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When people said that liking supernatural beyond season 5 is just stokholm syndrome or however ypu spell it are right because what the fuck

Also im alive still hi

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On season 5 of supernatural

All i know is sadness and pain, Sam im so sorry Erik writes you

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Arcane x Supernatural thoughts FINALLY

Okay so Sam and Viktor would be besties genuinely. Both nerds love research and have something wring with them since birth though in Viktors case its his disability. I think theyd bond over how upset they get when people dont view them the way they want to be viewed.

This will be a lot of Viktor hes my favourite 💔. Viktor having a convo with Castiel and telling him about wishing to be free from his emotions that they make him feel weak and pathetic and Cas just tells him thats the beauty of humanity. Cas just being such a sweetheart to Viktor and telling him about how alive he felt when he saw humans the love he holds for them when hes not meant to feel at all. I feel it'd bring Viktor to tears.

Cas could've stopped Viktor from being mind fucked by the hexcore just saying.

Dean and Vi would get along theyre basically the same person. Oh my god theyre the sam person. This does not make Cait Castiel she fucking wishes. (I do not like Cait since i dont like cop characters and her arc sucked in s2 im very sorry)

Jinx and Gabriel would be a fun duo to watch theyd just start chaos.

Jayce would adore bobby like.

I have so many thoughts i dont even know how to put them into wordssss

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Sorry i died guys I rewatched Cherry Magic and i missed it so so much it was genuinely the best thing to happen to me in 2020

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Just met gabriel

Oh my god sabriel fans i get you know this guy has been on sams side since they first met.

Like he made Dean die over and over in mystery spot instead of sam dying over and over so yes thats me chosing to believe that gabriel is whipped for Sam.

I ❤️ shipping

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if youre saying i play favourites youre wrong i love both my children equally

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Okay clarity moment last point ab dean needing to grow up is my personal bias and i dont actually think Erik Kripke hates sam 😭 i was exaggerating in the heat of the moment 💔

Favourtism in SPN is actually insane because you can tell in just season 5 that Erik Kripke just fucking hates Sam.

Sam suffers from being queer-coded whether it was intentional or not there is something fundamentally wrong with him that almost no other character (especially Dea) can understand. Because Erik himself too is cishet (as far as I'm aware) he too doesnt understand his own character.

Sam is punished over and over again from casual SA, to constant shaming and guilting by his loved ones, angels and so on. Sam doesn't catch a break and with the addiction to demon blood in s4 and him breaking the last seal causing everyone to fucking hate him is soooo. Dean is allowed an addiction, dean's addiction is cool, its masculine, it shows how much he suffered in hell and by the hands of Sam and his father but Sam because sam wanted to feel powerful to gain some kind of control the show goes on to demonise (ironic i know) that addiction

Dean stans take Sams best qualities shoving them into thier destiel fics and forget Sam is canonically more emotionally matured than Dean. The show tells Dean to "let Sam grow up" but i think its the opposite. Dean doesn't know a lofe beyond hunting, Sam does. If anyone has to grow up and learn to let go i fear is dean. Cas helped Dean a lot but it's not fair to sam, which is like the whole point but oh well.

okay rant over sorry I just think Sam is treated 10x harsher than he deserves to be treated. This is messy idc i needed to get my thoughts OUT.

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Erik Kripke punishes Hughie in the same way he punishes Sam in spn all because he deems them both to be nerdier and more "feminine" to their brother/father figures Butcher and Dean.

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Favourtism in SPN is actually insane because you can tell in just season 5 that Erik Kripke just fucking hates Sam.

Sam suffers from being queer-coded whether it was intentional or not there is something fundamentally wrong with him that almost no other character (especially Dea) can understand. Because Erik himself too is cishet (as far as I'm aware) he too doesnt understand his own character.

Sam is punished over and over again from casual SA, to constant shaming and guilting by his loved ones, angels and so on. Sam doesn't catch a break and with the addiction to demon blood in s4 and him breaking the last seal causing everyone to fucking hate him is soooo. Dean is allowed an addiction, dean's addiction is cool, its masculine, it shows how much he suffered in hell and by the hands of Sam and his father but Sam because sam wanted to feel powerful to gain some kind of control the show goes on to demonise (ironic i know) that addiction

Dean stans take Sams best qualities shoving them into thier destiel fics and forget Sam is canonically more emotionally matured than Dean. The show tells Dean to "let Sam grow up" but i think its the opposite. Dean doesn't know a lofe beyond hunting, Sam does. If anyone has to grow up and learn to let go i fear is dean. Cas helped Dean a lot but it's not fair to sam, which is like the whole point but oh well.

okay rant over sorry I just think Sam is treated 10x harsher than he deserves to be treated. This is messy idc i needed to get my thoughts OUT.

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I started season 5. God. Sammy Im so sorry for what the show does to you

Sam being constantly guilted throughout the show is so gut wrenching because he is doing everything he can to be seen as good to do good but no its always misread.

The whole thing w Gordon hating Sam for being devil spawn was so agonising because he genuinely starts to doubt himself he starts to doubt his own morals because everyone hes close to keeps whispering about how evil he can be in his ear. AND DEAN BEING AFRAID OF HIM MAKES THIS EVEN WORSE.

Sam definitely cried or cries himself to sleep at nighy wishing he was normal. The fact that he PRAYS AND THAT THE GOD HE PRAYS TO HATES HIM IS SO UPSETTING. Sam your catholic guilt is too big theyre going to kill you Sam Winchester.

His guilt is so immense i know he feels guilty for being alive. I know he stays up at night womdering what his life couldve been if he stayed with jessica. I cant imagine how lonely sam feels when he sees cas, dean and bobby interact. Cas and Dean have a special connection, Bobby sees Dean as his son theyre normal they dont have to deal with demon blood they dont have to be reminded everyday that theyre part monster.

I fear he envies Dean for that. That the angels trust him even though hes never prayed to them. That people worry and care for his wellbeing. Sam not really hes strong and can handle himself unless jes without dean. (Theyre each other saneness). Its so heartbreaking.

Fun fact by the way for all my non polish followers Sam in polish means hes alone and Samy means theyre alone. Polish Sam angst potential 😋🥰😍. His mother inadvertently calling Sam lonely, she knew his life would be a difficult one even if she hoped it wouldnt.

Anyways this is a messy post but im thinking a lot ab Sams catholic and not catholic guilt

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ALSO I WILL POST MY ARCANE X SPN THOUGHTS TOMORROW

SORRY EVERYONE IM EMPLOYED AND GET BUSY 💔

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This gotta be ragebait SAM EMOTIONALLY UNINTELLIGENT?? BECAUSE DEAN IS???

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Im having supernatural x arcane ideas that no one probably gives a fuck ab 💔

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everyone's always like Sam u gotta stop drinking your super hot girlfriend's blood and never how was the power trip and the weird sex and the sense of Becoming was it fun. It looked fun.

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It is my birthday in less than 2 hours please provide me with Sam stuff and i will be eternally grateful 🙏🏻🙏🏻

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Sam Winchester Im sorry i didnt post about your bisexualness in pride month but you really are the

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Guys Im not saying this proves sastiel canon but Im not saying it doesn't prove sastiel canon