Matthew. 19. bipolar/sexual.for the times i can’t speak. for the dumb feelings no one cares to hear me talk about. pour moi. pour toi.le garçon de mes rêves @everythingsred13
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you ever come across someone who is the spitting image of perfection? who can look at you even in their worst mood, and somehow calm every single storm that’s ever rattled your foundation, purely because they exist right alongside you.
and they can tell you every single day about how much of a fucked up stupid mess they are but that won’t make you believe it. you can’t even begin to comprehend how both of you are talking about the same human. and no matter how often you hear them talk bad about themselves it never stops burning your eardrums like acid. you’d try to explain but they might not understand why. but you understand that you can’t change a chemical imbalance inside a brain that isn’t yours but don’t you wish chemistry was your thing. then again, that wouldn’t make a difference anyway. remind yourself that they can still love that you think they’re the best but they can’t stand to look in a mirror some days.
-you can tell an absolutely perfect person how exquisite they really are but that doesn’t mean they will believe you. and that’s okay. but you are truly fucking exquisite.
(read the bold. you got this and i’m here for you. breathe)
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me at everybody who’s let me down and stopped talking to me

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You ever meet someone who is the human version of the sun and every time ur with them u just feel so warm
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“Part of love is being helpless, being out of control of your own emotions.”
— B.J. Novak
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something about you~it’s like an addiction hit me with your best shot honey
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we were right, we stood through it all
holdin tight, whenever we fall
what we felt, is second to none
i knew this would be love
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it’s been a while since our first kiss but that doesn’t mean that i forget the feeling. i remember how my skin was so sensitive underneath your fingertips, it felt how i can only imagine your first rip feels after a long unwanted break. the shivers that came over my entire body did not come in waves, but in hurricanes. your hand was up my shirt before your lips even came close to mine and holy fuck baby, it’s like you knew exactly how my body worked before your first touch. you’ve always said you didn’t do it on purpose but it’s hard to believe you when it’s been well over a year since we’ve been together and to this day i know that if i feel your little hand slip up daddy’s shirt, you’re craving me.
-thank you for that first night and every single night since.
@xshamextoxpainx
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