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1th monthly memory:October of 2018y

视频挂历，戊戌年桂月。

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Still A Baby

All in my life show that I entered my teenage just now. - Vice title.

First, my parents hold my schedule standing far away, saying that I am not allowed to fall in love with someone whatever I do.

And perhaps the other case is that I still have innocent dream sometimes after I kissed goodbye to my childhood. I haven't had any idea how to behave a bit more mature. To eyes of others, usually to my own, I appear declined and subdued.

However, there is no excuse giving up. No one can be sure what the future looks like. It's enough to go ahead with my belief.

After all, that my parents are happy is my only wish. In this way, I need live simpler, study happier and travel more places yet.

That's all today, thanks for reading. : )

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Plan to the Future

“The memory on Wechat is my diary whch serves me possibilty I can remember my life in case l forget everything.”, my dear mother said.

Anyway, it’s true. I’ve spent several hours on my social media since last night, and I find it a little strange - each topic there is wirtten myself indeed while I understand few points on it now. What we want to wirte when we talk about articles? Feelings, memo, quotos, social problems, relationship or stories? It seems that I promised someone to write something in the past. Today is in a  new December, and all works from my teacher,Mr Xie, are finished being appreciated. Therefore, it appears impossible for me not to write anything. I believe it forever that characters and  the pure culture have the greatest strength in the world even if I haven’t known where the active energy is.

I come from China, one of ancient civilizations, and faithfully hope everyone’ll love it for its charming attraction. Whatever happens, I DON’T give up my goal, a part of China dream. I am ready, and you? 

In addtion, I post a prose of Mr Xie below but stay the most in Chinese.

今夜流星划过 作者：谢流年 (Meteors Tonight - Yan Xie)

     8月13日，午夜1点，多云。报纸上说的英仙座流星雨因为云层太厚并没有如期见到，整个夜空中只有一湾半月和零零散散的几颗星。对着手机说句晚安，躺在7楼的天台上，像小时候一样直视着这片天空，这片陪伴了我20几年的天空。多久没有这样看着它，就像阔别了很久的朋友，说句你好都仿佛是很久远的事情了。

    不写文很久了，高三毕业后，就没有过，也许是生活节奏太快，很久没有在这样的一个夏夜里面，面对着你，来杜撰一些虚无缥缈的文字。因为回忆的潮涌是恐怖的，当那些画面一幕幕闪过你的脑海的时候，迷失掉的那些最初的梦想和情感会让你彻夜难眠。

    记得上一次这么看你，是在十年前的东台。乡下的夜色是醉人的，不似烈酒，是微醺的江南水酒，柔柔的，顺着喉咙一直淌到脑里。躺在院里的竹椅上，阿姐在旁边轻摇蒲扇，我抬头，那是我们初见的时候。那是2007年的仙女座流星雨，时隔如今，恰好十年。那时的你是迷离的，院子外边便是好几亩的茉莉田，夜风一吹，在茉莉的清香里面很容易迷失了自我。那时的星空是可以看出轨迹的星空，望着天，闪烁的星星在慢慢的旋转。

    此时无关风月，无关梦想，我与你之间就是最纯粹的相望。不思考，不言语，也只有那时可以放下一切，就纯粹的看着你，看着你从黑暗走向光明。时光如水，你每天夜里都如期而至，而我却渐渐远离了你，世间太嘈杂，行走世间的我们，因为懂得选择和思考，渐渐离那时的自己越来越远。

  今夜流星划过，没有相见，又遇见了你。

There was meteors in stead of a meeting tonight but I caught you again.

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It's strange!

Gloria:Welcome to back!Is it cold outside?

Sahranaz:Not very cold - birazc1k.

Gloria:Does BIRZCK mean cool in Turkish?

Sahranaz:Umm,it's not much.

Gloria:(checking in Google)Hey, I can't find it.What on earth is it?

Sahranaz:Wait a moment.(Taking the phone.)OK,in English it's a little bit.

Gloria:(BIRAZC1K shows on the screen.)I see,there is a strange letter in it. Thanks a lot....Dzisiaj jest niezimno.

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After main a Bujo on the first day,I hope it can start fantastically. And good night, everyone, nice to meet you on Tumblr.💖