeks flushed with heat. “You’re not going to come that fast, are you, sweetheart?” you teased, your voice thick with challenge.
The moment your words landed, something dark flickered across his face.
Unexpectedly, he grabbed you and threw you across the opposite seat. The entire cart swayed with the sudden motion, groaning slightly from the shift in weight. Your breath caught, but you didn’t hesitate—you spread your legs wide, unabashed, letting him see how soaked you were. Letting him smell the heat radiating off your skin.
He growled low in his throat as he knelt between your thighs. His eyes locked onto the tiny scrap of lace stretched over your pussy, the g-string damp and clinging to your folds. “I was wondering if you were wearing anything when I grabbed your ass earlier,” he said, his voice gravelly with lust.
Lifting one of your legs over his shoulder, he pressed his face flush against your core, burying himself between your thighs. “Fuck…” he breathed into your skin, the vibration of his voice sending shivers down your spine.
Then, with a sharp snap of his claws, the thin fabric gave way. The sound of your gasp bounced off the glass, and your back arched as his hot, smooth, eager tongue finally touched you. He licked a slow, deliberate path through your folds before plunging his tongue into you.
You moaned, breath hitching as he fucked you with his tongue, curling it inside and tasting every inch. Then his thumb pressed lightly against your clit, swirling and teasing your swollen nub with purpose. You cried out, fingers clawing at the seat beneath you.
“I missed this taste,” he groaned between laps, his words muffled against your drenched cunt.
You could feel the subtle rhythm of his other arm moving, jerking himself off as he devoured you. He took his time, savouring like a feast, moaning praises against your skin. Pleasure built slow and heavy in your belly, your eyes prickling with tears from the intense heat, the endless teasing.
And then, through the hazy fog of lust, you caught movement out the window. A sinner in a nearby cart had their face pressed to the glass, eyes wide, mouth parted. Oh, God! They could see the outline of your body, your head thrown back, your chest heaving.
Luckily, Vox was on the floor. They couldn’t see the filthy, glorious things he was doing between your legs.
As if plucking the thought straight from your mind, he pulled back with a slow, deliberate motion. His eyes met yours, knowing, sly, and mischievous, and his lips glistened with your arousal, his tongue flitting out to taste it.
Without a word, he moved you, coaxing your pliant limbs with a confidence that made your breath hitch. The cabin swayed gently as he manoeuvred you into position, the low hum of the Ferris wheel and the occasional creak of metal amplifying the pulse in your ears. The seat’s edge dug lightly into your knees as you bent forward, bracing yourself with trembling hands on the seat in front of you. Your back arched instinctively, hips raised in silent offering.
Your thighs pressed together, seeking friction, and your body trembled with anticipation. You could feel the heat of him behind you; he was tall and commanding, and he fit every curve you showed. His fingers skimmed up the backs of your legs, pausing to squeeze the soft flesh before trailing inward, slow and teasing.
“V-Vox…” you breathed, shivering as his cock slid between your folds, smearing a mixture of your slick and his spit against your wet entrance.
His hands gripped your waist, guiding you as the swollen tip of his cock teased your core, nudging in and out of you in slow, shallow motions. It was maddeningly delicious.
As you opened your mouth to tell him to be quiet and be more discrete because people were still looking, he pushed deeper into you and buried himself with one smooth, firm stroke.
Your mouth dropped open, but no sound came out, only breathless awe. His thick length pressed into every perfect spot, and your body clenched greedily around him.
Your legs trembled, vision swimming from the dizzying pace of his thrusts. Just as your body threatened to collapse, Vox caught you with one arm around your waist. The other slipped beneath your loosened dress, claws gliding up the soft underside of your breast. With a low, dark chuckle, he shoved his hand under your bra, gripping and massaging the plush flesh like it belonged to him.
“Ah, Vox!” you cried, your back arching as his cock slammed into your deepest point, knocking the breath from your lungs.
His claws tugged on your nipple, rolling and twisting the swollen bud while he kept driving into you, each thrust sharp and brutal. Your slick walls fluttered around him, every drag of his cock lighting your nerves on fire.
The cart rocked with every movement, creaking as it swung wildly from side to side. Your hair clung to your sweat-slicked skin, sticking to your face and neck. Tears welled at the corners of your eyes from the sheer intensity of it all, but you didn’t try to stop them. You caught sight of the sinner again through the haze of lust. He had his face stuck to the window of the next cart, hoping to get a better look.
You grinned through the chaos, breathless and bold. Let them watch.
“Oh fuck, baby,” Vox groaned, voice rough and desperate, each word rasping past his lips between wet slaps of skin on skin. “You feel so fucking good, so tight and messy for me.”
His grip on your breast tightened, clawed fingers tweaking your nipple hard enough to make you cry out. The pain sharpened the pleasure, sending electric jolts straight down your spine to your aching, soaked pussy.
“Fuck, I need you to scream for me,” he growled in your ear, biting down lightly on your neck. “Let every miserable fuck down there know who this pussy belongs to. Can you do that for me, baby?”
“Yes! Yes, yours!” you sobbed, throwing your head back, overwhelmed by the relentless rhythm of his cock rearranging your insides.
“Damn right,” he snarled, panting, as he dug his fingers into your hips. “And I’m not even close to done with you, doll.”
He lifted you like you weighed nothing and slammed you back down onto his cock. Your cunt swallowed him whole, slick and twitching, milking him greedily.
“I want you all fucking night,” he huffed, thrusting up into you with enough force to make the cart shake. “Might bend you over the hood of my car in the parking lot. Fuck you right there while the engine’s still hot.”
Each filthy word made your core clench harder around him. The cart smelled of sex, thick, heady, and animalistic. It clung to your skin and his, soaked into the fabric of your clothes, the air itself damp with sweat and arousal.
“Maybe you suck me off while I drive us home,” he whispered against your ear, voice dripping with promise. “Tonight I’ll make you come so hard your legs give out. So hard you can’t talk right for days. All you’ll know is how to scream my name.”
Before you could respond, he shifted, gripping your waist and driving you forward. Your knees hit the seat in front of you, and you gasped, both palms splaying against the glass as he continued to fuck you in earnest. The chill of the window shocked your flushed cheek while your saliva smeared across it, dripping slow and wet down the surface.
Then—slap—his palm cracked against your ass, the sting sharp and sudden. Your breath hitched, but pain melted into pleasure the moment he rammed back inside. Your pussy, raw and hungry, sucked him in like you’d never let him go.
“You like that, huh?” Vox grunted, every word ragged. “You like being fucked like my personal fuck doll?”
All you could do was moan, choked and hoarse, as the pleasure crested higher and higher, tight and trembling at the edge.
“Fucking perfect,” Vox groaned, never slowing, fucking you through every twitch and tremble, like he had every intention of wringing out every last drop of your sanity.
Your scream tore through the cart, raw and trembling, as your body convulsed with an earth-shattering climax. Muscles clenched, nerves aflame, your pussy pulsed around Vox’s cock, holding him tight like it never wanted to let go. You barely registered the creak and lurch of the Ferris wheel starting to move again—time felt irrelevant, lost beneath the weight of pleasure.
Then, with a deep, guttural growl, Vox came with brutal intensity. His hips slammed flush against yours, holding you still as he spilled himself inside, thick and hot, in powerful waves. You could feel him paint every inch of your insides, each pulse of release forcing a gasp from his throat and a whimper from yours.
He stayed buried in you, panting against your skin, his body trembling slightly from the force of it. And when he finally pulled out, slow and careful, you felt everything. A warm, slick fullness slipping free of your swollen cunt, followed by the soft, obscene plop of his cum spilling onto the seat below.
You didn’t move. Couldn’t. Your limbs were jelly, your mind fogged and distant, adrift in a post-orgasmic haze. Vox smoothed your hair and fixed your dress with unexpected tenderness, but he hardly tried as you remained a mess, dazed, used, and glowing.
When the cart doors opened, and you stepped out with him, your ears barely caught the ambient noise of the amusement park. Voices, music, laughter—background static compared to the ache between your legs and the steady slide of wetness down your thighs. His seed mixed with yours, warm and slick, coating your inner thighs with every step.
Then you saw it.
A small droplet of milky fluid hit the pavement beneath your feet.
“Oh, shit…” you mumbled, staring in disbelief.
Vox glanced down and grinned, wicked and smug. “Sunshine, might want to take an extra day off work before you come back into the office.”
Your head whipped toward him. He looked so calm, so collected, as if he hadn’t just fucked you senseless in a rickety old cart and left you dripping with the evidence.
“I know I gave you enough vacation,” he added casually, draping an arm around your waist, “but I need my sunshine around. Gets too damn dark without you.”
You barely had time to breathe before he pulled you in close, his arms circling you fully in the middle of the walkway, in plain view of everyone. The breeze ghosted between your legs, cool and teasing against your flushed, overstimulated skin, but you only leaned deeper into his embrace.
Because at that moment, it hit you.
You couldn’t walk away from him.
For all his chaos, for all the lust and rough edges, Vox had wrapped himself around you in more ways than one. You saw it in the way he held you now, not just with his arms, but with his presence—possessive, warm, and fiercely yours.
So what if this wasn’t a fairytale romance? You had something real. Something raw and alive. And Vox, for all his twisted tendencies, was trying. He was trying to be more than just an overlord who took what he wanted.
You gave him a sly smirk and leaned in close. “Understood, sir,” you whispered. “I assume that means you’re taking tomorrow off too?”
He grinned, teeth gleaming, eyes filled with heat and something softer. “Baby, I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
And he didn’t.
He didn’t change overnight. He didn’t cut Valentino off or turn into someone new. He still answered when Val called—sometimes with a sigh, sometimes with silence—but he always came back to you.
You understood.
Whatever Vox had with Valentino wasn’t simple. There were obligations, entanglements, histories thick as blood and twice as binding. It wasn’t just a matter of walking away. You’d stopped asking him to.
That's why you didn't fight him when his phone rang, and he stood there with that tension in his shoulders that meant he was going to leave. You just looked at him, steady and quiet, and said, “Come back when you can.”
And he did.
Every time.
He didn’t promise he’d stop answering Val. He didn’t pretend the world he lived in wasn’t dark, messy, and far from fair. But he gave you something more honest—his effort. His presence. His trying.
It wasn’t grand or romantic in the traditional sense, but it was real.
It was in the way he brushed your hair back when you were tired. In the way he asked if you’d eaten, or pulled you close when your laughter faded. In how his voice softened when he said your name, even when the rest of the world demanded the hard edge of him.
And you?
You stopped expecting easy. You let go of fairytale endings and leaned into the complicated truth of him.
Because it was never about making him choose between you and the world he couldn’t escape.
It was about choosing each other, again and again, even when it was hard. Even when it hurt a little.
There were still days he had to go. Nights when Valentino's grip pulled him away.
But there were mornings when he stayed. When he reached for you first. When he made time, not excuses.
No, this wasn’t perfect.
But as he curled around you that night, voice low and lips at your temple, you knew…
Whatever came next, you’d figure it out together.
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safination · 2 days ago
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Can you do a one-shot of Morpheus meeting and falling in love with Hecate! reader who's the anthropomorphic personification of magic and the first witch in existence?
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The Dreaming feels weird.
The power here is older, much more ancient than you are. It has existed long before mortals took their firs breath. Still, magic is magic, no matter their age. Surely, the Dream lord will forgive you just this once. Considering . . . well, considering one of his nightmares is haunting you right now.
There’s a mist that rises around the area, snaking across the trees. It blows with the wind and brushes against your skin. The mist that gathers around your body belongs to you. Even in a dream, there is magic in the air, and you are all magic. You are in every single spell that has ever been and will ever be.
The nightmare that haunts you hides in your mist. It stalks around, eyeing you with a false-sense of safety. What a silly nightmare, indeed.
The nightmare lunges for you.
It takes a half-hearted spell to turn him into small, tabby kitten.
The nightmare hisses at you, making their discontent obvious. It stomps to you with its tiny paws. The kitten wobbles as it stalks towards you, their tiny paws struggling to carry the movement they wish to accomplish.
“Don’t be too mad at me, little one.” You scratch underneath its chin. “You’ll return back to your form in a few hours. Although, I think you’re much more adorable like this.”
There’s a stillness in the air that even the mist can sense. It makes the hairs on your skin stand. The fog parts, and out comes the King of Dreams and Nightmares. The land bends to him, fluttering a little bit closer to their master. Even the kitten in your lap starts to meow at him.
Morpheus glances at the kitten. “Dreams are not to be interfered with.”
“I apologize, Dream lord,” you say, scratching the kitten’s ear. “I did not mean to overstep.”
“You have done so anyway, witch.”
“I think your nightmares looks much more ferocious like this!” You scoop up the kitten in your hands and present it to him with a bright smile. “Look at those teeth! That adorable color!”
“Adorable . . .” Morpheus mimics your words, but there’s a hint of amusement when he looks down at his nightmare. “Yes, I suppose.”
The nightmare hisses at him, flicking his tail.
You press a kiss on the kitten’s head. “Maybe I should turn you into an owl. Let you become one of my animal companions.”
There’s a ghost of a smile on Morpheus when the kitten pushes your away with its tiny paws. “Corinthian,” he says. “Come.”
The kitten wiggles out of your hold, and uses its claw to climb his master. It’s quite funny, really. Dream of The Endless has an orange tabby kitten on his shoulder. The kitten purrs and settles along the crook of his neck.
“I apologize once again,” you tell him, smiling a little. You know better than to mention the sight. “I presumed you wouldn’t mind me using a little bit of magic considering it was you who placed me here.”
Morpheus scratches the kitten’s chin. “I did not.”
“The mist, my lord.” You run your hand along the outline of the fog, weaving it into whatever you desire it to be. “The veil that hides. The veil that covers. The veil that misdirects.”
Morpheus glances at you for a second, then back to the mist. He does not say a word.
“It was an honor to meet you,” you tell him, softly. “And you, my little kitten.”
The Corinthian meows at you.
So, how do you meet the King of Dreams and Nightmares? In a dream, of course, because even magic isn’t above dreaming. Without the dream to rewrite the ways of this world, magic would not exist.
Thus, you would not exist.
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Writing out some drabbles and clearing out some inbox requests. The idea is interesting. I fucking love magic users. So you'll have short little offerings from me from time to time. I can't promise that they will be as good as my usual writings. BUT BUT BUT. If you would all just give me time to finish my last week of finals, I am all yours. I will be your slave.
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safination · 2 days ago
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Welcome welcome welcome to Saffy’s live reaction where I will be typing as I read. I decided to do it in a reblog instead of in the replies to save your poor notifications. I don’t want to destroy it.
VOX THROWING MONEY AT READER? Love that for Sunshine, I get wanting to cut all ties but like, if the paychecks keep coming just take it! Bleed him dry. But also, at the same time I understand not wanting to keep associating yourself with your ex
The Blue roses that are still there are foul btw. Why would you do this to me! The petals are dying as days go by!!! UGHH VEXI
Sunshine!!! Don’t cry!!!
“Because when he held you, when he looked at you like he was trying to memorize your soul, it felt real. Even if it was temporary. Even if it was always destined to fall apart.”
VEXI! V E X I. Who will pay for my therapy bills? Ikaw ba? HUH IKAW BA? IKAW BA MAGBABAYAD NG BILLS KO? Heartbreak so insane I had to switch to another language.
 . . . Is . . . Is Vox just watching her?? Stalker behaviour!
How do you even spell Val wrong? It’s three letters. Oh unless it’s the whole Valentino. Then that makes sense
PUTANG INA. ANO BA YAN. Girl. Girl. Vox is only now starting to realize that the jealous would fade with Sunshine around and like,,,, Vox knowing that Val would destroy Sunshine if things got deeper than sex.
Velvette a fucking queen.
He’s going to get her back! Sunshine wants to pretend she doesn’t care soooo bad. We all know that’s not fooling anyone. Calm. Professional. Cold. While wearing something sexy. Right
THE DOORKNOB TURNED. THE ABSOLTUTE GASP THAT I JUST GASPED. It was so audible mommy-saffy asked if I was okay.
Jeans?!?!!? Vox in jeans??? Ehe~
 “But he didn’t flinch. He didn’t look sheepish or sorry. Instead, he leaned in and kissed you.”
Σ(O_O) Σ(O_O) Σ(O_O)
A real date!!! A. Real. Date!!!!
“The park’s still a work in progress,” he said, trying to brighten his tone as he looked down at you. His hand never left your hip. “But it’s getting there. Just like us, huh?”
The only forcing that Vox is doing is keeping his hands to himself and honestly, good for him. (The other forcing will be his @@@@ in Sunshine’s @&@@!#@)
“You were in love with him. Fully. Hopelessly.”
Same.
The smut is smutting. (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)
“You stopped expecting easy. You let go of fairytale endings and leaned into the complicated truth of him. Because it was never about making him choose between you and the world he couldn’t escape. It was about choosing each other, again and again, even when it was hard. Even when it hurt a little.”
I think I’m going to cry. G I R L. Vexi!!! VEXI!!!
As always I am so very in love with your writing. Every line. Every word. Every punctuation. Keeps me going for days!!!!! The fluff and the smut!!! I think I just healed a little after this!!!
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A/N: You thought I was going to leave Sunshine and Vox unresolved after that fiasco? Nah, nah, naw. This is a direct sequel to the story Second Place in Hell. As always, @safination this is for you.
Summary: One last date, one chance to decide if your tangled love with Vox can survive the complicated ties that bind him to Valentino. Under the bright lights of the carnival and the hum of tension, passion and loyalty collide in a night that will change everything. Will your hearts find a way forward, or will the shadows pull you apart?
Tags/Warnings: f!reader, established relationship, break up/make up, oral (f!receiving), oral (m!receiving), p in v, fluff, smut
My Sweet Sunshine Masterlist
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You lay upside down on your velvet-soft couch, head dangling over the edge as the seventy-second season of Yeah, I Fucked Your Sister, So What? flickered on the oversized screen. The visuals passed by in a blur, the voices blending into static as your gaze stared through the ceiling.
All this wealth, all this comfort, came from Vox—your former boss, your ex-lover, your mistake. When the two of you got involved, he started showering you with gifts dressed up as company perks, bonuses that made it laughably easy to live in luxury for lifetimes without working another day. Even now, after you told him you were done, after you officially quit, the paychecks kept coming. Regular as ever.
You tried to cut ties. You called accounting. You begged, you demanded, you even threatened to send the checks back. But they always hung up on you, like they were under orders not to speak. So you stopped trying. Let him throw money at a ghost. You told yourself it didn’t matter.
But it did.
Because you still hadn’t thrown away a single thing he gave you. Not even the hundred blue roses he gave you that night. They were arranged in their tall glass vase, perched by your bedroom window like a shrine to something you couldn’t name. One by one, the petals began to curl, to brown, to fall. Every day, the flower got smaller, and you thought, maybe even hoped, that your sadness would fade along with it.
But it didn’t.
The grief stayed as loud and aching as the moment you walked away.
You hadn’t left your apartment in two weeks. The same set of pajamas clung to your body like a second skin. Takeout boxes crowded your kitchen counters. Your hair was a tangled mess. Once, you noticed orange crumbs on your cheek when you looked in the mirror; these were chips you didn't even remember eating. The show had been on a 24-hour loop, reruns rolling one into the next while you barely registered the plot.
Then the logo appeared again, sweeping across the screen in bright, obnoxious colours. Your throat tightened. And just like that, the tears came. 
Again.
You cried the ugly, broken sobs that wracked your body and soaked the couch cushions.
It felt so stupid. You had told yourself a thousand times that you were finished. That he wasn’t good for you. That you had to leave. But none of that made it hurt less. None of that made you miss him any less.
Because when he held you, when he looked at you like he was trying to memorize your soul, it felt real. Even if it was temporary. Even if it was always destined to fall apart.
Yet, a small part of you believed that he meant it in his own way.
You gritted your teeth, dragging your hands over your face to scrub away the tears. No. He was a selfish bastard. He had a choice, and he never picked you. You were done chasing scraps of affection from someone who only knew how to love halfway.
You deserved more. You would find more.
Just… not today.
Today, you would let yourself mourn a little longer. You would eat more junk food, cry over more reruns, and sit among the dying roses like a queen in a crumbling palace of memory. The pain hadn’t left, but neither had your will to survive it.
When the last flower petal fall, you might be ready to stand up again.
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“Vox,” Velvette snapped, her voice sharp like glass against stone.
He barely flinched. His eyes remained glued to the screen of his phone, where a grainy live feed showed the crumpled figure of his sunshine curled up on her apartment couch. She hadn’t moved much in days. The drone hovered in place like a ghost, bearing silent witness to her collapse. She cried during the sitcom’s laugh tracks, the soundless tremble of her lips cutting into him like guilt-laced static.
He could barely breathe watching her. Every cell in his body screamed to go to her, to wrap her up in his arms, to beg her to stay, to come back. He needed her more than he needed his next breath.
“VOX!” Velvette’s voice cracked across the room like a whip as she hurled her phone at his head.
He caught it in one hand without looking, his jaw tightening. His eyes slowly lifted from the screen. “What?”
Velvette was livid. She bent forward slightly, her arms pinned to her hips, her red eyes glowing like coals about to catch fire. “If you're done swimming in your own pathetic pity party, I need you to deal with those pathetic rats trying to take a bite out of my models and my business. They’re making moves, and I don’t trust anyone but you to put them back in their place.”
Vox groaned and rolled his head back. “Why not ask Val? Isn't this the kind of thing he gets off on?”
She gawked at him as if he’d suggested handing the keys of Hell to a toddler. “You want me to ask your pissbaby boyfriend to handle a delicate situation with tact and discretion? The same Val who once blew up a fashion house because they spelled his name wrong in a press release?”
Tired and worn thin, he rubbed his eyes and sighed. “Fine. I’ll handle it. Just… let me pencil it in somewhere. Shit. Where’s my assistant?” His voice turned softer, distracted, as his eyes wandered back to the phone and his precious screen. He tapped into the feed again, searching for her. His babydoll. 
His world.
Velvette dropped her hands and let out a groan of frustration. “You know what? Why don’t you two just fuck it out like you always do?”
That made Vox jolt. His head snapped up, confusion painting his expression. “Who? Val?”
“No, idiot. Your assistant. The one you’ve been fucking for five years.” Her voice was dry, unimpressed.
He let out a nervous wheeze, laughing thinly. “What are you even talking about?”
Velvette raised a perfectly arched brow. “Really? You think Val and I don’t know? You’ve been as subtle as a car crash. Everyone at VoxTek knows.”
A chill raced down his spine. It was one thing to risk Val’s wrath in private. But public knowledge? Headlines? Tabloids? The CEO of VoxTek cheating on the infamous Valentino with his personal assistant? The fallout would be catastrophic.
“Val knows?” His voice pitched into a whine, his shoulders tensing. The idea of dealing with one of Val’s explosive tantrums made his head throb.
Velvette scoffed and waved a hand like it was common knowledge. “Of course he does. He was the first to figure it out. But it worked in his favour. You left him alone when he ran off to screw around with his latest playthings. Honestly, this open relationship shit is ancient in Hell. You two just took forever to catch up.”
Vox blinked slowly. His mind struggled to catch up with the avalanche of emotion pressing into his chest. He cared about you. It wasn't casual. It had never been. When he was near you, the noise stopped. When he held you, he felt like he was something better, someone worth touching. Being without you made his skin itch. His productivity tanked. His temper frayed. Everything went wrong.
“So… Val is okay with me favouring my assistant?” His voice was cautious now, every syllable weighed with fear. The word he almost said—love—caught in his throat and burned.
Velvette groaned, tossing her head back like she couldn’t believe how stupid he was being. “You are so painfully dense sometimes.” She narrowed her eyes and stepped closer, the heat of her irritation rolling off her. “Val bitches constantly about how moody you get when he does what he wants. You were jealous, remember? But you got your own little toy now, so he figured it was only fair. As long as you don’t throw the word, love, around, he doesn’t care.”
That hit him like a slap. Before you, it did bother him. Valentino parading around with his conquests used to make Vox sick. But after you… the jealousy faded, replaced with something else. Something deeper. Something that terrified him.
Because this wasn’t just sex. Not anymore.
And Valentino? If he even suspected that what Vox felt for you went beyond lust, beyond control, beyond fun… he would burn everything down.
Including you.
Vox swallowed hard, his fingers tightening around the phone still playing your feed. You sat motionless on the couch, eyes blank, a single tear slipping down your cheek.
He clenched his jaw.
“But over the past few years, you two became more like business partners than lovers,” Velvette said, lazily inspecting her perfectly manicured nails. “He gets to screw whoever he wants, as long as your assistant keeps you distracted. It works out for him. Less whining from you, more freedom for him. Win-win.”
“Oh,” Vox breathed, barely able to process her words as his mind began to churn. He leaned back in his seat, eyes flicking rapidly as he ran through years' worth of arguments with you. Every painful fight, every time your voice cracked, asking why he wouldn’t choose you. Why he let Valentino come first. Why he never held your hand in public.
He always said it was complicated, that Hell was watching, that it wasn’t safe. But deep down, the truth was uglier. He needed Valentino. Not for love, but for leverage. Vox had power in spades, but Valentino opened doors, forged connections, cemented their dominance. Without him, Vox would’ve had to claw his way to the top alone.
But now… now maybe he didn’t have to choose.
His fingers twitched, itching to reach for his phone, to see you on that damn security feed again. You looked so small on that couch, tucked in a nest of pillows and grief. He hated himself for letting it go this far.
He stood up suddenly, posture straightening with purpose for the first time in weeks. There was a solution. A way to keep you and stay standing beside Valentino, without sacrificing everything he built.
“Velvette,” he said, voice tight with gratitude and simmering annoyance, “thank you for the information. Though, I would've appreciated it, I don’t know, sometime before my assistant started melting into the couch like a discarded ragdoll.”
His head twitched slightly, a small glitch betraying the surge of emotion behind his words.
Velvette shrugged with maddening nonchalance. Her gaze was glued to her Sinstagram feed. “Not my fault, you’re stupidly slow at reading social cues. I figured you'd already worked it out. You always act like you know everything.”
He opened his mouth to argue, but stopped short. She wasn’t wrong. For all his surveillance and obsessive need to stay ten steps ahead, this had been right in front of him the entire time.
“Hey—where the hell are you going?” Velvette called, irritation creeping into her voice as he turned on his heel.
“To get her back,” he said, determination slicing through every syllable.
She scoffed. “And I’m supposed to care? My problem, Vox,” she said, jabbing a finger toward her chest.
He halted, jaw tightening before spinning back toward his desk. “Fine. I’ll deal with your little fashion war first,” he muttered, dropping into his chair and pulling up data. His fingers flew over the keys, hacking into the rival company's system. His mind easily planned how to bring them down: hurt their brand, mess up their PR feeds, and leak damaging footage. It would be simple.
But even as he laid digital ruin to Velvette’s enemies, he opened a side chat window and sent a message.
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He stared at his message, waiting for you to read it, his heart clawing at his ribs. He may not own your soul, but you owned his heart in every devastating, secret way. And even if he could never say it aloud in public, that truth burned hotter than Hell’s fire.
He would get you back if it was the last thing he did.
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You should have locked the door. No. You should have packed a bag, left the apartment, and found some cheap hotel where he couldn’t reach you. Somewhere without mirrors, without memories. Somewhere without him.
But you didn’t.
And now, your heart pounded against your ribs, angry and afraid in equal measure. Weeks had passed in silence. Nothing. Not a word. And then out of nowhere, he had texted you.
He was coming tonight.
Why?
You stared at yourself in the mirror, bile rising in your throat. Your reflection made you flinch. Your eyes were hollow, cheeks dull, hair knotted from too many restless nights. You looked like someone who had lost something vital and had tried to pretend it didn’t matter. And then your gaze shifted to the apartment behind you in the mirror’s reflection, and a loud, bitter curse left your lips.
The place was a disaster. Blankets twisted like wreckage across the floor. Dishes stacked in the sink. Old takeout boxes. Forgotten laundry. It looked exactly like what it was. A den of someone grieving something they weren’t allowed to mourn.
You didn’t think. You didn’t even try to tell him off. You just… started moving. You cleaned like you were possessed, vacuuming and scrubbing as if the act itself would erase your shame. Then a hot shower, too hot, scalding even, as if you could scrape off the weeks he had ignored you. You washed your hair twice. You scrubbed behind your ears. You stood naked in the mirror for a moment and hated the way your skin still remembered his touch.
Then came the chaos of choosing what to wear. You tore through your closet in a frenzy, flinging shirts, skirts, and dresses into messy piles on the bed. Nothing looked right. Everything was too much or too little, too obvious or not enough. You told yourself it didn’t matter, that this wasn’t about him—that you were just going for an effortless look. But every glance in the mirror, every outfit change, said otherwise. You were dressing for him. As if the right look might somehow shield your heart from breaking.
In the end, despite all your claims of indifference, you reached for the sexiest lingerie you owned. The g-string was a whisper of lace, soft and sheer, with a delicate little “V” charm dangling at the front—subtle, but unmistakable. It sat low on your hips, practically teasing, hinting at secrets meant only for him. The push-up bra matched in black lace, framing your curves perfectly and giving you just the right lift to feel both confident and dangerously desirable.
For the dress, you chose something soft and bright, something that made your skin glow. A summer dress, pastel yellow, catching the light like sunlight trapped in fabric. White embroidery curled along the hem in delicate loops, brushing against your thighs with every step. The material hugged your figure just right, cinched at the waist and flowing out gently. The thin spaghetti straps rested lightly on your shoulders, letting your collarbones and neckline breathe in the open air.
Warm, inviting, and sweet with a hint of heat underneath, you looked just like the season. And as you gave yourself one last glance in the mirror, your lips parted in a breath you didn’t know you were holding. By five, the apartment was clean. Your hair was curled. Your lips were tinted with colour again. And worst of all, your door was unlocked.
You didn’t even know when you had done it. Somewhere between folding a blanket and tossing a shirt on the bed, you had decided to let him in.
Why? Why had you let him?
You began pacing the floor, hugging your arms tight around yourself. A storm of thoughts battered your brain. Maybe this was your chance to end things officially. You could tell him to stop sending those damn paychecks. You could cut all ties to VoxTek. You could look him in the eye and say goodbye for real.
Yes. That was what you were going to do.
You would be calm. Professional. Cold.
You told yourself he could take his expensive gifts with him. The jewellery, the designer shoes, the stupid limited edition tech that had once made you laugh. He could give them to someone else. Some new, infatuated little soul who hadn’t yet realized how disposable they were.
Then the doorknob turned.
You stopped breathing. Your face smoothed out. You tried to adopt some neutral expression, but the thud of your heart gave you away before he even walked in.
And then he appeared.
Wearing a soft sweater vest and a pair of worn jeans that made him look almost human. In his arms, he carried a bouquet so large it looked absurd. A hundred blue roses.
Your chest ached.
Why had you thought this was a good idea?
You had walked away for a reason. You had walked away and hadn’t once looked back. Because being near him hurt. Because you were weak where he was concerned. Because some part of you still loved him, even after everything.
You thought a few weeks apart would dull it. Make it manageable. Clean the poison from your system. But instead, the ache had only sharpened and the longing grown louder.
“Doll,” he whispered.
That voice. That smile. Lucifer help you.
You didn’t speak. You didn’t move. But then he stepped forward, dropped the roses like they were unimportant, and wrapped his arms around you.
He held you like he would fall apart without you.
“I want to take you out on a date tonight,” he murmured against your shoulder, his breath warm, his fingers sliding along your spine like he was trying to memorize the shape of you all over again.
You should have pushed him away.
But your hands didn’t listen. Neither did your heart.
“What?” you whispered, blinking like you hadn’t heard him correctly. Your hands were still raised in front of you, suspended midair, like they were waiting for instructions that never came. You didn’t reach for him. You didn’t push him away. You just… froze.
Vox pulled back, just enough to meet your gaze, and grinned with a kind of boyish mischief that made your heart stutter. “Let me take you out on a date,” he said, his voice light, teasing. “How about Voxtek World?”
He waggled his eyebrows, like this was some ordinary moment. Like the two of you hadn’t torn each other apart weeks ago. Like you hadn’t cried into your pillow, gasping out that you were done.
Your mind scrambled for something solid, something real. Everything felt upside down. The sudden shift in him made it hard to find your footing. Instead of the speech you had rehearsed about boundaries and closure, the only thing that came out was, “But that’s… really public.”
You scoffed, arms finally dropping to your sides. “Unless this is just another business dinner in disguise.”
But he didn’t flinch. He didn’t look sheepish or sorry. Instead, he leaned in and kissed you.
And your body betrayed you instantly.
You melted into it without hesitation. His lips were the same. The taste of him, the heat of his electricity, the way he held you like he’d never let go—it all came rushing back like it had never left. You hated how natural it felt. You hated how much you missed it.
“No, sunshine,” he murmured against your lips, brushing them once more with his own, “a real date. Just you and me. Holding hands. Maybe making out under the ferris wheel.”
Then he pulled out his phone and turned it off. A small thing, but one you knew well. He used to do it every time before a proper date, a sign that he was present, that the world could wait. That you were his priority.
Your brows pulled together, the disbelief still refusing to let go. You didn’t understand. None of this made sense. If he was doing this, did that mean he broke things off with Valentino?
No. That would’ve made headlines. The media would’ve exploded.
“I don’t understand,” you said softly, voice barely audible. “What changed?”
He met your gaze without flinching. His eyes, for once, were calm. “I know I can’t give you everything you want, doll,” he said, and his clawed finger traced gently down your cheek, the gesture almost reverent. “But I can give you as much as I’m able. I can try.”
You should have been angry. You should have yelled, demanded more than scraps of affection and broken promises. But instead, you just felt… curious. Suspicious. Hopeful. Everything, all at once.
“What does that even mean?” you asked, voice thin with doubt.
He smiled, slow and soft, and slipped his arms around your waist. “It means our relationship, out in the open. No hiding. No pretending. It’s what you wanted, right?” His voice remained gentle, but there was a flicker of fear behind his eyes. Like he wasn’t sure if it was enough.
You should have shoved him away.
But your heart had been aching without him. The ache was so familiar now, so woven into your daily life, that this—his arms around you, the sound of his voice—felt like coming home. You had missed him. God, you missed him more than you’d ever admit.
Maybe with more time, you could’ve gathered the strength to say no. Maybe. But right now, as he leaned in again, as he searched your eyes for something warm, something forgiving, and whispered, “Please, sunshine?”
Your last wall came crashing down.
The love you thought you’d buried clawed its way to the surface, angry and tender all at once. You hated it. Hated how easily it returned. You wanted to scream, to beg your heart to stop caring.
Instead, you exhaled shakily and said, “One date.”
He froze, clearly unsure if he heard you right.
“You get one date,” you repeated, eyes darting away before he could see the cracks forming again. “To convince me. That you’re willing to take a real risk. To be with me, for real.”
His expression softened with something close to awe. And for just a second, you let yourself believe. Not in forever. But perhaps—just possibly—in tonight.
You didn’t know if he was telling the truth. Part of you wanted to believe that he meant it, that he would finally be open with you in public, finally stop hiding what the two of you had. But doubt crept in, curling tightly in your chest. What if this was just another illusion? Another line? Even so, perhaps it was worth clinging to if he was prepared to make the initial move and if he had the courage to risk everything for a brief moment with you in front of the world's lights and eyes.
“But if you fail, then we’re don—”
You didn’t even get to finish.
His mouth crashed into yours with a force that stole the words from your tongue. His kiss was hot and consuming, lips parting yours with a desperation that bordered on hunger. His tongue swept through the seam of your lips, tasting you, claiming you, stealing every protest you were about to make.
“Yeah, baby,” he whispered between kisses, his breath trembling with want, “one date.”
He kissed you again, slow and deep.
“I’ll make sure you’re the happiest when you’re in my arms.”
He said it like a promise. And even though you’d heard those words before, so many times that they should’ve sounded hollow, your heart still fluttered. You melted, just a little, helpless against the warmth of his voice and the tenderness in his touch.
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VoxTek World was loud, dazzling, and filled to the brim with sinners. Neon lights lit up the crimson Hellsky, carnival music drifted through the air, and the scent of fried food and artificial cotton candy wafted around you. Everywhere you turned, there was laughter, flashing screens, and animatronic mascots welcoming guests. Vox, naturally, was glowing with pride, chatting with anyone who stopped him, boasting that it was quickly becoming the most visited amusement park in the Pride Ring. He even said it was starting to attract Hellborns from other rings.
You should have rolled your eyes. But instead, you found yourself smiling.
Maybe it was the workaholic in you, the part that had spent three exhausting decades climbing your way through the heart of Voxtek. You weren’t on this project—your time had been swallowed by the demands of Vinder, Vwatch, and VPhone—but you remembered the endless meetings on his calendar. You remembered how he spoke about the park like it was his child. A dream he wanted to breathe life into.
You had almost forgotten that the opening ceremony had been last week. You didn’t watch it. You hadn’t even asked how it went. And now, standing here, you felt a faint, unexpected sadness for having missed it. A strange pang in your chest at the thought of not being there, even though you were no longer his employee. No longer… his anything.
“I would’ve loved to have you by my side,” Vox murmured.
His claws gently brushed a loose strand of hair behind your ear, and the tenderness in the gesture froze you.
Your eyes widened. “What?” You stiffened and quickly glanced around. There were people everywhere. Sinners were walking past, some glancing your way, others pretending not to. And Vox… he didn’t seem to care. He wasn’t hiding you. He wasn’t keeping his distance.
He was touching you. Guiding you. Treating you like someone important.
“The opening ceremony,” he continued softly, his palm finding its way to your hip as he steered you through the crowd. “You would’ve been beautiful by my side.”
He sounded wistful, and you weren’t sure what to do with that.
“I had Velvette pick a dress for you,” he added, then hesitated. “But… well, I know you left. I didn’t expect you to come.”
Your heart twisted. You weren’t sure if it was guilt or something more complicated.
“The park’s still a work in progress,” he said, trying to brighten his tone as he looked down at you. His hand never left your hip. “But it’s getting there. Just like us, huh?”
You didn’t answer. You couldn’t. Everyone was looking. His arm around you, his hand resting comfortably on you as if it had always belonged there and making it clear that you weren’t just some guest. You were someone. You were with Vox.
Your cheeks flushed with heat. You weren’t used to this—the attention, the affection, the public acknowledgment. You had spent so long watching other couples walk by, hand in hand, smiling like the world belonged to them. Now, you were one of them. Or at least pretending to be.
And all the fire you had built up inside you, all the anger and hurt you carried to throw in his face, slowly began to quiet.
Not because everything was fixed.
But because for the first time, it felt like he might actually want to try.
You leaned in closer to him, just a little, barely enough to notice. But even that tiny movement made a difference. His warmth radiated into your body, seeping beneath your skin like sunlight in the cold. Your cheeks were burning, the flush of colour high on your face from the sudden affection, from the way his presence overwhelmed your senses.
“Pretty,” Vox murmured, his voice low, affectionate, almost reverent. “My babydoll.”
He came to a stop in front of the mirror house, pausing at the very first mirror—the only one that reflected your image truthfully before the chaos of distortions inside. The glass caught your reflection perfectly. You saw yourself standing there, tucked into him like you belonged.
And then you saw the eyes. The sinners passing by, stealing glances. Some looked on with curiosity, others with a touch of envy, as if they were seeing something rare and precious. But your attention was pulled downward, to his hand still gripping your hip in a possessive manner.
Then your gaze lifted to your expression, and embarrassment struck like a slap. You looked utterly lovestruck. Your face glowed red, your fingers nervously fidgeting, laced together in front of you like some pathetic blushing virgin. You hated how obvious it was. How vulnerable you looked. How affected.
“You’re perfect in my eyes, sunshine,” Vox said, his voice warm and certain.
He leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your cheek.
You jolted. Not from the kiss itself, but from where it happened. Out here. In the open. That was the first kiss he’d ever given you in public, and your heart wasn’t prepared for it. Your emotions tangled into a confused storm, eyes stinging with heat, chest tightening. Just weeks ago, you were ready to walk away. To forget him. To reclaim your life and leave all this behind.
And yet… here you were. Basking in his attention. Letting yourself soak in every second of his affection. And you were happy.
 Genuinely, terrifyingly happy.
“Vox, you don’t have to force yourself—”
“Force myself?” he interrupted with a scoff. His grip on your hip tightened, and his gaze sharpened like a blade drawn in the dark. “Babydoll, I’ve had to force myself not to fuck you in the parking lot. Or bend you over this mirror, so everyone here would know exactly who you belong to.”
The heat slammed into your body, pooling low in your belly. You expected something lewd—it was Vox, after all—but not like this. Not here. Not now. In public.
Your eyes widened in alarm, and you hissed under your breath as you glanced around in a panic. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Your voice was sharp, but the blush on your face betrayed you, deep and furious and alive.
Vox only laughed, rich and amused, like your flustered state was his favourite thing in the world. “Just being honest, sweetcheeks,” he said, voice dripping with mischief.
Then his hand slipped lower, bold and deliberate, giving your ass a firm squeeze before settling back on your hips as though nothing happened. “Now,” he purred, “shall we keep this date going?”
You were too stunned to speak. Your thoughts twisted into anxious knots as you simply nodded, letting him lead you along.
But beneath the surface of your flushed skin and racing heart, worry began to spread like a slow, creeping vine.
What if you were pushing him too far? What if this show of affection, this rebellion against the roles he usually played, had consequences? You had seen what happened when things between Vox and Valentino soured. You had seen the cracks in his screen, the dullness in his eyes after one of their fights. He would keep working like nothing happened, but you had seen the wreckage. The broken furniture. The shattered tech. The bruises that never made it to the surface, but you knew were there all the same.
Overlords didn’t maintain their power through kindness. They ruled through dominance, fear, and destruction. And now, for the first time, you were starting to grasp the weight of that power. The danger of it. The cost.
Would Valentino hurt Vox for this?
And if he did… would that be your fault?
A sudden weight pressed against your chest, heavy, and suffocating like wet wool draped around your lungs. The thrill of the date, the joy in his laughter, all of it dimmed beneath the creeping fog of realization. This entire time, all you ever wanted was for him to choose you. Just you. To turn his back on Valentino, to draw a line and say, “This is mine.” But now, as you looked around, that hope felt naive.
Voxtek World stretched around you in every direction, loud and blinding, made from lights, steel, and money. His name was carved into every corner of it, stamped with pride. This place didn’t exist without power. Without territory. Without calculated ambition.
And you had loved that part of him once.
You still did, didn’t you?
That ambition, the endless hunger for more, had drawn you in from the start. You admired it because you were the same. You had your own goals, your climb to make. You fell in love with a man who never stopped reaching higher, and Vox had always been more than a lover. He was your mirror in that way.
However, none of this could have occurred if he had not been perpetually engaging in battles for control, forging alliances, and eliminating threats. If he let go of that power, even for a second, it would all collapse. You knew that. And so did he.
It was complicated. You and him. Always had been.
And maybe that was the problem. You didn’t want complicated. You wanted the good parts. The soft touches. The late-night laughter. The warm glances that said everything without a word. You didn’t want to bear the weight of the rest. The danger. The deals. The damage.
He had told you, again and again, that it wasn’t that simple. That you couldn’t have one half of him and not the other. You understood that now, more clearly than ever. Vox without ambition wasn’t Vox. And if you carved that part out of him, if you asked him to trade it for a quieter life, would you even still love what was left?
You stopped walking.
The joyful screams of riders, the clatter of games, the scent of fried food and sugar all blurred together in a distant haze. None of it reached you. Your eyes stayed locked on Vox as he paused ahead of you, turning back, his expression still bright as he began to describe another attraction. Then he noticed your stillness, and his smile softened. Real. Gentle. Just for you.
And at that moment, your heart spoke louder than your mind ever could.
You didn’t need this date to confirm anything. You already knew. You had always known. Vox wasn’t just someone who passed through your life—he was woven into it. Threaded through your memories, your routines, your quietest moments. You could scream that you were done, you could walk away, but your heart would always follow him, aching.
“I want that toy,” you said, suddenly, voice light and trembling. You pointed toward a nearby booth, needing a distraction, something simple to tether you. It was one of the classic games, glass bottles stacked in a pyramid and a bucket of balls beside them. The prize was a plush, oversized blue shark with a wide, cartoony grin.
It looked just like Vark—Vox’s beloved, ridiculous pet shark, now apparently one of the park mascots.
He grinned and leaned in to kiss your temple, soft and fleeting. “Anything for you, doll,” he said, with a warmth that made your chest ache.
He guided you both toward the booth, his hand never leaving the small of your back. He would get you that toy, no matter how many tries it took. Because that’s who he was. He always tried for you. Even when it wasn’t perfect. Even when it hurt.
And as you watched him step forward to pay, his screen reflecting the neon light, his smile sharp but sincere, you knew the truth.
You were in love with him. Fully. Hopelessly.
But those were dangerous words in Hell. Words that could get people killed when said to the wrong man. Especially one with enemies. Especially one like Vox.
Still, love didn’t always need to be spoken. It could be shown, hinted at, lived out in quiet gestures and stubborn hope. And if that was the only way you could say it, then you wanted to find those ways with him.
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You clutched the blue Vark plush against your chest, its goofy grin and soft texture already endearing, and you couldn’t stop smiling. Vox watched you with something warm in his eyes, though he’d never admit to how much your delight meant to him. The carnival lights cast a gentle glow over both of you as you walked away from the game booth, funnel cake in one hand, Vark in the other.
“That thing’s bigger than your torso,” Vox remarked, smirking as you adjusted your grip on the oversized plush. “You really going to carry it around all night?”
You stuck your tongue out at him. “I can manage.”
Vox snorted, already pulling out his Vphone. “Or—and hear me out here, dollface—we could send it to your place. Let the VoxTek drone boys handle it. Hands-free experience.” His lips curled around the last words, oozing with sales-pitch charm.
You burst into laughter, half-choking on your joy. “Are you seriously trying to sell me your delivery service like this is a commercial?”
He grinned wider, looking entirely too pleased with himself. “What can I say? I’m always on-brand. Plus, wouldn’t want your arms getting tired before I find something more fun for you to carry.”
You gave him a playful glare and gently smacked his arm with the Vark plush. “You’re impossible.”
“Efficient,” he corrected smugly, tapping a few buttons before you could protest. “Drone’s already on its way. It’ll be at your condo before we’re done with dessert.”
You rolled your eyes but couldn't stop the bubbling laugh that escaped you again. “You’re unbelievable.”
The two of you wandered through the park, riding roller coasters and spinning tea cups. You shared sticky carnival snacks, cheered over rigged games, and held hands under the glow of flickering lights. It felt easy, too easy, and you knew the night was slipping by too fast.
Eventually, you’d have to answer him. You’d have to decide whether you could live with the dynamic between him and Valentino, and whether you could be the one waiting quietly in the wings.
“Sunshine,” Vox called, his hand warm around yours as he pulled you toward the Ferris wheel. At the centre of the towering structure glowed a massive blue VoxTek logo, and each gondola was shaped like a glittering V, rimmed with bright lights that pulsed gently against the darkening sky.
You gave him a look, half teasing. “This might be the most shameless branding I’ve ever seen.”
He grinned. “How about we end the night here?” he said, guiding you into one of the gondolas.
Inside, the seats were cushioned, the atmosphere strangely intimate. You didn’t even wait in line.
“The VIP fast pass really is something else,” you mused, glancing out at the crowd still waiting. It was a clever, if ruthless, system. The more you paid, the faster you moved through the park. The highest tier—the black onyx VIP pass—was reserved for Hell’s elite, and it allowed complete access to the park without ever waiting in lines.
“Naturally,” Vox said with a smirk, settling into the gondola.
When the door clicked shut, your eyes widened. The top portion of the walls had turned transparent, revealing a breathtaking view of the park below. Neon lights blinked in every colour, the noise fading into a distant hum.
“We live in the age of subscription, baby,” he added with a wink.
You snorted at that, shaking your head. “Don’t I know it.” But your attention shifted quickly to the view outside, the lights swirling below like glowing confetti.
“Congratulations,” you said softly, your legs brushing his as you sat across from him, your gaze fixed on the towering symbol of everything he had built.
“Sunshine.” His voice was lower now, heavier. You turned your head and met his eyes as he reached for your hand and gently tugged.
Confused, you let him pull you closer until you found yourself straddling his lap.
His hands slid down your back and gripped your ass, kneading the soft flesh with a low groan. His head tilted forward, resting against your shoulder, and for a moment, the only thing that existed was the heat between you and the quiet hum of the Ferris wheel as it climbed higher into the sky.
The moment your eyes met his, you couldn't stop the smirk from curling at the corners of your lips. You leaned over him, the plush seat of the ferris wheel cabin creaking beneath your shifting weight. Warm air hummed around you, filled with the faint scent of fried sweets and ozone, the glow of neon lights flickering across the glass walls like distant stars.
“Really, Vox?” you murmured, trying to keep your voice steady even as a low ache twisted in your stomach. It had been over eight months since either of you had properly touched each other, truly felt each other—and not one night had gone by where you didn’t feel the absence of his body heat in your bed. Still, you feigned nonchalance, letting your voice lilt with mock disinterest. “Maybe you can stop by my place tonight,” you said, the suggestion hanging heavy in the space between you, thick with implication. “I wouldn’t mind keeping you up all night… you did say, I could scream at you all I want.” 
A slow breath escaped him, and then that damn smirk returned—cocky and hungry. “Yeah?” he rasped, his voice lower now, richer. “How about now and later?” His words melted into the air like warm chocolate, just before his hands slid over your hips and dragged you down, pressing your heated core right against the stiff bulge in his pants.
You gasped and opened your eyes wide as your body felt a jolt of electricity. The contact was sharp and intoxicating, your breath catching in your throat. You darted your gaze to the window, seeing the other carts gently swaying in the distance. Some riders were even peeking into yours, curious and unsuspecting. Heat rose to your cheeks as the cart dipped briefly, revealing a full view of the line below, before slowly climbing again. You had one more cycle left before the ride would end.
“Vox,” you hissed under your breath, shooting him a look, “You can’t seriously think you’ll finish less than thirty—”
Before you could finish, the cabin jerked slightly, and then all motion ceased. A loud static crackled overhead, followed by the distorted voice of an announcer.
“We apologize for the inconvenience. Due to unexpected technical issues, the ride is temporarily paused. We’ll resume as soon as the problem is resolved.”
You sat there, blinking, the world momentarily frozen. Then you looked back at him, suspicion dawning as his lips curled into a guilty grin. You followed his gaze to the top of the cart, where the glittering skyline of the amusement park spread beneath you like a map of coloured lights. You were at the very top. Of course, you were.
“Vox…” you narrowed your eyes.
“What?” he replied, voice dripping with faux innocence as he raised a single finger. A faint spark crackled at the tip before he extinguished it with a wink. “Total coincidence.”
“You’re such a—” The words never made it out. Instead, you let your smile twist into something dangerous and playful, a silent promise, as your fingers slid down and worked open the button of his jeans.
The soft scrape of denim parting, the sound of his quickened breath, the thrum of his pulse—it was all delicious. You fished him out, his cock hot and heavy in your hand, throbbing with need. Your thumb dragged slowly across the slick bead at the tip, and Vox groaned, his head falling back with a soft thump against the glass wall behind him.
“Oh, baby…” he breathed, hips twitching at your teasing touch.
You lowered yourself between his spread legs, the cool air brushing against your thighs as your summer dress rode up. You felt the wet cling of your g-string, soaked and doing nothing to hide just how much you wanted this. Wanted him.
Vox widened his stance slightly, anticipation written in every tense line of his body. His cock pulsed, thick and glistening, his eyes locked onto yours like a man starved. Lust shimmered in the air between you, thick and golden, like honey melting under the sun.
And you had no intention of letting this end quickly.
Your lips parted, warm breath ghosting over the flushed head of his cock. You gave him a slow, teasing lick, the tip of your tongue flicking over the sensitive slit before dragging down the veined shaft. It was shameless, deliberate—like the time you'd joked about sucking on that blue, dick-shaped lollipop last Christmas, but now it was him you were tasting, and this time, it was no joke.
A deep, shaky moan escaped his throat, raw and low. His claws tangled in your hair, not yanking, but anchoring himself to reality as his hips gave a slight, involuntary twitch. He was fighting the urge to thrust into your mouth, trembling from restraint.
“Fuck, baby,” he groaned, his voice rough and breathless, “I missed this. Missed your mouth.”
You responded by taking him deeper, your lips wrapping around the head and sucking with a wet, deliberate pull. Your tongue swirled underneath as you bobbed slowly, creating obscene, sticky sounds that echoed off the walls of the ferris wheel cart. Saliva spilled from the corners of your mouth, coating him, making everything slick.
Your hand slipped down, cradling his heavy balls, rolling them gently in your palm. They were hot and full, tight against your skin. Vox hissed through his teeth, claws tightening in your hair, mussing it as he tried not to fall apart too soon.
With a loud, wet pop, you pulled back and met his eyes. Your lips were red and swollen, cheeks flushed with heat. “You’re not going to come that fast, are you, sweetheart?” you teased, your voice thick with challenge.
The moment your words landed, something dark flickered across his face.
Unexpectedly, he grabbed you and threw you across the opposite seat. The entire cart swayed with the sudden motion, groaning slightly from the shift in weight. Your breath caught, but you didn’t hesitate—you spread your legs wide, unabashed, letting him see how soaked you were. Letting him smell the heat radiating off your skin.
He growled low in his throat as he knelt between your thighs. His eyes locked onto the tiny scrap of lace stretched over your pussy, the g-string damp and clinging to your folds. “I was wondering if you were wearing anything when I grabbed your ass earlier,” he said, his voice gravelly with lust.
Lifting one of your legs over his shoulder, he pressed his face flush against your core, burying himself between your thighs. “Fuck…” he breathed into your skin, the vibration of his voice sending shivers down your spine.
Then, with a sharp snap of his claws, the thin fabric gave way. The sound of your gasp bounced off the glass, and your back arched as his hot, smooth, eager tongue finally touched you. He licked a slow, deliberate path through your folds before plunging his tongue into you.
You moaned, breath hitching as he fucked you with his tongue, curling it inside and tasting every inch. Then his thumb pressed lightly against your clit, swirling and teasing your swollen nub with purpose. You cried out, fingers clawing at the seat beneath you.
“I missed this taste,” he groaned between laps, his words muffled against your drenched cunt.
You could feel the subtle rhythm of his other arm moving, jerking himself off as he devoured you. He took his time, savouring like a feast, moaning praises against your skin. Pleasure built slow and heavy in your belly, your eyes prickling with tears from the intense heat, the endless teasing.
And then, through the hazy fog of lust, you caught movement out the window. A sinner in a nearby cart had their face pressed to the glass, eyes wide, mouth parted. Oh, God! They could see the outline of your body, your head thrown back, your chest heaving.
Luckily, Vox was on the floor. They couldn’t see the filthy, glorious things he was doing between your legs.
As if plucking the thought straight from your mind, he pulled back with a slow, deliberate motion. His eyes met yours, knowing, sly, and mischievous, and his lips glistened with your arousal, his tongue flitting out to taste it.
Without a word, he moved you, coaxing your pliant limbs with a confidence that made your breath hitch. The cabin swayed gently as he manoeuvred you into position, the low hum of the Ferris wheel and the occasional creak of metal amplifying the pulse in your ears. The seat’s edge dug lightly into your knees as you bent forward, bracing yourself with trembling hands on the seat in front of you. Your back arched instinctively, hips raised in silent offering.
Your thighs pressed together, seeking friction, and your body trembled with anticipation. You could feel the heat of him behind you; he was tall and commanding, and he fit every curve you showed. His fingers skimmed up the backs of your legs, pausing to squeeze the soft flesh before trailing inward, slow and teasing.
“V-Vox…” you breathed, shivering as his cock slid between your folds, smearing a mixture of your slick and his spit against your wet entrance.
His hands gripped your waist, guiding you as the swollen tip of his cock teased your core, nudging in and out of you in slow, shallow motions. It was maddeningly delicious.
As you opened your mouth to tell him to be quiet and be more discrete because people were still looking, he pushed deeper into you and buried himself with one smooth, firm stroke.
Your mouth dropped open, but no sound came out, only breathless awe. His thick length pressed into every perfect spot, and your body clenched greedily around him.
Your legs trembled, vision swimming from the dizzying pace of his thrusts. Just as your body threatened to collapse, Vox caught you with one arm around your waist. The other slipped beneath your loosened dress, claws gliding up the soft underside of your breast. With a low, dark chuckle, he shoved his hand under your bra, gripping and massaging the plush flesh like it belonged to him.
“Ah, Vox!” you cried, your back arching as his cock slammed into your deepest point, knocking the breath from your lungs.
His claws tugged on your nipple, rolling and twisting the swollen bud while he kept driving into you, each thrust sharp and brutal. Your slick walls fluttered around him, every drag of his cock lighting your nerves on fire.
The cart rocked with every movement, creaking as it swung wildly from side to side. Your hair clung to your sweat-slicked skin, sticking to your face and neck. Tears welled at the corners of your eyes from the sheer intensity of it all, but you didn’t try to stop them. You caught sight of the sinner again through the haze of lust. He had his face stuck to the window of the next cart, hoping to get a better look.
You grinned through the chaos, breathless and bold. Let them watch.
“Oh fuck, baby,” Vox groaned, voice rough and desperate, each word rasping past his lips between wet slaps of skin on skin. “You feel so fucking good, so tight and messy for me.”
His grip on your breast tightened, clawed fingers tweaking your nipple hard enough to make you cry out. The pain sharpened the pleasure, sending electric jolts straight down your spine to your aching, soaked pussy.
“Fuck, I need you to scream for me,” he growled in your ear, biting down lightly on your neck. “Let every miserable fuck down there know who this pussy belongs to. Can you do that for me, baby?”
“Yes! Yes, yours!” you sobbed, throwing your head back, overwhelmed by the relentless rhythm of his cock rearranging your insides.
“Damn right,” he snarled, panting, as he dug his fingers into your hips. “And I’m not even close to done with you, doll.”
He lifted you like you weighed nothing and slammed you back down onto his cock. Your cunt swallowed him whole, slick and twitching, milking him greedily.
“I want you all fucking night,” he huffed, thrusting up into you with enough force to make the cart shake. “Might bend you over the hood of my car in the parking lot. Fuck you right there while the engine’s still hot.”
Each filthy word made your core clench harder around him. The cart smelled of sex, thick, heady, and animalistic. It clung to your skin and his, soaked into the fabric of your clothes, the air itself damp with sweat and arousal.
“Maybe you suck me off while I drive us home,” he whispered against your ear, voice dripping with promise. “Tonight I’ll make you come so hard your legs give out. So hard you can’t talk right for days. All you’ll know is how to scream my name.”
Before you could respond, he shifted, gripping your waist and driving you forward. Your knees hit the seat in front of you, and you gasped, both palms splaying against the glass as he continued to fuck you in earnest. The chill of the window shocked your flushed cheek while your saliva smeared across it, dripping slow and wet down the surface.
Then—slap—his palm cracked against your ass, the sting sharp and sudden. Your breath hitched, but pain melted into pleasure the moment he rammed back inside. Your pussy, raw and hungry, sucked him in like you’d never let him go.
“You like that, huh?” Vox grunted, every word ragged. “You like being fucked like my personal fuck doll?”
All you could do was moan, choked and hoarse, as the pleasure crested higher and higher, tight and trembling at the edge.
“Fucking perfect,” Vox groaned, never slowing, fucking you through every twitch and tremble, like he had every intention of wringing out every last drop of your sanity.
Your scream tore through the cart, raw and trembling, as your body convulsed with an earth-shattering climax. Muscles clenched, nerves aflame, your pussy pulsed around Vox’s cock, holding him tight like it never wanted to let go. You barely registered the creak and lurch of the Ferris wheel starting to move again—time felt irrelevant, lost beneath the weight of pleasure.
Then, with a deep, guttural growl, Vox came with brutal intensity. His hips slammed flush against yours, holding you still as he spilled himself inside, thick and hot, in powerful waves. You could feel him paint every inch of your insides, each pulse of release forcing a gasp from his throat and a whimper from yours.
He stayed buried in you, panting against your skin, his body trembling slightly from the force of it. And when he finally pulled out, slow and careful, you felt everything. A warm, slick fullness slipping free of your swollen cunt, followed by the soft, obscene plop of his cum spilling onto the seat below.
You didn’t move. Couldn’t. Your limbs were jelly, your mind fogged and distant, adrift in a post-orgasmic haze. Vox smoothed your hair and fixed your dress with unexpected tenderness, but he hardly tried as you remained a mess, dazed, used, and glowing.
When the cart doors opened, and you stepped out with him, your ears barely caught the ambient noise of the amusement park. Voices, music, laughter—background static compared to the ache between your legs and the steady slide of wetness down your thighs. His seed mixed with yours, warm and slick, coating your inner thighs with every step.
Then you saw it.
A small droplet of milky fluid hit the pavement beneath your feet.
“Oh, shit…” you mumbled, staring in disbelief.
Vox glanced down and grinned, wicked and smug. “Sunshine, might want to take an extra day off work before you come back into the office.”
Your head whipped toward him. He looked so calm, so collected, as if he hadn’t just fucked you senseless in a rickety old cart and left you dripping with the evidence.
“I know I gave you enough vacation,” he added casually, draping an arm around your waist, “but I need my sunshine around. Gets too damn dark without you.”
You barely had time to breathe before he pulled you in close, his arms circling you fully in the middle of the walkway, in plain view of everyone. The breeze ghosted between your legs, cool and teasing against your flushed, overstimulated skin, but you only leaned deeper into his embrace.
Because at that moment, it hit you.
You couldn’t walk away from him.
For all his chaos, for all the lust and rough edges, Vox had wrapped himself around you in more ways than one. You saw it in the way he held you now, not just with his arms, but with his presence—possessive, warm, and fiercely yours.
So what if this wasn’t a fairytale romance? You had something real. Something raw and alive. And Vox, for all his twisted tendencies, was trying. He was trying to be more than just an overlord who took what he wanted.
You gave him a sly smirk and leaned in close. “Understood, sir,” you whispered. “I assume that means you’re taking tomorrow off too?”
He grinned, teeth gleaming, eyes filled with heat and something softer. “Baby, I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
And he didn’t.
He didn’t change overnight. He didn’t cut Valentino off or turn into someone new. He still answered when Val called—sometimes with a sigh, sometimes with silence—but he always came back to you.
You understood.
Whatever Vox had with Valentino wasn’t simple. There were obligations, entanglements, histories thick as blood and twice as binding. It wasn’t just a matter of walking away. You’d stopped asking him to.
That's why you didn't fight him when his phone rang, and he stood there with that tension in his shoulders that meant he was going to leave. You just looked at him, steady and quiet, and said, “Come back when you can.”
And he did.
Every time.
He didn’t promise he’d stop answering Val. He didn’t pretend the world he lived in wasn’t dark, messy, and far from fair. But he gave you something more honest—his effort. His presence. His trying.
It wasn’t grand or romantic in the traditional sense, but it was real.
It was in the way he brushed your hair back when you were tired. In the way he asked if you’d eaten, or pulled you close when your laughter faded. In how his voice softened when he said your name, even when the rest of the world demanded the hard edge of him.
And you?
You stopped expecting easy. You let go of fairytale endings and leaned into the complicated truth of him.
Because it was never about making him choose between you and the world he couldn’t escape.
It was about choosing each other, again and again, even when it was hard. Even when it hurt a little.
There were still days he had to go. Nights when Valentino's grip pulled him away.
But there were mornings when he stayed. When he reached for you first. When he made time, not excuses.
No, this wasn’t perfect.
But as he curled around you that night, voice low and lips at your temple, you knew…
Whatever came next, you’d figure it out together.
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Summary: With Dream free from captivity, it's time to start searching for his first symbol of office - the sand. But first, he must gather his offerings and learn things about himself and you. Warnings/ Tags: Established Relationship [Series Masterlist] [Previous Chapter] [Next Chapter]
✦ Chapter 3 - A Light Not Made From Fire ✦
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The halls that echoed with your laughter are silent.
The Dreaming feeds on your life, yet the stars that once twinkled with your presence are dull. The trace of you has long faded into the night.
There’s none who can be blamed, except him. He is The Dreaming and The Dreaming is him, and Dream of The Endless takes and he takes and he takes until nothing is left.
Dream presses his hand on the door, and the scent of dust assaults his nose.
You would be livid to see the state of his . . . your . . . their chambers like this. The shelves are empty, and the flowers are dead with a pile of wilted lily petals. The book he was reading to you is gone. It was right there by the window when he left.
Yet, despite everything, there’s still that mug on the table, forgotten. One-hundred and six years, and you never removed it. It almost brings a smile to his face.
Dream runs his hand on the desk, ignoring the way dust sticks to his skin. His hand runs through one of your pens. It seems you’ve been writing, but the words you left are missing.
There’s a part of him that wonders what you were writing – A good-bye? An apology? Was it even for him?
A selfish part of him that hopes he was in your mind.
Lucienne clears her throat, indicating her presence by the door. She does not step inside. “Forgive me, your majesty,” she says. “The door was open so I figured . . .”
“What is it?” Dream traces the pattern on one of your jackets. The Dreaming can turn cold, especially the sea you so eagerly flung yourself in. “I am busy.”
“I’ve managed to locate the pier,” she says, pushing her glasses up the bridge of her nose. “It took me a minute, but the waters seemed to realize your return.”
There isn’t much power left in him. It’s nothing compared to the ocean he used to wield. Every drop should be conserved.
This doesn’t stop him from nudging the dead lily.
Just a touch of his finger, and the once wilted petals rise from the flower. It connects back to the stem, until the flower blooms. A single flower in a broken room. (A single star in a ruined kingdom.)
Lucienne tightens her grip on her wrist. “I tried – ”
“Enough.” It comes out harsher than he intended to.
The walk from the castle to the gates of horn and ivory breaks something in him. The music that used to fill the sky is now silent. The fields of flowers are now barren lands. The home you loved is ruined, and that . . . that is on him.
Lucienne trails behind him, following through the dock. There’s an unmistakable look of apprehension on her face. It doesn’t take long before she voices all her concerns about the sea of dreams.
It’s too late to turn back.
Gregory’s entire being is in his palm, because that is what Dream of The Endless does – he takes and he takes and he takes. From you. From Gregory.
The sand slips between his fingers, and into the water below. Then . . . then . . . nothing.
Gregory’s life isn’t enough, the price of the water too high. Dream closes his eyes, pushing down the weight on his heart – He has wasted Gregory’s life. The Dreaming is going to take you away from him.
Lucienne places a hand on his shoulder. She kneels with him for a moment, and Dream forgives her touch.
“I think it’s time I completed this favor.” Lucienne grabs his hand, and presses something cold into his palms. There’s a certain sorrow on her face that Dream doesn’t pry on. “The lady told me you would need this when you returned.”
Dream opens his palms, and the sight of your wedding band almost makes him crumple into the wood. Almost.
Lucienne steps back, far enough to give him space.
Dream presses the ring to his lips, feeling the cold metal. It’s supposed to be warm, because it usually is. The warmth of your fingers heats the ring. How many times has he pressed his lips against the engraving of the metal? Too many times to count.
You’re waiting for him in these waters. Thus, there’s no time to mourn. So . . . Dream of The Endless does what he always does because that is who he is.
The sand from your wedding band filters into the water.
The water ripples once . . . twice . . . thrice. The reflection on the water shifts. It’s you.
Dream finds himself staring at the image of you. One-hundred and six years. Throughout that time, trapped in Roderick Burgess’s basement, Dream of The Endless yearned for even the tiniest of your smiles.
You mimic the movements he makes.
Dream brings a finger to the water, reaching out like a sailor who hears the siren’s song — uncaring even if you drown him.
The palm of your hands open, and Dream takes the invitation. He plunges himself into the water, letting you drag him into its depths.
The currents are faster than he remembers. It swirls him around until he could no longer distinguish up from down. Navigating the waters takes more than it should, but he finds his offerings through the dreams: a crossroad, a hangman, and a snake.
There’s an egg, nesting by the —
There!
In the corner of his eyes. The one place none ever bother to look. A lantern with a light not made from fire. Bounded eyes not limited by its cloth.
You’re standing at the corner, observing the dreams.
This image of you disappears when he turns.
Dream navigates through the harsh water. It doesn’t get easier, but he needs to see you again. At the corner of his eye. Always at the corner of his eyes, still so far from reach.
Dream after dream after dream after dream after dream. Always there. Always watching. Always disappearing when he turns.
It takes a thousand dreams for him to give up.
The sea of dreams brings him closer to its core. The ground is solid this time, but the inch of water ripples beneath him. Darkness fills the space.
“I am your master,” Dream says to the void of currents and dreams. “Return her to me.”
The dreams do not answer his command. You walk out from darkness’ embrace, ripples of water spreading with each step you take. A single finger pointed behind him. That’s all you do.
Dream takes step after step after step to reach you. He never gets closer. He doesn’t know what to do but he does know anger, and it is knocking on his door.
“It was not your place to interfere with the dreams of mortals,” he says to you. The words come out low and tense. Dream doesn’t know what he was saying. “There were better ways to handle this.”
Stop
Stop!
You did everything you could. If anyone were to be blamed, it should be him. The words come out nonetheless.
“Did you think that one such as I could be powered by a mere star?” Dream stares at you, unblinking. “You have only wasted your life.”
A reply never comes. Instead, all he revives is a single finger pointing behind him. There’s a part of him that knows your directions lead to safety, because that is who you are. So different from him.
So . . . with his offerings . . . Dream of The Endless must leave you behind once again.
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Lord Morpheus asked where you went.
It took a moment for him to bring up your absence. As if you were around the castle, just around the corner. As if you would be here, just a moment longer. That moment never came.
There was a certain glint in his eyes . . . almost broken . . . almost as if he would crumble. Your husband is an idiot, my lady. In his mind, there was a reality where you had abandoned The Dreaming – abandoned him.
There wasn’t much to say but the truth.
Once the words left my mouth, the unspoken words were written all over his face. Do not blame him, my lady, for it is only the truth. There were many who thought it would have been better had you abandoned The Dreaming to its fate. Lord Morpheus was one of many.
Then, something amazing happened. For the first time in centuries, a raven appeared by the name, ‘Matthew’. A chatty fellow, that one. You would like him. He was promptly sent to accompany lord Morpheus. After the raven, a few books started to appear here and there. The words in this journal started to return.
This humble librarian begs you. Survive a little longer.
He is coming for you, my lady.
—    Recent correspondence from Chief Librarian, Lucienne to the lady of The Dreaming.
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Flick . . .
A spark of light.
Flick . . .
A glimpse of brightness.
Flick . . .
A lantern cuts though the black with a light not made from fire.
“For fuck’s sake.” Johanna Constantine mumbles, running a hand through her face. “It’s you again. I’m starting to think you’re in love with me or something.”
The cloaked woman in her dreams stay silent. There’s a never-ending smile on your lips. It reminds Johanna of one of those percaline dolls, and those are always creepy as fuck.
If anyone was asked about their opinion on Johanna Constantine, they would say that she is a, ‘massive fucking bitch’ or ‘a total nightmare. They’re not wrong, of course, she is all of those things and more.
That’s why Johanna can say, with full certainty, that you are a ragging bitch.
“Come with me. . .,” you say with a certain gentleness that makes Johanna’s stomach churn. She’s not an idiot, for only fools mistake gentleness for kindness.
Johanna already knows how this will end. It’s the same song and dance with you. That’s why she doesn’t hesitate to take your hand, and follow the lantern that cuts through the black.
It’s unfair, really.
The way you hold her hand is laced with gentleness and warmth. So why . . . why do you lead her to the same nightmare over and over and over and over and over and over and over again? Such cruel, cruel action for such a gentle touch.
Johanna Constantine has never begged.
She will not begin now.
You press a kiss on her forehead, and Johanna falls into the darkness.
The scent of sulfur assaults her nose. It’s always the same scent, and Johanna wonders if that much sulfur was in the air that day. There isn’t much time to keep wondering. The portal to Hell sweeps her off her feet, inviting her to its domain.
The Latin spell that comes out of her mouth is automatic. It’s the same set of words all over again. Nothing’s changed. Johanna thinks nothing will ever change.
Latin
Astra
Don’t let go!
A little girl’s arm is still clinging to her.
It’s the same . . . fucking . . . cycle.
Flick . . .
A spark of light.
Flick . . .
A glimpse of brightness.
Flick . . .
A lantern cuts though the black with a light not made from fire.
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The devil locked up in Roderick Burgee’s basement is walking next to her.
That’s the reality she’s living through right now. Johanna Constantine thinks she’s still dreaming, but the absence of sulfur tells her otherwise.
“So, you’re actually him,” she says, because he looks like a guy who prefers silence, and Johanna isn’t about to give him what he wants – not when they’re walking to her ex’s apartment. “The Sandman. I thought my gran was crazy, but I guess that’s my fault . . . given my line of work.”
“I am.” That’s all he says.
“Dream of The Endless . . . lord Morpheus,” she says the words, feeling it against her tongue. “King of Dreams and Nightmares. You are one fucked up anthropomorphic personification. That nightmare of yours is something. How did you even come up with the lady with a lantern?”
Dream pauses for a second, and there’s a far away look on his face that almost makes Johanna apologize. “She is my wife.”
The words come out on its own. “Your wife is a bitch.”
Granny Constantine used to tell her that the gaze of an Endless is heavy. It would be wise not to anger one. Well . . . Granny Constantine was right once again. Johanna really should have listened to her more.
There’s a hard expression on his face. Dream of The Endless doesn’t need to speak to get his point across.
“Sorry,” she mumbles, raising her hand in surrender. “I didn’t mean to strike a nerve.”
“The stars guide you wherever you wish to go,” he says, voice low, “wherever that may be.”
And . . .  that . . . makes a lot of sense.
“Why is your wife crashing my nightmares anyway?” Johanna crosses her arms with a huff. “Trouble in paradise?”
“It was my fault,” Dream says in such a soft voice she could hardly hear. “Because I . . . . Who is she? The woman in the picture.”
“Not so fast,” Johanna says. There’s a part of her that wants to keep prying, whether it angers him or not. The look in his eyes keeps her from doing so. “Tell me what she’s like.”
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Hmm . . . You’re not sure what’s happening right now.
Mervyn drops an umbrella in your hands with a thumbs-up. To your right, Lucienne secures a cloak around you – for the rain or something like that. They place a gentle hand on your back, and push you out the castle doors with a hearty wish of good fortune.
It’s raining in The Dreaming, again.
Drops of water slide along your cheek. While it brings a smile to your face, this is probably why you were so enthusiastically pushed out of the castle.
The sounds of rain bouncing off the umbrella bring you into a lull. Even in its dullest days, The Dreaming’s beauty shines through. But there are some (Mervyn and Lucienne) who fear The Dreaming will become, “an underwater city if you do not do something”.
So, with nothing but an umbrella and this cloak, you set out into the rain.
The Dreaming leads you to him, and you find him deep in the forest, leaning on the side of a bridge. There’s a certain look on his face as he watches the river bed below.
The rain has soaked his clothing, and hair sticks to his skin.  What a sight it is to see the King of Dreams and Nightmares sulking like a wet cat.
“Hello,” you say the words simply, twirling the umbrella around your hand.
Dream turns toward you, blinking a little. Yet, he opens his hand out for you and only you.
The stones from the bridge are slick with rain. So, you take his invitation, and slip your hand into his hold.
Dream secures you, gripping you tightly as you place step after step on the wet stones. That hand of his never let’s go, not even when you reach the apex of the bridge.
You bring the umbrella over his head, shielding him from the rain. “Do you smell that?”
“I do not.”
“It’s the smell of rain,” you tell him with a smile. “It’s becoming quite the familiar scent in here.”
Silence rises into the air, the only sound being the splatter of the rain against the umbrella. It’s too small to comfortably fit two bodies, but you make do. There really isn’t anything else to be done but to press your bodies together, and huddle underneath the rain
Dream searches your eyes, and the full weight of an Endless settles into you. “You are going to freeze.”
“Stars do not freeze, my dear.” You lean on his shoulder, pressing a little kiss on the area. It doesn’t even matter if his clothes are getting you wet. “Nor do we get colds.”
“Yet, the one in The Dreaming does,” he says, softly. Always softly. “The residents were worried to hear about your fever.”
You smile a smile he cannot see. “I’m staying right here.”
“Leave.”
“I’m staying.”
Dream looks at you. “Leav—”
“I detest repeating myself, and I have already done so twice.” You pull the umbrella closer to your bodies. “The only response you can give me now is an expression of regret.”
“Would this suffice?” Dream presses one, single, kiss on your wet cheek.
A pleased hum escapes your lips. “Not one bit,” you say, smiling. “But I will be kind and forgive you anyway.”
“Is that so?” Dream pulls your hand closer, pressing a kiss to your ring. Each word he says brushes your skin. “Then . . . what wise words does a star have for me today?”
A small smile. “Nothing.”
The rain slides off the umbrella and damps your shoulder further. A bigger umbrella would have been preferable.
Dream takes the umbrella from your hand, positioning himself behind you until you’re pressed up against his chest. It’s unethical to have such a lanky body be so sturdy with muscles. At least . . . it easier to hide from the rain?
“I have humored you long enough,” Dream says, whispering against your ear. “Go, before you get a cold. I will not nurse you back to health.” That is the biggest lie he’s ever told you.
You wrap your arms around his waist, and look up at him with a cheeky smile. “Are you flirting with me, Dream lord?”
“No.” He glares at you, but there’s a distinct softness in his smile.
“That’s a shame – I love it when you flirt with me.” You show him your most innocent smile. “You know I can’t leave you here like this. So, the only reason I can think of is that you want me to stay.”
“You can leave.”
“You’re making it very hard to do so.” You press a kiss on the edge of his lips, lingering there for more than a moment. “The path out the forest is missing, my love. The whims of The Dreaming cater to you, intentional or not.”
Dream doesn’t give you an answer, but the way he pulls you closer is enough. He leans his head down on your shoulder, and you’re pinned against him and the stone.
“I missed you,” you say, whispering it as you press your face into his cheek. “The past three days have been so dull that I tried to learn how to play an instrument. You would hate it – Actually, you would laugh if you had a sense of humor.”
He turns towards you. “Does a Star not know how to play?”
“And you’re telling me a Dream does?” you say, laughing a little. “I wanted to learn how to play the lullaby, but this body doesn’t seem to be gifted in music. I wish I was gifted in more areas.”
“Not at all,” he says, and there’s a ghost of a smile. Right there in the corner of his cheeks. Always in the corner. “You and your instrument would be a talented nightmare.”
You blink at him, and the laughter that bubbles out of your chest fills you with life. “Then I shall become your personal nightmare,” you say. “I will haunt you with my music for the rest of my life.”
The rain weakens into a drizzle as he gazes at you. “Is that a promise, my love?”
“If you would like.”
It took time, but the sun eventually emerged from the clouds.
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Matthew shakes his arms . . . no, wings . . ., trying to shake off as much of the rain as possible. It’s weird to have fingers and thumbs one day to having feathers and a beak the next.
He’s not quite sure what’s happening exactly, but Lucienne said he would adjust eventually.
“Constantine,” Dream says, calling out to her from the rain. “That nightmare won’t trouble you anymore.”
“I better not see your wife in my dreams anymore. I might just snatch her up.” Johanna gives him a little wink. Or at least Matthew thinks she’s giving him a wink. She’s much taller than he is. “For what it’s worth, I hope you get her back.”
There’s this weird look on his boss’ face.
Dream stares out into the rain, even after Johanna has long disappeared. Matthew thinks it looks like . . . longing? Or more like yearning?
Matthew looks out into the rain, trying to catch whatever his boss is staring at. There’s really nothing but buildings and rain.
Matthew blinks, and he thinks he sees a lantern in the corner of his eye. It’s gone the second he turns to look.
Great, he’s going insane!
It takes him fifteen minutes before he speaks up. “What are you looking at?”
“The sand connects me to the sea of dreams.” He keeps his eyes locked out into the rain, but his face softens a little. There’s a moment where he reaches out, but drops his hand mid-way.
That . . . doesn’t really answer Matthew’s question, but he knows better than to keep pushing. “So . . .,” he says. “What’s our next move?”
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Tags : @raethewargeneral A/N: Any thoughts? How do you like this so far. After three chapters I'm eager to know if anyone is enjoying this hhaha. I know I am! Also, if you want to be tagged just tell me ><
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safination · 6 days ago
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W.I.P - Lullaby of the Ancients
I beg all of you to forgive me. Instead of Morpheus fucking me, it's final exams who are doing so. Chapter 3 will take a few days longer. I hope to post it by Tuesday or Wednesday. But for now, get this tiny excerpt from Chapter 3 - Title? I don't know yet. Also, if y'all want a tag when the next chapter comes out, just tell me :D
✦ Spoilers below ✦
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safination · 7 days ago
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Running To You
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[Masterlist] Request: I have a request for Morpheus: he has a mortal girlfriend who he comes to see and finds her really beaten down by life. Literally she wants to run, so he takes her to the castle and gives her night of his full attention, whatever way that appears. @deeplyenchantedsabotage Tags/ Warning: Established Relationship A/N: Reminder that requests are still open. I would have posted this hours ago, but I had to go to a class
The door locks with an audible click.
. . . Finally . . . finally . . . Home.
Everything you’ve been waiting for is behind you. Yet, your hand still on the doorknob, frozen around the metal. It doesn’t move, for you do not move as well.
The weight settles into your bones. It’s deep and uncaring. It’s as unmoving as you are. Then, all at once and none at all, the waves of everything lull into your body with a lull. There’s a numbing throb on your feet – It wasn’t there before. Nor is that knot in your stomach, or that breeze in your head.
Oh . . . dear . . .
It seems it’s been quite the day.
You slide down the door, silently laughing at how dramatic the whole action seems, and pull your knees against your chest.
The groceries need to be put away, and your jacket needs to be hung, and the papers in your bag need to sorted, and the meat in the freezer needs to be taken out, and the laptop in your bag needs to be charged and so does the phone in your pocket, and the plantes need to be watered, and the window needs to be opened and . . . and . . . and.
Your shoelaces are still tied. They’re still tied! You need to take them off. Take them off . . . Take them off!
No.
Yes.
Later.
Now.
So, here you are, face buried into your knees with shoelaces that won’t untie themselves. It’s such a simple thing, yet the tears that prickle your eyes don’t seem to care.
Just a minute.
That’s all you need.
You just need a minute . . . one . . . single . . . minute . . . . . . . .
“Hello,” you say, voice muffled by your knees. It’s a simple greeting – the only one you could afford. “I’m dreaming right now.”
“You are,” Morpheus says, just as simple. “I found you by the door.”
The floor feels smoother than the one at your home. The distinct sounds of the passing train and honking traffic are gone, replaced by a ticking clock you know doesn’t belong to you. (Who own analogue clocks anymore?)
It takes a moment for you to respond because . . . well, you don’t really know how to respond to that. “What a heartless creature,” you say, trying to find a smile. “You found me by the door, and you just left me there?”
“I did not,” he says softly, always softly. “I transferred you on your bed.”
You find the smile with his words.
“Sit with me.” You don’t even know where you are in The Dreaming. Somewhere appropriate enough to sit, hopefully.
The presence of The Endless is unmistakable, and you can feel every drop of it when Morpheus takes his seat next to you. He’s so close that it’s warm, and that warmth is so nice that the prickles of tears return.
Morpheus leans into you, murmuring a quiet, “What plagues your mind, my most dear?”
“Shoelaces,” you say, pressing your face deeper into your knees. “I want my shoes off, but I have shoelaces.”
There’s a slight tug on your feet.
It takes you a moment to realize, and when you peek from your knees, Morpheus is kneeling in front of you. He pulls on the laces, tugging it lightly. It comes undone within his fingers. He loosens the laces . . . and then the King of Dreams and Nightmares pull your shoes from your feet.
It doesn’t fix the problem, but it’s a start.
“What else can I do?” he says with such soft voice that it drives you insane. “You only need to ask.”
“Anything?”
“Anything.”
“What will it cost me?” you say with a smile he cannot see. “I know my fairy tales. They ask for things like my first-born child or ten years of my life or my soul.”
“Is that so?” There’s a trace amount of humor in his voice.
“You have every story in your library, love.” You shake your head a little, smiling brightly. “So, what will it be, Dream Lord? Name your price.”
"And you would give me all of those?"
"Perhaps," you say. "One more than the other."
“Just . . . ,” he begins, “ . . . a moment of your gaze.”
You peek from your knees and find him staring at you. It’s impossible to look away when the stars in his eyes shine brighter when you look at him. “ What if I ask you to levve?”
“Then I will go.” There’s a stony look on his face that almost makes you apologize.
“I want to run away,” you say, barely a whisper. “Far, far away from there.”
“The Dreaming is a place where you can do so freely.”
You show him your biggest smile, forcing your cheeks to turn to their fullest. “Let’s run away together.”
“As you wish,” Morpheus says. “And where would you like to run to?”
“Right here – Right in this moment,” you tell him, placing a hand on your knees to cover the tear stains. “Stay with me in this dark . . . office?”
Morpheus stares at you for a moment. The light in his eyes and the faint twitch in his lip tells you that you did good. He leans closer into you, placing his chin on your head. There’s nothing else to do but lean even closer to him.
There’s a moment where your eyes meet. It’s enough. Enough for his eyes to flutter to a close. It seems to be a habit of his. The closer he leans, the more his eyes flutter. You take a moment to stare at him, savoring his precious expression, before leaning in as well.
It’s really funny.
None would expect the King of Dreams and Nightmares to have soft lips.
“Perhaps . . . I should have asked for your first-born child.”
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safination · 8 days ago
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Requests: Open
pspspspspspspspsps I am in a writing mood because what else is there to do when you're neck deep in finals. Give me your ideas and I shall make them come true!
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safination · 8 days ago
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𓇢𓆸 welcome to my spice cabinet!
❀ Fortunately or unfortunately, the seasonings have brought you to my humble kitchen. This is mostly an ‘x Reader’ blog where I post most of the stories that plague my mind.
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❀ Be kind! Be patient! I work on these fics on my free time. I am a studying college student. Please don't expect much. This is a hobby for me.
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Masterlist of Masterlists
‧₊˚♪ Hazbin Hotel ‧₊˚♪
༄ The Sandman༄
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safination · 8 days ago
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༄The Sandman༄
Some Reminders: ❀ The following works from this Sandman masterlist do not belong to me. I have no legal claim over this story. I just write silly little fics ehe. Don't sue me, please ❀Be kind! Be patient! I work on these fics on my free time. I am a studying college student. Please don't expect much. This is a hobby for me. ❀ RED TEXT = 18+ | You are responsible for your own media consumption| ❀ Request for Sandman: OPEN
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Lullaby for the Ancients
How does a Dream and a Star fall in love? Through a dream, of course, for stars are dreams themselves.
Summary: Once upon a time . . . there lived a Dream and a Star. Together by choice. Together by love. Together, they sing a soft lullaby for those who stand in their presence. The events of S1 and S2 of Sandman with a Dream and a Star. Season 1 ✦Chapter 1 - A Star's Fall ✦ ✦Chapter 2 - Records from The Dreaming ✦ ✦ Chapter 3 - A Light Not Made From Fire ✦
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|Running To You| Request: I have a request for Morpheus: he has a mortal girlfriend who he comes to see and finds her really beaten down by life. Literally she wants to run, so he takes her to the castle and gives her night of his full attention, whatever way that appears.
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|Hecate! Reader| Request:  Can you do a one-shot of Morpheus meeting and falling in love with Hecate! reader who's the anthropomorphic personification of magic and the first witch in existence?
[ . . . more to come.]
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safination · 10 days ago
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Lullaby of the Ancients
Summary: The Dreaming holds a library filled with texts that have been written, texts that are still being written, texts that will never be written. Snippets from the fading library of The Dreaming Warnings/ Tags: Established Relationship [Series Masterlist] [Previous Chapter] [Next Chapter]
✦Chapter 2 - Records from The Dreaming ✦
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Our home is dying, my love.
The Dreaming has hours before the decay reaches its heart. The home you opened to me cannot die.
The scent of the lilies is starting to fade, and the ones by the window are already wilting, its petals curling into a pile of death. The book next to it is missing its title, and the letters are slowly fading into dust.
Maybe a walk through Fiddler’s Green would calm the building nerves. Maybe there’s a book that hasn’t faded. Maybe . . . Maybe it doesn’t matter. There is no joy to be found when the absence is this striking.
There’s no use delaying.
Time – That was the one thing we never should have lacked.
We needed more time.
—    Unsent correspondence from the lady of The Dreaming to her beloved.
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All residents have safely returned to their homes. A complete census was conducted to assess the state of The Dreaming. Every single one is accounted for with no major-injuries sustained. The decay started from the edge, where the magic was the weakest, and some houses along the border need repair. Thus, the castle remained untouched.
The tremors jostled unsecured vases of lilies.  The pieces were gathered and kept in the event of a repair.
—    Recovered  journal report from Chief Librarian, Lucienne to the lord and lady of the Dreaming
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Title: A Dream for One. A Nightmare for the Other
It begins how it always begins.  Someone was curious enough to ask a question – How does a dream and a start fall in love? Through a dream, of course, for stars are dreams themselves.
But if a star is a dream, then are they nightmares as well? Well, that depends on who is asked.
To the curse and lost boy who clutches your hand, you are a dream. To the King of Dreams and Nightmares, you were a total nightmare in his eyes.
You squeeze the hand of this young boy. The other hand lights the way, a single lantern dangling in your hold. It guides through the dark and illuminates the path, not with a flame, but with starlight itself. The boy stares at you, then at your lantern, and squeezes back.
“Will you not fall?” he whispers into your cloak, bringing his instrument closer to his body. It wasn’t the first time a nightmare had taken it from him. “Mother always tells me to be cautious when I run. I don’t want you to fall.”
“I will not fall.” You smile down at him. “The blindfold has no power over my sight.”
He looks at the path ahead, and smiles.
The darkness isn’t intimidating, not when the starlight shines through your lantern. He’s never seemed the path before. It’s always been just the darkness. Eventually, the bubble of nothing fades in the background.
The sound of crashing water is the first thing he notices. It pulls his attention until a gate of horn and ivory demands his notice. The gates open with a loud creak, and out comes a man . . . or something close enough.
He cannot quite describe the being that comes out of those gates, for how do you describe dreams? How do you put into words the very thing that fuels hope?
The boy is young, yes. But even he knows to show his respect to the being in dark clothing.
“Hello.” You say it gently, almost simply.
“It is polite to give a proper greeting to the master of the realm you are trying to enter,” he says with such a low voice. It’s barely there.
“Forgive me,” you say with this smile on your face. It’s difficult to decipher any expressions, especially when the hood covers your face, and a cloth binds your eyes. “I greet Dream of The Endless, the lord of The Dreaming.”
The boy cannot decipher if you were kind and gentle or cold and distant. Maybe it’s both. Maybe it’s none. Maybe it’s because you are not like him.
And once again, it begins where it always begins.
A twinge of curiosity.
Dream raises his hand, and you lift your head. “You came from the outskirts –Why?”
“Music.”
“Music.” Dream mimics your words. “You brought him here for such a reason?”
“Yes.”
Dream glares at you.
“Am I not allowed to have preferences?" You show him your most innocent smile. “Music and lilies and art and books.”
The boy clutches his instrument closer. It was just a simple song, nothing of worth. You were the first thing he saw in the darkness, a bright figure with a lantern that doesn’t hold any flames. They were just notes strung together. There was no music.
“The boy is cursed to never dream. His mind gets lost in the dark,” you say the words with a smile. There’s a softness to the way you speak, but even this young boy knows not to mistake it for gentleness. “But he played me a beautiful song on his little instrument. So, I guided him to the Dreaming.”
The being of Dreams and Nightmares pulls his eyes away from you, and turns to the boy. “Is that so?”
“What she says is true,” the boy says, fiddling with the wood of his instrument. “I’ve never been able to dream.”
“I have done my duty.” You squeeze his hand one last time, before pushing him forward with a hearty laugh. “It was good to see you, Dream of The Endless. I shall bring more children to you.”
You disappear into starlight before Dream can protest.
The boy turns to the man who resembles a nightmare, but grasps his coat in his tiny hands.  There’s a moment, just a small moment, where the boy thinks Dream looks surprised . . . no, worried. He looks worried in this awkward kind of way.
. . . What does he do now?
—    Short-story from an unknown resident of The Dreaming.
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It started with The Land of Mystery. Patches of grey-zones were found in the area. Everything that was once living in those patches have dulled. Further inspection found that anything placed and left within those grey-zone dulled as well. The residents in the area were warned to stay away from these patches.
Over time, these grey-zones started to spread until it was considered a decay. It consumed five towns after only a month. The residents were re-located closer towards the palace. The remaining towns have become over-crowded. Tension is rising within the residents of each village. The village chiefs have tried their best to minimize any incidence, but the lessening space causes friction.
Daily monitoring is conducted by volunteers from each town. The decay spreads by day. It doesn’t spread towards the people, but it sucks the life of the very soil around it.
A full garden of lilies were thriving one day but dead the next
The first damage to the castle took an entire tower. The bricks caved-in, and fell from its spot. Fortunately, none were harmed, but this was when the first batch of residents left.
Half left for lands healthier than The Dreaming. The other half left to search for their master. Despite their rezonings, none ever returned.
Others followed shortly.
—    Recovered  journal report from Chief Librarian, Lucienne to the lord and lady of the Dreaming
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Title: From a Nightmare to a Dream
It’s raining in The Dreaming when you bring the boy . . .
No, he’s no longer a boy anymore, but a proper young man. He no longer holds your hand, nor does he hide his face in your cloak. Still, the music he brings echoes for you in the darkness, and the light you give leads him to The Dreaming.
Rain pelts against your clothes when you step on the rocky shores. When the gates of horn and ivory part for the young man, Dream of The Endless is nowhere to be found.
The young man looks at you, but you urge him to enter. Dreamers are welcome into The Dreaming, and you are not dreaming right now.
You stand by the gate, pelted by the rain as the pooling water floods the beauty of The Dreaming, and . . . oh, dear . . . and for the first time, you decide to enter The Dreaming.
Thunder booms across the land, shaking your bones. Part of you expects a bolt of lighting to strike when your foot passes the gate. It never comes, thankfully.
The Dreaming is quiet; the only sounds are the whispers of sorrow.  
You find him in the middle of a field, seated on the murky grass of the clearing. The rain soaks his clothes. It kisses his cheeks and drips down his face. There’s a far-away look on his face. It’s so different from the ones you’ve seen. It doesn’t look right.
A gust of wind blows the hood away from your face. The rain starts to damp your hair, making it stick to your face.
“Hello.” It’s a simple greeting.
Dream stays silent, even when you take the seat next to him. If Dream of The Endless has any complaints about your presence, he does not voice them. The silence stretches for so long that you almost turn back. Almost.
“Will you help me with this?” You tilt your head, showing him the knot of your blindfold. “It’s getting in the way.”
Droplets of water fall from his hair. It falls between the blades of grass, losing itself to the puddle below. “I thought . . .” he begins, the sound of his voice barely there. “I thought you do not need eyes to see. That is what the boy told me.”
“I don’t,” you say. “But The Dreaming is too beautiful of a place. I wish to see it with my own eyes.”
Dream undoes the knot that binds your eyes. The cloth falls between your bodies, and gets stained from the mud. The Dreaming is even more beautiful now. The thunderstorm dulls the area with its sorrow, but not even that can erase the vibrancy of his home. It’s absolutely breathtaking.
“You dare to approach me.”
“I do.”
“You are the first to do so.” Dream searches your eyes, and the weight of his gaze barrels into you. Still, you allow him to make his judgment about you. “Then you are fool. There is a reason why no one else has tried.”
“Then you are in need of more friends.” You tuck a damp strand of hair behind your ear. “If you wish from a star, you will have what you want. One word from you, and I will take my leave.”
Dream turns his back towards you, yet only the howl of the rain can be heard.
The . . . The cold? It prickles your skin. For the first time since your creation, the rain on your skin buzzes your nerves. It all feels so different here. The rain that hits your skin is vibrant. The mud that stains your cloak feels slimy. The cold in the air settles deep within your bones.
It’s cold. You’re cold.  You have never been more alive.  It seems The Dreaming is removed from the universe. The call of your home is barely a whisper now, its power is dull, and it leaves you vibrant.
A gust of wind blows on your cloak. You undo the clasp, and throw the other half of it over Dream’s shoulders. The weather is downright freezing now, yet you do not move.
“Why are you here?” Dream keeps his back towards you, but he does not remove your offering.
“The stars shine despite the absence of the sun,” you tell him, smiling as your fingers numb a little from the cold. “It reminds us we are never truly alone in the darkness.”
“That is why you’re here.”
You reach across his shoulders, and drop the lantern by his feet with a smile. “No, that is what the lantern is for.”
Dream turns his head towards you, eyes narrowed.
You show him your most innocent smile.
His lips twitch . . . it’s the tiniest hind of a smile. Dream pulls the cloak back on your shoulder, ensuring that half is at least on you.
“I’m here because this is where I wish to be.” You press your back against his, and hug your knees. The howl of the wind blows your wet hair into your face. It’s annoying. It’s liberating.  “The Dreaming is beautiful.”
“You seem . . .” Dream pauses, as if trying to find the correct words, “. . . different.”
“I died recently.” You press your cheeks into your knees. “Time comes for everyone, and I am not an exception.”
Dream scoffs at your words. The sound rumbles his chest and travels to you. “Are you mocking me?”
“Am I allowed to?’ The words come out softly
“Perhaps,” he says. “One day.”
“Stars cannot be killed, yet they still die.” You shut your eyes, even as the rain sticks your clothes to your back. “All that energy gets taken and recycled into a new star. From destruction, it’s me who rose. I’m still me – music and lilies and art and books – but just a little different.”
The cold that comes from the rain freezes you solid. Yet . . . yet . . . the cold makes you appreciate the warmth.  
Dream shifts to sit next to you, pulling the cloak closer around your shoulders. He’s quite warm for someone so pale. The thought brings a smile to your face. There’s this distance between you, but it’s enough to carve a space away from the rain.
“So, what will it be?” Dream says in a hushed voice. It’s difficult to hear when the pelting rain howls in your ears. “A poem? Some anecdotes? What wise words does a star have for me?”
The word comes out simple. “Nothing.”
For seven days and seven nights, storms cracked through The Dreaming but through the darkness, the star’s light never left.
—    Short-story from an unknown resident of The Dreaming.
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Lucienne.
Find the musician guided by starlight. He is to be commissioned.
—    Recovered correspondence from the lord of The Dreaming to Chief Librarian, Lucienne
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Summary:
The land is dead. Everything that was and everything that will be have long returned to the sand. The once vibrant land is withered.
There is nothing left but me.
—    Recovered journal report from Chief Librarian, Lucienne to the lord and lady of The Dreaming.
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Title:  A Lullaby from a Dream to a Star
The Dreaming opens it’s gates of horn and ivory. It opens to you like it’s never done before.
The Dreaming takes yo
You walk across . . .
“It’s beautiful. I . . . I cannot accept this.”
“It is yours to do with whether you accept it or not.”
“Then will you accept a wish from me? Wish upon my star, and it shall be yours.”
— Corrupted short-story from an unknown resident of The Dreaming.
“The words disappeared.”
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Edit: So . . . uh . . . I feel the need to explain that I am a science girlies unfortunately. I am in STEM and it unfortunately shows. My sister pointed it out to me that this is not, in fact, an anthology but an epistolary. My friends are clowning on me. My family is clowning on me. And you know what, might as well. I invite you all to clown on me. It's well deserved.
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safination · 11 days ago
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An Open Letter to the Governments Enforcing Online Censorship Laws:
I don’t usually get political on here. But I’m angry. And I’m scared.
What’s happening right now in the UK and Australia? It’s not just about "protecting kids" from NSFW content. It’s about control. It’s about censorship disguised as morality. And it terrifies me for what’s coming next because it always comes next.
They say it’s to keep minors safe. But censorship never stops at its first excuse. Give a government an inch, and it swallows miles. That’s not a theory. It’s history. And history doesn’t just repeat. It escalates.
As someone who creates dark, explicit fiction, this feels personal. This is my warning bell. The stories I write, the ones people try to silence aren’t just "fucked up smut." They’re lifelines. They’re therapy. They’re how people process pain, explore the shadows, reclaim power, or just survive another goddamn day. Dark content can be grotesque, yes, but it can also be honest, raw, human. It makes you feel. It makes you face what others ignore. That’s why they’re afraid of it.
And let’s stop pretending this is really about the kids.
If it were, the Epstein files would be public. The names would be prosecuted. Grooming gangs wouldn’t be swept under the rug for political convenience. The child protection system wouldn’t be a funnel of unchecked abuse. If they cared about children, they'd fix what’s broken. But they don’t. Because this was never about children. It’s about sanitizing the internet into a dead, glossy facade that makes governments and corporations feel clean.
What enrages me more than the laws themselves are the people applauding them. The ones nodding along, chanting “think of the children” while blindly handing over their freedoms like it’s some righteous offering. It's cowardice dressed up as virtue.
This doesn’t end with porn bans. It never does. First they silence desire. Then dissent. Then everything else that makes art and freedom, dangerous.
You may not care now. But you will, when it’s your voice they smother next.
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safination · 12 days ago
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Lullaby of The Ancients
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Summary: Morpheus journeys to the waking world for The Corinthian, but when Roderick Burgess traps with a spell, it's up the the lady of The Dreaming to try and save her people. A soft song of a king and a queen. A dream and a star. Warnings/ Tags: Established Relationship [Series Masterlist] [Next Chapter]
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✦Chapter 1 - A Star's Fall ✦
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It’s cold in The Dreaming.
The bolts on Dream’s helm chill your fingers. You trace the lines, following an intricate pattern of leather and bone and metal. The spine that protrudes from the snout curls around your lap. What an odd shape. It reminds you of a mosquito – the stuff of nightmares, indeed.
The steps to the thrones aren’t any better. The cold stone is freezing, with the edges digging into your legs. Yet, you stay seated, dressed in simple clothing. Such clothes aren’t suitable for a queen, but Dream isn’t exactly in ceremonial clothing either.
Dream places the ruby necklace around his neck. “You seem displeased with me.”
“Do I?” You tilt your head, smiling.
“Yes,” he says, and there’s a smile on his face that can barely be called one. At least he sounds amused. “Have I done something to gain your ire?”
“It is not me who seems . . . displeased,” you say, lightly. “The Dreaming can feel it, my dear. Every resident can feel The Corinthian’s absence.”
Dream stretches his hand out for you, close enough for you to see it as it is – An offering. You take it, and slip your cold fingers into his own. His hands are warm. It’s so strikingly different from the mood of The Dreaming.
He guides you up the steps to the throne, your hand gently resting against his own. The helm is secure around your arms, and you hold it tight as you climb the winding staircase.
His hold continues, even as you reach the platform of the thrones. Dream guides you to sit on his throne, pulling you away from your own, only releasing his hold when he’s seated you onto his seat. You hold on just a little longer, and tug his hand closer, pressing one, single, kiss around his fingers.
There’s a rare, but proper smile on his lips now.
Lucienne clears her throat, reminding you of her presence.
Right.
The concerns Lucienne voices hold no lies, but a king settled deeply into his way cannot see other paths. Still . . . it doesn’t hurt to try.
“Lucienne is correct,” you tell him, still tracing the lines on his helm. The stars above the throne room shine below you. So different from the ones you’ve painted across the sky. “The night is high in the Waking World. I can easily bring The Corinthian back. I am due for a visit soon — The stars . . . They . . . they call my name.”
“The Corinthian is my responsibility.” Dream stands tall, speaking to you with a voice that demands no arguments. “My duty.”
You sit tall on his throne, and do not dignify him with a response.
Dream leans forward, almost bowing before you.
The helm in your hold somehow becomes colder. Still, you bring the helm to his head, and place it on him until you could no longer see his eyes. There’s a small part of you that begs, yelling at you to rip it off his head.
Dream looks at you through the lenses on his helm. The weight of an Endless’ gaze is heavy, and this one never seems to look away. “Will you continue to be displeased with me?”
“You can rectify my displeasure when you return.” You press your lips on the helm, offering a bit of your powers to him. “The stars will guide your travels. I cannot do anything once you have arrived — You will be unprotected.”
You press your head against the helmet, letting your eyes flutter to a close.
“I will return,” he says, voice muffled through the helm.
“Let me come with you.”
Dream presses you back into his throne. “There is none I trust more with The Dreaming than you.”
Sand is thrown into the air. It grows and swirls, and it takes the king in its whirlwind.
The queen slumps around his throne, staring at the myriad of stars painted above by the king. “Be back soon.”
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There are no stars in The Dreaming. The above, the blow, and the in-between — All are creations of Dream. That means so are the very stars above you. The Dreaming is a vast land; an infinite bubble separated from the universe that birthed you into existence.
The stars above the throne room glitter, each shining and flaring like an actual constellation . . . but you cannot feel the connection of the universe through them. The stars in The Dreaming are silent, a symbolic piece placed into the sky for those who built their life in its warmth, but you know better.
You lean your head on the armrest of the throne, allowing the growing strain on your neck to settle as you stare at these silent stars. The particular patter above the throne mimics the exact position the night you wed an Endless.
C . . .Cr . . .
It starts off small, impossibly small.
A single crack appears through the very fabric of this reality.
 . . . Cr . . .
Crack!
The damage to the stars mimic shattering glass. The cracks spread through its very reality and onto the marble beams. The colors . . . they start to fade, growing dimmer with every passing second. The heart of The Dreaming stands proud, even as the edges of the land begin to crumble.
Yet, you do not move.
You stay on his throne, curling deeper into the seat. The weight of it barrels deep into your shoulders.
Footsteps sound echo around the chamber. It’s precise. It’s quick. It’s efficient. You do not need to turn to know who it is.
“My lady . . . ?” Lucienne calls out for you. She explains everything you already know. The Dreaming is dying – Fast. The land is turning grey with each tree dying, its leaves returning to dust. The stars . . . they’re dimming. “I’ve gotten reports all over the area. The residents are in a state of panic, and with lord Morpheus gone—”
“A moment, Lucienne.” Your voice is soft as you lie listlessly on his throne, but it still carries the weight of it. “It seems . . . something has happened to my husband. A few moments, that’s all.”
Lucienne lowers her gaze. “Yes, my lady.”
A moment, that’s all you really need. Just . . . a short . . . moment.
The Dreaming is impossibly cold now, and the chill settles into your bones as you descend the steps to the throne. You stare ahead; gaze locked to the impossibly long hallway. You don’t think your heart could take seeing it decay any further.
Lucienne follows when you walk past her.
“The residents are ordered to the palace immediately,” you say, keeping your back towards her. This isn’t the time to break, not when The Dreaming and its people rely on you. “This is the heart of The Dreaming – it will be the last to decay. Once it is safe, they are free to return to their homes.”
“What will you do?”
You continue walking, even as Lucienne stops following. “Change.”
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The hallways of the castle open up to you. The stones are not as vibrant anymore nor are the painting on the wall. The Dreaming is decaying. Its truth settles deep into your bones. You walk across the winding halls until you reach the private quarters. It’s a single door etched into the wall of an infinite hallway.
It recognizes your touch, and it opens to you with a single push.
There’s a book tossed into the little nook by the window. It’s where you were lounging this morning as Dream read its contents to you.
Who will read to you now?
A mug stands on the table, forgotten. You told Dream you would have it removed the night before. There’s no one left to remind you.
You run your hands across the table, glancing at all the items – some yours, some his, some you do not know who it belongs to.
“Where are you?” You whisper into the room, hoping for a response.
It never comes.
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Lucienne makes a tally of all the residents in The Dreaming, sighing with relief when every resident is accounted for. They settle into the great hall with a low murmur, asking questions she doesn’t know the answer to.
Merv tries his best to repair any cracks he sees, but it returns the moment he turns his back. Taramis offers a drink to everyone who comes in, and Lucienne knows it’s her way of reassuring the residents.
The decay has yet to destroy the castle, but the colors have already faded. Her once vibrant home is losing its warmth.  
Lucienne is scared, and she does not know what to do. There are very few things that make her scared, and even less things she doesn’t know what to do about. She’s done something about the residents. She’s done something about their unease. She’s done something about their worries. But she cannot do anything about her dying home, or the state of her master.
The murmur dies down into complete silence.
Lucienne turns as the door to the grand hallway opens. She watches, as all of them do, as the lady of The Dreaming appears on the top of the steps, looking down at all of them. Dread hits her with the gentleness of a tidal wave, crashing against her over and over and over and over again – For the lady of The Dreaming is wearing her symbols of office.
You remove the hood from your head. It’s difficult to tell where you were looking, not with the blindfold wrapped around your eyes. There’s a moment, a small moment, that worry gnaws on Lucienne – You could trip with your eyes bound by a blindfold.  It’s a foolish concern, of course, for the vision of a Celestial is not limited by something as trivial as eyes.
The residents of The Dreaming all stare at their lady . . . their queen. All look to her for guidance as their homes continue to decay.
You do not speak a single word.
You do not need to.
For Lucienne knows that stars do not speak when they guide – They shine like a beacon across the dark night.
You descend the steps in silence, and Lucienne swears she sees stardust trail behind you. All heads bow as you walk past. They do not rise, not until the doors to the castle close. Only Lucienne rises her head and follows after you.
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It’s difficult . . . more than difficult if you were being honest, downright impossible if you were really being honest . . . to see The Dreaming in this state. You do not let your home’s decay stop you.
Lucienne follows you across the bridge, and through the decay, and out the ivory gates. The sound of crashing waves is a small comfort. It temps you to enjoy its shore, but you walk past the sand and head through the pier.
You reach the end of the pier, watching the deep waters swirl with the dreams of mortals. Only then do you turn. “My loyal librarian,” you say, smiling. “Have you come to see me off?”
Lucienne glances at the waters below. It’s getting wilder. “Will you be getting lord Morpheus?”
“There isn’t time.” You do not know why you were stalling. Maybe . . . just maybe . . . it’s time to accept that you were frightened.
“How about his siblings?” she says. “Or, even yours.”
“When we were wed, Destiny left me a gift.” You pull the hood over your head. “It was just a couple words strung together . . . I didn’t understand what he meant until now.”
“I don’t understand.”
“A Celestial holds great power,” you tell her, playing with the ring around your finger. “It’s nothing in the face of an Endless, but it should be enough.”
Lucienne stares at you, searching for eyes she cannot see. “Did Destiny foresee this?”
“It doesn’t matter now.” You stare ahead, looking at where your home decays. “Dream is out there, cut off from The Dreaming. That is why it is dying, but he is The Dreaming, and The Dreaming is him. If something happens to our home, I fear it might . . . ”
You cannot finish your sentence.
“Those waters were not meant for you.” Lucienne takes a step towards you. “My lady, it could kill you if you throw yourself into it.”
“I cannot let my home be destroyed, nor can I allow the waking world to suffer any longer” you say. “I can hear it, Lucienne. The universe is crying.”
“I am begging you to think about this for a moment,” Lucienne says. “You have been away from the waking world for some time now.”
“I am a Celestial.” You stand proud, staring her down. “I am every star in the universe – every single one that has ever been made, and every single one that will ever be made.”
“But you are not in the universe, you are in The Dreaming, cut-off from the cosmos.” Lucienne takes another step closer. “If we lose you –”
“I will not repeat myself.”
“Very well, my lady.” Lucienne bows. “I apologize for speaking out of turn.”
You pull her into a hug, wrapping her deeply into your body. “You have nothing to apologize for,” you say. “This is not your fault.”
Lucienne takes a moment to answer, and you do not mention the tears you see pricking her eyes. “Is there any way I could help?”
“A small favor is all I need.” You slip your ring off your finger, and wrap it around her hand. “He will return . . . I’m not sure if I will.”
There’s a pleading look on Lucienne’s face. It almost makes you turn back.
“Go back to the castle.” You turn your back towards her, facing the water. “I leave The Dreaming to you until its master returns.”
You wait until Lucienne is barely a spec of dust, and then some more. Only then do you reach for the waters, watching its ripples flow across the surface. There really is no point in delaying the inevitable, not when your home is decaying.
“You are my home, and you are hurting.” You whisper into the water. “Your master left me his authority. Heed to my command – Let me help you.”
The water ripples once . . . twice . . . thrice. In the water, a projection of Dream appears on the reflection. You dip your hands into the water. A shadow of a grasp brushes your fingers. It clamps down on your wrist, and pulls you into its waters.
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The trees bloom.
The colors brighten.
The cracks mend.
Lucienne tries to enjoy the sight around her. She digs deep into her to find the joy, but . . .
It seems . . . It seems all she can find is nothing.
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