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the future foundation:

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I’m so tired. So so tired. I’m tired of pretending everything is fine. I’m tired of being the odd one in the background. I’m not ashamed of who I am, but sometimes I just wish I was conventional. More normal. I’m hiding the fact that I’m terrified underneath a facade of calm because I don’t know what else to do. I’m scared and I hate it.

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I’m never one to cry over media, but this genuinely made me tear up.

i keep thinking about this shit and i cant stop

gabriel wanting v1 to be the reason he dies but its terrified of dying alone and if it kills him itll still have fuel and it probably wont be brave enough to pull the plug on itself so its left choosing between fulfilling gabriels wish and letting them both slowly wither away inthe cold

do u think gabriel would comfort v1

do u think he'd hold it and tell it itll be okay

that its not alone

that its safe with him

that theyll both enter the same void together

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Extremely late post, my apologies, but I just wanted to make my own, non-reblog post to say happy pride month to all! I’m attending pride this month, which will be a first time experience for me. Hoping all goes well. :)

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Happy pride month everybody. Many apologies for being so inactive!

Happy pride month

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This is stunning. Great work.

I was told he’d look good in my art style, sooo I drew Korekiyo !! 🥀

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Sometimes I find myself clinging to the memory of people that hurt me. Why? I don’t know. I wish I could stop.

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V3 in 2025

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Monitoring K1-B0

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I love Korekiyo specifically because I love characters whose actions contradict their words, but, they don't even realize such.

Korekiyo lies a lot during the game but I think when he says he is not afraid of death and yet he cowers, or when he says all emotions and feelings are beautiful yet he suppresses it, he fully means it.

Or even dare I say it, during his past fte when he gleefully says that being whipped was a beautiful enlightening experience, yet his sprite is one that has been used to express discomfort the majority of time, he means it when he says it was beautiful, but subconsciously, he is afraid, he is scared, he is horrified....

But his perception of things is so warped that fear is beautiful, pain is beautiful,ugliness, desperation, murder, love are all equally beautiful, because if they are not, then what does that make him?

(and what does it mean for everything he went trough?)

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Do you ever think about how everything Korekiyo does he does it in the name of love? How in his way he challenges the cultural bias of love as objectively a good and beautiful thing? Because his love is warped, his love is ugly, disgusting, it wants to tear others down and look at them at their worst because of how curious and unconditional it is but for Korekiyo love is beautiful, virtuous, pure and just, because love is so intertwined with him and everything he does, it doesn't matter how violent it is, because just like humanity, it will always be beautiful in his eyes

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gives you a smooch

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Oh, my. Thank you?

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Hii freaky deaky :3 -the one and only ultimate inventor

Hello, Miu. Glad to see that you’re in good form.

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Nishishi!! I didn’t know you were on here Shinguji-chan! Though it makes sense, humans are very… study-able, if they’re the type to use tumblr!

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Indeed. I have found people here to be very interesting. They have been nothing but polite towards me. Moving on from that, t’s nice to see you here, Kokichi.

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I keep mistakenly stumbling upon some… strange fanfiction on this site, to say the very least. I am deeply invested. Not necessarily in the content itself, but it’s writers. How do the authors keep straight faces? Not in a judgemental sense, of course. I applaud them. Their writing skills are often outstanding. However, I feel that the embarrassment would be too great.

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I have been indulging in Will Wood a decent amount as of late. Does anybody have some recommendations that I could listen to?