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you cannot come to my corner of the world, dance with me, drink from me and taste everything I have to give and carry on as if you didn't give me your soul that night.

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am I supposed to live with this hole in me

when you've trained me

like some sick dog...

that this is the only way to live, the only thing to me is to fill this hole within me. It hurts when you ram yourself to try and fix it

but I would do anything to feel that hurt fully believing that it was all for love one last time.

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Can't you see the way my body rests upon its own bones like crutches. How sometimes if you sit and watch my chest you can see them moving, they want to get out. Or how when I'm vulnerable and at rest I can feel them leaving and coming back into me, I hope there's a good reason as to why they do this. I'm beginning to hate sleeping, and it's all their fault.

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I push people away because, when they get too close, I'm afraid they'll expect me to be something great.

But I'm not.

They think I'm flourishing but I'm not, I'm rotting. I am full of maggots and I'm scared they'll get you too.

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I deserve someone who sees me as too important to lose. I deserve someone.

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How could i be so sure that no matter where I'd go you'd find me

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Gather up the lost and sold for the eye has no conscience.

Will you heed to him.

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Not anyone's problem to fix but wouldn't it be nice if someone took the time to try

Then I will die your daughter

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You said you'd to change but for me

my body is willing to change under those same conditions.

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✞ 666 ✞

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