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“ENTRY 19/19.”

[08/08/1903]

..I don’t believe how she could do something like that.

Just for.. me?

I can’t even say it was for me. What a selfish thought, as if I can’t acknowledge her act as..

Heroic?..

I’m not sure what to even call it, because I don’t have thoughts now.. There is nothing I can do and nothing will bring her back to me.

With nothing left to say..

I won’t be writing in this any longer.

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BACKSTORY ADDED 🎉🥳

Isabelle added to relationship chart

’Former name’ section

New songs

Seth's Character Sheet

MAIN FOCUS: Seth

Name - Seth Hanamoto

Former names - Bernadette Celeste

Nicknames - Sethy

Species - No longer disclosed.

Username - @B333RNADETTE

Occupation - Artist

Text Color - Blue with italics

Religion - Daisyism, (formerly believed in Artemis)

DID INFO - Seth is the host of her system.

Alters - Atmos, Remembrance, The Hollow King, Marzipan, Mouth Stitched for Mercy, Blinded from the Truth.

Open for asks.

^ Seth.

BACKSTORY

Seth doesn’t remember what she did. Not the stories, not the fire, not the pain she left behind. But she can feel it, etched into her bones, burned into the spaces between her thoughts. There’s something wrong with the way people look at her. Something sharp in how the world reacts when she enters a room. And deep inside, there’s a guilt that she carries like a second skin, even if she doesn’t know what it’s for.

She is no longer the Author, no longer anything she once was. What remains is someone searching: not for power, not for glory, but for answers. For meaning. For a reason to keep going, even if she’s not sure she deserves one.

APPEARANCE

Seth is short and draped in black, an unfamiliar figure even to herself. Her expression is distant, unsure, not the cold calculation of who she once was, but the wary gaze of someone always bracing for recognition. Her eyes are mismatched: gold and violet, a contrast she doesn’t remember earning. She wears a long, sleeveless black gown with a high slit and a hood embroidered in runes she can’t read. Her arms are covered in strange tattoos and scars, some ceremonial, some not, and none of them feel like hers.

Her long, dark hair falls in heavy waves, occasionally tangled with ash or ribbon. Her hands fidget, and her footsteps are cautious, like she’s afraid of stepping somewhere she’s not welcome. There is power in her still… but it feels borrowed. Forgotten. Like she’s wearing the echo of a life she can no longer remember living.

BEHAVIOR

Seth doesn't see a lot of care for the world anymore as they now believe that everyone that they care about will simply die, refusing to get attached to new people.

Seth is slowly becoming self-aware ever since discovering the Light of Truth, revealing that they are simply a puppet in a story.

Seth has bipolar disorder, causing them to have depression episodes where they will not be seen for days.

If Seth gets too overwhelmed or stressed, they will start violently shaking and their words will become slurred, as if they are drunk.

Seth is often silent, believing in the statement 'speak when spoken to' out of fear that someone will judge them or kill them

Seth keeps people at arm’s length. Not because she doesn’t want connection, but because she fears destroying what she touches.

Her anger feels safer than her grief. She uses fury to mask how deeply she still feels.

MENTAL HEALTH/DISORDERS

✦ Dissociative Amnesia Seth has no memory of her life as the Author. Entire chapters of her past, names, places, decisions, are missing, yet their emotional weight still lingers. This isn’t a gentle forgetting; it’s a protective fracture. Her mind sealed those memories away as a survival mechanism, blocking the trauma of what she once was. Her body remembers, her nightmares remember, but her conscious self does not. And that absence haunts her more than the truth ever could. (TLDR - She does not remember anything from early March-Now.)

✦ Complex PTSD (C-PTSD) Even without her memories, Seth displays symptoms of severe trauma. Hypervigilance, emotional detachment, unexplained guilt, and frequent flashbacks (through dreams or sudden physical reactions) suggest long-term exposure to overwhelming stress—likely stemming from her time as the Author, a role that involved constant moral compromise and isolation. She doesn't know what she survived, but her nervous system does.

✦ Depersonalization/Derealization There are moments where Seth feels unreal—like a shadow wearing skin. She often stares at her hands like they belong to someone else, or speaks aloud just to hear if her voice still sounds human. The world around her occasionally feels fake or distant, a side effect of the dissociation her mind uses to protect itself from pain it can’t consciously access.

✦ Persistent Guilt Complex While not a formal disorder, Seth experiences chronic guilt for things she cannot remember. She walks with the posture of someone apologizing to ghosts. Every kindness feels undeserved. Every silence feels like judgment. Even when she is offered forgiveness, she doesn’t know what she’s being forgiven for—which only makes it worse.

✦ Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) Seth’s mind is not a single voice, but a fractured chorus—each alter born from a different moment of survival. As a child, relentless trauma carved her into pieces, each one carrying memories and emotions she could not bear to hold as one. Some are protectors, some are shadows, and some are children frozen in time. The gaps between them are blackouts—moments where she loses hours, days, or weeks to another’s hands. While the disorder shields her from pain too sharp to face, it also leaves her feeling like a ghost in her own body, a passenger in a life she can’t always remember living.

PHYSICAL HABITS

Traces glyphs or imaginary words in the air when deep in thought.

Taps fingers against her thigh in rhythmic sequences—writing silently.

Often stands in doorways, as if caught between leaving and staying.

BACKSTORY

Bernadette’s family grew up in poverty, they lived in a small house with a broken, rusty car. They lived in not a neighborhood, but a forest with only two other houses. The other people, a man in his late 30s, was always nice to Bernadette. A little too nice, but obviously a five year old was too oblivious to notice that. They lived farther away from the two houses, them being close together whilst Bernadette was way too many steps downwards the dark path.

The evening had been soft. The kind of night where her mother hummed under her breath while stirring the pot on the fire, the smell of herbs filling their small home. Bernadette sat curled up on the floor, clutching a worn book as her mother tousled her curly hair and promised that tomorrow would be better like she always did.

But tomorrow never came.

The singing changed that night—it wasn’t a lullaby anymore. It was chanting, low and wrong, seeping through the walls. The warmth of the fire turned harsh, angry, as the air filled with smoke and screaming. Bernadette mother’s hands pushed her toward the door, not in play this time, but in desperation.

And then it was red. Red on the walls, red on her mother’s dress, red in the sky as their home burned. She wanted to go back, to hold on, but the ritual wouldn’t let her. The last thing she saw before the night swallowed her was her mother’s face. Not afraid, just sorry.

Bernadette ran barefoot into the dark, clutching nothing but the echo of her mother’s promise, already knowing it would never be true.

—

Ten years had passed since the night the fire took everything. By then, Bernadette had learned how to live as a ghost in plain sight, quiet enough not to be noticed, reckless enough not to care if she was. She carried herself like someone already halfway gone.

The overdose wasn’t planned, not exactly. It was a slow, deliberate sort of surrender, a handful of pills here, a little too much there, until her body finally folded under the weight of it. She woke up in the hospital, the lights too white, the air too cold, the beeping beside her bed the only proof she was still alive.

The nurses called her lucky. Bernadette knew better. Lucky was walking away from the fire. This was something else. This was survival she hadn’t asked for, dragged back into a world she’d been trying to slip away from. She stared at the IV in her arm and wondered why she was still alive.

One day, whilst she was still recovering in the hospital, a man came in. She didn’t know who he was, but maybe it was someone she knew a while ago. A close relative, perhaps? Not. This man walked up to her, caressing her face before going atop of her.

She wondered why no doctors came in. Perhaps it was just a cruel dream.

—

It had been around 4 years since the… incident. Whilst Berna- Seth. That was their name. Seth. She had never truly healed, never truly forgot. How could she? All of their memories came flooding back to them like salt to a wound.

I guess that was just the way life goes.

It was never fair for them.

RELATIONS

Person|(Status)|[Liking]|[Trust]|Reason (inspired by Cookie Star)

Artemis (Mother) - [89%] [65%] - Seth trusts Artemis but fears due to past experiences that Artemis will become like Atlas and Anastasia, causing them to always have a fear of them under a facade.

Archeon (Father) - [67%] [83%] - Archeon was never really around Seth, the final time that they met being during the Challenge, and before that was... when they were five. Nonetheless, they care for him.

Atlas (Grandfather) - [0%] [0%] - Seth absolutely hates Atlas after they found out what he had done to their mother. They can never view him the same. Atlas is now Dead

Anastasia (Grandmother) - [3%] [0%] - Seth had never truly met Anastasia, due to them always being in Atlas' abyss. They had only heard things that she would do when Artemis was trapped in the Minka.

Pancakepieman45 (Adoptive Grandfather) - [29%] [45%] - Seth doesn't quite like Pancake, claiming that he's too pushy on being their grandfather, and still doesn't quite trust them since the day that Artemis jumped in the abyss where he treated her like a child.

Daisy, Daisy Bell (Adoptive Cousin, Puppeteer) - [96%] [89%] - Seth enjoys Daisy, to the point that they gave up their soul for them. They want to see Daisy happy genuinely, but are a bit scared to speak to them, as they don’t want to mess anything up.

Jonah (Therapist) - [100%] [85%] - Seth enjoys Jonah’s company, even if they are unable to express it. They see Jonah as a father figure, but would never be able to tell him out of embarrassment.

Zailyn (Aunt) - [87%] [59%] - Seth is also scared of Zailyn, not being able to have a proper conversation out of fear that Zailyn will hurt them since the Final Trial.

Ell (Friend) - [67%] [34%] - Patience is slowly thinning.

Charlotte (Acquaintance) - [50%] [30%] - Seth thinks she’s pretty.

Star (Romantic Partner) - [100%] [100%] - Star has always protected Seth when in need, causing Seth to extremely like Star. They enjoy their company.

Bakon_surviver (Acquaintance) - [13%] [3%] - Seth tries to stay far away from Bakon due to them only being an acquaintance, not wanting to get too attached and be hurt in the end.

Isabelle (Friend) - [55%] [34%] - Seth finds Isabelle sweet. She just can’t trust her fully yet. She thinks she’s pretty, though.

POWERS

1. Final Draft

Fires a piercing arrow laced with dark script. If it hits, it silences the target for several seconds and causes damage over time, as if their narrative is unraveling. The arrow leaves glowing, runic text embedded in the target's body.

Visual: Arrow streaks with black and violet light, trails ink behind it.

Effect: Damage over time + silence/debuff.

2. Edit Line

The Author rewinds a brief moment of reality, dodging an incoming attack or repositioning themselves. The screen briefly glitches like a torn page, and they reappear behind their enemy — ready to rewrite the scene.

Visual: Flickers like crumpling paper being smoothed out.

Effect: Dash/backstep with frames and counter opportunity.

3. String Them Up

Targets a weakened enemy with a spectral string drawn from the Author’s bow. If the target’s health is low enough, they are strung up like a marionette and lifted off the ground — their model fades into inky dust as a page tears and vanishes. That character is removed from the fight — their role in the scene “cut.”

Visual: Black threads shoot forward, lift the target into the air. Their body turns to shadow, then to ink.

Effect: Execution; removes target from play (like a kill or phase skip).

4. Redacted Truth

Slams the bow into the ground, releasing a shockwave of black text and red lines that censor the battlefield. Enemies caught in the wave take reduced vision (fog/dark filter) and cannot use ultimate abilities for a short time.

Visual: Giant book sigil pulses out, red "censor bars" flash across the screen.

Effect: AOE ult suppression + mild disorientation.

5. Narrative Hook

Fires a hook arrow attached to a string of glowing ink. If it lands, it pulls the target toward the Author while briefly rooting them, as if they’ve been yanked deeper into the plot.

Visual: Ink-dipped hook with runes along the string.

Effect: Pull + root (short CC).

Songs

Playlist

Voice Claim

Emily (Corpse Bride)

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Hi :)

I’m bored so if you want to ask anything about my characters, please do!!!!!!!!

(p.s. if you’re asking an alter or a different form of someone plssss make sure to include it!!!!!!)

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I swear I’m gonna pull the trigger

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Seth’s Character sheet has been updated.

Jonah added to relationships

Charlotte added to relationships

Ell’s description changed

DID info added. Her backstory will be next to the update.

Seth's Character Sheet

MAIN FOCUS: Seth

Name - Seth

Nicknames - Sethy

Species - No longer disclosed.

Username - @B333RNADETTE

Occupation - Artist

Text Color - Blue with italics

Religion - Daisyism, (formerly believed in Artemis)

DID INFO - Seth is the host of her system.

Alters - Atmos, Remembrance, The Hollow King, Marzipan, Mouth Stitched for Mercy, Blinded from the Truth.

Open for asks.

^ Seth.

BACKSTORY

Seth doesn’t remember what she did. Not the stories, not the fire, not the pain she left behind. But she can feel it, etched into her bones, burned into the spaces between her thoughts. There’s something wrong with the way people look at her. Something sharp in how the world reacts when she enters a room. And deep inside, there’s a guilt that she carries like a second skin, even if she doesn’t know what it’s for.

She is no longer the Author, no longer anything she once was. What remains is someone searching: not for power, not for glory, but for answers. For meaning. For a reason to keep going, even if she’s not sure she deserves one.

APPEARANCE

Seth is short and draped in black, an unfamiliar figure even to herself. Her expression is distant, unsure, not the cold calculation of who she once was, but the wary gaze of someone always bracing for recognition. Her eyes are mismatched: gold and violet, a contrast she doesn’t remember earning. She wears a long, sleeveless black gown with a high slit and a hood embroidered in runes she can’t read. Her arms are covered in strange tattoos and scars, some ceremonial, some not, and none of them feel like hers.

Her long, dark hair falls in heavy waves, occasionally tangled with ash or ribbon. Her hands fidget, and her footsteps are cautious, like she’s afraid of stepping somewhere she’s not welcome. There is power in her still… but it feels borrowed. Forgotten. Like she’s wearing the echo of a life she can no longer remember living.

BEHAVIOR

Seth doesn't see a lot of care for the world anymore as they now believe that everyone that they care about will simply die, refusing to get attached to new people.

Seth is slowly becoming self-aware ever since discovering the Light of Truth, revealing that they are simply a puppet in a story.

Seth has bipolar disorder, causing them to have depression episodes where they will not be seen for days.

If Seth gets too overwhelmed or stressed, they will start violently shaking and their words will become slurred, as if they are drunk.

Seth is often silent, believing in the statement 'speak when spoken to' out of fear that someone will judge them or kill them

Seth keeps people at arm’s length. Not because she doesn’t want connection, but because she fears destroying what she touches.

Her anger feels safer than her grief. She uses fury to mask how deeply she still feels.

MENTAL HEALTH/DISORDERS

✦ Dissociative Amnesia Seth has no memory of her life as the Author. Entire chapters of her past, names, places, decisions, are missing, yet their emotional weight still lingers. This isn’t a gentle forgetting; it’s a protective fracture. Her mind sealed those memories away as a survival mechanism, blocking the trauma of what she once was. Her body remembers, her nightmares remember, but her conscious self does not. And that absence haunts her more than the truth ever could. (TLDR - She does not remember anything from early March-Now.)

✦ Complex PTSD (C-PTSD) Even without her memories, Seth displays symptoms of severe trauma. Hypervigilance, emotional detachment, unexplained guilt, and frequent flashbacks (through dreams or sudden physical reactions) suggest long-term exposure to overwhelming stress—likely stemming from her time as the Author, a role that involved constant moral compromise and isolation. She doesn't know what she survived, but her nervous system does.

✦ Depersonalization/Derealization There are moments where Seth feels unreal—like a shadow wearing skin. She often stares at her hands like they belong to someone else, or speaks aloud just to hear if her voice still sounds human. The world around her occasionally feels fake or distant, a side effect of the dissociation her mind uses to protect itself from pain it can’t consciously access.

✦ Persistent Guilt Complex While not a formal disorder, Seth experiences chronic guilt for things she cannot remember. She walks with the posture of someone apologizing to ghosts. Every kindness feels undeserved. Every silence feels like judgment. Even when she is offered forgiveness, she doesn’t know what she’s being forgiven for—which only makes it worse.

✦ Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) Seth’s mind is not a single voice, but a fractured chorus—each alter born from a different moment of survival. As a child, relentless trauma carved her into pieces, each one carrying memories and emotions she could not bear to hold as one. Some are protectors, some are shadows, and some are children frozen in time. The gaps between them are blackouts—moments where she loses hours, days, or weeks to another’s hands. While the disorder shields her from pain too sharp to face, it also leaves her feeling like a ghost in her own body, a passenger in a life she can’t always remember living.

PHYSICAL HABITS

Traces glyphs or imaginary words in the air when deep in thought.

Taps fingers against her thigh in rhythmic sequences—writing silently.

Often stands in doorways, as if caught between leaving and staying.

RELATIONS

Person|(Status)|[Liking]|[Trust]|Reason (inspired by Cookie Star)

Artemis (Mother) - [89%] [65%] - Seth trusts Artemis but fears due to past experiences that Artemis will become like Atlas and Anastasia, causing them to always have a fear of them under a facade.

Archeon (Father) - [67%] [83%] - Archeon was never really around Seth, the final time that they met being during the Challenge, and before that was... when they were five. Nonetheless, they care for him.

Atlas (Grandfather) - [0%] [0%] - Seth absolutely hates Atlas after they found out what he had done to their mother. They can never view him the same. Atlas is now Dead

Anastasia (Grandmother) - [3%] [0%] - Seth had never truly met Anastasia, due to them always being in Atlas' abyss. They had only heard things that she would do when Artemis was trapped in the Minka.

Pancakepieman45 (Adoptive Grandfather) - [29%] [45%] - Seth doesn't quite like Pancake, claiming that he's too pushy on being their grandfather, and still doesn't quite trust them since the day that Artemis jumped in the abyss where he treated her like a child.

Daisy, Daisy Bell (Adoptive Cousin, Puppeteer) - [96%] [89%] - Seth enjoys Daisy, to the point that they gave up their soul for them. They want to see Daisy happy genuinely, but are a bit scared to speak to them, as they don’t want to mess anything up.

Jonah (Therapist) - [100%] [85%] - Seth enjoys Jonah’s company, even if they are unable to express it. They see Jonah as a father figure, but would never be able to tell him out of embarrassment.

Zailyn (Aunt) - [87%] [59%] - Seth is also scared of Zailyn, not being able to have a proper conversation out of fear that Zailyn will hurt them since the Final Trial.

Ell (Friend) - [67%] [34%] - Patience is slowly thinning.

Charlotte (Acquaintance) - [50%] [30%] - Seth thinks she’s pretty.

Star (Romantic Partner) - [100%] [100%] - Star has always protected Seth when in need, causing Seth to extremely like Star. They enjoy their company.

Bakon_surviver (Acquaintance) - [13%] [3%] - Seth tries to stay far away from Bakon due to them only being an acquaintance, not wanting to get too attached and be hurt in the end.

POWERS

1. Final Draft

Fires a piercing arrow laced with dark script. If it hits, it silences the target for several seconds and causes damage over time, as if their narrative is unraveling. The arrow leaves glowing, runic text embedded in the target's body.

Visual: Arrow streaks with black and violet light, trails ink behind it.

Effect: Damage over time + silence/debuff.

2. Edit Line

The Author rewinds a brief moment of reality, dodging an incoming attack or repositioning themselves. The screen briefly glitches like a torn page, and they reappear behind their enemy — ready to rewrite the scene.

Visual: Flickers like crumpling paper being smoothed out.

Effect: Dash/backstep with frames and counter opportunity.

3. String Them Up

Targets a weakened enemy with a spectral string drawn from the Author’s bow. If the target’s health is low enough, they are strung up like a marionette and lifted off the ground — their model fades into inky dust as a page tears and vanishes. That character is removed from the fight — their role in the scene “cut.”

Visual: Black threads shoot forward, lift the target into the air. Their body turns to shadow, then to ink.

Effect: Execution; removes target from play (like a kill or phase skip).

4. Redacted Truth

Slams the bow into the ground, releasing a shockwave of black text and red lines that censor the battlefield. Enemies caught in the wave take reduced vision (fog/dark filter) and cannot use ultimate abilities for a short time.

Visual: Giant book sigil pulses out, red "censor bars" flash across the screen.

Effect: AOE ult suppression + mild disorientation.

5. Narrative Hook

Fires a hook arrow attached to a string of glowing ink. If it lands, it pulls the target toward the Author while briefly rooting them, as if they’ve been yanked deeper into the plot.

Visual: Ink-dipped hook with runes along the string.

Effect: Pull + root (short CC).

Songs

Playlist

Voice Claim

Emily (Corpse Bride)

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1/3

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i had a blast what about you guys

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OH

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— Vipre was a cruel, cruel being. But he’s been missing for two years. I wonder why. You find a letter in the mail. Its handwriting is neat in red text. It says: “Hello. I hope this letter receives you and you are in a correct state of mind to read this and or have it read to you. I’ve found out where Vipre is. He has forced himself to ascend to godhood. It’s been two years since I’ve killed everyone in that god-awful lab, except for… both of them. But no longer. I will kill Vipre. Even if I die trying.” The note is signed with ‘Zararelji.’ Turning the paper around, it says a date and a location. “August 8th, 7:30 P.M EST.” Location — OOC DETAILS: Hello !!!! So for a quick rundown of this myth for people who weren’t there since it was kinda just like. You had to be there typa thing. Vipre’s Lab is set in 1901. Zararelji is a test subject for this lab, in order to find a ‘new hope,’ as Vipre says. He hires some scientists and they are brutal with Zara, except for the Head Scientist. He’s a lot more gentle, he’s never hit her. A few tours come, a few tours go. Though, during the last tour, Zara snaps and kills all of the scientists except for Alaric and Vipre, (due to Vipre not being in attendance.) Zara ran off and Vipre went to force himself into godhood. Two years later, she founds out where he is and then the letter to you comes. Hope you all can attend! It won’t be that long of an event as it’s kind of time based. Probably 20-30 minutes or so.

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Hi everyone,

First of all I wanted to say I’m sorry. But I think I’ll need to take my hiatus earlier than I expected. I really wanted to finish chapter 1 before I went on hiatus but I don’t think that’s possible for me at the moment.

I love you all dearly. And I’ll still be active on here, I just won’t really be on the game much.

I’m really sorry.

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if atlas was a piece of art displayed in a museum he would be a moldy potato shaped like a toe bump, duct taped to the museum walls without a frame like hes literally just a moldy potato duct taped to a wall and people call it modern art

you know what..

hell yeah.

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“Maybe one day I could learn why you did that to me.”

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the court has officially decided.

ZARA’S FINAL EVENT WILL BE HELD ON…

August 8th, (8/8), 7:30 P.M., the final event will happen.

Before this, I want to thank everyone in the Vipre’s Lab groupchat who helped make this happened.

Kumo, who plays Alaric, was one of my main inspirations for actually finishing this myth. Had he not offered to be Alaric, I don’t think I would’ve finished the myth at all. So thank you. @bimbosyndrome

Rocko, who plays Oscar, was probably one of the funniest people in the group. Him and I could have joking conversations, and he would always support me no matter what. So thank you. @oscarlivian

Shima, who plays Vipre, was another one of my main inspirations for finishing the myth. I was actually originally going to be Vipre until I put out the auditions and met Shima. For that, I cannot be more thankful for them and their character. (and also for them saving me 20$)

Coco, who plays Ezra, was one of my favorite characters in the myth. I related to her character a lot, and Zara saw her as a little sister. So thank you.

Alaric, who plays Elliot, was probably Zara’s favorite character in the myth. He’s always so kind, both out-of-character and in-character. I could not be more thankful.

Butters, who plays Ivory, was a very favorited character in the myth. They were also very funny and I like playing with them, even if we don’t talk a lot. @dovelost

Kontrol, who plays Nurse Mary, was the person I’ve known the longest in the myth. We met in 2020 and have mainly remained friends since then. I could not ask for a better friend.

(One person is excluded as they have been offline since the last event.)

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i’m buying you.

Why do I feel like my life is at stake all of a sudden???

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isabelle do you like princess dresses :)

Why do I feel like my life is at stake all of a sudden???

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hi

yes

do you want

mouse?

”what?”

“i don’t need a mouse.”

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Sometimes I wish I got asks.

Then I see the type of shit Sleuth gets sent and I am thankful I do not.