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Lots of pain

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https://www.instagram.com/p/BaC_CbWBI4_/

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it’s easier to say “im tired” than “im so sad and lonely i feel like there’s a weight in my chest and my body is so heavy i have no energy emotionally, physically or mentally to even move from my bed”

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François Martin-Kavel

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me: i’m gonna be productive today! gonna do shit!!! here i go!!!!!!!!

me, 4 hours later:

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please be honest with people this year, do it for them and do it for yourself

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Jiyugaoka, Meguro, Tokyo, Mar. 2019

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being alive is like a whole fucking thing dude ive only been here 23 years and can only really remember like 10 of those years at most and yet im literally immobilized by fear and anxiety i have no clue what i want and yet i am mad at myself for not moving fast enough? like towards what? for who? who is even going to hand me a medal for living correctly? like what would happen if i was just content but like no one knew and i told no one. would that still count? i think it would