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Finished the shortest semester with comparatively decent grades😶‍🌫️.More to gooooo....

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Started the shortest semester with 5 courses!

Best of luck to me 🫶

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Studytube / productivity YT channels

Youtube's interface is literally designed to keep you hooked for hours with content algorithm figured you'll like but is not necessarily good for you so I decided I want to make a shortcut to content I actually want to watch. Enjoy༄ ( comment your own recs I might add)

☑️ General / Studying / Productivity

UnjadedJade

Elizabeth Filips

Studyquill

Ruby Granger

Dakota Warren

Fayefilms

mar fortuno

The Bliss Bean

Lydie & Hazal

James Scholz / jay skullz / jvscholz

Han Zhango

Rosie Crawford

Yoora Jung

🧠 Stem

Tibees² (math & physics??)

Lydie & Hazal (medschool vlogs)

Veritasium (pop science)

Simon Clark (pop science)

Han Zhango (math)

TedEd (it has everything I dunno)

🗨️ Linguistics & languages

Steve Kaufmann (the OG)

Lindie Botes (mainly kr, cn, jp)

Tanya Benavente (mainly it, es, gr)

Zoe.languages / Zoe的中文频道 (cn, jp, kr)

TedEd German

TedEd Japanese

TedEd Mandarin

innerFrench

🖼️ Art & art history

The Canvas

Behind the Masterpiece

Great art explained

📉 Economics

Unlearning economics

Economics - Crash Course (playlist)

The Financial Diet

〰️ Other / idk

Study Hall

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“Even if you know what’s coming, you’re never prepared for how it feels.”

— Natalie Standiford, How to Say Goodbye in Robot

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always lean in to the things that make you unique. make it beautiful and something to behold. you have big lips? that means you have more space for liners and gloss. you have a big nose? how beautiful would it look pierced with a stunning jewelry piece. at the end of the day you really do have to own everything about yourself and make it work. your tall figure can look modelesque. your undefined waist can look good when it’s toned and fit like the love interest in an early 2000s dance movie. your big hands can hold lots of rings and tattoos. you’ve gotta start turning everything into an asset.

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Reflections on building a better me

Exercise is not optional. Mental satisfaction from completing yet another workout cannot be overstated. Physical satisfaction from feeling good and enjoying your body in clothes, the mirror, and photos cannot be overstated. Stop messing around, stop info hoarding, go exercise. And tomorrow. And the next day. And the next day. And the next day.

Looking your best depending on circumstances (ie, casual, dressy, bedtime, etc) is not optional. External confidence from taking care of your appearance top to bottom and loving what you see in the mirror is highly valuable.

You feel better when you eat better. You’re proud of yourself when you eat better.

Hobbies, hobbies, hobbies. Do you feel embarrassed when someone asks what you do all day and you can’t come up with an honest answer that doesn’t make you sound like a loser with no life? You need hobbies. Some that are outdoors, some that are indoors. Some that are taxing, some that are relaxing. You will enjoy life more, become a more well-rounded individual, and have positive ways to spend your time rather than racking up more hours on your phone. Get some hobbies. Plural.

Procrastination and laziness should disgust you. You shouldn’t be able to relate. You should strive to be above that. You like yourself better when you complete your tasks and get things done in a timely manner. You’re proud of yourself when you’re on a roll and have a productive streak. You’re impressed by productive people and no one likes a lazy bum.

Decide what you want from life and pursue it ruthlessly. Don’t take advice from people who don’t have the life you want, unless they were once on your desired path and fell off. Even then, you listen to them when they say what NOT to do (learning from their mistakes) but clearly they don’t know what TO do bc they didn’t make it to the finish line. Take “do this” advice from people who crossed the finish line and have what you want. You’ll find that the amount of input that is actually valuable to you has suddenly dwindled. Good. Less chatter in your ears.

Get yourself in order before you go around critiquing everyone else. Get YOUR face in order. Get YOUR body right. Get YOUR money up. Get YOUR style in order. Get YOUR relationship together.

Stop coming to everyone for validation like a toddler. Validate yourself. Do you like it? Okay then. Are you over it? Okay then. Stop being so weak. Stand tall, lead yourself. Stop being such a follower.

Be a good person. Help your family, lend a hand to strangers, give back, say sorry, do things for loved ones just because, show affection, work things out, watch your mouth, speak respectfully, remember that the world owes you nothing. Stop being an insufferable freak.

You can’t change anyone but yourself. Get yourself in order and be a good role model. That’s all you can do. Give people advice when they want it and then go about your business. Get yourself in order. Get yourself in order.

Outrage content is the lowest form of entertainment. Engage in things that make you happy or educate you. Doom scrolling only leads to doom. Don’t like this person? Don’t click on their articles or videos. Unfollow and block. Don’t like these people? Leave their spaces. You don’t have to be outraged every day.

Always keep your word to yourself. Make a plan, stick to the plan, always deliver. If you can’t be reliable for yourself then who can you be reliable for?

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“Just keep showing up. Most people quit.”

— Unknown

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This is a masterlist to help you , elevate your mindset. It only works if you actually implement it , just watching videos and daydreaming, will not.

I'm always open to suggestions to add any videos to this , just send me an ask or a comment

how to master your emotional intelligence

"friends" to watch out for

you are a queen , u were born one

bye bye lazy girl era

the song jia effect

overcome your phone addiction

acceptance and change

learning to value

not taking risks , is the biggest risk

the perfect student

your enemies are secretly addicted to you

creating a successful mindset

mindset is everything

being your own dream girl

stop being lazy and pathetic

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“The hardest battle you will ever have to fight is between who you are now and who you want to be.”

— Unknown

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“Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feeling nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— o.m

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“Remember that sometimes not getting what you want is a wonderful stroke of luck.”

— Dalai Lama

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October 9,2022

Here I am again,listening to bette devis eyes,flying through clouds.Life seems beautiful and uncertain at this point.I have experienced heartbreak,changed my major,struggling with my unhealthy eating habits,still....life seems tolerable sometimes,often beautiful too.I learned uncertainty is not scary always,it brings surprises.

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You were red and you liked me cause I was blue,you touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky,and you decided...purple just wasn’t for you.....

Whenever I hear these lines,I feel like I am in love with a middle aged man who can’t be with me for society.we are on the roof,saying our final goodbyes.