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I'm gonna hightext tumblr!

I was once asked, what the three combined things would be weirdest.

Then I was high as fuck walking to 7/11 to buy a pregnancy test and asked to myself 'how could I make this worse?'

A pregnancy test

A knitting pin

A bottle of vodka

For those with a less mobid line of thought, the cashier could be imagining a woman, taking the pregnancytest to see if she is still pregnant, if not, drink the vodka to celebrate, or if she is, poke her uterus with the knitting pen and use the vodka as sterilizing and take some of the pain.

Btw, I am still high, and the pregnancytests were sold out

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I'm high, not expert, but damn, it would be cool if that is true! Eventhough I highly doubt the sources...

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Bitching on the topic of schitzophrenia

At first, I want to come with a disclaimer, this is just me venting, if you tend to say some of these things, try just take it as critisism to not do it, don't take it as a personal assualt. I just have to express my anger, but it isn't that bad, it just pends up into an outbreak at times. Too, I am an extreme case of schitzophrenia, because I went untreated for way too long. And this is my bitching, so it is from my perspective. If you don't feel as bad as me, then I'm not at all saying you have less right to hate these quotes. Mental illnesses is always bad, and shouldn't be considered more or less valid depending on degree. And too, it isn't meant as "look at me, I have it SO bad", it is just random bitching. Consider it therapy. Aaaaand! Sorry for misspellings, my phone is shit, and I'm really tired. Then to the list: 1. "Why don't you just get a job? It would solve all of your problems. Everyone hates going to work, but it makes you feel more complete and increases selfesteem. And the money are a great payof, so you can have fun in your freetime" Bitchfuckingplease, do you think I just don't want to? Do you think I like rotting in my apartment and doing nothing constructive for days, thereby being shamed fucking everytime anyone asks what I do for a living? Do you think I live happily on wellfare, totally ignorant of how much I leech on society, and too the stigma that follows? When I press myself to go to work or school I MOTHERFUCKING START SCREAMING AND HITTING PEOPLE! And I'm not in anyway in control of it. And if I don't press myself, then I get depressed from being afirmed in me being a failure, and just spend every minute of my day crying and isolating myself. Yeah, getting a job would totally help me. 2. "*deep sigh* does everyone have a mental diagnosis these days?" Oh yeah, the plague was pretty common too, guess that wasn't really a thing either. People died from it? Wow, they must really have believed in it! Okay, just wanted to interrupt the to explain a bit. In Denmark (where I have lived my whole life) we have an epidemic of anxiety and depression amongst teenagers. And I sure as hell understand why. The politicians are both forcing teenagers to get through faster and better, too cutting the teachers' saleries, and thereby bringing intense pressure on teens, because they can't get good enough education to actually live up to the insane demands. Too, if you want to use your highschool for anything, you have to get an average grade of a C, or else you are doomed, because then you can't get to university, and you can't get another education. And just to top it off, you have to know what you want to do for the rest of your life when you are 14-16. HOW THE HELL ARE THE TEENAGERS SUPPOSED TO NOT GET FUCKED UP BY THIS? DOCTORS ARE REBELLING AGAINST THOSE DEMAND, SINCE TEENAGERS WANT TO RATHER FUCKING DIE THAN GET BAD GRADES! 3. "Soehm, how's your other personalities like?" This is one I'm not personally bothered by, but just wanted to mention it. In the bad old days, most cases of schitzophrenia happened to be found in people with multiple personality disorder. Well, I have both, so I can genuinly say "she's a bitch", but it's kinda an annoying question for most, since those are two veeery different disorders. With one, you have more than one personality, with the other you have hallucinations/delusions/shit. Doesn't really sound to have much in common, right? 4. "Everyone have bad days, get over it" Well, I don't know how sane people's bad days are like, but when I have a bad day, I try to kill myself. And since suicide attemps aren't quite common, I suppose that's not everyone's difinition of a bad day. 5. "Oh, schitzophrenia, like Charles Manson/Ted Bundy/other serial killers" Oh, you're quite informed I see, yes, in fact I share the same diagnosis as most serial killers. But the fact is, I'm not a serial killer, and the reason I of my own free will went through psychological torture for about a week, then going to basically medical prison for several months, was actually because I was close to becoming one. And yeah, that's why I go through litteral life treathening side effects from my medication, because I have a fucking will to not become a fucking serial killer. And too: don't create a monster and blame it when it goes crazy. There's reallly not a lot of serial killers who have had a pleasant life, and most weren't even diagnosed before they got to court... 6. "Why do you take medicine? It's so unnatural..." Do you wanna get stabbed, bitch? Because if I don't take my medicine, the risk of that happening is quite high. So yeah, please go on and tell me that my life would be much better without medication. 7. "Oh, another special snowflake" Oh, another jerk who thinks he is badass for hurting people's feeling? Real mature, I hope you are at oldest preteen, or else that is just sad. Good luck when people realize how much of an idiot you are. 8. "If you want to kill yourself so badly, just do it already" Ehm... yeah? I have tried several times to write a comeback, but it gets so triggering, that even I don't want it in here, so it have to be: How the hell would the one saying this react if I actually did it? Just said "okay" and then cut open my arm or something in front of them? Like, don't encourage people to do something you don't want them to do, especially with suicide, because when you say that, it really makes me want to do it. So please, shut the fuck up about encouraging people to suicide, we have it bad enough already, thanks. 9. "Do you cut yourself for attention?" Ehm... kinda? Like, not really, but if I did, what the hell would be wrong with that? If you feel terrible, and nobody listens, then it is an effective way to call for help, since people tend to believe more in your mental illness if you have physical scars to prove it. Fucking blame the society for not believing anything is wrong with you, if it isn't visible physically. And I cut myself because it is a distraction from my mental pain, now when you were so kind of asking. Now go fuck off. And this was all of the bitching for this time! If you feel like it, then bitch along with me!

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Pretty informative, eventhough I disagree with a few statements.

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Basically just to save the post, but she needs help! Let your inner hoe loose and your asshole too! (Or vagina, but asshole is more genderneutral, right?)

Looking for Ideas/Suggestions for Sex Work Careers for Sims 4

I currently have a prostitution mod that allows for a basic interaction for Sims to sell sex for money. I have had a lot of ideas on how I would like to expand this, but the more I work on it the more I realize I want something bigger. Rather than simply adding small features to this mod, I want to create a new mod that would also have script files allowing for many new features in the game.

My major idea is Adult Careers, or sex work. There would be a few different tracks, potential ones being Prostitute and/or Pimp (i may combine these), Cam Model, Pornstar, Stripper, etc. I’ve become pretty serious about creating this, and though script modding is new to me I looked into what would be necessary for a custom career and have been teaching myself to work with Python, and though time-consuming it should be doable. However, it is going to be a MAJOR task and because of this I will want A LOT of ideas, suggestions, and feedback!

Currently looking for the following:

Ideas on what careers you would like to see available

Thoughts on traits/buffs/aspiration ideas that would be involved in these careers

Ideas/suggestions for tasks needed for promotions, random chance cards, and level ideas for certain careers. This is what I need the most! It’s easy to say you want these careers in game, but there needs to be the content to follow and make it enjoyable and worthwhile. There may not be enough to do in those careers to make them very functional (main reason i’m considering combining Prostitute and Pimp, having Pimp be endgame for a prostitute.) I have some ideas of my own, but I want as many as possible, however small or large!  If there is an adult career you want to see in game, imagine playing through it. What would you expect or want to see available? What would it take to move up in this career? Are there new skills/buffs/traits that may be necessary? The most detailed idea you have for a career, the better! It’s unlikely i’ll use everything suggested, some ideas may not even be possible, but the more ideas and options I see the more it gives me to build off of and create functional enjoyable careers with!

If you have any ideas at all, please reply to this post, send me a message, post on my patreon- however you’d like to get it to me! Just please do it, I definitely want to hear!

One last thing I will eventually potentially need is help from people in the community who can create animations. I really have no interest in learning to create animations, and although there are many in-game I could use fine, to get this mod at it’s best there are definitely some interactions I’d like new animations for if possible. It will be a while until I will actually need any animations created, but if you are interested in potentially making even one for this mod in the future, please let me know you’re interested! You will of course get all credit for the animation.

Endgame Goal for this mod

Ideally when this mod is finished, I will have a Sex Work section available when choosing a job, that goes off into a couple different career track options. I’d love to eventually even use the Get to Work expansion to make some careers playable, but that is much farther in the future, and some version of the mod will definitely be released without that first. Sex Work careers would be available for Young Adults and Adults, potentially elders if people really want that. Teens will not be able to do a Sex Work career, however, that leads into another goal for this mod:

I will expand upon my prostitution mod that currently has a “Suggest payment for services” option and have it be for casual sex work. This would be an optional add-on sort of mod, technically it’s own thing (could be used on it’s own or with the Sex Work careers) but that would compliment the main mod well. Not everyone is a career sex-worker. Sometimes it’s a casual thing when you need some extra cash. The Casual Sex Work add-on would allow for less-detailed sex interactions (most using the woohoo animation in-game) that any sim teen and up could use. I’d also like to make an option where there is a small chance that the interaction could be done autonomously when your household has a certain amount of money or less. There would be pros and cons for Sims in Casual Sex work vs. Career sex work such as:

Pro: Teens can do casual sex work

Pro: You can have another career alongside it

Con: You would make less money for casual interactions

Con: There would be a higher chance of the other sim turning you down when you attempt casual sex interactions

That’s all I have to say about this at the moment. This will be a LONG process, but I will be sure to update you all on the progress! Once I have any career track finished, it will be uploaded to my Patreon (www.patreon.com/simdreamer) and then I will start uploading publicly once I have at least 2 career tracks that have been thoroughly tested. I hope to receive a lot of ideas from all of you!!