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Rung every doorbell, slipped in every glove

never quite received grace, nor ever lasting love

Every mould rejected me, no space felt safe

Now I’m exhausted and all bent out of shape

Original

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I finally understand the demons they keep referring to in poetry.

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“I don’t want to be a sweetheart. I want to be the fucking love of your life.”

— Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

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As if God shattered me so finely, I don't know where these pieces are supposed to go.

-M

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“In the end, we only regret the chances we didn’t take, relationship we are afraid to have, and the decisions we waited to long to make.”

— Unknown

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“I lost myself trying to please everyone else. Now I’m losing everyone while I’m trying to find myself.”

— Unknown

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Had one heck of a therapy session.

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Why do we wake up everyday, if not for the desire of a better tomorrow?

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“But as bad as it was, I learned something about myself … That I could go through something like that, and survive.”

— Nicholas Sparks

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“Pay attention to the things you are naturally drawn to. They are often connected to your path, passion, and purpose in life. Have the courage to follow them.”

— Ruben Chavez

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I once believed that if I followed the rules of life, life would reward me in the best way I could imagine.

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If you hug me I might start crying

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Dear god, you don’t have to grant my wishes. All I need is the courage to pick myself back up

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i love how the sunlight hits bed sheets. also hotel beds are always so soft

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If god really did have a better plan for me, Its safe to say I’ve ruined it for him.