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stuck a poem about feeling left behind while everyone is moving forward

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What have I done

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Michael truly deserves the world.

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someone: have you heard of the musical dear evan hansen?

me:

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Blessed concept: Be more chill but on broadway with the original cast

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I love a good angst

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congratulations to ben platt for winning the tony award for best leading actor in a musical!!

the tonys haven’t actually happened yet but we all know

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Ok I feel like Be More Chill is the less sad, more angsty, sci-fi version of Dear Evan Hansen.

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If someone wants to dm me a bootleg of be more chill it would be most appreciated

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reblog if you ARE BI, support BI PEOPLE, or would PUNCH ALEXANDER HAMILTON IN THE FACE

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*to the tune of Sincerely Me* cause all that i need is constant validation

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I want to watch DEH again but I feel like I'm not emotionally stable enough to put myself through it again. Don't get me wrong I am obsessed and I listen to the soundtrack constantly, but the actual show breaks my heart over and over and it's so EmOtioNalLy dRaiNinG

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im really fucking sarcastic for someone who’s about to start crying most of the time

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okay i need more broadway on my dash so like or reblog & i’ll follow you if you post: dear evan hansen book of mormon cabaret hamilton next to normal falsettos in the heights spring awakening (deaf west spring awakening too) bonnie and clyde newsies a new brain hedwig and the angry inch something rotten avenue q

etc etc you get the broadway gist

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My personal favorite lyrics from each DEH song

Does anybody have a map: no specific line but Rachel Bay Jones is a Queen and kills it through out the entire show. Waving through a window: DID I EVEN MAKE A SOUND DID I EVEN MAKE A SOUND ITS LIKE I NEVER MADE A SOUND WILL I EVER MAKE A SOUND For Forever: Basically all of it from when Evan climbs up and then falls out of the tree to the end of the song but mostly -I'm on the ground My arm goes numb I look around And I see him come to get me He comes to get me And everything's okay Sincerely me (aka the only song that doesn't make me want to scream or sob): -Kinky! -Smoking drugs -RE IN VEN TION -The only man that I love is my dad Requiem: -I gave you the world and you threw it away -Cause when the villains fall the kingdoms never weep -that YOU WERE NOT THE MONSTER that I knew (ZOE AND HER DAD UGGHFHGDJS THOSE HARMONIES) If I could tell her: -He thought you looked really pretty er- You looked pretty cool when you put indigo streaks in your hair -I love youu I LoVe YoUuuuuu I LOVE YOUUUUU Disappear: -Make me more that just an abandoned memory -No one should flicker out -All you need is for somebody to find you You will be found: (SO GOOD AND INSPIRATIONAL I LOVE IT SM) -Let that lonely feeling wash away -There's a place where you don't have to feel alone And every time you call out you're a little less unknown -When you're broken on the ground You will be found To break in a glove: -Or you're just trying to do what's best for a kid who's lost control (This isn't that emotional of a song but this single phrase breaks my heart every god damn time) Only us: -I don't need you to sell me on reasons to want you -Try to quiet the noises in your head We can't compete with all that -If you like me for me and nothing else Good for you -well I'm sorry you had it rough and I'm sorry I'm not enough -(JARED!!!!)and if somebody's in your way crush them and leave them behind -(EVANNNN) like a train coming off the track cause the rails and my bones all crack I've got to find a way to StOp iT sToP It JUST LET ME OOOOOFFF (this is probably one of my top 5 moments in the show I love Ben platt so much how does he have so much talent) Words fail: (I have a love hate relationship with this song because it is hands down my favorite song but it makes me sob uncontrollably 10/10 times. The way that Ben platt can be sobbing and still sing so flawlessly wows me to no end) -I never had that perfect girl who somehow could see the good parts of me -nothing can make sense of all these things I've done -cause if I just believe then I don't have to see what's really there -I'd rather pretend something other than these broken parts, pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am (THIS IS THE LINE THAT GETS ME AGGSGHHKK IM AN EMOTIONAL WRECK) -ALL OF THE WAVING THROUGH A WINDOW REPRISE -how do I step into the sun So big So small: -I knew I'd come up short a million different ways And I did And I do And I will -your mom isn't going anywhere your mom is staying right here (RBJ IS A GODDESS) Finale: -today at least you're you and thats enough -we could be alright for forever this way I live in Phoenix, Arizona and there is a .0001% chance that I will ever get to see DEH in New York bc I can't afford to travel across the country, but tbh I would probably drive everyone out of the theater with the amount of crying that would occur if I ever saw the musical on broadway. So I send my love and thanks from a distance. This musical has had such an impact on my life this year. I've never connected to something more in my life and sometimes I get so emotional while I'm listening to the sound track that have to take a break for like a week so I can take a rest from crying. Thank you Pasek and Paul. Thank you Steven Levenson. Thank you Ben Platt. Thank you to the rest of the cast for touching my heart so deeply. You have all made me feel so understood and you're doing so much more for people than you're probably ever going to be aware of. Thank you all so much.

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SHORT-FORM GUIDE:

OBC = Original Broadway Cast

OOBC = Original Off-Broadway Cast

BRC = Broadway Revival Cast

OST = Original Soundtrack

OLC = Original London Cast

Other guidelines:

Italics = rar. files instead of zip. files

All of the short-form codes are linked to download files. 

[t] = torrent download

I had to create a lot of the torrents myself, so I apologize if a lot of them aren’t seeded. If you can seed them as you download them, that would be much appreciated.

Please let me know if you encounter any problems - I will try to fix anything that I can! 

*****MANY thanks to this post for being a helpful starting point and a source of many links. This masterpost is meant to build off of that one.

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I tried to listen to the DEH soundtrack while I was driving today. Would not recommend.