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Hi everyone!

I hope you’re all doing well and are healthy!

I just wanna let you all know that I’m taking a break from posting and writing. I’m really busy with school and work at the moment and my mental state isn’t the best.

2 days ago I had to put my dog down. We’ve had her since I was nine years old, she would be turning 12 soon. I knew this day was gonna come, she had been really sick these past months. But it really did a lot to me. So that’s definitely playing a huge part in why I’m not feeling too good atm.

It’s also just not fun to come on here anymore, my inbox is filled with a lot of mean words and hateful comments. I don’t really get where all of that is coming from and would really appreciate it if it just stopped.

I hope everyone has a great day/night.

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Insecurities - Haechan

♡Pairing: Haechan x GN!Reader ♡Genre: Angst, fluff ♡Warnings: Mentions of insecurities, low self image. If you feel uncomfortable reading about this, please don't read. ♡Reaquested by @nurenciye , I hope you like it!

♡My requests are open, so feel free to request!

You and Haechan were supposed to meet some of his members at a restaurant in less than an hour, but you weren’t in the mood for it anymore. You had been scrolling through Instagram before getting ready and seeing all the beautiful models had made you feel insecure.

Of course this was nothing new to you. Dating an idol came with many insecurities, but your boyfriend was always there to remind you of your worth.

You slowly walked to the couch in your living room, stopping in front of Haechan. “Can we stay home tonight?” Your voice was small and not filled with the usual cheerfulness. This made Haechan look up at you with worry in his eyes.

“Why? What’s wrong?” Haechan pulled at your hand, pulling you to sit next to him. “I’m just not in the mood to sit at a table and eat in front of a bunch of people.” Haechan frowned, already knowing what this meant, you were feeling insecure.

“Oh baby.” He mumbled before pulling you into his chest. “Of course we can stay home tonight.”

Later that night you and Haechan are cuddled up on the couch. Your head is resting in Heachan’s lap, his hands softly combing through your hair. “I wish you could see all the good you have. You’re the prettiest in the world.” Haechan’s voice was barley above a whisper, but you still heard him. You sit up, looking at your boyfriend with tears in your eyes. “I’m sorry.” Haechan shakes his head. “Don’t be. It’s okay. I will remind you everyday of how beautiful you are until you can see it yourself. I love you.” You softly press a kiss against his lips. “ I love you too.”

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Anon is right. u suck at writing

Like i already said, you are not obligated to read my stuff. If you don’t like it, don’t read it. It’s really that simple.

Also it’s really sad that you don’t have anything better to do than send me stuff like this. I don’t write to be the best at it, I write because I like it and enjoy doing it.

I hope you have a nice day/night.

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your writing is really bad just stop writing

Hi, i know my writing isn’t the best. I just do this for fun. You are not obligated to read what I write, so if you don’t like it, don’t read it. It isn’t that hard.

I hope you have a nice day/night.

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You're in love with her - Sangyeon

♡Pairing: Sangyeon x reader ♡Genre: Fluff ♡Warnings: none

♡My requests are open so feel free to request.

Sangyeon and you had been dating for a couple of months. And in those months you had made him the happiest man alive. He liked you, adored you and slowly realized that he loved you. And he wasn’t the only one to realize that, his members noticed it too.

It didn’t hit him all of the sudden that he was in love with you. It hit him slowly and through different things you did.

He first noticed it when saying goodbye to you made him feel really sad.

Sangyeon and you had spent the whole day together. The two of you had done nothing special that day; you just laid in Sangyeons bed, watched movies and ate a ton of unhealthy food. And even though the day wasn’t that special you had both enjoyed it. A lot.

It was around 9PM when you told him that you had to leave. “I have an early class tomorrow morning, so I better head home.” A pout immediately formed on Sangyeons lips. “Okay.” You laughed, pressing a small kiss against his pouted lips.

He walked you to the door. Hugging you tightly before pressing a kiss against your lips. “I’ll miss you.” He mumbles against your lips. You pulled away from him, smiling softly. “I’ll also miss you. But we see each other in a few days again.”

It had taken a few more kisses and hugs before you finally left. And when Sangyeon closed the door again a sad feeling overtook him. He was really going to miss you. He had brushed it of as nothing. You guys had just spent the whole day together so of course he was gonna miss you.

But later that night when he was laying in bed he realized that it wasn’t just because you had spent the whole day together. It was because your presence gave him a lot of happiness, made him feel save and warm. And he wanted to feel that all the time.

He noticed it when you became the first one he wanted to share his day with. No matter how good or bad it had been.

Sangyeons day hadn’t been the best. He was in a bad mood. And throughout the whole dance practice all he could think about was getting in bed and calling you.

So that’s exactly what he did. Once he was freshly showered and laying in bed, he picked up his phone and called you.

You picked up not even a few seconds later. “Hey baby.” Your voice was bright and filled with happiness. And after hearing just those two words a smile made it’s way on his face. “Hey love.” You immediately noticed that the sound of his voice was the opposite of yours. “Bad day?” you questioned sadly. “Yeah.”

And he started telling you all about it. You listened without interrupting and without judging. And once he was done with his rant you gave him advice and promised that tomorrow would be a better day.

And when Sangyeon went to sleep that night, it was with a smile on his face. And with a soft mumble of “I’m falling in love.”

He noticed it when in a room full of people his eyes searched for you first

You were sitting in a dressing room, waiting for Sangyeon and his members. You were mindlessly scrolling through your phone not really paying attention to anything going on around you. So you didn’t notice when The Boyz walked into the room again.

Sangyeon stood in the doorway and even though the room was filled with a lot of people, his eyes landed on you immediately. A small smile forming on his lips. It was like you could feel his eyes on you, because you looked up at him, eyes meeting each other. Sangyeons smile grew wider and your lips formed the same shape.

Slowly Sangyeon made his way over to you. Once he was seated beside you he pulled you in to his side. While resting his head against yours he thinks to himself, “I love her.”

Noticing it when you’re goofing around with his members.

In the time that you and Sangyeon were dating you had grow closer with his members. So it was no surprise that when you were visiting the dorm one day, Sunwoo and Eric pulled you with them to play some games.

Sangyeon was standing in the kitchen, watching you and some of his members goof around while playing Mario Kart. You were pushing Sunwoo, accusing him of cheating. A fond smile was present on Sangyeons face while he watched you.

Jacob had walked in to the kitchen. Noticing Sangyeon staring at something he followed his gaze, Jacobs eyes landing on you and the two guys. He turned to Sangyeon again and saw the loving gaze in his eyes.

“You really love her.” Jacobs voice made Sangyeon look away from you. “Yeah, I really do.” He tells his friend before turning back to look at you. And when he does, his eyes meet yours and you smile brightly at him. Telling him that you love him too.

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Someone in my class is flirting with my teacher and it’s so damn awkward.😫😫

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[22:56PM] - Jeonghan

♡Pairing: Jeonghan x reader  ♡Genre: fluff ♡Warnings: None

♡ My requests are open, so feel free to request. Please read my requesting rules before requesting tho. Those are linked in my main masterlist.

You and Jeonghan walk quietly next to each other, on your way back to his car after the date you just had.His hand is wrapped around yours. You shiver, the air was colder now than earlier this evening and the sleeves of your dress are short doing nothing to keep you warm.

“You’re cold.” Jeonghans hand leaves yours and he takes his jacket off. “Put this on.” You shake your head. “No, it’s okay. We’re almost back at the car anyway.” Jeonghan rolls his eyes at you playfully. “You’re clearly cold. So don’t be stubborn and just put it on.” You take the jacket from his hands and put it around your shoulders. “Thanks.” You smile up at him gratefully. Jeonghan smiles back at you, pulling you in his side. “You’re welcome. Now come on, let’s get home.”

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I’m not giving up on us - Kim Namjoon

♡Pairing: Namjoon x reader  ♡Genre: Angst ♡Warnings: mentions of stress, break up 

♡ My requests are open, so feel free to request. Please read my requesting rules before requesting tho. Those are linked in my main masterlist. 

Namjoon lived a stressful life. And no matter how good he had gotten at managing  his stress, sometimes it still got the best of him.

He wasn’t one to take his stress out on you, he usually set down with you and talked about it. The two of you always managed to find a solution for any of the problems he was facing. So he didn’t know why he hadn’t come to you the moment he could feel the stress getting the best of him. He just kept it to himself, letting it grow bigger and bigger.

Until he couldn’t take it anymore. A small argument between the two of you turned into a big fight. Namjoon was yelling at you, not even knowing what words were leaving his mouth. You tried to calm him down, but no matter what you said he just didn’t listen. So you let him yell, knowing he didn’t mean this, that he soon would realize what he was doing and would apologize. Than the two of you would talk about it and find a solution.

“Let’s just and this!” You were taken aback by his words. “W- What do you mean? You can’t be serious. Just because of one fight?” You had wished your voice would have sounded stronger. But just the thought of Namjoon leaving you broke you. “I’m dead serious. It’s not just about this fight. We clearly don’t work together anymore so let’s just give up.” You shake your head at this words. Tears gathering in your eyes.

“NO! I’ve given up on so many things in my life, please don’t ask me to give up on us. Because I’m not doing that. I love you Namjoon and you love me, I know that, so I’m not throwing that away just because we’re going through a rough time!” A few tears slipped out of your eyes, you didn’t bother to wipe them away. Your boyfriend was allowed to see how much his words were hurting you.

“Do you really wanna end our relationship?” Your voice was small. You were scared he was gonna say yes, you couldn’t imagine your life without him in it anymore. You guys had been together for so long, how could he want to end that?

“No.” Namjoon’s voice is even smaller than yours. And in this moment you can hear how exhausted he sounds. “I’m sorry. I don’t wanna break up. God, I’m sorry that I said that. I can’t live without you. I’m so sorry. I love you.” He sounds panicked, only now realizing what he had been saying.

You slowly make your way up to him, bringing your hand to his face and wiping some of his tears away. He takes your hand and brings it to his lips, softly kissing you knuckles. “Are you ready to talk about what’s going on now?” Namjoon pulls you into his chest. “Yeah I am.”

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Hold me - Johnny Suh

♡Pairing: Johnny x reader ♡Genre: Angst, fluff ♡Warnings: Reader is sad, crying

♡My requests are open, so feel free to request. Please read my requesting rules before requesting tho.

A/N: Ngl I could really use a hug from Johnny atm.

It was like every little thing that could go wrong in your life was going wrong. And at first you could handle this, you were able to deal with it all on your own. But weeks past and things were still going wrong. It felt like the whole world was against you. And you could only fake that you were okay for so long.

Johnny knew something was wrong with you. He noticed it the little things you did. But he wanted to give you your space, you would talk to him when you felt like you were ready.

It was around 10 at night when you felt like you were gonna fall apart. So you texted the only person you knew that was gonna be there for you. “Can you come over?” As soon as Johnny saw your message he was on his way.

It wasn’t even half an hour later that your boyfriend entered your apartment. And with one look at you, he knew you were so far from being okay. You were seated in the corner of your sofa, one of Johnny’s large hoodies hugging your frame. Silent tears streamed down your face. You looked so small.

You looked up when you heard your door closing, your eyes meeting your boyfriends. “Johnny.” Your words came out mixed with a sob. Johnny could feel his heart break a little, you looked so broken.

“Oh baby.” He mumbled while making his way towards you. He dropped on his knees in front of you. Softly grabbing your face, trying to wipe the endless stream of tears away. “Tell me what’s wrong.” “Everything.”

“What can I do for you?” Johnny wanted to help you. He hated to see you like this. Wishing he could just take all your pain and worries away. “Please just hug me. Just hold me.” You were already pulled into his embrace before you finished your sentence. “Of course baby, I’m never letting go.”

And that’s how the two of you spend the rest of the night. Hugging. Being close. Because that’s what you needed the most right now.

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Important Announcement:

April Fools Day (April 1) is one week away. To that end, I just want it known now, well before the day, that this blog will NOT be posting any jump scares, fake announcements, freak-out posts, fake hackings, fake emergencies, fake news, and “gotcha!” stuff on April Fools Day. We’re staying safe and chill around here.

I’m honestly not into April Fools Day, really, unless the jokes are obvious and silly–like Rickrolls and Dad Jokes. Rickrolls and Dad Jokes are just traditional. 

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Loving you in secret - Johnny sue

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Hiding a relationship from the whole world when all you want to do is show everyone how much you love your boyfriend is harder than you thought it was going to be. But both your careers are on the line, so you just have to.

Model!Reader x Idol!Johnny

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Hi! Fluff of haechan pleaseeee 💗💗 thank you

Hello! 

It’s posted, hope you like it! 

Have a nice day/night!!

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[08:03AM] Haechan

♡Requested by anon: Hi! Fluff of haechan pleaseeee 💗💗 thank you

♡Pairing: Haechan x reader  ♡Genre: fluff ♡Warnings: none

♡My requests are open, so feel free to request. 

You blink a few times before completely opening your eyes. “Good morning love.” Haechan greets you as soon as your eyes are open. A big yawn escapes you. “Good morning.” Haechan gets closer to you, pressing a soft kiss against your lips. “What time is it?” your voice is soft and still filled with sleep. “A few minutes past eight.” You pull Haechan down with you on the bed again. “Why are you up then? Let’s sleep for an hour or two more.” Haechan chuckles. “If that’s what you want, let’s do it.” You close your eyes again, cuddling in your boyfriends chest.

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Loving you in secret - Johnny Suh

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Hiding a relationship from the whole world when all you want to do is show everyone how much you love your boyfriend is harder than you thought it was going to be. But both your careers are on the line, so you just have to.

Model!Reader x Idol!Johnny

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This website is like a suicide hotline but with text chat instead.  I would appreciate it if you guys helped spread the word.

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Good morning/afternoon/evening!! I hope you’re well and staying safe💕 if you wouldn’t mind writing a small story with Jeno as your boyfriend comforting reader through a bad body day, that would be really appreciated. 💕 if you’re not comfortable with writing this it’s perfectly understandable just lmk 🥰

Thank you ahead of time 💕

Hi lovely! I’m well, I hope you are too! I juts posted it, I hope you enjoy reading it! 

Thank you for the request! Have a wonderful day/night!💜💜

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Jeno - Insecurities

♡Requested by anon: Good morning/afternoon/evening!! I hope you’re well and staying safe💕 if you wouldn’t mind writing a small story with Jeno as your boyfriend comforting reader through a bad body day, that would be really appreciated. 💕 if you’re not comfortable with writing this it’s perfectly understandable just lmk 🥰Thank you ahead of time 💕

♡Pairing: Jeno x reader  ♡Genre: angst, fluff ♡Warnings: mentions of insecurities, low self image. If you feel uncomfortable reading this, please don’t read it.  ♡Requests are open so feel free to request.

♡Being insecure is normal, everyone has some insecurities. Just know that every single one of you guys are beautiful, inside and out! 

You had these days every once in a while. Those days were your head was filled with insecurities, and no matter what you did you just couldn’t shake it off.

Today was one of those days. You had woken up with a bad feeling and it only got worse throughout the day. And right now, as you were getting ready for your monthly date with Jeno, your self image was the worst. Silent tears were streaming down your face as you tried outfit after outfit on. None of them looking nice on you, in your eyes.

When your doorbell rang, you were dressed in sweatpants and one of Jeno’s hoodies, not really an outfit to were when you were about to have diner in a fancy restaurant. So you understood your boyfriend’s confused look.

“What’s wrong?” Jeno asked you while he followed you inside. You shake your head at him. “Nothing, I’m gonna get dressed.” Jeno grabbed your arm when you tried to leave the room. “No, tell me what’s wrong first.” Jeno’s voice was soft but stern, letting you know that he was serious. Tears immediately filled your eyes and your boyfriends face dropped. He opened his arms for you so you let yourself fall in to them. “Oh baby.” He mumbled while he stroked your hair. “Tell me what’s wrong.” “it’s just one of those days.” You mumble in his chest. Jeno immediately knows what you mean, he knows how you sometimes deal with a lot of insecurities.

Jeno let’s you cry for a bit, before pulling apart. “Let’s get in to bed. I think you’re in need of a lot of cuddles.” You softly nod and follow him in to your bedroom. You cuddle in to him straight away when the two of you lay down. “I’m sorry we’re not going out.” Jeno shakes his head at you. “Don’t be silly love. We can always go out another day. I like this just as much as going out, maybe even more.” He presses a soft kiss against your head.

Half and hour later you are soundly asleep in your boyfriends arms. Jeno looks at you with a sad smile. “You’ve got nothing to be insecure about love. You’re the most beautiful person, inside and out.”